tfw ya meet the man of ur dreams and u wanna take things slow bc ur childhood trauma makes it hard 2 let people in but ur willing 2 take that risk bc u really think he’s The One. but then when things are finally starting 2 go places that crazy sexual predator who used to stalk u when u were 12 shows up and straps a bomb 2 ur Lad.
so now ur @ the swimming pool and ur like ‘fuk this is what happens when i have Feelings’ so ya try to back off a bit and play it cool by pretending 2 be an asshole while you watch your bf date other people even tho u know ur both dying inside. then this lesbian chic shows up and ur like ‘no thanks’ but then realise that it’s better 2 pretend u love her than to put ur man in the path of ur stalker.
but then shit starts Getting Real and it doesn’t matter that ur not snogging ur lad bc Asshole Jim still knows ur mad crushin so you have 2 fake ur own death and make ur way down 2 serbia 2 be gay jesus cause ur a martyr all ur life.
I crave you in the most innocent form
I crave to say goodnight to you
To give you forehead kisses
To say I adore you
Even when you are at your worst
I crave you in the way
Where I just want to be next to you