crying @ your face

Maybe you’re like me tonight

Maybe you’re scrolling through tumblr to numb the storm that’s raging in your heart and wasting time until you can fall asleep

Maybe you’re laying on your bedroom floor in surrounded by your tears and consumed by your fears

Maybe you’re crying in the shower for the tenth time this week because you can’t face your family or your roommates or your husband or your wife or your boyfriend or girlfriend or yourself with tears streaming down your face

Maybe you’re crying over the same stupid boy for the millionth time and hating him because he’s made it so very clear he’s happy with someone else

Maybe you’re crying because everyone else is married or has a boyfriend or has their life together

Maybe you’re thinking of just ending it all

Maybe the thought of not having to face another day seems like the best option of them all 

Maybe you believe in Jesus like I do

But maybe sometimes you question Him and you question yourself and you question your beliefs and you question your faith and you question every. single. thing. that comes into your mind.

Maybe the darkness of depression won today and the light of Jesus wasn’t shining as bright as it has before.

Or maybe you’re spending the evening surrounded by your closest friends and laughing until your stomach hurts or drinking the night away

But maybe, just maybe, deep down you feel it too. 


Tonight I cried in front of my mom for the first time in a very, very long time. You see, she struggles with depression too. And I’ve just recently found the strength to talk to my doctor and my boss and my best friends about the darkness that is depression and how it’s overtaken my life lately. But I haven’t told her. I can’t tell her. I can’t let her down. I can’t let her feel like she’s failed anymore than she already feels she has.
She held me and I cried and I shook and I got mascara all over her shirt. Bless her soul. 

She picked my head up and she said to me,
“You are strong. You are beautiful. You are smart.”
“Everything will be alright. And I don’t know what that looks like.”
“There’s more to life than boyfriends and babies.”

So through my teary, teary eyes let me pick your head up, even for just a moment.

YOU are strong. YOU are beautiful. YOU are smart.
I don’t know what alright looks like for you, but I know it will be all right. 

Let me pick your head up through a computer screen and typed letters and a very long post. Let me pick your head up because I know heads can get so heavy when they’re filled with sadness and darkness and racing thoughts and brokenness. 

I wish I could give you a reason to stay here on earth for just one more day, but I’m honestly struggling to find one for myself tonight. I do know, that whoever you are, where ever you are, you have worth. And I do too. And maybe tomorrow will be brighter. Or maybe we’ll cry ourselves to sleep again. Let’s hold on, together, for whatever reason, for one more day.

letshaveskeletonsoffun  asked:

I'm lowkey starting to cry. Omg. Blueberry. I don't deserve you. *I hug him while sniffling and tearing up* ((I'm serious I'm so happy omg))

Blue: OHHHH PLEASE DO NOT CRY!! YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE SHOULD NOT BE MARRED BY TEARS!!!

*he holds you tight and strokes your hair*

//YES MY CHILDREN//

  • Lin-Manuel Miranda, sitting on a giant pile of cash, safe in the knowledge that his show is sold out for a year, a person who has always been able to access theatre shows: Stop The Bootlegs I Don't Like Them
  • Poor People: [stare into the camera like they're in the office]
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Happy 29th Birthday, Iain De Caestecker ! (December 29, 1987)

If you could have a super power what would it be?

“I’d like to be able to go back in time. Take a really good book with me and then write it back in time as if it was mine.”

Viktuuri at some point:
  • Yuuri: (take off something on Viktor's shirt.)
  • Viktor, confused: What was it?
  • Yuuri: Oh, nothing. There was a blank hair on your shirt.
  • Viktor, crying and hiding his face inside his shirt: NO, IM OLD, PLS, DON'T LOOK AT ME ANYMORE, SWEET YUURI. THE BEAUTY OF YOUR YOUTH DON'T DESERVE TO BE CONTAMINATED BY MY DECLINE.
  • Yuuri: ...
  • Yuuri: Viktor.
  • Yuuri: Viktor you lil shit your hair is all white.
Whatever difficulty you face today, cry out to God. Pour out your heart to Him in prayer and lay all of your pain at God’s feet. Be honest with and let Him take all control over your life. He will guide you through it.

Date a boy who is there for you when you’re in one of your depressive states, who not only wants you for your cutesy faces but also your snotty faces after a crying session.

V headcanons

becasue i am in love

  • he wants to love you, he really does
  • but with everything he’s been through, it’s not going to be easy for him at all
  • “i need time”
  • so you give him time
  • time to heal, time to get to know each other (probably a year of two)
  • during this time you convince him to get surgery for his eyes
  • its such a huge step for the two of you, and you both cry on the day of
  • when V sees you for the first time after his sight is restored, he loses it
  • he’s crying and smiling and touching your face and running his hands through your hair 
  • the two of your just hold hands and stare at each other crying
  • thats the first time he tells you he loves you
  • um, also! you and the RFA convince V to start therapy
  • he learns about how his relationship with Rika was toxic, abusive, and unhealthy on both parts
  • V, again, needs time. but he does eventually learn how he was wrong
  • but this just makes him more hesitant to enter a real relationship with you
  • “what if you end up like Rika? what if…what if i ruin you, too?”
  • “i love you, V. i want to be with you. i’m not Rika, i’m nothing like her. we can be together, V, we just have to trust each other”
  • V loves spending time with you, the first word that comes to his mind to describe you is sunshine
  • but he doesnt want to call you sunshine
  • he doesnt want to compare you to something like that
  • so he calls you his flower
  • museum dates
  • cafe dates
  • V is obsessed with taking polaroids
  • does cute artsy stuff in his apartment with them

  • it takes awhile for V to get comfortable with physical contact
  • but once he does, he loves it when you play with his hair
  • he’ll lay his head in your lap in the couch and just talk while you run your fingers through his hair
  • if you play with his hair while you two are watcing TV he’ll probably fall asleep
  • and when you spend the night, he’ll play with your hair until you fall asleep if you let him
  • lots of forehead and nose kisses
  • he’ll call and ask you to come over to his place even if he doesnt have anything to do. he just wants you around.
  • he just wants to look up from his book and see you sitting across the room from him (V loves reading!)
  • thats enough for him
  • but V can be silly, too!
  • he’ll ask you to help him cook dinner and put on his favorite music while you two cook
  • he sings along loudly even though he isnt very good and dances around a lot
  • V is also a big hugger!!
  • when you are out in public together expect random hugs all the time!!
  • you are so special to him

V x MC as gifs

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that was really therapeutic? i really love V :/ hope you guys like it! please talk to me about V

there’s a fine line between “i really love this character” and “i have such strong feelings over this character that i cry at least once a day thinking about them and i want a large poster of their face so i can cry over them always” and i think i have just crossed it 

Too Right To Be Wrong [Chapter 1]

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Series Genre: Angst/Smut/Fluff

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10 Reasons To Watch Gintama

1. Character designs—go google Sakata Gintoki. Or Hijikata Toshirou. Or Okita Sougo. Or Kamui. Or Katsura Kotarou. Or Takasugi Shinsuke. Or Kagura. Or Tsukuyo. Or Kyuubei. Or any Gintama character for that matter. 


2. It makes you laugh. And by laugh I mean desperately muffling your face in a pillow with tears streaming from your eyes at 2:00 a.m. because you’re watching Gintama’s Owee or Vacation Arc while everyone else is asleep. 


3. It makes you cry. And by cry I mean desperately muffling your face in a pillow with tears streaming from your eyes at 2:00 a.m. because you’re watching Gintama’s Shinsengumi Crisis Arc or Beam Sword Style Arc while everyone else is asleep. 

4. Characters and character relationships—tired of the same old Mary/Gary Stu? Watch this anime. Even a side character who only appears once or twice will be ingrained into your mind. All characters have multiple layers; there is no flat, boring character without depth. The relationships are solid, and the characters do not need to say “I love you” every 21 seconds to get the point across. Love is seen in their familiarity and actions. 


5. It is a perfect blend of genres—want some sci-fi? Watch Gintama. Want some tragedy? Watch Gintama. Want some peak comradeship/shounen fighting? Watch Gintama. Want comedy? Watch Gintama. Want some historical Japan? Watch Gintama. Want samurai? Watch Gintama. Want action? Watch Gintama. Want slice of life? Watch Gintama. Basically just WATCH GINTAMA.  


6. Soundtrack—so good. Go listen to any Gintama opening. The song will surely be stuck in your head. 


7. It is unique and original. Tired of the same old shounen, with the underdog tween hero and the big dream, training montages, and unrealistically relentless determination? Gintama presents to you a fresh protagonist, Sakata Gintoki. If you can name another anime that has an arc based on a popularity poll then darn, you got me. If not, then GO WATCH GINTAMA. 


8. There’s Elizabeth. That’s it. Just Elizabeth. 


9. The stories are so beautifully told. In 3 episodes, it can convey the same messages and stories that another anime may take 20 episodes to tell. Are you busy? Can’t go on an anime binge? No worries. Just watch one of arc Gintama to pass your time. Maybe 2-8 episodes. Plus the backstories hurt. 


10. Gintama blows everything out of the park. (You can trust me, as I’ve seen tons of anime but once I found Gintama it was like I found something I never knew I was looking for, as if this whole time I’ve just been watching anime in search of Gintama.) I can’t watch anything else anymore. It all seems mediocre compared to Gintama.