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A nearby Scout Trooper sees my distant swooning over Boba Fett says ‘Follow me’ and leads me to Boba Fett where he proceeded to complete my existence in one moment.

(which I then realized was in front of several dozen people…..)

I literally feel like I have a swoon hang over….

Every night before  I sleep I remember all the bullshit ive been put through, every woman that used me for money, sex, housing etc. Makes me feel cold..Then the simple thought of my gf makes me feel hope and renewed. It maybe a short period of time but no one makes me happier than she currently does.

Why am I sharing this? Cause my gf is beautiful, intelligent, witty and has an amazing personality. Shes the best ever and everyone should know….shes mine :)

I have a love for you like I have a love for the ocean.

I have never once seen you with my own eyes,

I’ve never touched you and felt the warmth you give,

I’ve never breathed you in to know what it is you smell like at 4am.

I’ve only heard stories about what you are and what you can do,

How you’ve swallowed men whole and left family’s destroyed because of it,

How you’ve been so kind as to let someone sail so lightly over top of you blowing lightly on their back and pushing them to shore.

How you keep your monsters at bay when children are present, how you splash and play with them, dunking them under before pushing them in with the tide.

Yet you’ll trample a man with no fear, and no remorse, you’ll take away everything he ever loved, and feed him to your darkest monsters.

I have such a fear of meeting you, and how you’ll treat me, will you be warm and inviting? Or will you simply drown me the moment my feet don’t touch the ocean floor anymore?

I’ve only met the lakes that surround me. 

She stays colder longer than you do,

The only stays warm for a few months out of a year, 

That’s when she’ll kill you, while she’s cold, with no remorse for who sees.

That I believe makes her uglier than you, she has nothing deep down inside her except ice.

No monsters, no stories, just a false kindness with a shallow heart.

I do fear you, but I would rather die in your arms, than fall through ice having never met you.

Tagged by arrturscurry

1. Why did you choose this url?
Because I fucking love Firestorm with all my heart and soul

2. What’s your middle name?
An answer I’d prefer not to share

3. If you could own a fairytale pet, what would it be?
Idk maybe like a griffin or something

4. Fave Color?
Green and blue are tied

5. Fave Song Right Now?
Hmmm maybe “Corners” or “Night Off” by Tha Los (I’m such a slut for all of his music rn tbh)

6. Top 3 fandoms?
Flash, DC comics, loz/video games in general

7. Why do you like tumblr?
I like seeing art and edits and shit that other fans make of stuff I like but that’s about it lmao tumblr is hell

8. Tag all nine of your tumblr crushes or people you just think are cool as fuck to do this as well!
crudematters railockhart journalistiriswest greenlemonstre deadpoolsmom boniferhasty ciscoramon-allen angellris heymistercory