He regrets offering to buy her clothes the second Rey comes out in shorts and a light cotton shirt she’d chosen from one of the racks in the small boutique they’re currently in, suddenly seeing far more skin than he’d expected to see. Kylo likes to think of himself as a grown man who can keep his cool — most of the time, anyway — but after Rey had sat perched on his lap the previous night letting him kiss her silly, any inch of skin she displays in open air is one more inch of skin he can’t seem to keep his eyes off of.
He’s turning into a hormonal teenager. He knows it, and yet he can’t stop staring. Which is stupid, really, considering that he’d just pledged that very morning that he would once and for all stop himself from allowing this… whatever this attraction to Rey is… to develop any further.
He inhales deeply through his nose, out through his mouth, and tells himself she’s only staying three weeks. …
Author’s note: And we’re back! Welcome to pining central. And as always thank you to all who keep reading and commenting, you guys are the real MVPs.
“So, are you going to the party tomorrow?” My friend Lexi asked. I sighed…
“I wasn’t invited.” I wasn’t one of the most popular girls in school, I was mostly known for my grades, meaning how nerdy I was, whatever you would like to call it. I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned to see Sehun, the most popular boy in school. I heard Lexi giggling next to me. A lot of girls liked him, but I didn’t really have time for boys, who would want to talk to a nerd anyways? Let alone date one. Plus, he’s only been here for a couple of months and he’s already popular than Todd. Todd was the most popular guy in school, star quarterback, girls thought he was good looking, funny, and blah blah blah.
“My name’s Sehun.” I had never heard him speak and his voice, it was sort of cute in a way but it was still very deep. He politely bowed to me and I stood there awkwardly, was I supposed to bow back?
“Yeah, you don’t have to do that. This is America.” I folded my arms and began to walk away.
“Wait. Are you coming to the party tomorrow?” He grabbed my bag, stopping me from leaving the school. I turned my gaze to him and narrowed my eyes.
“Why do you want to know?” I yanked my bag from his grip and stalked away from him, Lexi hurrying behind me. Once she was caught up she started questioning me.
“Well, that was rude, don’t you think?” She asked, I could tell she was frowning by the scoff that was heard in her voice. I simply ignored it and shrugged. “You never know, a guy walks up to you, a really hot guy, and he wants to know if he will see you tomorrow, but you blow him off. I think that was pretty mean.” I huffed, now that she put it that way, I felt bad. I turned around to see Sehun staring at me, pouting. I gave him a small nod, indicating that I would be at the party.
His face lightened up immediately, smiling like an idiot. I blushed and left before he could notice.
“No, that will make me look easy.” I told Lexi, taking the dress from her and throwing it on a rack somewhere. We were currently at a boutique, looking for a dress that I could wear to the party that I promised Sehun I would go to. She groaned and rolled her eyes.
“Hey, you could have at least put it back neatly.” She picked up the dress and folded it, putting it on top of some of the dresses that were hung up. I rolled my eyes.
“I don’t want to go to this party.” I sighed heavily, shaking my head.
She smacked her teeth, “Too late. You already told Sehun you would.” I decided to stay quiet and just look for a dress, I might as well look good, last time I will see anybody in school, summer started today. It’s the summer before college starts, I will miss all of the friends I never had.
I don’t get why everyone was so rude to me, I never did anything wrong, I always minded my own business, I always stayed out of trouble, and I would never hurt a fly. Lexi is the only friend I will ever have, I’m really lucky I’m going to college with her, maybe things will be different. I would have more friends and we would do more stuff. Go places, meet people. I smiled to myself, thinking of all the possibilities. I hope the people will be nicer in college.
“Alright, let’s leave.” Lexi grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the store, a bag in her hand. When did she buy that? Where was I?
“What’s that?” I asked her, knitting my eyebrows in confusion.
She shrugged and smirked, “Just a couple of accessories, that’s all! Now, let’s go get something to eat, I’m famished.” I rolled my eyes, forgetting about the whole thing, I was kind of hungry too.
I sat at the cafe, along with Lexi, circling my finger around the rim of the tea cup, while my other hand rested on my cheek. Lexi was reading a fashion magazine. I chuckled at her, no wonder why she was going to be a designer, her love for fashion was pretty obvious. I smiled softly. How is that I’m friends with her when we are polar opposites?
”[Name]?“ I turned my head, meeting the soft gaze of… Sehun? Lexi nudged me and gave me a look, mentally telling me to be polite. I sighed and gave a slight wave. It’s not that I don’t like him, he’s just weird to me, he’s the only guy that will talk to me and I feel butterflies inside my stomach. I’ve never felt like this before, so I don’t know what was going on with me.
"Hi Sehun, how are you?” Lexi piped up, extending her hand in front of him. He slightly bowed and took a seat in our booth, he was seated across from me. She chuckled and brought her hand back to her magazine, flipping the pages.
To avoid his gaze, I decided to look out the window at a paper bag that flew with the wind. Matter of fact, I was looking at everything outside, just so I didn’t have to look him in the eye. I felt his gaze on me, I finally giving in and looking at him. His eyes widened once I caught him staring, he blushed and led his gaze down to the table top. I smiled to myself and began to stare at him. I took in things that I never noticed about him. His lips were so plump, his hair was far from messy, he had the perfect skin, he had chocolate brown orbs, he had muscles, but he wasn’t too buff, and he dressed well.
He looked back up and found me looking at him, we had a staring contest for a few seconds. I gulped, “Please stop staring at me.” He mumbled something that seemed like a ‘Sorry.’
“Look, I’m going to go. See you guys later.” I stated, standing and grabbing my things. The air grew awkard and I don’t think I could deal with it any longer.
“We just got here, and the party doesn’t start until 6. We won’t have anything to do.” Lexi complained. I smacked my teeth and took her hand, making her stand up. “Fine. See you later Sehun.” She groaned, grabbing her things. We walked out of the cafe, I noticed a bag that Lexi was holding. It was a Rue 21 bag.
“When did you buy that?” I questioned.
“It’s something you’re wearing to the party.” She giggled and dragged me to her car, taking me home.
Once inside my room she pulled out the dress that she had brought me. I gasped, “What the hell is that?! I’m not going to wear something that will make me look like I’m two cents.” I nearly screamed at her, fuming. I’m sure she could see the steam shooting from my ears.
If you put it on you won’t look bad, trust me. You’ll look perfect. Please. You need to live once in a while. Be spontaneous, don’t act like you’re on you’re period with a pole stuck up your ass.“ I tried to hold in my giggle, but it slowly crept from my mouth, causing her to laugh with me.
"Alright. I’ll wear it, besides…what’s the worst that could happen?”
My head began to hurt as the music boomed through out the whole house. This party was starting to give me a headache and on top of it, this dress was too tight, but I did look good and I received a lot of compliments. Why do people only notice you if you dress like this? I don’t get it.
I sighed and took a seat on the couch, next to some drunk girl that kept giggling and trying to touch my breasts. I swatted her hand away more than 7 times.
Lexi came to my rescue and grabbed my hand, pulling me up and leading me to a room that was upstairs. Once inside, I noticed that there was people sitting in a circle with a hat in the middle. 'Really? Seven minutes in heaven? How childish.’ The thought ran through my head, could they have been anymore boring?
Then a girl spoke, “Alright, we’re going to play Truth or Dare. Everyone put something in the hat.” She finished, since when did people play Truth or Dare like this? They must be really drunk. I had put my bracelet in the hat and took a seat next to a girl, Lexi was sitting on the other side of me and I didn’t see what she had put in.
I looked around the room to see a few familiar faces. A boy named Chen who was in my first period, Kai, the school’s flirt, he was in my first class too. Then…Sehun, who was staring right at me with his chocolate brown eyes. I looked away as the girl went over the rules. I zoned out since I already knew the rules, but other people had widened eyes, but I still didn’t care, I just want to get this over with.
The first person to choose something from the hat was Kai. He had pulled out a earring shaped like a heart. I’m guessing he was supposed to ask the owner: Truth or Dare?
“Alright, Lexi. Truth or dare?”
She smirked, “Dare!”
“I’ll make you regret this….I dare you to kiss [Name]. Full on the lips.” He commanded and Lexi and I looked at each other, eyes wide. “You know what happens if you don’t do this.” She gulped and turned back to me and mouthed 'Sorry.’ Then she kissed me on the lips, breaking away a few seconds later. The guys had all whistled except Kai, “What kind of kiss was that? No tongue?”
“You’re sick.” Lexi exclaimed, wiping her mouth, while I did the same.
“I’m a man.” He smirked and winked at her, causing her to frown and roll her eyes.
Lexi whispered to me, “More like a prick.” I snickered, holding back my laugh.
The next few people went and some of the had the sickest dares, one guy had to streak while running around the block, one girl had shaved the side of her head, crying as if it was the end of the world, Chen had to make out with Xuimin, one of the seniors. I’m pretty sure they both enjoyed it. It was now Chanyeol’s turn. Chanyeol was the weirdest kid in school, he carried worms in his pocket, he had a crazy sense of fashion, his hair was always messy and he had a weird group of friends, Sehun included in that group.
Chanyeol had pulled from the hat, and he ended up with my bracelet, this can’t be good. Giggling to himself, he put his finger on his chin (Chen) as if he was thinking.
“Truth or dare? Dare? Okay! I dare you to give Sehun a blow job!” I had coughed on my own spit. What was he thinking? Everyone in the room had agreed to his stupid dare. Except Sehun, he had a dark blush on his face.
“I didn’t choose dare, Chanyeol.” I stated, glaring at him. “So I choose truth.”
“Is it true you want to give Sehun a blow job?” he laughed loudly and I started to take my heel off and throw it at him until Lexi stopped me, giggling like a school girl.
“No, that’s not true.” I spat at him, but somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew it was true, I mean who could possibly want to not give him one? He put my bracelet back in the hat and it was Lexi’s turn since she hadn’t gone yet. Once again I was chosen. I glared at her, she better not make me do something I will regret, or she might regret it.
“Truth or dare?”
“I dare you to do Chanyeol’s dare?” She grinned and groaned.
“What the hell? You can’t do that!”
Kai spoke up, “Oh yes she can! You have to carry out the dare or you can go naked for the rest of the party, it’s your choice.” At the moment, I knew that I really didn’t like Jongin Kim.
I stood up and grabbed Sehun’s arm, pulling him to his feet, he stared at me with his mouth open. I dragged him out of the room and into one that wasn’t occupied.
“Are you really…going to do that?” He asked, his voice shaking. I just nodded and he sat down on the bed. I got on my knees and unbuckled his pants before pulling them down. “You don’t have to do this. We can ju-” I figured he was talking too much so I shut him up with a kiss.
“I don’t want to be naked for everyone to see, so let’s get this over with. It’s just a game.”
“It’s just a game.” Her last sentence broke my heart, she doesn’t really like me, she’s only doing it for the game. I looked down on her and she was about to take off my boxers, before she could I gently pushed her away. She looked at me with a confused expression.
“It’s not just a game. I really like you, can you not see that?” I frowned and put my pants back on. She sat on the floor, silent with wide eyes. I knew it, she doesn’t like me. I opened the door and everyone from the game had fell inside, they were going to listen. Perverts. I stepped over them and left the party with my hands in my pocket.
I am such a softy. Of course I would have wanted what she was going to do, but she doesn’t feel the same way, I would have really enjoyed it if she liked me, just as much as I liked her. I should have never left Korea. I hate living here, I just want to leave and get rid of the fact that I had fallen for [Name], the fact that I had even met her. Thinking to myself, I hadn’t realized that I had arrived at the apartment complex I lived in. When I reached the floor I lived on, my phone rang. I checked to see who it was and it was my best friend that was in L.A, Tao. I answered it once I was inside my apartment.
“Hey Sehun, what’s up?” He asked, I didn’t even get a chance to say hello. I shrugged. “Hello?”
I mentally face palmed, he can’t see me. I sighed, “Sorry.”
“You seem out of it, everything okay?”
Flopping down on my bed, I answered him, “Not really.” My head began to ache, thinking about what happened tonight.
“Tell panda bear what’s wrong.” I chuckled and rolled my eyes. I had told him what happened and he seemed genuinely concerned, “…[Name]…the girl you’re completely and utterly in love with? Why didn’t you let her give you a blow job? You really are out of it.” I heard him chuckle. Maybe he’s not as concerned as I thought.
“I don’t think of her like that. I really like her and she’s so different from all the other girls that go to this school.” I rubbed my temple, he doesn’t think of anything but sex.
“You sound like you’re in a soap opera.” Once again, I rolled my eyes after he laughed. I was about to say something until I heard a knock at my door.
“I’ll call you back, okay?” We said goodbye to each other and I went to see who was at the door. It’s pretty late, and I never get visitors at this time. I opened it slowly, surprised to see [Name] there, soaking wet. When did it start raining? I motioned for her to come in, she rushed in, shivering and getting the floor wet. “What are you doing here?”
“Look Sehun, I’m really sorry about what happened earlier.” She paused before she continued, “I thought that if I did that, people would finally notice me, and I would make new friends. I was doing it because I was finally going to be cool. I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings, it was never my intentions to. I don’t know…I-I like you, Sehun. Despite the fact that I hated you when you first enrolled into the school because you became popular so quickly, I still like you. It may not mean much now, but like I said, I’m sorry and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. ” My eyes widened when she had finished, she just confessed to me.
I smiled and grabbed her, embracing her in a tight hug, even if she was soaking wet. I didn’t care, I finally have her, after all this time. “I’m so happy to hear that.” I pressed my lips firmly against hers, she seemed shocked, so I pulled away. “Sorry.” I bowed but she smiled and pulled me in for another kiss. I immediately responded, chuckling against her lips.
This is happening. I can’t believe it.
“Thank you, Sehun.” She gave me a quick peck on the lips, “I….I love you.” I felt the blushing creeping on to my cheeks as she hugged me tightly. She was the first to say it. Not that long into the relationship…I think it’s a relationship. But she already said the “L word”.
“I love you too.” I leaned down to give her the most passionate kiss that I could muster. After a while, she slowly pulled away.
“Sehun. I have something for you.” She once again pushed me to sit on the bed. “Thank you for accepting my feelings. Now I’m going to return the favor.” She was on her knees in between my legs, quickly trying to take off my belt. Before I could protest she added, “Don’t try to stop me this time.” Once my belt was off, she pulled my pants off and threw them behind her.
She bit her lip, seeing that I was growing hard when she touched me. I shivered as she began to rub my member through my boxers, grinning because she was getting the hang of it. She gave me a light squeeze and I groaned. There was no stopping now, and if we weren’t, she needed to hurry up. She spread my legs further and pulled my boxers off, her eyes widening when she saw my length.
“S-Sehun, I never would have guessed.” She giggled and before I could say anything she grabbed a hold of my cock and licked the tip of it, sending electric shocks through my body. She licked the slit and I felt myself growing harder inside her hand.
She spit in her hand and began to stroke me, “Mmm.” I groaned. She was so good and she had barely started. She traced the bold vein in my cock and I moaned her name, that was like the g-spot on my dick. “St-top teasing.”
She had finally engulfed half of my length in her mouth and I resisted the urge to make her deep throat me. I balled my hands in a fist and a small breath of air escaped my lips. She rolled her tongue around my cock, hitting my vein. I growled when she repeated the actions, I know this is my reward, but she makes me want to take her right now. I don’t know if I can hold back.
She took my cock out of her mouth with a “pop”. I could now see the pre-cum that was leaking out. She licked it, but more kept oozing out. She had taken off her skirt a while ago, throwing it by my pants.
She took me in her mouth again, this time swallowing me. I hummed in ecstasy and I noticed her hands traveling down into her panties. The sight was so sexy and I couldn’t hold it in any longer. It took all my strength to push her away, once I did she gave me a confused facial expression.
“I can’t take it anymore, I need you now.” I groaned, my voice was hoarse and I had a hard time catching my breath.
“Sehun, this is how I say thank you for loving me.” She smiled and stroked me once more.
I licked my lips as she removed her panties, her core was in plain sight and I felt my cock growing bigger. “And this is my way of saying thank you. Let me taste you, [Name].” Her cheeks grew red and I pulled her up to lay on the bed, her legs dangling off of it.
I was now on my knees, right in front of her womanhood that was already dripping wet. I poked my tongue out to lick her clit. She clamped her legs together around my head as she moaned. Pulling them apart I took her nub between my lips, sucking on it as my tongue licked in between her folds. I continued for a few minutes and she was a moaning mess, pulling at my hair and biting her lip. I stood and positioned my cock at her entrance, as much as I loved giving her head, I was growing impatienthun.:
“Are you sure you want to do this? I don’t want to pressure you into anything you don’t want to do.”
“I need you, Sehun, please.”
I spread her folds with my thumbs as I slowly entered her, making sure I didn’t hurt her. She tightened around me and I had to restrain myself. I waited a few seconds before thrusting, trying to get her used to my size. When I see her wince, I pull out to rub her clit with the head of my dick.
“Sehun,” She whispered, I leaned down to kiss her as I entered her fully. She whimpered and I deepened the kiss, trying to ease the pain. “Okay. I’m ready.” She kissed me one more time before I pulled away and grabbed her hips. I pulled out and slammed back into her tight heat. She began to throb around me, I felt like cumming instantly.
“[Name], don’t do that. I might cum.” I complained, rocking my hips back and forth. She moaned my name and gripped my arms. “Shit.” I hissed and I felt her clench down down on me every time I rocked into her.
“Faster Sehun!” She yelled. Without futher ado, I fucked her at a fast pace, I wish she had taken off her shirt, I would love to be able to see her twins bounce as I fuck her. Next time.
I rubbed her clit faster as I felt her walls tighten even more around me, I felt as if I was about to cum. She had her mouth hanging open and she had no air, “Sehun, I’m cumming!” And she was, she squeezed me tighter than ever and came on my cock. As I felt her hot seeds rush onto my length, I came right after her.
Collapsing on top of her, I gasped. [Name] was my first and it was incredible.
I rolled off of her and kissed her forehead, “You don’t have to be cool for people to notice you. You have me now. We’re all we need.” I kissed her cheek and pulled the blanket over us. “I love you.” I quickly added, blushing afterwards.
“I love you too.” She snuggled closer to me, falling asleep sooner than I thought she would…
“HEY! Do you hear me?!” I heard a voice and I looked around the room….my phone! I didn’t hang up with Tao like I thought! Shit…
I grabbed the phone and put it to my ear. “You didn’t hear that, right?”
“Of course I heard it!! She was so loud! Oh Sehun!! Faster! I’m cumming…uggghh!” He mocked [Name] and laughed loudly.
“Shut up, at least I have a girlfriend!” I stuck my tongue out at the phone and hung up. I crawled back in bed next to [Name] and whispered bad things about Tao and how I was going to murder him.
I fell asleep and had a dream about Tao. I had bought him a lot of Gucci, then burned it right in front of his face.