Tell me that every runner goes through it. A stage where you are so terrified of racing when everyone else is fine? Living with a fear that you will never be what you dream to be. That no matter how hard you try, or how much you push in practice the improvement will never show. Is it true that you’re born runners? What if I wasn’t? What if I’m living in this false dream, trying to become something I was never supposed to be? Am I really the outcast of the only group I’ve ever fit into?
Tell me the truth I can bear it.