Bellamy told Clarke it was hard for him to forgive people, right before he forgave her. And he meant for her to realize the significance of it. That she holds a special place in his heart, that he understands her choices even if he doesn’t always agree, and that it exhausts him to stand on the opposite side of her. He wants her to know that he breathes easier when they’re together. Bellamy basically delivered Clarke a love letter in the span of 3 sentences and I am not over it
me: hits the blunt
me: y'know my parents spent my whole life telling me that its good to help those who don’t have as much as i do, we would take the tags off the trees at church around Christmas time and buy presents for kids who had less and all that business, they pushed me to get out and see the world and learn perspectives outside of the Midwestern city i grew up in, but then when i do and come back a fully-fledged gay, socially conscious communist they wanna be all “you were brainwashed by your liberal arts college!!1!” like do ya’ll not…. do you really not get how i turned out like this??
hi this is a blanket apology to basically everyone for sorta disappearing
i have basically just been doing nothing but play skyrim and sometimes mindless scrolling/reblogging
i don’t really have an excuse besides depression things and having 0 energy to actually converse w people
so yeah i am really sorry for not talking my brain decided it is isolation time