curl pride

I can’t explain how much I hate my short natural hair. It literally brings down my self esteem every time I look in the mirror or whenever I want to go out with my friends. I feel disgusted & feel like a little boy lol. I feel like an embarrassment to my boyfriend, when we met i had much longer hair and now i have this. I can’t stunt with him no more.But I think I owe it to myself to try to be comfortable in my own skin.