crying at the thought of the rest of the season

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A Walk in Mistral Pt 3

“These people are all strangers to me…”
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I had to continue I just had to because Ozpin needs to see how his little rose bud became a beautiful rose ready to take on the world and just be proud of his -children- students ok???

Also since Ozpin and Oscar share thoughts now, it’s only natural for them to share strong emotions with each other, right? Even though Ozpin wouldn’t cry from feeling all this, it doesn’t mean that Oscar wouldn’t tear up.

Anyways, this is probably the last part but we’ll see based on how the rest of this season goes! Also, thanks for all the notes I really appreciate it!!! ;;7;; *flops to the ground and weeps*

Part One, Part Two

Just finished crying my manly tears after watching tonights episode of Jane the Virgin.

Decided to come onto Tumblr to see how people reacted to this fantastically devastating episode….

Shut the fuck up all of you bitching bitches.

This has been planned since season one. This was not a spur of the moment decision.

Sometimes life doesn’t go the way we want it to. Sometimes the one we thought we would spend the rest of our life with dies. Its stupid and mortal.

But its life. Its sad. Its stupid. Its heartbreaking. But its life.

I am looking foward to seeing how Jane copes with this terrible thing. If she ends up with Rafael then ok. She was able to move on.

This is how I plan to remember Jane and Michael. Happy and full of love. They were an all too brief flicker of light in an ocean of darkness.

RIP Michael Cordero Jr. You will be missed.

guys the ending with jace, alec and maryse really got me, but when maryse said “I can’t let my problems interfere with my duty” like doesn’t that remind you of someone???? season 1 alec, who was willing to be completely unhappy just because he thought that was his job

it was so sad to hear maryse say “it’s your greatest hope that your children don’t inherit your worst traits” when her eldest son almost did

like wow shadowhunters??? why would you try and make me cry with these subtleties????

SPN Wincest Recs

[Updated Version of my previous Wincest Rec List.]

Angst - Deathfic


Abraham by sowell
M | ~ 2200 words | Season 8 AU
Summary: Sam waits for the hand of God, but it never comes.
What I thought: Really intense trials AU. Basically, the title and summary say it all. But genius that sowell dared to go there.

After All (The Evermore Remix) by marciaelena
M | ~ 2500 words | Early seasons
Summary: After all is said and done, what else is there?
What I thought: A wonderful exploration of the full angst potential of Lucky Charms.

And If I Show You My Dark Side (Will You Still Hold Me Tonight) by ratherastory
M | ~ 3000 words | Season 9
Summary: Dean will never let Sam go, and Sam knows it. This changes nothing, but it changes everything.
What I thought: Now this is a deathfic after my own heart…

For Keeps For Good Forever by candle_beck
M | ~ 7500 words | Season 3 AU
Summary: Dean never told Sam about his deal.
What I thought: If this doesn’t qualify as angst, I really don’t know what does. Every bit as heartbreaking as the summary promises.

I Will Follow You Into the Dark by blackrabbit42
R | ~ 1900 words | Unspecified time
Summary: Sam grips the phone, silently willing Dean to answer, damnit.
What I thought: I’m always a bit wary of stories which deal with sad themes like terminal illness, because that’s usually just used as an excuse for writing a random tearjerker that could be set in any sort of fandom, involving any sort of characters, but what makes this story so thoroughly convincing is that it reflects very strongly on what Alzheimer means in the world of SPN, and that’s fantastic.

Sandcastles in the surf by ash_carpenter
R | ~ 2700 words| Season 8
Summary: Sam takes Dean to the ocean and they find unexpected peace, even though nothing is quite as it seems. Sometimes, you just have to learn to let go.
What I thought: This fic creates a wonderfully eerie atmosphere which slowly makes you realise something’s not quite right. As beautiful as it is heart-wrenching.

What Comfort It Brings by nutkin
M | ~ 4600 words | Season 3
Summary: It’s the last year of Dean’s life, but Sam’s got plenty more.
What I thought: Another deliciously angsty S3 fic.


Angst – Other


a foreign land by oxoniensis
NC-17 | ~ 11000 words | Pre-series
Summary: He looks in the mirror and doesn’t recognize himself. He’s a foreign land.
What I thought: It’s a very uncomfortable read, but it’s meant to be. Very accurate depiction of how unhealthy Sam and Dean’s relationship is, and therefore one of the few underage fics I find bearable.

and indeed there will be time by gretazreta
M | 8100 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam and Dean take a break from hunting, settling in a seaside town in Maine. Dean fixes cars; Sam gets a gig as an agony-aunt on the radio, and all things considered, life should be simpler. It isn’t.
What I thought: It’s brilliant to read a story that isn’t about Sam and Dean getting together, but drifting apart – this one’s extraordinarily painful and gorgeous.

As Long As I Live by viviansface
NC-17 | ~ 3300 words| Season 10
Summary: Sam wishes Dean would speak up and say, Sammy, looks like we’re gonna Thelma & Louise this one. The car is way too quiet, the Darkness approaching fast.
What I thought: Schmoopy impala sex against the backdrop of the approaching Darkness – a gorgeous mix, both angsty and soothing.

A Thousand Shades of Red by nekare
PG-13 | ~ 10000 words | Pre-series
Summary: Growing up is hard. Sam knows it, can feel it beneath his skin as his bones stretch and his baby fat fades and he’s perpetually hungry.
What I thought: Basically, this is just a Sam-grows-up-and-angsts type of fic, but what makes it much more than that is the as intricate as it is laconic autopsy of teen!Sam’s damaged psyche. Special bonus: Sam sleeping with Dean’s girlfriend.

Backwards Sometimes by lustmordred
NC-17 | ~ 17600 words | Post Season 4 AU
Summary: I always thought that I was sick and you were the cure. But everyone gets things backwards sometimes.
What I thought: I wish there was more fic like this one, which deals with everything the boys have gone through and done to each other, and doesn’t shy away from letting things get really ugly.

But Sometimes We Will Fall by marciaelena
M | ~ 600 words | Season 4
Summary: Hell is in the eye of the beholder.
What I thought: Hauntingly beautiful description of the boys after Dean came back from hell.

Clownfish vs. Constellation by kalliel
M | ~ 7200 words | Season 10
Summary: Sam drives them to the coast; they’re here to rest. But then there are some missing persons, and some jellyfish, and so eternity, meet paradox, and time, meet memory. You can never banish all your demons.
Tag to 10x03 “Soul Survivor.”
What I thought: The tenderest kind of horror imaginable, which will make you cry buckets and buckets, because the boys are such a sad, beautiful mess.

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall by glassyskies
PG-13 | ~ 3000 words | Season 2 AU
Summary: AU. Sam/Dean. Dean falls apart and goes to Hell. Sam falls in love and goes looking for him. (set in the What Is and What Should Never Be universe.)
What I thought: I really love how in the Wish’verse nothing is the same, and yet everything is the same. Another kind of epic love story of Sam and Dean.

essentials by steeplechasers
G | ~ 1100 words | Pre-series
Summary: Here is a childhood in slick-paper receipts.
What I thought: Very poetic rendition of the struggle that is Sam and Dean’s life.

Four Seasons by raina_at
NC-17 | ~ 11400 words | Stanford Era – Season 1
Summary: As seasons change, so do relationships.
What I thought: This is a gorgeous depiction of how Sam and Dean’s relationship changes when Sam leaves for Stanford, and then when they get back on the road together after Jess’s death. One of the very few Wincest fics I’ve read which genuinely allows for the possibility that Sam and Dean might want very different things from life.

Hard Limits by canonisrelative
M | ~ 1600 words | Season 10
Summary: Set just prior to – and bleeding into – 10.4 “Paper Moon,” where the boys are taking some We Time just after Dean is re-humanized. Things could be like they used to, but Sam isn’t sure he wants them to be.
Dean: Hey. Something I’ve been meaning to ask you.
Sam: Shoot.
Dean: You’ve been… Kicked, bit, scratched, stabbed, possessed, killed… And you sprain your friggin’ elbow?

What I thought: This has everything I want from a post 10x03 fic. Particularly angst. Lots and lots of angst.

Homesick by whereupon
PG-13 | ~ 4700 words | Pre-series
Summary: Sam is leaving, and taking with him the long hot summer of their lives.
What I thought: Angst like whoa.

In the Meantime by marciaelena
M | ~ 800 words | Unspecified time
Summary: In this moment they’re the start.
What I thought: One all too short moment between the brothers, captured in the most gorgeous prose imaginable.

It’s not only blood that whisky things by atanih88
PG-13 | ~ 2400 | Season 6
Summary: Sam tries to cope with a broken wall. Dean looks after his brother.
What I thought: First kiss, drunken confessions and a broken wall in Sam’s head – the whole package, beautifully wrapped.

Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silence by ficviendha
PG-13 | ~ 2500 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam’s back. He’s in one piece. That’s the problem.
What I thought: Fantastic exploration of Sam’s hallucinations and Dean’s desperate attempts to help him.

love story by marciaelena
R | ~ 800 words | Season 10
Summary: Written for the 2015 spnspringfling exchange, for tifaching and her prompt: Feel it in your bones. Set after 10x14. Told in 2nd person POV.
What I thought: The second person POV works really well here. A highly imaginative look at Dean’s head with a killer last line.

Misunderestimate by gretazreta
M | ~ 3500 words | Season 1
Summary: Maybe, just sometimes, violence is the answer. Or not.
What I thought: Were Sam and Dean really already that messed up back in S1? Probably yes. This is so very them… and accordingly very, very painful.

Nobody Told You When To Run by sneaky_sena
NC-17 | ~ 4000 words | Season 3
Summary: Dean’s never done anything anyone will remember him for, and for the first time, he kind of wishes he had.
What I thought: A particularly delicious piece of S3 angst.

Resting at Magdala by gretazreta
M | ~ 1500 words | Unspecified time
Summary: He hath washed my feet with tears, and wiped them with the hairs of his head. Wherefore I say unto thee, his sins, which are many, are forgiven; for he loved much.
What I thought: Gorgeous fic where Sam’s pretty beat up and Dean takes care of him. Adequately tagged as “angsty schmoop”.

Rip us out at the seams by fleshflutter
NC-17 | ~ 7500 words | Season 3 – Season 4
Summary: Hookerfic that leads to first-time wincest, set through season 3 and into season 4. Title from Heather Nova.
What I thought: Very intense emotional journey of how Sam discovers that Dean turns tricks and eventually gets him to stop.

Sleepwalking Back Again by elohvee
NC-17 | ~ 21100 words | Season 2 AU
Summary: This is a story about messed-up boys messing each other up even more, and that’s all it is.
What I thought: Fabulously angsty Wish’verse AU.

Stand on the Sea-ward Dunes and Call My Name by misplaced_ad
G | ~ 1200 words | Stanford Era/Season 10
Summary: Episode coda for s10e18 “Book of the Damned.” A surreal dream sequence at the beach.
“Do you remember how we died?”
What an odd question, Sam thinks, even for a dream.

What I thought: A heart-breaking Stanford Era flashback plus lots of S10 angst, wrapped up in a dreamy beach atmosphere.

Take Me To Church by runedgirl
NC-17 | ~ 2100 words | Season 5 AU
Summary: The apocalypse happens, but it’s Sam and Dean who burn.
What I thought: Hot in every sense of the word.

The Babel Fish Has Forsaken Us by indiachick
M | ~ 33700 words | Post Season 9 AU
Summary: Trying to escape a murky past, Dean Winchester moves into a dilapidated house by the sea—and discovers that one of his house-mates is an obsessive weather goddess, another cultivates dying fishes, and a third lives in the basement and smokes cigarillos. Then there’s also Sam, the harried student in the attic, who seems so familiar that it’s impossible not to gravitate toward him. Things are sunnily good, and in this house that abounds with corn and honey, nightmares and memories, ghosts and pesky blue-eyed birds, it’s easy to get lost in a reality that isn’t yours. But if this place isn’t real, then what will Sam and Dean find in the real world when they—if they—finally wake?
What I thought: Fantastic post S9 magical realism, totally adequately labelled as “Mindfuck”.

The Interstellar Medium by analineblue
PG-13 | ~ 6500 words | Season 5
Summary: It’s the apocalypse, and Sam just wants to fix the things that are broken, whatever it takes.
What I thought: My favourite Sam fic!

The Light at the End of the Tunnel Is You by analineblue
PG-13 | ~ 4200 words | Season 3
Summary: All of Sam’s lines of reasoning end up in the same place, and that place is Dean.
What I thought: Not quite sure why analineblue thought this fic was fluffy, since it contains a heavy dose of S3 angst – but either way, I’m not complaining. It’s a great fic.

The Piper by gretazreta
Not Rated | ~ 43500 words | Season 6 AU
Summary: They’ve left hunting behind and settled down to small town life, but it’s not easy. There’s a plague of rats in the wheat-field and the town’s in crisis. It’s probably not their kind of gig, but that won’t stop Dean from getting to the bottom of it, even if it means burning their house down in the process. Sam’s memory is full of holes. He’s having dreams, another thing he can’t talk to Dean about, and he can’t shake the feeling that Dean’s not telling him everything that’s happened.
What I thought: The atmosphere in this one - I don’t think I’ve ever read anything like it. Hauntingly beautiful.

zephyros by steeplechasers
PG-13 | ~ 2900 words | Season 10
Summary: Dean turns his heels west, where the glow is dimmer and the stars are trying to show. It’s the edge of the property where the smooth earth gives way to trees and animal paths. Yes, he thinks, and walks.
What I thought: Beautiful exploration of Dean’s messed-up headspace post 10x14, and Sam’s relentless efforts to help him deal with the burden of the Mark.


Curtain Fic


Better Home and Gardens by bourgeois
NC-17 | ~ 14800 words | Late seasons
Summary: After getting whammied on a hunt, Dean wakes up a househusband in Lawrence married to his little brother. Trapped in this world where down is up and up is completely fucked, Dean desperately tries to figure out a way to get back to a world that makes sense without completely losing his mind in the process. Featuring: spice gardens, bridge clubs, and the power of incestuous, gay love.
What I thought: Pseudo-curtainfic in which desperate housewife Dean makes pseudo-salad and more – an incredibly cute, hilarious and heartwarming read.

Life As We Know It by sevenfists
M | ~ 13700 words | Season 2 AU
Summary: On the morning that Sam woke up, Dean ran five red lights on the way to the hospital, his half-empty coffee cup sloshing in the holder.
What I thought: Heartwarming temporary curtainfic in which Sam and Dean quit hunting and come to terms with all the trauma they’ve experienced while Sam recovers from a major injury. Also, there are actual curtains.

Nothing Else Matters by canonisrelative
M | ~ 2000 words | Pre-series – Season 2 AU
Summary: ‘Saint Samuel, called The Confessor, for although he endured great torture for his faith, he was not a martyr.’
Of course he wasn’t. Couldn’t just die in peace for the things you love, that’d be too easy. Sam reads another five pages, swallows again, forces his jaw to relax, and dares himself to look up at his brother.
What I thought: Gorgeous arrangement of little moments of peace between Sam and Dean that make their relationship seem like a spiritual revelation.

The Theory of Relativity by wutendeskind
NC-17 | ~ 19900 words | Post Season 5 AU
Summary: The Apocalypse is over. Sam writes it all down, and the result tops the New York Times bestseller list for an entire year. Dean loves that Sam’s found something to do with his life, but doesn’t know how he fits in. And when Dean reads Sam’s second novel, things get even more confusing for him.
What I thought: I adore Dean-the-reluctant-trophy-wife who takes some time to figure out what to do with his life post hunting. Very sweet fic.

Under Hill by cordelia_gray
PG-13 | ~ 2400 words | Post Season 8 AU
Summary: In which the Winchester’s lives are only a little bit like a Disney cartoon, and it takes Dean a long time to figure things out.
What I thought: Very achy little curtainfic with a thoroughly satisfying ending. Plus, there are bluebells.

We’d Share Each Other Like an Island by longsufferingly
PG-13 | ~ 1400 words | Season 5 AU
Summary: In which things end happily ever after.
What I thought: Very sweet curtainfic in which Becky is a successful author and everyone is as happy as they deserve.


Fix-its


Between Pain and Nothing by sowell
NC-17 | ~ 10000 words | Season 8
Summary: My version of a S8 fix-it fic…in which nothing is fixed and lots of sex is had anyway. Title taken from the Faulkner quote.
What I thought: Sam/Dean as well as Dean/Benny and pain all around – exactly the S8 fic I always wanted to read.

Here, The Place We Wandered Off the Map by akintay
M | ~ 2400 words | Season 9
Summary: One day they’ll be able to look back at this – at the months of distance and anger and resentment – and it won’t hurt anymore. Maybe not for weeks, or months, but Dean knows they’re finally back on track.
What I thought: If only Sam and Dean had made up like this in canon… Very sweet and peaceful slice of Winchester domesticity.

i am never without it by ratherastory
PG-13 | ~ 7800 words | Season 7
Summary: Dean figures out that Sam was taking him literally. He tries to fix it, in his own way.
What I thought: Finally a fic dealing with all the “Be my Valentine” quotes from the show.

If you say to me tomorrow by ignipes
PG-13 | ~ 3000 words | Season 2
Summary: This is their world, with all of its sharp edges and dark shadows and nightmares come true. Coda to “What Is and What Should Never Be.”
What I thought: Exactly the coda to that episode that I wanted – quiet, sad and wonderful.

Rearrange me ‘til I’m sane by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 5000 words | Season 5
Summary: Fanfic Local #43 required post-Dark Side of the Moon fic. Gooey caramel center.
What I thought: Gorgeous amulet fix-it fic. ‘Nuff said.

Recall by de_nugis
NC-17 | ~ 6300 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam’s having a hard time telling what’s real and what isn’t, especially when it comes to some voicemails from Dean.
What I thought: I really needed a voicemail fix-it fic. This is it.

swim in my blood when it’s warm by musesfool
PG-13 | ~ 3400 words | Season 5
Summary: Sam’s seeing everything clearly now.
What I thought: More voicemail fix-it. The boys actually talk out their issues at the beginning of S5 – without doing any more talking than would be in character.

The Old Man of Peru by de_nugis
PG-13 | ~ 3200 words | Season 9
Summary: Sam gets bitten by a bat. He probably doesn’t get rabies. He probably isn’t a werebat, either.
What I thought: Gorgeous S9 fic in which Dean is crazy and obsessed, and Sam actually gets the chance to talk about how he’s feeling.

Well, We’re Always On Our Way by analineblue
PG-13 | ~ 3300 words | Season 8
Summary: Sometimes Dean feels like Purgatory has left him raw, like his clothes and his skin have been ripped away, nothing left but blood and guts and a heart that beats for this – for this road, and Sam next to him, close enough for him to reach out and touch if he needs to.
What I thought: One of the many conversations I wanted the boys to have in S8 – thank God there’s fanfic. Thank God there’s this fic.


Fluff and Humour


a little complication by steeplechasers
M | ~ 2300 words | Unspecified time
Summary: Dean has a lot of regrets about what happens on Christmas Eve, but nothing he regrets so much as those goddamn fuzzy pink handcuffs.
What I thought: I adore good bad sex fics, and this is a particularly good one.

All I Want Is to Have My Piece of Mind by Eugara
NC-17 | ~ 8200 words | Season 9
Summary: Season 9. Dean thinks Kevin might know about him and Sam. Well, he’s not certain, but he’s pretty sure. Really pretty sure. At least, he thinks he is.
What I thought: Read it! Read it! You’re going to laugh so hard. Paranoid-and-Sexually-Frustrated!Dean, Annoyed-and-Equally-Sexually-Frustrated!Sam and Clueless!Kevin are excellent sitcom material.

Angelus Interruptus by teand
M | ~ 1500 words | Season 4
Summary: Castiel has never learned to knock…
What I thought: Exactly what the summary suggests. And it’s absolutely hilarious.

At Grass by de_nugis
M | ~ 2000 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam’s been convalescing. Dean’s been busy.
What I thought: I never knew how badly I needed this. There are alpacas in this. Homophobic alpacas.

Bad Blood (series) by astolat
NC-17 | ~ 4800 words | Early seasons
Summary: “Fuck me or I’m going to die isn’t the world’s best pickup line.”
What I thought: Utterly hilarious version of something-made-them-do-it in which Sam is delightfully bossy and Dean thinks that gay incest trumps bestiality.

Burning Love Comes Once (In a Lifetime) by Eugara
NC-17 | ~ 6400 words | Season 9
Summary: Episode Coda to Bad Boys (9x07). Sam is glad that Dean opened up about his past a little, but he’s pretty sure he’s not going to be able to bring any of it up without sounding like a jealous girlfriend. Well. No more than usual, anyway.
What I thought: This is a hilarious, heartwarming and thoroughly in-character portrayal of the boys with a good dose of hot jealous!Sam thrown into the mix. Enjoy!

Coast On Through by philalethia
NC-17 | ~ 7900 words | Early seasons
Summary: A post-first-time fic. With a lot of sex.
What I thought: So much more sex in this one that what I read on average, but it’s hilarious and really well done, including plenty of bad sex, embarrassment and sassy dialogue. Or: The one fic I never before realised I desperately needed where Dean sounds like a creepy pedophile and Sam’s making an effort to be more vocal in bed.

Dean Winchester and the Boring-Ass Coma of Doom by _seven_crows
PG | ~ 2400 words | Early seasons
Summary: A hunt goes wrong and Dean is left injured, paralyzed, and really, really bored.
What I thought: Dean is in a coma and Sam entertains him with Harry Potter tapes. Until he doesn’t… :) Perfect fic is perfect.

Divine Intervention by coyotesuspect
PG-13 | ~ 3800 words | Season 4 AU
Summary: “Dude,” says Sam. “I think Castiel just hit on me.” Crack Humor. Sam/Dean, Castiel, Chuck.
What I thought: Cas is a terrible matchmaker. This does not stop this story from being immensely enjoyable. Quite the contrary, actually.

Head by calicokat
NC-17 | ~ 4900 words | Season 2
Summary: “I’m a dick. I know. And here I was, ready to girl up and hug.”
What I thought: Sam and Dean truly have the best worst sex.

How Not to LARP by balder12
M | ~ 1700 words | Season 8
Summary: Dean loves LARPing. That doesn’t make it a good idea for him and Sam to do it in the Bat Cave. With real swords.
What I thought: A wonderful exploration of the fluff and H/C potential of the bunker, involving sharp swords, Dean’s memory foam, and the dead guy robe.

Limericks in Translation by sobrecogimiento
PG-13 | ~ 1300 words | Season 8
Summary: In which Dean gets drunk, and decides to write Sam poetry.
What I thought: Every bit as cute and funny as the summary indicates.

Open Road by mollyamory
PG-13 | ~ 2000 words | Post Season 5 AU
Summary: Sam’s old enough to know what’s good for him.
What I thought: After having saved the world, Dean Winchester actually wants to talk about his feelings – I adore this!

Ritual by paxlux
PG-13 | ~ 2100 words | Season 2
Summary: It’s supposed to rain, the wind is picking up and they have work to do.
What I thought: Kissing in the rain during a nightly salt-and-burn – the typical Winchester romance.

Running With Scissors by dreamlittleyo
M | ~ 3600 words | Early seasons
Summary: Dean always chooses scissors.
What I thought: Awww!

the little things by bertee
PG-13 | ~ 1100 words | Unspecified Time
Summary: Dean goes off on a tangent about Castiel’s mouth.
What I thought: Dean is an unhappy drunk with an obsession with Castiel’s lips, but Sam loves him anyway – sweet and fun.

The Talking Cure by mollyamory
PG-13 | ~ 2400 words | Season 8
Summary: Dean tries to keep his mouth shut, but as much as he wants to keep quiet, he also wants to say–
What I thought: Post S8 Dean enlists the help of a witch to tell Sam just how he feels about him – very sweet.


Getting Together


Breathing Hard by whereupon
R | ~ 9000 words | Early seasons
Summary: The day Dean figures it out.
What I thought: Read it! Love it! Read it again! Everything about this is perfect, but the Pleistocene reference is the cherry on top.

Eight Things You Should Know by candle_beck
PG-13 | ~ 7700 words | Early seasons
Summary: Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.
What I thought: Thoroughly lovely getting-together fic with pining!Sam and gross-eating-habits!Dean.

Ergonomic by sobrecogimiento
NC-17 | ~ 19300 words | Unspecified time
Summary: Dean sees an advertisement for Sam’s preferred brand of boxers, which claim that they’re designed for those well-endowed in the genital area. Following this, Dean spends an inordinate amount of time obsessing over whether Sam’s dick is bigger than his, and then just obsessing over Sam’s dick.
What I thought: The summary doesn’t really do this fic justice, because it’s a genuinely heart-warming and heart-breaking exploration of the boys’ relationship with excellent characterisations and wonderful dialogue.

Highway 101 by setissma
R | ~ 7100 words | Season 1 – Season 2
Summary: Twelve pieces (vignettes, if you will), one relationship progression, and one car.
What I thought: Slow-burn done well, with excellent characterisations and gritty dialogue.

Jukebox Hero by purewanderlust
PG-13 | ~ 5400 words | Unspecified time
Summary: Dean’s always been in the habit of singing along with the radio, but this is ridiculous.
What I thought: I adore singing!Dean just as much as Sam does.

Laundry Day by delanach
PG-13 | ~ 2300 words | Season 1
Summary: Back on the road with Dean, Sam always ends up doing their laundry which leads to some interesting revelations.
What I thought: Laundry fic is always relevant, but doubly so when it helps the boys understand what they feel for each other. Sweet and insightful little fic!

Lead Us On by philalethia
NC-17 | ~ 18700 words | Season 6
Summary: The aftermath of Sam getting his soul back isn’t at all like Dean thought it would be.
What I thought: I really love how in depth this fic portrays both boys’ struggles with the return of Sam’s soul, and gradually transforms them into something new and meaningful.

Maintaining a Radio Silence by purewanderlust
G | ~ 2200 words | Early seasons
Summary: Winchesters don’t talk about their feelings, but Sam’s always been really excellent at finding loopholes.
What I thought: Sam talks at Dean while Dean listens to his music, and somehow that version of communication works really well for them.

One Going On Eternity And Counting by leonidasdalion
NC-17 | ~ 25000 words | Season 1 – Season 3
Summary: Some boundaries were never meant to be crossed …
What I thought: Probably everyone’s already read this one, so I don’t really need to say anything about it – but in case you haven’t read it yet: There’s a reason why everyone else has.

Put No Trust in the Morrow by musesfool
PG-13 | ~ 2300 words | Season 5
Summary: Seize the day; put no trust in the morrow.
What I thought: Life in motel rooms, apocalyptic doom and two world-weary boys make a great getting-together story.

Redefinition by whereupon
PG-13 | ~ 7900 words | Season 1
Summary: It’s a good thing Sam’s the only one he ever does this for.
What I thought: Adorkable boys in Vegas are adorkable. Some of the most perfect brotherly banter I’ve ever read.

The Common Fate of All by gretazreta
M | ~ 10200 words | post Season 3 AU
Summary: Dean Winchester works in insurance: brought up in foster care, he’s never hunted, never fired a gun, and never owned a car. Then, one day, he meets a guy called Sam.
What I thought: Without spoiling too much, let me just say that this story is a wonderful exploration of the metaphor of forgetting, and a fantastically ironic meta-commentary on It’s A Terrible Life, even though it was written well before that episode aired.

The Road by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 12500 words | Season 10
Summary: A case gone wrong leaves Dean with a power he hates. It’s up to Sam to save him.
What I thought: Everything about this feels so right and natural, and when the boys eventually end up together, it’s deeply satisfying.

Some Kind of Strange Magic by lustmordred
NC-17 | ~ 18400 words | Season 5
Summary: It may not have to mean anything, but they aren’t just two guys stuck in an impossible situation. They’re them and uncommonly attached to one another, so it will mean something and they both know it. This will change them and Dean can’t really blame Sam for suddenly being afraid to move.
What I thought: Immensely hot fuck-or-die fic, but also so much more than that, because this story actually explores how Sam and Dean reluctantly deal with the aftermath and slowly end up in a real relationship in a manner that’s psychologically convincing and thoroughly satisfying to read.

To Find Our Beautiful Selves Again by dreamlittleyo
PG-13 | ~ 2500 words | Post Season 5 AU
Summary: Newfound sexual tension and schmoop, in a world where Sam and Dean survive long enough to get their lives back. Hunting monsters + romantic comedy? It could happen.
What I thought: All those pretty gazes that Dean and Sam have already exchanged on the show compressed into a single soft and sweet story.

Waiting Games by nutkin
M | ~ 13600 words | Season 1
Summary: Sam’s having a new kind of psychic vision. A kind that involves Dean.
What I thought: The conversations in this are so, so good! So much of the boys talking about not talking about it, it’s just awesome.

When You Wish Upon a Star by stardust_made
M | ~ 4900 words | Season 8
Summary: On the clearest nights, depending on how tingly his skin was and how heavy with longing his heart, Dean could almost visualize a bright circle of pulsing light around him, asking the Universe for one thing, one thing only.
What I thought: Getting together S8 style, with plenty of angst and pining!Dean – just my thing.


Kinky Stuff


Beauty Is Terror by viviansface
NC-17 | ~ 1800 words | Season 2
Summary: As prompted: AHBL2: No, Bobby, Dean doesn’t think it’s time they buried Sam’s body. He isn’t through with it.
What I thought: What’s probably the most disturbing about the act of necrophilia depicted here is the sheer tenderness of it. Extraordinarily gorgeous (and fucked-up).

Catch Hell by indiachick
NC-17 | ~ 1900 words | Unspecified time
Summary: [Original Prompt] Wincest fic based off another Richard Siken verse: “Two brothers: one of them wants to take you apart. Two brothers: one of them wants to put you back together. It’s time to choose sides now. The stitches or the devouring mouth?”
What I thought: Winchester serial-killing, necrophilia and co-dependency to the extreme tied together in a disturbingly spiritual atmosphere.

Dressing to Seduce by themegalosaurus
NC-17 | ~ 2800 words | Season 11
Summary: 'Now, though? For some reason, Sam’s stripped down. He’s shed the shirts, all the layers that he uses to cocoon himself, and he’s leaning casual against the frame of the open doorway with only a tight navy v-necked tee stretched over his chest. Dressed like this, it’s evident how much progress Sam’s made in regaining the weight that he lost last year.’
Fic for a prompt by baronsamedi, who wanted one Winchester seducing another by dressing in (shock horror) merely a SINGLE LAYER OF CLOTHING. Essentially it’s super schmoopy bunker sex and not much more…!
What I thought: Delicious wall!sex fic with single layers and Sam’s bare feet.

Find a Spark by lustmordred
NC-17 | ~ 5500 words | Season 4
Summary: If I took this cigarette and put it out on you, would you love me?
What I thought: This is the best kind of wrong imaginable.

Getting a Handle on It by fourfreedoms
R | ~ 2700 words | Early seasons
Summary: Sam gets tired of Dean flirting with girls, so he takes things into his own hands. Literally.
What I thought: Sam jerks Dean off under the table at a bar – as hilarious as it is hot.

Inside Out Man by runedgirl
NC-17 | ~ 26600 words | Stanford Era AU
Summary: Dean turns up at Stanford cursed by a witch, his body turned female. As Dean struggles to cope with the change, the attraction Sam has always hidden for his brother and the fantasy of having him may just come true. But at what cost?
What I thought: I don’t usually read genderswap, but this one had me hooked. Very emotional exploration of girl!Dean with beautifully supportive Sam.

Mirror, Mirror by girlguidejones
NC-17 | ~ 2800 words | Season 7
Summary: Porn focused on Sam’s gigantic hands.
What I thought: This story certainly does Sam’s gigantic hands justice, and was so well-written that not even the involvement of watersports managed to squick me out completely.

Mirror, Mirror (ain’t fair at all remix) by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 4000 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam, Dean, and their issues with abandonment.
What I thought: Remix of “Mirror, mirror”. All the kinky things Sam and Dean might get up to in abandoned houses. Involving mirrors. And heartbreak.

Rough Riders by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 5000 words | Late seasons
Summary: From two spnkinkmeme prompts seeking a Sam who likes rough sex and a Dean who doesn’t like it nearly as much, but won’t admit that until Sam figures it out.
What I thought: Dean’s insecurities, Sam’s patience and smoking hot sex – everything about this is perfect.

Where My Secrets Echo All Around by someblazingstar
NC-17 | ~ 5600 words | Pre-series
Summary: Sam’s not sure why he ever thought Spin the Bottle was a stupid game, something for kids. Spin the Bottle is awesome.
What I thought: A gut-wrenching twist on the usual drinking games lead to Wincest cliché, and a searingly hot staircase make-out session on top of it.


Non-Con/Darkfic


All Your Lessons in History by someblazingstar
NC-17 | ~ 900 words | Season 4
Summary: He’s got to break Dean again, he knows, like resetting a broken leg, so that he can heal clean.
What I thought: Deeply disturbing 4x16 coda.

And a Hard Place by infatuated_ink
NC-17 | ~ 3200 words | Unspecified time
Summary: As soon as they were inside their room, Dean made a line for the closet and slammed the door, and Sam wasn’t even surprised, this has been happening for years. He can’t account for the why, but he gets that Dean needs it, so he doesn’t say all the things he wants to.
What I thought: In which Sam and Dean are both trapped, each in their own way.

Blink (You’re Gone) by thehighwaywoman
NC-17 | ~ 1700 words | Season 3 AU
Summary: The undiscover’d country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns,–puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?

(Hamlet, Act III)
What I thought: I don’t really know what to say about this story – it’s one of those fics that are too fascinating and disturbing for words. It makes for a supremely unsettling and surreal read, and every *blink* is scary like a whiplash, or a mental blank.

Blink (the Rapid Eye Movement remix) by rivkat
M | ~ 3300 words | post Season 3 AU
Summary: These but the trappings and the suits of woe. Written for Remix Redux 08. Original story: Blink (You’re Gone), by thehighwaywoman.
What I thought: This story is slightly less mysterious than thehighwaywoman’s original in that we do get some answers to the questions: What’s happening? Is this real? Is it a dream? Who’s dreaming? But it still manages to be just as disturbing. Dean!whump at its finest.

Cupid’s Got A Gun by geckoholic
NC-17 | 13500 words | Season 4
Summary: Fuck-or-die, set in early S4. But they’ve been fucking for years, so that shouldn’t be a problem, right? Wrong. Ever since hell, Dean’s in no hurry to get that show on the road again. They’ve tried, and it doesn’t work, too many bad memories from what’s been done to him downstairs. A case that involves a cursed cross and a vengeful witch takes that choice away from them, though…
What I thought: Brilliant casefic, intriguing Dean-post-hell character study, fabulous portrayal of Sam and Dean’s rocky relationship, and angst and drama like woah.

Cursed (series) by glorious_spoon
M | ~ 6700 words | Early seasons
Summary: Sam really should know better than to tangle with witches.
What I thought: An incredibly raw and in character witches-made-them-do it that never attempts to gloss over anything.

Desperation Takes Hold by someblazingstar
R | ~ 2100 words | Season 5
Summary: They’ve never fought like this, not quite like this.
What I thought: One of the best limited third person POVs I’ve ever read. It leaves you guessing what’s actually happening right until it’s already too late.

Dishabille by kalliel
NC-17 | ~ 5000 words | Season 2 – Season 6
Summary: Possession doesn’t end with an exorcism. Possession is cinders. And it will burn you down. Meg-lubricated Sam/Dean, Dean/Soulless!Sam. From post-2x14 “Born Under a Bad Sign” to 6x10 “Caged Heat.”
What I thought: Sam and Dean have the most unhealthy, tangled up, crazy thing – epic proportions of screwed-up-ness.

Filthy Mind by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 26400 words | post Season 3 AU
Summary: Dean acquires unwelcome nightly visitors. Set post-Hell, without details as to how that happens.
What I thought: This is one of those stories where something bad happens to Dean (and again and again) and we suffer at least as much with poor Sam who has to witness it all and try to save his brother as we do with Dean himself. I really love the somewhat darker and edgier portrayal of Sam here which only leads to make him all the more sympathetic.

Fuck or Die by casspeach
NC-17 | ~ 9400 words | Early seasons
Summary: Succubi prey on the sexually frustrated.
What I thought: This is the weirdest, most fucked-up, role-play-heavy brother-on-brother action imaginable. Incorporated into an incredibly well-crafted and very realistic story.

I’m No Angel by dreamlittleyo
NC-17 | ~ 1900 words | Season 4
Summary: After the events of “Heaven and Hell,” Dean is surprised to discover that Sam is jealous. He’s even more surprised to learn about his brother’s possessive streak, and things get intimate and rough when Sam pulls the Impala over in the middle of nowhere.
What I thought: This takes Sam’s dark desperation in S4 to new heights or rather lows – as fascinating as it is horrifying.

Only Sweeter by rivkat
M | ~ 30000 words | Season 4 AU
Summary: Dean gets amnesia; Sam tries to use it to fix him. Sam/Dean for certain values of Sam/Dean.
What I thought: In a very neat subversion of the amnesia trope this story is less about who Dean is without the baggage of his (crippling hell) memories, and more about who Sam is, and how far he’s willing to go. There is no demon blood in this, no black eyes, no nostril flaring, and yet this is about the most perfect portrayal of S4’s dark!Sam that I’ve come  across.

Subrogate (series) by dreamlittleyo
NC-17 | ~ 12000 words | Season 1
Summary: Sam scares the crap out of Dean. Dean cools off and comes back with confession (and sex!) on the agenda. Things go badly after that. // Some angst, some shmoop, some closure, some inarticulate drunken confession… Sam and Dean work on moving past the mess they’ve been left in.
What I thought: There are so many possibilities within the SPN mythology to get Sam and Dean into bed – this is a rather typical one, but treated with great thoughtfulness and care.

Trust Me by soullessbrothers
NC-17 | ~ 4100 words | Season 6
Summary: After a hunt, a soulless Sam confronts Dean about sharpening his skills. When they fight again, Sam decides that he needs to finally give Dean what he has always wanted, whether Dean actually wants it or not.
What I thought: Pretty brutal but realistic Robo!Sam story in which he expertly uses all of Dean’s weaknesses – baby brother Sam included.

Tuesday by ash_carpenter
R | ~ 3800 words | Season 3
Summary: Mystery Spot coda, where Sam becomes more invested in sleeping with Dean than finding a solution. Dark, rape, character death, buckets o’ angst, abuse, serious Dean!whumpage.
What I thought: There’s something about this desperately psychopathic Sam that I find astonishingly convincing.

Thy Brother’s Blood Cries Out by laughablelament
NC-17 | ~ 3500 words | Season 10
Summary: For a guy so smart Sam can be thick as bricks sometimes. Sam thinks Dean’s given up. Thinks he isn’t fighting anymore, isn’t fighting himself every nightmare second.
What I thought: This is the dark ‘Dean really, really wants to kill Sam’ MoC fic that I always wanted to read!

Weak by ash_carpenter
NC-17 | ~ 4000 words | Season 4
Summary: Sam is going darkside and he manipulates his brother into giving him what he wants. Evil!Sam, dub-con, crying!Dean, hints of whore!Dean, angst.
What I thought: What really impressed me about this was how the power imbalance between Sam and Dean is never as absolute as Sam believes it to be. (As an aside: I can completely understand how someone can become addicted to the sight of Dean’s tears!)

whose wings, though tattered… by fleshflutter
PG-13 | ~ 2200 words | Season 4 AU
Summary: There is a breeze moving across the field. It stirs the long grass in lapping waves like the sea. Castiel runs his fingertips through it and remembers flying.
What I thought: This is Dean/Castiel, but it’s also Sam/Dean, and very, very creepy.

Why Must We Pray Screaming? by dreamlittleyo
NC-17 | ~ 2200 words | Season 2
Summary: Bobby stops by, investigating signs of demonic activity, and Sam informs his brother that it’s time for a change. Dean doesn’t like Sam’s new proposal, but it turns out his vote doesn’t count for much.
What I thought: Equally fantastic and fucked-up coda to 4x06 in which Sam’s yellow eyes are no longer just a ghost-sickness hallucination of Dean’s.


Outsider!POV


A Little While by lizzypaul
PG-13 | ~ 2700 words | Post Season 2 AU
Summary: Rebecca gets an unexpected call.
What I thought: Rebecca from “Skin” turns out to be a perfect POV for Wincest – a great read.

can be deceiving by bertee
PG-13 | ~ 2000 words | Unspecified time
Summary: In which Sam and Dean are not everyone’s friendly neighborhood demon hunters.
What I thought: What’s worse than two lovers-slash-serial-killers? Incestuous-lovers-slash-serial-killers, obviously. Utterly hilarious and spot-on.

Crush by sonofabiscuit77
NC-17 | ~ 60800 words | Season 3 AU
Summary: Five years after the apocalypse didn’t happen and Sam and Dean have settled down, or as much as the Winchesters can ever settle down. Sam is a college professor and Dean a well-respected small business owner and they’re learning how to balance work, hunting and dog-ownership while coping with the metaphorical and literal scars of war. Life’s not perfect, not for a (sort of) out and proud couple in small town USA with a lot to hide, but they’re dealing, that is, until Dean employs one sexually-confused teenager who develops an unhealthy obsession with both of them. Switching between five years earlier and now, we learn how the boys came together, how they made it through the big fight and whether they’ll ever manage to find that flighty temptress, happily ever after.
What I thought: Contains a very carefully drawn original character and thoroughly believable outsider reactions to Wincest, particularly Bobby’s struggles with the issue, on top of being a very engrossing, well-paced read.

Five Times Jess Noticed (That Sam Wasn’t Quite Normal) by mass_hipgnosis
PG-13 | ~ 4300 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Pilot wasn’t the first time her boyfriend did something to make her think, Oh-kayy, that’s a little weird.
What I thought: Great exploration of how some of Sam’s habits would seem to someone who doesn’t know anything about hunting. Also, Sam gets to be a BAMF.

heroes in the seaweed by de_nugis
PG-13 | ~ 7200 words | Season 10
Summary: Something strange is going on in an old lobster town.
What I thought: Compelling casefic with a believable OC and lots of insightful observations about our messed-up boys.

Ignorance Would be Bliss by delanach
PG-13 | ~ 2900 words | Season 9
Summary: Kevin knows more than he wants to about Sam and Dean, and he really wishes he didn’t.
What I thought: Kevin’s reactions to the brothers’s relationship, merging from disgust to acceptance, struck me as really convincing. Great fic.

I’ll take my chance on a beautiful stranger by fleshflutter
R | ~ 3900 words | Stanford Era
Summary: So now they’re in this bar, which is full of smoke and the smell of stale piss, because Brendan wants to pretend he lives dangerously, on the edge, that his life’s not one big vapid, designer-dressed waste of time. And Brendan’s got himself into a game of poker with a hustler, who Chase keeps telling himself to stop staring at, and Brendan’s being taken for every last cent in his wallet.
What I thought: Fantastic outsider!POV set during the time that Sam’s at Stanford.

Pieces of the Winchester Puzzle by tekmessa
PG-13 | ~ 8200 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Jessica Moore is fascinated by a stranger, meets Sam Winchester and finally Sam’s brother Dean.
What I thought: Lovely exploration of a Jess who’s maybe drawn a little too much towards darkness and danger.

The Book of Chuck by gretazreta
M | ~ 5600 words | Season 4
Summary: If he’s the chosen prophet of the Lord, why is his life so fucking out-of-control?
What I thought: I never contemplated shipping Sam/Chuck before I read this, but this story convinced me that the pairing actually makes a good deal of sense. Not as much as Sam/Dean though, poor Chuck.

This is How it Works by sneaky_sena
NC-17 | ~ 12800 words | Stanford Era
Summary: AU, another way Dean could have shown up at Sam and Jess’ apartment.
What I thought: Awesome Jess!POV which seriously made me wonder what I ship more – Sam/Dean or Sam/Jess.

You Each Time by sneaky_sena
M | ~ 1000 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Sam always talks around the truth.
What I thought: There’s a lot of sad, angsty stuff in this story, but it made me laugh out loud, because it featured something I always wanted to see in SPN fanfic – no, it’s not only monsters that make people (girls?) panic and scream, Sam, go figure.


Slice Of Life/Domesticity


Demon Days by paxlux
M | ~ 6500 words | Season 1
Summary: Every night until this one has been black and starless.
What I thought: Ugly motel rooms, M&Ms, endless banter and angsting… early seasons perfection.

Due East by sowell
M | ~ 4700 words | Post Season 7
Summary: Boys on the road, post-S7. Mostly plotless.
What I thought: Boys on the road is one of my favourite things, especially when it’s so immensely well written and entertaining, discussions of Justin Bieber included.

From the Fire Roads to the Interstate by laurificus
NC-17 | ~ 1600 words | Season 2
Summary: The open road means freedom, and Sam beside him means safety.
What I thought: I love how normal everything between them feels in this fic, despite Sam’s fear of going darkside and everything else that’s weighing on them. Chock-full of great lines.

In Silence Sealed by rivkat
NC-17 | ~ 2600 words | Late seasons
Summary: Fiercelynormal tagged me with “piercing.” After a hunt, Dean can’t hear, but he can still talk. Warning: may induce sweetness overload.
What I thought: I am in love with Radio Dean, forever and ever, and I think Sam is too!

In the Sound a Thought (Where the Land Meets the Sea) by ignipes
NC-17 | ~ 2300 words | Unspecified time
Summary: The world is simpler by the ocean.
What I thought: Sam forces Dean to watch the sunset and take his sunscreen like a man – perfect!

Just a Different Form by atanih88
M | ~ 1800 words | Season 8
Summary: A little slice of peace.
What I thought: Sam and Dean post Purgatory – as thoughtful as it is hot.

Life Among The Dead by destina
M | ~ 8400 words | Season 1
Summary: They go where the road takes them.
What I thought: This week beautifully depicts a week on the road for the boy as a mix of the familiar and the unfamiliar.

lowering the bar by bertee
R | ~ 2200 words | Unspecified time
Summary: Two strangers walk into a bar.
What I thought: Sam and Dean pretending to be strangers – and each of their disguises is a brilliant self-portrait.

One Good Thing by mollyamory
G | ~ 2600 words | Season 7
Summary: Sam’s acting a little weird. Again. Dean’s got a couple of theories. All of them wrong.
What I thought: Dean jokes about writing his memoirs, Sam just wants to kiss him and there’s bowling – all of it is utterly lovely.

Roads by candle_beck
PG-13 | ~ 1800 words | Season 1
Summary: Life in motion.
What I thought: Brothers on the road, achy-angsty S1 style.

The Forces Ranged Within Us and Against Us by musesfool
M | ~ 2700 words | Season 1
Summary: This we were, this is how we tried to love, / and these are the forces we had ranged within us / within us and against us, against us and within us.
What I thought: More S1 Sam and Dean on the road, having a lot they don’t talk about and having a pretty good life nonetheless – a wonderfully introspective Dean POV.


Stanford Era


Crossing the Rubicon by purewanderlust
M | ~ 2700 words | Pre-series
Summary: Sam’s imagined all the possible ways it can go, breaking the news about Stanford. Four-plus-one format.
What I thought: So many feelings packed into this gorgeous little fic.

Higher Learning by destina
NC-17 | ~ 5100 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Dean visits Sam at Stanford.
What I thought: Heart-breaking exploration of why Sam and Dean can’t work it out - and why we want them to, nonetheless.

if you tell me where you’re going, I’ll tell you where you’re bound by paxlux
M | ~ 9100 words | Pre-series
Summary: It’s the only thing he knows to do.
What I thought: Dean alone on the road, missing Sam, is always going to break my heart – but when it’s written like this, it’s a breathtaking punch in the gut in every sense of the word.

In My Life (I Love You More) by wednesday_d
PG-13 | ~ 4900 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Sam Winchester’s life has never been normal. He tried getting away from it and what he found was that he was even less normal than he had thought. Because missing your brother is one thing; suddenly wishing he could kiss you is something else entirely.
What I thought: Totally wrecking phone conversation between Sam and Dean with great characterisations.

No Need of Dreams by destina
NC-17 | ~ 3800 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Nothing fills the empty space Sam left behind.
What I thought: Again, a beautiful study of why the boys can’t get over their Stanford-induced differences, no matter how hard they try.

Odysseus, American by coyotesuspect
M | ~ 10100 words | Stanford Era
Summary: Dean finds Peter O'Toole’s recording of the Odyssey in a bin marked “Audio" in Casa Grande’s only used bookstore. The place smells like cigarette smoke and old books, and it reminds him of Sam. Stanford era.
What I thought: Who’d have thought that this makes such a terrible amount of sense - Dean misses Sam and develops an Odyssey-fixation. Brilliant character study.

Waiting for Lightning to Strike by dimeliora
NC-17 | ~ 6900 words | Stanford Era AU
Summary: What if Sam never met Jess at Stanford, and all he had was time to think about what he left behind?
What I thought: AU where Sam never meets Jess - aptly tagged as “angst with a happy ending”.


Unrequited Love


a journey of a thousand miles by killabeez
PG-13 | ~ 2300 words | Pre-series
Summary: Sam spends a lot of time being afraid, but it’s not the things that go bump in the night that scare him the most.
What I thought: Unhappy teenager Sam might be my favourite thing ever.

choosing my confessions by de_nugis
NC-17 | ~ 22300 words | Season 6 AU
Summary: Sam’s in love with his brother, sleeping with an angel, and hunting. Dean is trying to make a life. They’re still essential to each other.
What I thought: Sam/Castiel where both Sam and Cas want Dean might also be my favourite thing ever.

Don’t Hold Me Too High by dreamlittleyo
M | ~ 2400 words | Early seasons
Summary: Leave it to a goddamn Winchester to try and shoulder someone else’s wrongs.
(Or the one where Sam is in love with his brother and Dean is… not.)
What I thought: Very moving Sam POV of how Sam and Dean try to deal with Sam’s feelings when a truth spell forces him to blurt them out.

In Thee by dreamlittleyo
PG-13 | ~ 2800 words | Season 1
Summary: Unrequited Wincest, written to the tune of BOC.
What I thought: Pining!Dean and Psychic!Sam – a damaging mix, irresistible from a psychological point of view.

i’ve given up thinking, since feeling is first by orbiting_saturn
NC-17 | ~ 7400 words | Season 6
Summary: In his dreams, Sam walks with Cas. The landscapes change, sometimes something new, sometimes something old. What doesn’t change is that Cas is always there, standing between him and the wall.
What I thought: More Sam/Cas with Dean and lots of UST and unrequited feelings – immensely subtle and well done.

Lies by misplaced_ad
PG-13 | ~ 500 words | Season 10
Summary: Short, angsty episode coda for “Girls, Girls, Girls,” inside pining Sam’s head.
You don’t know why you ask these questions, the ones you know he’s not going to answer truthfully. He always tells you what he thinks you want to hear. Is it just for the comfort of hearing a familiar lie? He’s been lying to you all your life.
What I thought: Every single word of this fic is infinitely precious.

Noir by whereupon
PG | ~ 5200 words | Early seasons
Summary: The boundaries of Sam’s universe have begun to blur.
What I thought: A concussed Sam finally finds a way of shutting Dean up and discovers it’s the very last thing he wants – a heart-breaking read.

No Sweeping Exits or Offstage Lines by sneaky_sena
M | ~ 3100 words | Early seasons
Summary: He hates that the years Sam was gone are so hidden from him, hates that he has to get to know his own brother all over again.
What I thought: More unhappy teenager Sam, this time through a somewhat more sober Post-Stanford perspective.

Please, Dean by canonisrelative
M | ~ 1100 words | Pre-series
Summary: “Quit asking, Sammy.” The first sound he’d heard from the other side and Sam fell silent to listen, chest heaving, cheek pressed to the door. Dean’s voice was raw like he was the one who’d been yelling and crying outside a locked door for the past hour. “You gotta let this go.”
What I thought: Remember what I said about unhappy teenager Sam? Of course anything involving Sam and Dean must be extra complicated and extra heartbreaking.

Quiet with the Rain by Linden
PG-13 | ~ 5300 words | Pre-series
Summary: Dean can spot an undercover cop at thirty paces, a hooker at twenty, and rims that will match his baby’s at ten. But the fact that his little brother is in love with him–that, he can’t see worth a damn.
What I thought: Unhappy teenager Sam for the win!

State of Love and Trust/As I Busted Down the Pretext by cormallen
M | ~ 2900 words | Season 1
Summary: When you know exactly what your brother’s thinking, there are some chances you just don’t take.
What I thought: Brilliant remix of “In Thee”, this time from Sam’s POV.

These Clothes Don’t Fit Us Right (series) by balder12
NC-17 | ~ 26600 words | Season 6 AU
Summary: Dean’s in love with Lisa. Sam’s in love with Dean. Castiel doesn’t know whether he’s in love with anyone. He’s just trying to make sure that at least one of his worlds doesn’t end. // Dying doesn’t change Sam’s life.
What I thought: Fantastic remix of “choosing my confessions”, in which not even death can offer Sam the peace he deserves.

Unasked by astolat
NC-17 | ~ 15300 words | Season 2 AU
Summary: Sam doesn’t ask.
What I thought: Lots and lots of unrequited feelings, intermingled with dark magic and early seasons gloom.


UST/Pre-Slash


be still by tekuates
G | ~ 600 words | Unspecified time
Summary: In which there is a Laundromat, and a sunny day.
What I thought: A perfect little moment with Sam and Dean at the laundromat. There can never be enough laundromat fic, and this is a particularly good one!

Bittersweet by on_verra
PG-13 | ~ 5800 words | Season 2    
Summary: Some things should stay deep beneath the surface.
What I thought: The most accurate title imaginable. A perfect gem of a story.

Crusts by misplaced_ad
Summary: Episode coda for s10e14 “The Executioner’s Song.” Cas makes Sam a sandwich.
The worst part, Sam thought, was that Dean wouldn’t look at him, not normally at least. His brother would meet his eyes momentarily, even smile a little, then let his gaze slip to Sam’s temple, or to his ear, or increasingly more often, to his throat. To the spot—just over Sam’s right carotid artery—he had once liked to kiss.
What I thought: Beautiful Sam/Cas interactions in which Cas offers dubious euphemisms and real comfort.

every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you by rivkat
Summary: Spoilers through 5x12. Sam needs to make his peace with someone, and Castiel is there. Various kinds of UST-friendly.
What I thought: One of the best Cas fics I’ve ever read – his interactions with Sam are so deliciously awkward; and Sam gets the chance to be everything from sassy over bitchy to angsting.

Flagstaff by Linden
PG-13 | ~ 7300 words | Pre-series
Summary: John tracked Sam down in Flagstaff, four days after he got home to find him gone.
What I thought: Surprisingly convincing John!POV of what happened after Sam ran away, with hopelessly codependent boys.

He That Believeth by laughablelament
PG-13 | ~ 6400 words | Season 11
Summary: A poisoned child. A fringe congregation. A monster of legend. Must be Wednesday.
What I thought: Intriguing casefic, insightful characterisations, heart-wrenching UST, all wrapped up in one perfect gem of a story.

No Strength to Squander by someblazingstar
PG-13 | ~ 2100 words | Season 4
Summary: The last time he saw Dean like this, he was choking on his own blood, on the floor gasping out his last breaths through the mess that had been made of his body, while Sam stood helpless to stop it.
What I thought: Beautiful 4x16 coda in which Sam takes care of Dean.

Somewhere There’s Blue by Linden
PG-13 | ~ 9400 words | Pre-series
Summary: Dean was just gonna go ahead and call this one: evenings which ended with Sam in a river were not evenings which had gone too well.
What I thought: John is a crappy father and Sam and Dean take turns taking care of each other – no matter if you read it as gen or pre-slash, it’s heart-wrenching.

The real green thing will come by musesfool
PG-13 | ~ 1000 words | Season 2
Summary: He’d like to blame the whiskey, but he thinks it’s more than that, this whatever-it-is between them that’s been there for years. (coda for “Houses of the Holy”)
What I thought: Plenty of UST set in a time when the boys didn’t know yet that angels existed – utterly beautiful and sad.

Vodka by dreamlittleyo
M | ~ 1200 words | Early seasons
Summary: Dean stitches Sam up after a hunt. Sam admits some stuff he probably shouldn’t.
What I thought: Such a great, achy Dean!POV with UST like hell.

Things that I need to do:

1. Re-watch all of Yuri on Ice

2. Re-watch all of Yuri on Ice again

3. and again

4. and again

5. and again

6. maybe take a break.

7. Re-watch it again: re experience my feelings, and proceed to cry even more.

8. Watch season 2

I want Alison DiLaurentis to go full on crazy and gets thrown into a mental institution where all she does there is cry, scream, and fight everyone. Then by 7x20, she gets released and when she does, she will kill all the liars and everyone who made her life a living hell.

Then the ending scene would be of Alison walking over everyone’s tombstone and she says “You all wanted me dead since day one. But guess who won the game? Rest In Peace, bitches”.

Sasha Pieterse will freaking slay this.

How They React To You Showing Them Your Favorite Anime (EXO)

Requested by a lovely anon <3

Feel free to send in requests (Fridays & Sundays, Central time) guys! We do Reactions, Preferences, Fake Texts, and Scenarios! Just tell us who you want, what you want, and how you want it! <3  (MalexFemale, MalexMale, FemalexFemale)

*Don’t own the gif/s yo*

Author: Laymedown

SUHO: He would be more into watching the pure amazement and joy the show brought you than watching the actual show itself. Lots of shirtless men in a swimming pool weren’t really his thing, but he loved how happy the show made you.

CHANYEOL: He would get into it just as much as you. Watching the moment you stood up at your favorite scene in one of your favorite episodes, as you pretended to draw out your imaginary sword before yelling bankai at the end would have him laughing from amazement.  

KYUNGSOO: He would be very intrigued and almost surprised at how deep the show was. Who ever said anime was for children was completely wrong. He would do a marathon with you as he had to know if the two brothers ever got their bodies back.

BAEKHYUN: The two of you were the biggest dorks there ever could be. While watching the show, the two of you would get so into it, that the both of you would be trying to copy the hand signs to your favorite jutsu. The two of you would even run around like dumb nuts like they did in the show.

JONGIN - Despite how serious the show could get, he wouldn’t be able to hold back his laughter during the more comedic parts. He would see right away why you loved this show so much. But he would ask you the question you asked yourself, if they are twins why is only one discriminated for being the bastard son Satan?

SEHUN: At first he wouldn’t show much reaction, but as the more episodes he watched with you, the more interested he got. He loved the fact that the main characters were considered the bad guys as they were pirates. And he couldn’t hide his love for the bad ass fights.

XIUMIN: He would definitely be into watching something from your childhood. Even if the style was old, the story line really intrigued him. Humans, half and full demons, love pentagons, comedy, tragedy, it was the perfect mix. He also got your ‘sit boy reference’ now, even if the way you used it was different.

CHEN: You’ve been dying to show this anime to him and he knew it. At first, he was a little skeptical, as you always told him that if he were an anime character, it would be the one from this show. When he learned that the character you were referring to you was the biggest troll in the anime world, he couldn’t stop laughing.

YIXING: Being very laid back, he was more than happy to watch an anime with you. He didn’t know how much he was missing though, as he quickly got drawn into your favorite anime. You always talked highly of it and now he saw why. Do fairies have tails? More than that, do they even exist? Nobody knows for sure, so this guild is like them, an eternal mystery, an eternal adventure. It made him know even more so that without you, his adventures wouldn’t be the same.  

~*FORMERS*~

KRIS: He wouldn’t have known he had as many emotions as he did before these thirteen episodes. He never expected something so hilarious could take a complete 180. The episode that got him was when they helped the girl pass over.

TAO: He went in thinking it would just be like any cartoon. But by the end of the first arc of the first season, he would be a crying mess just like you. Almost every episode towards the end had the both of you on the edge of the couch. And when he found out the girl was still stuck in the game, he wouldn’t leave the house until he finished the rest of the season.

LUHAN: He always wondered why you called him Honey. You always thought it was a term of endearment, however when you showed him your favorite anime, he realized how wrong he was. The man you stole his name from was a legit man child. It sort of upset him, however once he saw the other side of the character, the comparison got harder to argue.

Hello all! So I actually spent the Easter holidays binge-watching the final season of The Vampire Diaries and man it was such an emotional roller coaster ride!!! This show has been such a HUGE part of my life and I’m so sad that it’s over, but I thought it had a fantastic conclusion! There were so many surprises and moments that made me laugh and cry and just so much awesome in general! I’m gonna miss this show sooooo much 😭😭😭 But at least there’s still the rest of #TheOriginals to look forward too. #TVDFOREVER😊❤️📚

Lost - TWD imagine

a/n: this was a request somebody only recently submitted and i thought i can make it right away. i’m still pissed at twd for everything, so if that’s visible in this imagine, sorry not sorry.

spoilers: the 7th season of twd major spoilers

storyline: the reader (glenn’s younger sister and carl’s girlfriend), along with all the others, were crouched down on her knees in line while negan talks. abraham is already dead, some people are crying. the rest you can find out by reading.

characters: reader, rick, carl, daryl, glenn, maggie, michonne, sasha, tara, eugene, negan, rosita, negan’s men.

warnings: death, blood, passing out (??)



the light from negan’s car shone right on y/n’s and carl’s faces. theirs and their friends’ skin was glistening with sweat from fear, most had tear stained cheeks. carl’s hair was stuck to his forehead, y/n’s hang around her face. 

nobody could guess who would be next. nobody knew. even negan improvised. and that made everything worse. they couldn’t be ready for a thing. they couldn’t have a plan. they felt powerless, like hostages. which was exactly what they were to negan. 

people were panting, some were crying. rosita was still in shock, her eyes weren’t focused on anything, it seemed, only on her own thoughts before her. 

y/n blinked a few times before looking over at carl. he was shaking as he watched daryl being held down by negan’s men. she wanted to reach out to him, hold his hand, tell him everything’s gonna be okay.

but she couldn’t. none of them needed to move if they wanted to live a little longer. and she also couldn’t say everything’s going to be alright. she didn’t know if she would be lying or not. nobody would know. nobody knew what was going to happen next.

“no exceptions.” negan said. 

“i’m a man of my word. first impressions are important.” negan spoke. “so, back to it.” he swung his bloody bat in the air and hit glenn right in the head. y/n gasped loudly and her whole world seemed to stop. glenn. glenn, her brother. 

glenn. 

her eyes frantically watched as glenn still raised up and looked at maggie and then y/n. he seemed to gurgle something, but y/n couldn’t hear him anymore. she seemed to be fading out. the colour on her face drained, her eyes narrowed and then fluttered shut as she fell to her left. she collapsed onto carl, but then fell back on her back in the grass.

negan’s men bent down to pick her up, make her be awake again, but negan stopped them.

“let that chicken sleep.” he said with a smug grin on his features. “it’s exactly what we’re getting at.” negan looked at glenn’s struggling and hit his head again and again and again with his bloody bat.

carl wanted to lash out, drop negan to the ground and hit his brains out. but he was smart enough to keep quiet and remain in his place. 

he turned around and lifted y/n’s body up from the ground and rested her head against his shoulder and took her hand in his. “please just wake up.”

“boy, did you say something?” negan shouted.

“what?” carl pretended to not know what’s the deal about.

“i said, did you say something?” negan repeated.

“no.” carl hang his head low.

“you better not be, i hate liars.” negan laughed.

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83 Thoughts I Had Watching The "Outlander" Season Finale
My body was not ready. SPOILERS AHEAD.
By Keely Flaherty

Highlights:

13. Frank DIED? Oh, thank god.

14. Brianna, look, Frank is not daddy. Literally everyone sees Jamie and says, “Daddy.”

22. Why isn’t someone taking care of Lallybroch? Where are Jenny’s garbage great great grandchildren?

40. Must be one of Jenny’s garbage grandchildren laying flowers at the Culloden Fraser rock.

41. Glad you’re not crying during this scene, Claire, cause THE REST OF US CERTAINLY FUCKING ARE.

45. Be the Chill Murtagh you wish to see in the world.

50. The turtleneck game on this show is so strong. Everyone is so hot and wearing such a flattering turtleneck.

59. Poor Roger, his dad just died and now he’s got these two biddies living in his house, arguing about time travel, and he just wants to wear his chunky turtlenecks in peace.

62. I’M JUST LOOKING FOR A MAN WHO WILL KEEP TRACK OF MY PERIODS FOR ME.

Okay so people are beginning to expect Yuuri to lose since there’s a speculation that there is a S2 of YOI coming out, but does anyone remember this:

So I have seen this around and people are freaking out, but as of right now I am not too worried and here is why:

Let’s revert back to episode 8 everyone.

In the beginning as Yurio is with his grandfather and he arrives at the hotel, there are reporters questioning and interviewing him about when he will return to skating.

Naturally Viktor does not want to disclose any information and says “Until the Grand Prix Final is over, I won’t comment on any future plans.” And then proceeds to turn the light back on Yuuri who should be the main focus of the interview. 

Since Viktor brings up Yuuri’s potential on the ice, the reporters inquire since Yuuri has such charisma does Viktor want to compete against him for real this time as they seemed to already disregard that Yuuri had already competed against him before in the last GPF.

 This actually makes Viktor pause and he only smiles and since his eyes are so cleverly covered by the shades he is wearing, you can’t actually gauge his entire expression. Even Yurio is curious as to Viktor’s response.

But then Viktor actually becomes sly and changes the direction of the interview by practically throwing Yurio under the bus by announcing his presence.

Viktor then carries on and removes his glasses and now we can see his expressions entirely as he interacts with Yurio.

The reason I think this underrated scene is important is how there was no definitive answer much like in the first few episodes regarding what he was going to do next season until he became Yuuri’s coach. It is sort of an open window thing that can be left open or closed at any time. 

I think if there is going to be a second season it might actually be about Viktor and Yuuri competing against each other one final time before Viktor retires or they both retire to see if the student has surpassed the mentor so to speak.

I don’t know if any of you remember Nishigori’s comment from episode 3 , but:

It brings me back to the possibility of seeing whether or not Yuuri will pass Viktor someday. If you guys remember Yuuri had wanted to “meet his idol on the same playing field” 

If Yuuri wins, this puts him on the same level again, the speculated season 2 might offer us the chance to see whether or not Yuuri can pass Viktor or at least be on equal grounds with him.

If Yuuri loses, then the speculated season 2 will probably be a redemption arc, but it would be kind of pointless as this season is seen as Yuuri’s redemption from his previous Grand Prix Final.

Anything can happen and of course we won’t know until this season ends and if a new one comes out, but this was my spill of thoughts. I sincerely hope Yuuri doesn’t lose the GPF because if he does, I will be screaming and crying with the rest of you because as you know, this show is never one for cliches.

Not just best friends anymore huh? ( Michael Clifford imagine)  WARNING: SMUT

Friend: A person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations.

 I really hate the word friend. It categorizes people, cutting off other options for relationships. I hate the word best friend even more. That word is like a solid, metal lock that can never be open. Who came up with the idea of friends and best friends? Yes the two terms prevent one from discovering the feeling of loneliness but there is so much to having one.

I had a friend named Michael Clifford. We met in the small cafe on the corner of Nicks St. The way we met was very simple and basic. I spilled my seven dollar latte on his white shirt, he reassured me that it was fine and bought me another, and we talked and went our separate ways. He was very sweet and gentle with me. But I guess that’s how your supposed to act when you meet someone for the first time.

 About a week later, I saw him in the same cafe on the corner of Nicks st. The only difference was his hair was a lilac color. Very beautiful I might add. I bought the same seven dollar coffee and sat in the same table I sat in every Saturday. Usually, I was alone but that day he just had to come over and be nice. He could have just left me alone you know? And then I wouldn’t be were I am now, all sad and depressed. Anyways, he sat in front of me, his green eyes meeting my basic brown ones.

 I remember exactly what he said too.

 "Hi.. I don’t know if you remember me but we met last week. You spilled your coffee on me.“

 "Oh yes. I remember you. Sorry about that again.”

 "No worries, love" He smiled that god damn sweet smile of his.

 "What’s your name?“ I questioned.

 "Michael. Your’s?”

 "Y/n.“

"Such a pretty name for such a pretty girl.” He smiled a flirty smile.

That was the very beginning of our “Friendship”. The bond we had was crazy good. He and I talked about everything and for a while it felt good to know someone with the same weird interest in you.  Now of course we had our ups and downs but doesn’t every relationship?

 As time went on Michael was not that sweet guy I met in the coffee shop. He was this crazy rocker kid who loved playing the guitar, kicking my ass at FIFA, teasing me, and dying his damn hair. He was himself around me and I was myself around him. His friends kept calling me a girl version of him, minus the dying of the hair and playing the guitar of course.

 I’m sure if you read fan-fictions or other stories, you should know that once two people become one the level of best friends, which we were at the time, one person usually falls for the other. Let me tell you, it fucking sucks. And unfortunately, it was me who fell for him. I fell for my best friend and it was my biggest regret.

 Friends are meant to stay friend and best friends are just meant to stay best friends and nothing more.

 I remember how it all ended too. It was painful and it was the worst day of my life honestly.

  {Four Months Prior} 

 Michael’s red head had been resting peacefully on my lap as the two of us watched our favorite show, Grey’s Anatomy. It was really my favorite until he came in and found me watching it and became interested it. Now because we’ve seen so many seasons the both of us could probably do an open heart surgery with no errors.

 We were in the middle of the first episode of season 9. Michael was crying because Lexi, his favorite doctor, had just died from a plane wing covering most of her body. I was crying becuase I had thought Mark, MY favorite doctor was about to die but fortunately. 

 "Oh god, I loved her so much. She was my favorite.“

 "Oh screw her, Mark almost died! I knew something was wrong when he didn’t have a shit ton of cuts and scrapes.”

 "Oh fuck him! He screwed with my future wife.“

 "Yeah well, she’s dead, finally so whatever.” I patted my eyes with the soft tissue and handed the box over to Mikey, who gratefully took it.

 After a few more minutes we were both arguing over who was better and who really deserved to die. Finall,y the episode had ended and he turned off the TV, deciding we had done enough crying for the day.

 "You’re such a baby.“ He laughed.

 "Me?! You used half the damn box!” I threw it at him.

 "Ow! So what if i did you’re still a baby.“

 Without any warning I tackled him to the ground.

 "Who the baby now? ”  I smirked, pinning him down.

 In a matter of seconds he flipped us over so that his body was hovering mine.

 "You still are.“ He smiled a devious smile.

 For some reason my eyes wondered to his lips, wondering what it would be like to feel them with my own and my thoughts were answered.

 Mikey leaned forward placing his lips upon my own. My body was in shock but it didn’t take me long to respond to the kiss. He licked my bottom lip, asking for permission for his tongue to enter and I happily opened my mouth wider for him. His tongue explored every inch of my mouth. God, he tasted so fucking good. One of his hands slipped up my shirt, setting my skin on fire. I moaned in the kiss making him grip the flesh above my hipbone to relieve some of the built up pressure.

 I tugged on his shirt hoping he would take it off and he did, his lips finding mine again. He flipped us over once again so that I was straddling him. His large hands found their way to my ass and he squeezed it making me gasp. I could feel his boner through his jeans poking me through my shorts. I moved my hips a little grinding on him making him groan.

 "Fuck y/n. No teasing.” he whined, very, very needy.

 I smirked and nibbled on his earlobe making him shiver before kissing his jawline. I traced my lips down to his neck, leaving dark, purple hickeys. His moans were my only confidence boost. Of course I had sex before, but I had a feeling this time was going to be very different. I licked them, swirling my tongue around each mark, making him groan and get aggravated from my constant teasing.

 "No more.“ He growled. His body sat up picked me up, making me wrap my legs around his torso as he quickly walked to the bedroom.
 He opened the door and locked it behind him, before smashing his lips to mine again. He walked towards the bed, laying my body down. He hovered over me and kissed my neck and left larger and darker hickeys.

 "Mikey…” I moaned his name quietly.
 "I told you to stop teasing y/n.“ His voice deep and sexy. My panties were soaked already and I never wanted anymore more then I wanted him. His constant foreplay was making me frustrated. I just wanted him to take me right here, and right fucking now.

 He took off my tank top, revealing my black lace bra.
 "Holy shit.” he spoke quietly, staring at my cleavage before taking off my bra. He kissed both of my breast before taking my right nipple into his mouth, sucking and nibbling on it gently. His other hand trailed down my stomach and to my shorts. He slipped his hand inside and toyed with my clit making me jerk at the touch.

 The combination of his mouth and his fingers was delicious. I just wanted more and more of him. His name left my mouth in incoherent moans. He took my shorts and underwear off.

 "Look at how wet you are, baby.“ he smirked.

 "I’m sorry, please just stop teasing me Mikey.” I begged.

 "Ah ah ah, love, for the rest of the night, you will call me daddy you understand?“
 This boy was killing me. Everything in me wanted to say no but I needed to be dominated by him.

 "Okay daddy.”

“Good girl.” He spoke before laying his tongue flat against my core.

 I sucked in a harsh breath. I could feel him smirking against me. He gave my core a deep kiss before eating me out in the best possible way. Mikey pushed his tongue in and out of me multiple times making me arch my back from the great amount of pleasure. My hands pulled on his hair hard making him groan, sending vibrations up me.

 "Daddy! Oh fuck!“ I yelled, unable to contain my moans.  

I pushed his head in deeper, his hands grabbing my shaking thighs.
 With a few more skillful tricks from his tongue I came in his mouth, letting a sigh of relief leave my mouth.

"Baby girl, you taste so good.” He said. My head was spinning but he wasn’t done with me. 

 He removed his shorts and boxers and his large cock smacked his stomach. Holy fuck he was huge. Bigger anyone i’d ever seen.

“Like what you see baby?“ he cooed.

 "Yes… Very much.”

“I’m gonna make you moan so fucking loud tonight.” he growled before positioning at my core.
 The anticipation was killing me but thank god he wasted no time thrusting into me.

 "Oh my god, Michael! “ I yelled hoping to be punished for not calling him daddy.
 His hand went to my neck, tightening the grip a little.

 "I fucking told you to call me daddy didn’t I?” he said lowly.

 His thrust became faster and harder then before. He was being very rough with me and I can’t lie and say I didn’t enjoy it. I loved this side of him.

 "D-Daddy.. Fuck!“ my nails dug into his back I could tell he liked the pain becuase he made no effort to tell me to stop. 

 The faster he went the deeper my nails went in. He groaned in pain and pleasure. It was perfect, too perfect. His forehead was beaded with sweat just like his body. I wrapped my legs around his lower back making him fill me all the way up with him.

 The amount of pleasure that was shooting through my body was amazing. I had never felt anything like it before and i’m sure this feeling would only come if I was with him.

 The fire that had been building up in my stomach was letting me know that I was about to reach my high.

 "M.. Daddy.. I’m so c-close.”

 "Hold it baby girl.“ he demanded.

 I whimpered from under him, hoping he would be close soon because I didn’t know how much longer I could hold in.

 "Okay.. Let it go baby.”

 And with that another feeling of euphoria washed over me as I came around his large cock. I felt him release inside of me. It was so amazing.

 He pulled out making me whimper at the loss of him and lied next to me.

 "Wow…“

 "Wow is correct.” he smiled.

 "You know what this means right?“

 Oh no… He’s gonna end it with me isn’t he no more best friends no more fights over Grey’s, no more kicking my ass at FIFA or-

 "You’re mine now." 

 My eyes widened in shock. 

 "I’m what?” I chocked.

“You, y/n, are mine. There’s no way I’m letting another guy look at you after that.”

 "I love you.“ I spoke quietly, immediately covering my mouth.

 "You what?” He snapped his head towards me.

 "I didn’t say anything.“ Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. I fucked up. This is it.

 "I love you too, y/n.”

 "You do?“ I questioned, clearly shocked.

 "I’ve loved you for a very long time, I just didn’t know how to tell you becuase of our agreement.”

 Oh yeah, a long time ago I told him we couldn’t ever get together because I didn’t want neither of us to get hurt if the other didn’t like the other back. It saved us pain but thank god he loves me too.

 {Current moment in time.}

 So remember how I said that was the worst day of my life, I kinda lied. What could possibly be better then living with a colorful headed boy who loves to sleep, eat, and have sex all of the time. I used to be scared to get with my best friend. I was so sure that we would tear apart if we got together but now? Now all I want to do is kiss him and tell him how much I love him. It’s amazing really. You should try it.

okay so since people still can’t seem to grasp where exactly my issues regarding the verbal handling of Piper’s privilege lie, & despite the fact that today was the single worst day in the history of retail work ever, I’m going to fucking sit here & spell out to you exactly why the writing of season three did nothing to bring “awareness” to Piper’s privilege, & instead gave more baseless hate ammunition to people who refuse to look beyond the most basic layers of things. i.e. “Piper Chapman is selfish & boring because I’m a lazy infant who’d rather cry about how unfair a show about her devoting time to her is than actually take a minute to attempt to examine or understand anything about the story or character itself.“

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