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Last December

you were different to anyone i’ve ever known
used to have a tendency to drink alone
but when i met you i felt like i wanted 
to save you somehow

i loved the way that you always put me first
you gave me your best and i gave you my worst
took it for granted because i couldn’t see
why you’d let me in just to get hurt

but moments stay when people leave
and I can say that i still remember when

I met you there with a nervous smile
and i left knowing you’d be here a while
i loved last december
don’t think that i don’t remember it all now
drinking mulled wine and seeing the lights
you lit up london in my eyes
i loved last december
don’t think that i don’t remember it all know

we sat in the graveyard, talking about life
drove for days and played under different lights
then we’d run off
with enough love to
keep us up for nights

you were the safety blanket i needed most
but you were always so anxious
of my ghosts that came at night
from my past life

moments stay when people leave
I can say that i still remember when

I met you there with a nervous smile
and i left knowing you’d be here a while
i loved last december
don’t think that i don’t remember it all now
drinking mulled wine and seeing the lights
you lit up london in my eyes
i loved last december
don’t think that i don’t remember all the

late nights and buses, laughing and running
never making the last tube in time
kissing and fighting, till i would start crying
cause you were so drunk out your mind

i met you there with a nervous smile
i left you here with nothing but
memories of december
now it’s all i remember yeah

drinking mulled wine and seeing the lights
you lit up london in my eyes
i loved last december
don’t think that i don’t remember it all now

cause it’s all i remember
but that was last december
and this is now

im crying like I used to fucking hate my life look at this

look at how fucking miserable i was im crying

cause now im like

literal sunshine and flowers