Bubble bath & candle fumes.
Sharp reflections all around the room.
I am alone , here with my thoughts.
Thinking of the way things are , and the way the ought to be.
I close my eyes and try to erase the thoughts of you and me.
I fell so fast that I was blinded by your charm.
Consumed in your lies , intoxicated by the feel of your arms.
It was nice to feel love and let myself love another.
It never crossed my mind that we weren’t right for the other.
Our conversation just flowed,
It’s like I already knew you.
I guess that’s why I’m backing up now.
I’m afraid of what you might do.
You may wake up one day and want something different.
Realize we went in with the wrong intent.
I don’t hate you, I’m thankful.
For all the times that we shared.
Our talks, our love , the moments you showed you cared.
I’ll always love you for those.
And for the lessons you’ve taught me.
I hope you learned something too
The real you, I couldn’t see.
stop letting insecure little bitches fuck up your day. Any female wasting her time to talk about you is already losing. Thats valuable time that could be spent working on themselves but instead theyre talking about you. So give your bad ass a pat on the back, flip your fucking hair and ignore these thotties.
If I would’ve tried to write about this at the beginning of last year I would’ve failed one hundred percent. & by failed I mean I would’ve been unable to illustrate it with only my words.
I think falling in love is different for different people and different each time you do it. I’m not really one of those people who believe you only get one love a lifetime.
When you fall in love with someone you fall in love with their personality, their souls and for the things that make them them. Whose to say that you can’t appreciate more than one person that way. I think it’s possible to fall in love multiple times but then maybe that’s just me.
Falling in love can’t be the same for everyone but then that’s kind of the beauty of it.
You never ever know how a relationship will turn out so each love story has it’s not originality, it’s own essence and purpose.
I feel as though right now I’m falling in love so maybe I’ll feel differently about it. Maybe this new love will be so spectacular that I’ll see that I was never truly in love before now but I guess only time will tell. I wouldn’t be mad if time proved me wrong ..