ding-dong-damnation asked:

You've mentioned a couple times that Lucifer presents himself as cruel to you. How does this manifest, if you don't mind me asking? I don't think I've ever gotten that vibe from him, but cruel is of course such a relative term. Just curious.

Just so there is no confusion from anyone, I am using the dictionary definition of ‘cruel’.



willfully causing pain or suffering to others, or feeling no concern about it.“people who are cruel to animals"synonyms:brutal, savage, inhuman, barbaric, barbarous, brutish, bloodthirsty, murderous, vicious, sadistic, wicked, evil, fiendish, diabolical, monstrous, abominable; Morecallous, ruthless, merciless, pitiless, remorseless, uncaring, heartless, stony-hearted, hard-hearted, cold-blooded, cold-hearted, unfeeling, unkind, inhumane; dastardly;


causing pain or suffering.“the winters are long, hard, and cruel"synonyms:harsh, severe, bitter, harrowing, heartbreaking, heart-rending, painful, agonizing, traumatic; formalgrievous “her death was a cruel blow”


My answer is simply this: Learning can be painful. The truth can be painful. Improvement can be painful. They do not see someone and take pity on them for any reason. What is there is simply there. If these are aspects he is meant to represent, whether literally or symbolically, it would make sense that he can be cruel. 

He presents me with my lessons and does not cease pushing them upon me until they are learned– and even then, sometimes they continue on. I am still being burned from the outcome of advice I had received and promptly ignored. There is nothing I have regret more in my life than that.

There is no resting. There is no limit. He does not stop if I cry out to him for mercy.

I must endure the pain not only because I can become better, but because I must become better, or I will fall. 

anonymous asked:

I walked in on my best friend masturbating ( who I have a major crus on) and he moaned out my name. Like, it was hot. I left before he saw me though. Any tips on how to tease him? I think that definitely means he likes me back. Right?

wow okay well do stuff like sit on his lap and touch him a lot (not in a creepy way just rest your hand on his thigh or his arm) x


Sorry I’ve been so inactive here on my main the past couple months, but I’ve actually been doing quite a bit of art over on Umami Town.  Here’s a photoset of a bunch that art.  I’ve been using it to experiment with my digital process after mostly sticking to traditional media for finished pieces the past couple years.  It’s been very helpful as I had never previously reached a comfortable place with shading digitally in photoshop.

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Did this to break my art block.  I find that switching to a simpler style often helps with that.  Anyway, this is to celebrate that awesome evening I had in Saudade on May 2nd when I turned into a zombie and hunted down everyone, except Crus who managed to elude me and was therefore declared the survivor of the zombie apocalypse.  Katrina wasn’t actually in town when it went down, but I wanted to include her since she was there earlier in the night.  Pictured are: Crus, Azuki, Katrina, Mark, and Lune.