crying over feels

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We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the bad in the past, now we alright.

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i mean can you blame him????

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find yourself a best friend who looks at you the same way maui looks at moana

Can we just discuss this? This was when she saw Rhea on her phone talking to Kara, and when she asked, Rhea blatantly lied to her face. Lena KNOWS she’s lying (and TBH, she always knew in the back of her mind that Rhea is shady), but she chooses to ignore it. She struggles, but she still turns away and continues to work. She wants SO BADLY to believe that someone (besides Kara) is truly good, and truly believes in her. She turns away, knowing better, because despite everything, Lena Luthor has a hopeful optimism that trumps her rationality simply because her heart is desperate for love.

This also ties into the headcanon that Lena knows Kara is Supergirl, but is in a bit of denial about it, simply because she wants to believe her life can be normal, for one second. For one second, she can have a friend who doesn’t have any ulterior motives, and doesn’t have a past that is tangled with her last name. Kara is her safe place, a place to go to hide from the reality of her life, and admitting she’s Supergirl adds layers of complications that I don’t think she’s ready to face. Lena Luthor is smarter than everyone, but she chooses to overlook certain things, almost as a reflex, to protect her heart.

My chest feels like there is a big gaping hole in it. Sucking all the life and air out of me. I lay in bed, trying to ignore the Pain this hole gives me. I shut my eyes in hopes that sleep will come save me but my eyes open and stare at the ceiling blankly. Am at loss of words. My eyes blur as tears form, a whimper escapes my lips and i cry for the fourth time tonight.
—  i miss him (via @spilledinkandtears)

me watching the frary reunion like I didn’t see the spoilers earlier today

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