crying

Peeta and I grow back together. There are still moments when he clutches the back of a chair and hangs on until the flashbacks are over. I wake screaming from nightmares of mutts and lost children. But his arms are there to comfort me. And eventually his lips. On the night I feel that thing again, the hunger that overtook me on the beach, I know this would have happened anyway. That what I need to survive is not Gale’s fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire myself. What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that. So after, when he whispers, “You love me. Real or not real?” I tell him, “Real.”
—  Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay
6

I see her there. So beautiful, sweet, honest and shining like the sun. That’s the Rae of which I fell in love. The person who always wanted to be. She learned something here, she is not only facing her greatest fear, but she is winning the battle. I will not talk more of the third season, because I’m tired. But this definitely doesn’t agree with any of the third. And definitely I missed this Rae. I will always love this. Here, I’m really proud of her. And I allways will!