crying about it l.b.r

Throne of Glass name game

YES I’M JUST PROCRASTINATING WORK #sorrynotsorry have fun with these as well ;)

1) Your FIRST letter of your FIRST name.

A B C D - Aelin
E F G - Rowan
H I J - Chaol
K L M - Dorian
N O P - Manon
Q R S - Lysandra
T U V - Elide
W X - Aedion
Y Z - Maeve

2) Your LAST letter of your LAST name.

A B C D - wants to
E F G H - likes to
I J K L - loves to
M N O P - needs to
Q R S T U - refuses to
V W X Y Z - hates to

3) Your SECOND letter of your FIRST name.

A B - play doctor
C D - kill people
E F - have sex
G H - fight
I J - make out
K L - dance
M N - go shopping
O P - cry about their feelings
Q R - watch their enemies suffer
S T U  - get drunk
V W X - flirt
Y Z - be dom

4) Your SECOND letter of your LAST name.

A B - with Rowan
C D - with Dorian
D E - with Manon
F G - with Asterin
H I - with Abraxos
I J - with Erawan
K L - with Chaol
M N - with Sam
O P - with Aelin
Q R - with Cairn
S T - with Lorcan
U V - with Lysandra
W X - with Maeve
Y Z - with Elide

*** Mine is “Dorian refuses to have sex with Rowan”

okay I’m STILL not done the book yet because #life™ but some follow up reactions

  • The entire scene where Calypso and Apollo were trying to escape on the slow kiddy train at the Zoo had me in stitches holy shit
  • Apollo frantically hitting the gas and Calypso is just leisurely walking next to it while glaring at him??? And the guards? omfg I was dying
  • Meg’s entrance was dramatic and awesome good for her
  • Why the fuck is this 12 year old so good at sword fighting she can keep up with one of the deadliest swordfighters of the ancient world™
  • When Lit threatened Leo and Calypso essentially morphed into the knife emoji on spot. A plus.
  • I mean I’m just saying: I feel like a pregnant griffin isn’t more important than helping a tortured seven year old girl. But I still love Britomartis so I guess it’s whatever
  • I love how Lit was going on like he has a score to settle with Leo because ‘he and his friends’ fucked him up in Oklahoma but like….Leo didn’t contribute to that at all like Jason literally did everything during that fight??? That was kinda like important to Jason’s development and shit??? Leo and Piper were golden statues and Hedge was outside eating grass??? Shouldn’t Lit’s anger be focused on Jason??? lol
  • Idk I just found it funny (I want to see Jason Grace again)
  • Calypso managing to shove out some magic yeah girl!!!!
  • MEG AND APOLLO HUGGING EACH OTHER FOR DEAR LIFE WHILE SOBBING: MY ENTIRE AESTHETIC
  • Leo meeting Meg was way too fucking funny omfg “so I understand you can like…control him?” and when Apollo tried denying it she makes him slap himself??? 😂
  • How did we fucking segue from lighthearted banter directly into Apollo having a vivid flashback of the time he had to murder the love of his life with his bare hands
  • Like I??? Was sobbing??? So hard???? Because a batshit insane Roman empire was getting killed by someone who loved him bc it was necessary for the world and the lover couldn’t stand to see anyone else hurt him??? Fuck me???? Rick Riordan ain’t real
  • “I couldn’t bare to look into the water without seeing my beloved’s betrayed face starring back” or whatever the fuck the line was but FUCK
  • Jo was a teenage girl crossdressing to fuck around with gangsters in the 1920′s before Artemis found her and honestly??? Goals
  • Also the scene where she was helping Apollo after his flashback was very sweet
  • Can’t believe the nerd spent like six hours playing soothing music just to get a griffin to lay an egg
  • Leo and Calypso better be whispering amongst themselves what I think they’re whispering
  • Leo seems a lot more…subdued than usual in this book? I don’t know if that’s just because we aren’t reading from his POV, or if it’s like a “I literally died and came back and then spent six months getting attacked every single day while trying to find home and now I’m stuck on another dangerous quest I’m fucking stressed” type thing, or if it could be from the relationship problems he’s having with Calypso, but either way he seems a little off and I’m worried about him
  • The Dread Pirate Valdez…leave.
  • How was that joke never made once on the Argo tho??? lol
  • The speed at which Leo seems to have emotionally adopted Meg is astounding and also #relatable
  • Meg’s far from my favorite character tbh but like??? I will probably punch everyone who’s ever frowned in her general direction in the face. Holy shit give this kid a break
  • She thinks Nero is scared of the mystery third emperor on the West Coast??? So….Caligula, probably? Laying my bets down on him now
  • I triggered the First Law of Percy Jackson” I had to put the book down bc I was laughing so hard I think that lines gonna end up on my gravestone or as the afterword in my autobiography omfg
  • “I’ve always had a phobia of snakes, especially if you included my step-mother Hera. BOOM!” I choked.
  • I like that half the time Apollo is able to figure out what to do to win because he has a general understanding of science
  • Like he knew his burst of godly voice power would only help so much, but he also knew if he stood in the right spot and yelled in the right frequency it would reverberate and knock over the bricks and shit??? NICE
  • How long were these kids wadding through a sewer how do none of them have hypothermia
  • Leo: *sets himself on fire* “Gather round, children.”
  • Like first off someone saying ‘gather round children’ is always going to make me laugh for some reason that’s just a fact but human torching it up really added to the effect lmao
  • Like okay I understand the set up of the room so that no one would look in the canal and see them but like…how the fuck did no one realize they were there that just felt too easy I’m sorry
  • Chia Girl
  • When they found the prisoners was horrifying omfg???
  • The two fucked up boys on a hunger strike???
  • “…Hunter the Hunter?” “Yeah, I’ve never heard that before.”
  • Tall, Dark and Jamie.
  • Apollo babe you’re on a rescue mission with a time crunch please you can check out Jamie later holy shit
  • Georgie made me wanna cry get her back to her Combat Moms immediately
  • The entire sequence of Apollo getting the door open: S C I E N C E  B I T C H
  • “Lemme just fill up some syringes with ammonia just in case”
  • Alright I’ll admit when Meg started insisting she had a feeling they needed to go through the door: I was really worried she was about to double cross him.
  • Glad I was wrong but tbh that whole arena dress rehearsal bullshit was STRESSFULL
  • S T R E S S F U L L
  • First of all: Apollo’s out here constantly complaining about his puny mortal body but manages to fight and climb and run with a heavy ass chair strapped to his back: okay,
  • Second of all: why did no one warn me about Livia the elephant I was on the verge of tears every time he mentioned her
  • Third of all: Monsters, ostriches, race cars, basketballs, football, human mercenaries, animals, like…what even the fuck else SO MUCH WAS GOING ON I would’ve died in ten seconds flat???
  • Fourth of all: let’s just SET THE FUCKING GRAIN SPIRIT ON FIRE WHY THE FUCK NOT. HOW DID MEG EVEN MANAGE TO GET HIM DOWN. HOW DID APOLLO AND LIVIA MANAGE TO CRASH COMMODUS’ CAR TO THAT DEGREE AND HE NOT ONLY SURVIVED BUT THREW THE WRECKAGE AWAY FROM HIM
  • Fifth of all: THE FUCKING HUNTERS SHOW UP AND CAUSE EVEN M O R E CHAOS. Truly I don’t know how any of the main heroes survived that there was just too much.
  • The entire time I was reading it I was like “This feels like a giant fight at the climax of the book how the fuck are there more pages left what else is going to happen???” AND IM STILL WONDERING THAT LIKE
  • Thalia Grace has been returned to me.
  • Apollo’s strong urge to save Lit??? Okay I guess. It’s nice to see him being compassionate and shit but. I was kinda with Leo on that one lol
  • “Thalia Grace slid behind me on the elephant, which fulfilled one of the fantasies I’d had about the Hunter, although I never quite imagined it playing out like this” M E
  • What was his elephant-involved fantasy with Thalia I need a complete play by play lmao
  • Also the scene where Commodus dropped his composure for a sec and had a full-blown Angry Ex moment (which…he’s definitely entitled to). That was good and also I was highkey worried he might just try to kill my nerd then and there
  • Also that he’s not just mad that Apollo killed him but like. All their fucking history together. Shit’s intense.
  • Apollo loves this elephant so much after only like 15 minutes the first thing he’s gonna do when he’s immortal again is bless her or some shit
  • Also I’m glad they got that awful chainmail off her
  • The Hunters apparently just have a magical energy drink with mercury in it okay
  • Honestly??? I’m a little mad Artemis has been ordered not to contact him THE BOY JUST WANTS TO SEE HIS SISTER HOLY SHIT
  • Aaaaaand that’s about where I left off. Hoping to finish it all together the next time I get a chance. Hoping all the losers are alright. LOVING this book so far. Waiting to see an official reunion between Georgie and her Combat Moms. The Headless Ghost’s cryptic warning has me worried. Until next time…
Dear Evan Hanson summarized

Anybody have a map?:shy tree boy and drug smoker are aNGST Y, and moms are good

Waving through a window: life is hard and shy tree boy is sad™

For forever:you had one job e v a n.

Sincerely, me: but like they were re a l l y g Ay t h o???, (ft.smoking drugs™)

Requiem: Connor was an angelic ass™

If I could tell her: use fake information about peoples brothers to get with girls nOTASCAMATALL

Disappear: this is giving me strange heathers vibes™

You will be found: tree boy made the internet cool again,

To Break in a glove: daddy issues™

Only us: sorry Zoe but I still ship tree boy with your dead brother cOUGH.

Good for you: you done fucked up tree boy.

Words fail: no I’m not even going to t R Y I’m crYING thiS hIT M E sO B A D.

So big/ so small: ok like Evans mom is b e s t m o m™ she’s too good for t h i s, best mom deserves better.

Finale:tree boy sees sky’s forever.

The end

This lowkey took me 20 minutes to write cOUGH COUGH

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[MV] Marmello - Puppet

I’M ACTUALLY CRYING, THIS IS AMAZING, EVERYONE STAN THEM NOW!!! A  G I R L  B A N D!!!!! LIKE WITH A TRADITIONAL BAND FORMAT OF ONLY ONE SINGER, AND THERE’S ACTUALLY A REAL  G U I T A R  S O L O  IN THIS OH MY GOD KILL ME THAT NEVER HAPPENS IN KPOP BANDS I’M STANNING

anonymous asked:

HEY! I love your blog sooo much! I've been on the hunt for some good zutara fics lately so I was wondering if you have any zutara recs? Hope you have a nice day!

hey sweet anon! <3 sorry this took me so long to answer. come off anon sometime so we can talk about zutara!

Here are some of my fave fics. I haven’t read many lately and I like some of the popular ones so sorry if you’ve already read these!

Once Around the Sun by eleventy7  is honestly one of my faves if not my absolute fave. The slow-burn development of Zutara is fantastic, Azula’s character is heartbreakingly well done, and I just…cry everytime. It’s the fic I always go back to.

all the ghosts we cannot kill (we learn to love) by @raisindeatre​ and also READ EVERYTHING BY HER SHE’S I N C R E D I B L E

Warmth by Armor of the Gods

The Black Games by: Mrs Pettyfer

Coming Together by: lostatseanomore

Five by : YinYangSisters


those are some of the ones i keep coming back to year after year. i haven’t been reading any super recently. if you ended up finding some good ones in your search feel free to send them my way! <3 sorry again this was so late, hope you are doing well anon <3

Evak is my softest ship ???? Like, i love banter couples where they call each other loser and constantly tease on how much the other sucks but with heart eyes, and i feel like Evak is not too different from that but at the same time they totally are because their love is so pure, in the eyes of the other they’re both perfec and flawless and the best person to ever exist, and they’re just so happy they met they even talk about how in other universes they are together forever, how in other universes they love each other as deeply, how in e v e r y p o s s i b l e u n i e v e r s e they are soulmates, they are so pure and authentical, literally one of the best couples to ever appeared on a TV show, they’re amazing, and i can’t stop crying.

Alphabet Tag Game

R U L E S:
copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you. And most importantly, have fun!

Tagged by the oh so wonderful @trulycas!! Thank you Noelle <3 <3 <3

a - age: 17 years old
b - biggest fear: FUCKING SPIDERS 😭😭😭😭
c - current time: 4:27pm
d - drink you last had: Water
e - every day starts with: Crying
f - favourite song: fuckin You Ain’t the First - Guns N’ Roses
g - ghosts, are they real: Duh?
h - hometown: Athens, Ohio!! Google our block parties 🤙
i - in love with: Jared Padalecki & Sam Winchester
j - jealous of: Everything?
k - killed someone: Nahhhhh
l - last time you cried: Like a week ago!! Yay me!
m - middle name: Mae
n - number of siblings: One brother
o - one wish: Death or a Trip to the Void
p - person you last called/texted: i dont talk to people
q - questions you’re always asked: definition of pansexual
r - reasons to smile: imma die eventually!
s - song last sang: Sweet Child O’ Mine - GNR!
t - time you woke up: too damn early
u - underwear colour: Pink I think?
v - vacation destination: The Void
w - worst habit: Finger nail biting dear god
x - x-rays you’ve had: so many. i’ve broken so many bones
y - your favourite food: White Chocolate Reese’s Cups oh m y go d
z - zodiac sign: Taurus

tagging (if you want to do it): whoever wants to!!

TAGGED BY: the wife!! @esorbitanza

R U L E S : answer the questions - not restricted to one fandom. tag as many people as you’d like afterwards.

FIRST EVER FANDOM? harry potter, as is the case for most people, i assume. my first big tv show fandom was charmed. the first show i watched obsessively was star trek: voyager.

FIRST EVER SHIP? my first few were like ?? tonks/lupin for harry potter. leo/piper for charmed. tom/b’elanna for voyager.

FIRST DEATH THAT MADE YOU CRY/UPSET? heck. prue halliwell. 

OTP? oh man. oh ma n. why do i have to pick? really? i have?? too many?? my top six are as follows (in no particular order): tom/b’elanna (star trek: voyager), luke/lorelai (gilmore girls), steve/peggy (captain america), charlotte/cooper (private practice), eugene/rapunzel (tangled), carlisle/esme (twilight)

NOTP? uh. idk? i have a lot of opinions. tbh, anyone and snape legitimately makes me feel ill so.

LEAST FAVOURITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER?
i have a lot of opinions here, too. i guess snape here, too, bc y ikes

5 FAVOURITE FEMALE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS?

  • Lorelai Gilmore (GILMORE GIRLS)
  • Addison Montgomery (GREY’S ANATOMY / PRIVATE PRACTICE)
  • B’Elanna Torres (STAR TREK: VOYAGER)
  • Belle (BEAUTY AND THE BEAST)
  • heck this is killing me
  • i can’t pick
  • i love all my ladies
  • literally all of them
  • but i’m gonna put my cutie daughter Amalia Balash (SHE LOVES ME) bc !!!

5 FAVOURITE MALE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS?

  • Steve Rogers (CAPTAIN AMERICA)
  • Tom Paris (STAR TREK: VOYAGER)
  • Luke Danes (GILMORE GIRLS)
  • Eugene Fitzherbert (TANGLED)
  • Neville Longbottom (HARRY POTTER)

5 FAVOURITE ACTORS/ACTRESSES?

  • Laura Benanti
  • Lauren Graham
  • Chris Evans
  • Hayley Atwell
  • Tatiana Maslany

6 FAVOURITE CHARACTERS WHO DIED/LEFT THE SHOW?

  • PRUE HALLIWELL (CHARMED)
  • Elle Greenaway (CRIMINAL MINDS)
  • Nymphadora Tonks (HARRY POTTER)
  • prue halliwell
  • Leslie Burke (BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA)
  • Elizabeth Comstock (BIOSHOCK)
  • idk did i mention prue halliwell?
  • does Cassie Lang (MARVEL) count if she’s alive again? yes? cassie. my love. my light.

3 FAVOURITE CHARACTERS FROM SHOWS YOU STOPPED WATCHING?

  • Emma Swan (ONCE UPON A TIME)
  • Thea Queen (ARROW)
  • Caitlin Snow (THE FLASH)

3 FAVOURITE CHARACTERS FROM SHOWS THAT HAVE ENDED?

  • Kathryn Janeway (STAR TREK: VOYAGER)
  • MICHELLE SIMMS (BUNHEADS)
  • Rachel Berry (GLEE)

2 FAVOURITE SHOWS YOU STARTED IN THE LAST YEAR?

  • Private Practice
  • Parenthood

TOP 5 FAVOURITE TV SHOWS:

  • GILMORE GIRLS
  • PARENTHOOD
  • ALL THE STAR TREKS (shhhh)
  • PRIVATE PRACTICE
  • CHARMED
  • bonus: THE OFFICE (US)

TV SHOWS YOU WANT TO WATCH:

  • A lot? So many? tempted to try The Walking Dead. Then we’ve got Bones. Supergirl, How I Met Your Mother, Jane the Virgin, New Girl, Scandal, Shameless, Friday Night Lights, Mad Men, Merlin, Bates Motel, Prison Break, Eyewitness, Buffy, Firefly, Stargate, Scrubs, Girl Meets World, Chuck, Continuum, Haven, The West Wing, Leverage, Sense8, Broadchurch, Nikita, so many others?

TAGGING: idk anyone who wants to?

tag game because why not

tagged by @beckysbitchass

r u l e s : answer the questions - not restricted to one fandom. tag as many people as you’d like afterwards.

first ever fandom? Glee.. i am one of those people..

first ever ship? Pezberry or Bechloe.. not sure

first death that made you cry/upset? Pauli from Lost and Delirious.. i was messed up for days..

OTP? Princess Rover. Clexa. Bioquake. Trimberly. Pattata. Wickoff.  Sara/Being alive.. So many really.  

NOTP? Romantic B*llarke or F*tzsimmons. Ward/Daisy.

least favorite fictional character? Ward.

5 favorite female fictional characters? SARA LANCE. Tamsin. Clara Oswald. Eretria. Daisy Johnson.

5 favorite male fictional characters? Beaumont Rosewood. Billy Cranston. Mack. Eliot Waugh. Lito.

5 favorite actors/actresses? Caity Lotz. Zoe Kravitz. Ivana Baquero. Julie Christansen. Mayko Nguyen.

6 favorite characters who died/left the show? Allison Agent. Lincoln. Lexa. Laurel Lance. Root. Tamsin.

3 favorite characters from shows you stopped watching? Clarke. Ruby and Mulan.

3 favorite characters from shows that have ended? Cara from Legend of the seeker. Santana from Glee. Chloe Price from Rookie Blue.

2 favorite shows you started in the last year? The Magicians. Blindspot.

favorite tv show: Doctor Who.  

tv show you want to watch finish: B99, One Piece.

i tag @zapatterson @everythingbluu @wickoffski @thehedgewitches and @prettylittlesestras

masterlist | july 8

p r e f e r e n c e s

Preference #1 :: Fan Favorite Pictures

Preference #2 :: Listening to Music

Preference #3 :: “I love it when you…”

Preference #4 :: His Favorite Picture of You

Preference #5 :: The Other Boys Think You’re Attractive

Preference #6 :: “3000 Miles” (His P.O.V.)

Preference #7 :: “Shut Up!” 

Preference #8 :: Snow Days

Preference #9 :: Superhero (AU)

Preference #10 :: Movie Night

Preference #11 :: Leaving

Preference #12 :: Best Friends

Best Friends Part 2: Ashton Irwin

Preference #13 :: What He Loves About You (Physical)

Preference #14 :: What He Loves About You (Personality)

Preference #15 :: He Has a Nightmare

Preference #16 :: Post Break-Up Run-Ins

Preference #17 :: “Speak Now or Forever Hold Your Peace”

Preference #18 :: Professional

Preference #19 :: Book Couple You Resemble

Preference #20 :: Amnesia

Preference #21 :: You Play 5 Seconds of Snogging

Preference #22 :: The Makeup Tag

Preference #23 :: Couple Moments Caught on Camera

Preference #24 :: Tweets

Preference #25 :: Cuddling

Preference #26 :: Leaving (Part 2, Happy Ending)

Preference #27 :: ”Amnesia” - 5 Seconds of Summer (Requested)

Preference #28 :: Best Friends Part 2: Calum, Michael, and Luke

Preference #29 :: ”Fall For You” - Secondhand Serenade

Preference #30 :: “Six Degrees of Separation” - The Script

The Wedding Series

Preference #31 :: (Wedding Series) The Proposal 

Preference #32 :: (Wedding Series) First Dance

Preference #33 :: (Wedding Series) His Face When You Walk Down The Isle

Preference #34 :: You Tell Him About Your Insecurities

Preference #35 :: Christmas With His Family

Preference #36 :: He Tells You About The Girl He Likes

Preference #37 :: She’s All That (You’re A Bet)

Preference #38 :: He Scares You

Preference #39 :: “When You Look Me In The Eyes”

Preference #40 :: Jealousy

Preference # 41 :: Stealing His Clothes

Preference #42 :: He Sees You Cry

Preference #43 :: Cliche

b l u r b s

there’s a considerable age gap

you have sleep paralysis

you’re a waitress and you spill coffee on him

he’s rude to you in front of the boys

you’re in a play and he surprises you by coming 

getting turtles together

he tries to find out a secret

he’s in the mood to cuddle (luke/4)

he discovers you self harm (ash/4)

how he is around the girl he likes

he gets mad and you have to calm him down (blind michael/4)

you snort when you laugh (michael/4)

you fall asleep in his arms (luke/4)

they come to see a play you’re in

you have a breakdown because of stress (luke/4)

you steal an item of clothing that’s theirs (lashton/4)

making sundaes together (luke/4)

they tease you about being in honors/AP classes

shopping with them (luke/4)

swimming together (ash/4)

he wakes you up in the morning (ash/4)

the types of girls they would go for

they find out you sing

he finds out you were diagnosed with depression (luke/4)

you’re in a band and you meet them and fall in love (muke/4)

first kiss (luke/4)

you live in america (luke/4)

you get a puppy together

i m a g i n e s

“Don’t Hurt Her!” :: Ashton Imagine

Blind :: Ashton Imagine

The Fifth Second of Summer :: Ashton Imagine

Accidents :: Michael Imagine

Torn :: Michael/Harry Imagine

Best Friends :: Michael Imagine

Movie Nights :: Luke Imagine

make sure to request here, they’re always open xx

m a s t e r l i s t

this is a work in progress since i barely started writing more and more on here so bear with me // requests always open unless indicated otherwise.

* = requested


+b l u r b s


| a s h t o n |

+ midway
+ i know
+ what it would be like dating him (list) *
+ trouble *

| m i c h a e l |
+ young god (smut)
+ michael getting nervous about confessing his feelings for you *
+ you and michael get into an argument *
+ fluffy michael ft. small kids *
+ making up after a fight *
+ accidentally sending him nudes *
+ playing a drinking game *
+ $ting
+ what it would be like dating him (list) *
+ business
+ been you *
+ homesick
+ cry baby
+ the beginning
+ the one who gave up
no other heart

| c a l u m |
+ barista!calum *
+ not that you’d even notice
+ roommate!calum *
+ work mate barista! calum *
+ thought of you
+ single / sidekick (pt. 2)*
+ he’s back from tour *
+ making up after a fight *
+ seeing him after a break up *
+ being worried no one will like him for him *
+ what it would be like dating him (list) *
+ coffee
+ lost without you
+ all i want
+ kiss me babe, it’s christmas time *
+ adopting a child *
+ irresistible
+ he surprises you on tour *
+ too good (smut)
+ carried away
+ getting in a fight *
+ funny you should ask
+ evening coffee 
+ da vinci

| l u k e |
+ frat!luke *
seeing each other after breaking up *

+ forever

+ moondust

+ what it would be like dating him (list) *

| a l l |
+ internet best friend!5sos *
+ jet black heart / cashton *

4

addicted to you challenge → pick a some kind of perfect timeline 2024 - 2025

I’ll never forget being by Rose’s side during the labor. Holding her hand. How Ryke and Connor were with us. I’ll never forget how much we all cared. We picked out the middle name  B r i a r  because we wanted to honor Rose—she cried the day we told her, but not as much as we cry now.
                                                                       *   *   *
“ V a d a  L a u r e n  A b b e y ,” he tells me the name. “Vada for—”
“My Girl,” I finish. The lead character of that 90s film is named Vada. Garrison reblogs a lot of My Girl gifs and makes them for Willow, but both Lo and I first saw that movie when we were about eight or nine. It fits them better than all of my suggestions, even Hermione. “And Lauren, as in—”
“Me,” he finishes this time.
My eyes well. “Lo.”
                                                                       *   *   *
“Keller for a boy,” he breathes. “ K i n n e y  for a girl.”
I smile wider into my tears. Julian Keller and Laura Kinney from X-Men comics. Hellion and X-23. His two favorite characters in all of Marvel. Characters that I love immensely out of his love for them. Why we didn’t think of these names for our third baby—maybe because we knew these characters are the most precious to us. And our story wasn’t closed yet.
One more.
                                                                       *   *   *
“Audrey,” I say the name I’ve had picked out for years. After Audrey Hepburn.
Tears fall again.
I’m a tsunami today. More water than rage.
Connor pulls his chair close and sits beside me. “A u d r e y  V i r g i n i a  C o b a l t .” After Virginia Woolf..

                                                      Some Kind of Perfect

write a poem about
  • A: waking up this morning
  • B: the last date you went on
  • C: drugs
  • D: missing someone
  • E: crying
  • F: your family
  • G: being six years old
  • H: paint
  • I: having a crush
  • J: high school
  • K: summer love
  • L: a concert you went to
  • M: sadness
  • N: being alone in your room
  • O: holding hands
  • P: waking up in springtime
  • Q: losing your virginity
  • R: feeling lost
  • S: feeling alone
  • T: something satisfying
  • U: changing
  • V: the last time you had sex
  • W: dying
  • X: the sun
  • Y: looking at the stars
  • Z: first loves

ok but guys… can we talk about this gif

im gonna talk about this gif. e n d m e. look at lexa, she’s just started to cry because she’s just been kissed by the girl she loves. her eyes are closed, she’s pretty much just working on not Dying because everything’s so overwhelmingly good right now and oh- okay i guess clarke wants another kiss ohmgydo okAY!!! HERE4IT!!! b u t c l a r k e. 9/10 times that i watch this scene my eyes are trained on clarke lksdfjlkdjsf she’s spent so much time holding onto her anger and keeping her walls up around lexa because she was SO damaged the last time she let herself fall for lexa despite her being in such a bad position to love her safely… she’s just. giving in. they cant love each other safely. they cant be together, lexa can’t be hers to keep, and this might be all they have but GOD! DAMN! IS SHE GIVING IN! WITH ALL! SHE’S! GOT! the only good thing about the fact that they might never see each other again is that they have this singular moment where they can be It for each other and give in, admit what they have, admit what they want, and cling to it for what’s left of an hour. and damn does clarke seize the moment oh my  g o d alsdjflaskdjflkajsdklfjskdf

2 0 1 5   B O O K   S U P E R L A T I V E S - Most Likely to be re-read

I bet you were wondering when I would post about Uprooted. Don’t worry, this isn’t the last you’ve seen of it.  I wanted to re-read this book the minute I finished it, and have been fighting that urge ever since. 

Most Underrated || Most Important || Biggest Book || Most Likely To Make You Laugh || Best Thrift Store Find || Prettiest Cover || Most Likely to Make You Cry || Best Contemporary || Best New Series || Best New Author || 2015 Book Superlative Challenge

I’m so Fucking awake rn like?? Have I ever expressed to you guys how much I Fucking LOVE Nino?? He’s so perfect and he deserves an arc he deserves more screen time I’m so happy I found this fic series because Nino deserves this love I can’t sleep I’m so happy about NINO free him from being surrounded by so many hot friends OooooooOHHH WAIT FUCK IT NINO IS DATING LADYBUG AND CHAT I FUCKING LOVE POLYSHIPS LET ME TELL YOU ESPECIALLY FOR NINO BECAUSE HE DESERVES A HEALTHY POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP HE DESERVES ALL THAT LOVE END ME I LOVE NINO SO MUCH I AM GONNA CRY ALSO I DID CRY EARLIER BECAUSE I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT NINO AND DRAWING NINO CREATING MORE NINO HE IS t u b u l a r 10/10 I LOVE NINO IM SO HERE FOR MORE NINO I LOVE NINO I LOVE HIM SABE HI
—  Me at 3 am after re reading thelastpilots “the weight of jade”

H E   I S   B U R N I N G : a mix about california oh god send help

1: girl on fire // alicia keys, 2: burn // ellie goulding, 3: burn it down // awolnation, 4: fire burning // sean kingston, 5: start the fire // no doubt, 6: burning desire // lana del rey, 7: sex on fire // kings of leon, 8: i’m burning for you // blue oyster cult, 9: play with fire // rolling stones, 10: set fire to the rain // adele, 11: smoke on the water // deep purple

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