I think I’m beautiful because although I’m so young and probably still have a lot to learn I’ve been through a lot of stuff.Ever since I was born I have been the one that stands out [ In a bad way] ; When I was a toddler my cousins all had softer hair than me , and as child everyone else was skinnier than me . Then I moved to england and everyone was white so i live for 8 being racialy abused by people whom I hadn’t done anything to. Years went by I grew up and girls started to get boyfriends and stuff but no one wanted to date me cuz I was black no one wanted to be seen with me . Eventually I met some black friends but they just got me into trouble and eventually turned against me for the stupidest of reasons .
I’ve tried and done nearly everything there is to do in life , I’ve cut my self , tried suicide , tried starving my self , cried myself to sleep every night for 6 and half months .
My life has been hectic so far and i don’t consider myself as a victim and I don’t seek attention or sympathy just understanding and to belong to something .
When I’m older I plan on going to university and getting a degree in forensic science firstly because it’s a well paid job and I can re-pay my mum for all those cartons of milk I waste on cornflakes ;) and secondly because I want to make my mum the proudest woman alive .
My advice to anybody who doesn’t like how they look or is being bullied because of it , You shouldn’t let people make you want to change who you are or what you appear to be . If you ever feel like you want starve yourself or do something and unnecessary as that then just think about it first think about what makes you beautiful . Take a look in the mirror and forget what you’ve been told because I’m sure there has to be something beautiful about you .
Embrace your beauty to the best of your ability and don’t be afraid to talk to people about your feelings it always helps trust me. xoxo