crying so hard rn

I can’t believe exo shared the spotlight with their fellow performers when they won a daesang.

I can’t believe exo apologized to international fans for not being able to see them because of their (already very) bone-tiring domestic schedule upon them receiving a daesang.

I can’t believe I stan such a kind, hardworking, and amazing group who stays humble despite the pedestal fans and music industry have put them on.

8

Counting their ages and seasons. They were there when we got good news or bad. And our most voluneerable when we worked usually crying or butying a body somewhere into the wee hours of the night, but I always felt safe with out crew around. Always. They were my ultimate teachers, who arre constantly schooling me on the ins and outs of what it takes to make TV. The hardest-working people I’ve ever known and they’ve given my more that they will ever know. To my sisters, Ashley, Sasha, Lucy and Troian.. We did it! We managed to stay close to 7 years of High School and I will always be what I’m most proud of. Emily, Hanna, Alison, Aria, Spencer have now gone were all beloved characters go when people stop writing for them. The end..

Can’t have new begginings, if you don’t have endings. 
So I close my eyes to old ends and open my heart to new begginings…