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ciuucalata’s klance fic rec list

part 1

Right To The Core by BleuSarcelle

(The one that it’s based on a short cute angsty video from tumblr and I couldn’t help myself to make my space gay suffer.)

listen here. this fic! this fic!!! it destroyed me but i love it so damn much. the angst is amazing and… god i am crying just thinking about it now. please read it and i promise you won’t regret it.

Dancing With Bluenette by BleuSarcelle

(The one where Keith wants to propose to his boyfriend and almost has a heart attack.) (Then the other one where Lance proposes back and Keith cries.) (The following one where they both cry because wedding make you cry.) (And that last one where they adopt.)

if you’ve read that angsty af fic and you need something to heal your heart and soul please read this because it’s so damn fluffy and domestic it’ll make you tear up. and when you finish this please read the whole series bc it’s so fluufy and good!!!!

Kiss by coralreefskim

“Keith,” Lance slurred, so it sounded more like he was saying Keef instead.

“What,” Keith said flatly, not really asking, as he jogged over to Red, eyes glowing yellow into life.

“You have stars in your eyes.”

Keith choked. “What?”

“Why do you have stars in your eyes?” Lance murmured.

ft low key mutual pining and bad pick up lines

i loove the way the author wrote keith and all the other characters. it felt so in character to me and the dialogue is soo good!! the fic is really cute and it made me smile so much

Please Don’t Go by Lxie

“Please don’t go.”

“Sorry, Lance." 

okay i know this is angst too but i promise you it’s really good. i loved the writing so much! like the biginning hit me hard and i fell in love with it instantly. and there’s also a second part!!! and lxie promised me a happy ending so there’s also that

Hello Meithman by archaicsextoy

Red escapes from Keith’s apartment only for his super unfairly attractive neighbor to bring her back. 

this was so cute!!! keith worrying about his cat was adorable and there were parts that made me laugh out loud tbh. this fic made me smile so much and i just love it!!

high tide, incoming by kojondo

It starts like this:

They’re sitting across from each other at a table in the local burger joint, tossing casual banter and the occasional insult back and forth. It’s familiar and comfortable, reminiscent of every other conversation they’ve ever had, until out of nowhere Lance leans forward and says with a mouth full of fries, “Let’s date.”

okaty okay okay the beginning of this fic is really really good. and pining keith is always a good thing. and the ending was just so damn soft. and the comparisons to the ocean were so well done. I LOVE COMPARISONS

Butterfly Kisses? by waffle_walks

"Butterfly kisses?" 

this is so damn soft and fluffy. *soflty* what the heckie? it had me squeeling so much and smiling so hard. please please read it. i promise you you’ll be smiling so hard your cheeks will hurt

You’ve Been Added To Space Nerds by bespectacledoikawa

Space Daddy™: Children,
Space Daddy™: please.

( or that one fic where voltron meme squad is formed by various college kids all over japan and keith is slowly falling head over heels in love with the kid with freckles on his face and stars in his eyes )

listen here. this fic is everything, it’s one of the firsts group chat fics that i ever read and i absolutely fell in love with it. i loved the ending and the pining was soo good. but mostly the interactions between everyone were the best. and coran is also present here which is always a bonus

Barbie Girl by shipstiel

Soulmate AU—Everyone hears the occasional stray thought from their soulmate—more of a glimpse into their mind than anything else. Unfortunately for him, Keith seems to have gotten the strangest, most irritating soulmate ever and seriously who the hell sings Barbie Girl at three in the morning, what are you twelve? Get some fucking sleep. 

soulmates aus are always the best thing ever no mater what. and this one is too. it was so funny and i loved it so much!! the ending was the best. and there’s also a second part from lance’s pov so make sure to read that too

Must Have Done Something Right by DeerstalkerDeathFrisbee

“So that was…”
“If you say painless I’m shoving you into another snowdrift.”
“Okay, that’s fair.  But you got a lollipop!”  
“That you stole from pediatrics.”  
“I’m a very good date.”

Lance accidentally crashes into his new neighbor in front of their mailboxes and somehow ends the night with a very attractive (and slightly concussed) date.

this is the first part of True Love or Something and i just started reading it but i am in love with it. cneiurnhcr wish i could talk more about this but i am only at the seventh part but i promise you this is an amazing series and you should read it

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autistic paladins

theyre all autistic, i maade it a Rule 

lance

- (lance voice) executive functioning? i dont know her

- his special interests were nasa and the kerberos mission so he was like “well fuck. i Have to be a Space Man now.”

- loud noises dont bother him at all! in fact, he even kinda likes them. loud machinery? children crying? battle cries from keith? “its stimmy”

- bright lights, however… A Different Story. he wore sunglasses all the time at the garrison and everyone thought he was a douche but no, hes An Autie

- fidget fidget fidget he bounces he taps he kicks and swings around 

- “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- oh sorry i just needed to yell and stomp around for a sec :)”

- tactile stims!! he loves to play with his boyfriends’ hair (especially keith’s.. Its Long) and hugs from hunk are the Best omg…

- ROUTINE MASTER THE MASTER OF ROUTINES

keith

- EMPATHY??? I DONT KNOW HER

- Horrible in battles… its sensory Hell…

- (keith voice) you know what they called me back in flight school? they called me The Chewer because of how i destroy everything with my teeth

- Very prone to meltdowns. when he was younger his foster families used to scold him for all of his “temper tantrums” and then shiro’s family took him in and were like “oh my God this poor kid is burning in sensory hell we must help this child????????????” 

- ok so i know the special interest in cryptids is A Thing and yeah thats good!! but consider: geography

- one time when he was like twelve the fire alarm went off bc of burnt toast or smthn and that night he removed the fire alarm from the fucking ceiling 

- lance: yells slightly louder than usual | keith, sobbing and covering his ears: shut the fuck up!

- “hey [random paladin] i see you are not wearing the color of your lion, which is stupid and fuck you for doing that”

- doesnt know how to spell…. forgets how to spell “specifically” and also cannot pronounce it :/

- Has To Eat One Specific Safe Food… its cream of wheat

- if lance is the routine master then keith is the opposite, what is time and why does lance eat breakfast at 6:30 every morning and how come there’s a specific time to go to bed???

hunk

- the biggest hyperempathetic man youve ever met… he cries when he bumps into trash cans and greets the spiders in his room to make them feel good

- PRESSURE STIMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! always hugging

- flap flap flap flap

- echolalia!!!! he likes to hum too :)

- Very Wary of new people for some reason but at the same time, very touchy

- hunk, holding rolo’s hand and resting his head on nyma: i don’t trust you

- special interest in mechanics!! obviously lol 

- stims by playing with bread dough

- flashing lights, aka the Devil Himself

pidge

- unlike keith, she is Shutdown Girl

- gargoyle sits

- “pidge get off the counter” “pidge get out from under the table” “pidge get off of that shelf,” 

- a super light chewer… shes had the same necklace for years…

- one of her old special interests was languages so whenever one of the paladins says something in a different language to Be Slick And Secret she Knows;

- long hair was Bad and also Hell she feels so much better with short hair it doesnt get hot 

- temperatures are The Bad Sensory

- she really likes carbonated drinks? the fizz…

“I’m Sorry, Baby”

In which Phil gets upset with a little Dan.

genre(s): angst, fluff | ship: phan | hcs: daddy!phil, little!dan | wc: 1.8k | tws: uhhh some angst, nothing too serious.

           Phil had been busy lately. For the past two weeks, he had been working nonstop on a special project, spending most of day in the editing room; and Dan was getting on his nerves. Dan was extremely clingy as of late. Phil knew he was partly to blame for this; he hadn’t been able to pay Dan much, if any attention. Not to mention, Dan was a little, and being put under stress only made him more likely to regress. His not being able to have Phil’s attention worried him, and every day he found himself closer and closer to slipping into little space. He held off, though, trying his best not to bother his daddy. He just wanted to be a good boy; the angel he always was for Phil.

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Grudge

Pairing: Kol Mikaelson x Reader

Warnings: Some cursing

Word Count: 737

Prompt Request: “11, 15 and 24 with kol?” - @inthemiddleofthesong (sorry love, I couldn’t figure out a way to incorporate #11 so it isn’t included, sadly </3)


Today the weather in Mystic Falls is sunny and beautiful, but your current relationship with Kol Mikaelson isn’t. He’s been ignoring you for the past couple of days due to an incident that you had no control over.

Kol wasn’t aware and neither were you that his very own brother, Niklaus Mikaelson had a crush on you. It was at the infamous Mikaelson Ball that Klaus brought you outside to ‘talk’ to you. Kol was looking all over for you at that time and when he finally found you outside, that’s when Klaus reeled you in for a kiss. You were shocked at his actions and instantly pulled away, not because Kol has seen, but because you didn’t see the original hybrid that way. You merely pictured him as your soon-to-be brother in law.

You fed Kol millions of apologies and explanations but he wasn’t having it. It hurt you deeply that your beloved didn’t believe you and it didn’t help that Klaus kept rubbing it in his face the entire night. Klaus knows how in love you are with Kol so what the hell was he thinking? You even cried yourself to sleep under your covers the night of the incident because Kol wanted nothing to do with you.

The fact that Kol held this grudge for this amount of time started to anger you, so you stopped apologizing and you stopped keeping in contact with him. Until one day, he shows up at your doorstep as if everything is normal. Opening the door, you see a grin plastered all over your boyfriend’s face. “Hello darling.”

You let out an exhale to calm yourself before speaking because if you could, you would punch him in the face for what he put you through, but since he’s a 1000 year old vampire, it wouldn’t hurt him one bit so you didn’t bother. “Now you wanna talk? Fuck you.” You spat. Before you could slam the door in Kol’s face, he stops it with his left hand.

“Why are you so cross with me? It is only I that should be.” Kol shoots you a questioning look.

“You’re kidding me right?” You scowled at the original vampire. “You think you could just show up to my doorstep all smiley after the shit you put me through these last couple of days.”

“I suppose.”

Forget it, you’re not even worth it. Go away.” You couldn’t help but feel frustrated. Kol really has the nerve to think you’ll just be fine and dandy after waiting so long for his forgiveness. You didn’t bother trying to close the door because he would only stop you, so you turned the opposite direction and headed towards your living room not caring if Kol followed after you or not.

“Darling please. Allow me to explain.”

“Fine. Go on.” You stopped midway, taking your time to face him, showing nothing but a firm poker face.

“My deepest apologies for not believing you. I was filled with so much jealousy that it took over me.”  Kol pleaded, taking a step towards you, wanting to caress your cheek to show his affection but you just flinched, taking a step backwards.  “Nik recently informed me with the truth that you had no intentions of pursuing anything with him, it was all him.” Kol was surprised that the original hybrid went out of his way to do so, but little did he know that it was Elijah that forced Klaus to make things right.

“Well duh. I tried explaining that to you but you didn’t want to hear me out. That hurt me.” You almost choked trying to hold back your tears. “I cried myself to sleep because of your ignorance.”

“I was afraid because I know that my brother has so much to offer to you than I ever could. Insecurity is a vile trait, I’m aware my love.” The look on his face was desperation and you felt a little bad knowing that your boyfriend is really insecure but he hurt you, which you kept reminding yourself mentally. However, you didn’t want to give in too easily and although revenge isn’t always the answer, you wanted him to feel the pain you felt. “Okay…well. I need some space. At least give me that.”

“Anything. Anything for you.” Kol was willing to wait forever if he needed to for your forgiveness because that’s all the time he has.

Instagram- Sidney Crosby

Originally posted by puckducky

Ok so I didn’t know where to go with this one, but I hope you guys like it. If you want more of this kind of prompt check out Sidney Crosby #5 by @drabblemesilly. It’s such a great little story! Enjoy guys!

Warning: none

Anon Request: newbie hockey fan here! *waves hello* can I have a sidney crosby imagine? Maybe a fluffy/angsty combo where the reader is a few years younger than sidney, so his parents and/or teammates don’t like her because they think she’s immature or only dating sidney for the fame and money? so sid’s all “yo, it ain’t cool to be mean to her. she’s my girlfriend and I love her. so stop” and his parents/teammates learn she’s a good person and like her in the end? thank you! ur a babe!

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              You knew Sid’s mom didn’t like you.

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Paranoia { 12&20 }; S . C O U P S

[ bf!seungcheol x insecure!reader ]

word count: 853
genre: angst&fluff
a/n: this is my first time writing in third person !! so i feel a lil unsure with it, but im thanking denise, priya, and meenal for helping me with this bc im so indecisive awkahw ily. and ppl pls let me know if i should just continue writing in first person or i should try third person too! this is for my tumblr soulmate @lovelycheollie i rlly rlly rlly rlly hope you like this AAA 

12:  “I don’t deserve you.”
20:  “Do you hate me that much?”

The past year of dating Seungcheol has been the most special thing that has happened in your life. He is always there for you, even with your ups and downs, and you do the same to him, for you both promised each other to support, but to never tolerate your mistakes. You are nothing but grateful by his presence.

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crossroal  asked:

tree bros w/fluff or angst and kisses plz?

Tree Bros Angst and Fluff
Word count: 915

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“We need to break up.” Connor blurted out.

Evan and Connor were sitting in Evan’s room after Connor showed up, unannounced, asking Evan to talk.

“What? Connor, I’m sorry I did something wrong please don’t break up with me I love you I’m sorry I’ll fix whatever I did just please don’t leave me.” Evan started tearing up.

“You didn’t do anything. It’s just complicated.”

“Connor, baby, I’m sorry please don’t leave I won’t be as clingy and I’ll give you space if that’s what you want. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” Evan was now full blown sobbing. His nightmare had come true. His boyfriend, his true love, his soulmate, was leaving him.

“Don’t call me baby anymore. I just, it’s complicated. Goodbye Evan.” Connor got up and left, leaving sobbing Evan alone in his room. It broke his heart to do this, but it had to be done.

The rest of the day, and the night, Evan cried, looking through all the memories Connor and him had experienced in the past year of dating. Why had Connor done this to him. Was it something he’d done? Had Connor fallen out of love? How long did Connor want to break up with him? Why? The last couple of weeks leading up to Connor breaking up with him. Connor seemed like he loved him. He said he loved him. Connor smiled when he saw him. Why all of a sudden did he just leave? Evan fell asleep crying that night.

The next week was dreadful for Evan. Wherever he went, Connor was too. He hadn’t realized how much he saw Connor in the halls or in classes. It was miserable. Friday afternoon, a week after the break up, Evan decided he needed an answer, he called, he texted, snapchatted, any and all forms of communication but to no avail would the other reply. He finally decided to see Connor in person and talk to him. It would be painful but he needed to know why.

Evan walked the mile to the Murphy household and knocked on the door. After a moment, Zoe answered.

“Hey Evan what are you doing here, didn’t you and Connor break up?”

“Ya um I actually need to talk to him about that, so can I come in?”

“Of course. Connor’s in his room and I’ll be in the living room if you need me.”

“Thank you Zoe.”

“No problem.”

Evan walked to the end of the hallway to Connor’s room. The door was shut, so Evan knocked on it lightly.

“Go away Zoe!” A voice from the inside said. Evan hadn’t heard that voice in a week, he missed it.

“Uh it’s not Zoe.”

“Evan?! What the fuck are you doing here?”

“We need to talk.”

“No we don’t”

“Yes we do Connor can I come in?”

“No! Just leave my house!”

“I’m coming in.” Evan turned the door handle to see Connor laying in the middle of the floor. His usually clean kept room was a disaster. Clothes and trash were everywhere and it reeked of weed. Connor sprang to his feet “Oh my god Connor, weed? I thought you quit.”

“I did and then we broke up.”

“You’re the one who broke up with me. Why are you sad?”

“Do you think I wanted to break up with you? Do you think I wanted to give up the best part of my life?”

“Yes! You broke up with me! I assumed you didn’t want me anymore.”

“I love you so much and it hurts me so much to have done this.”

“Then why’d you do it?”

“It’s complicated.”

“Don’t give me that bullshit Connor, why did you break up with me huh? Why?”

“Because I love you and I didn’t want to hurt you.” Connor started tearing up.

“Why would I be hurt?”

“My dad, he found out we were dating, and he said that if I kept talking to you and dating you, he’d pull me out of school and send me to conversion therapy to make me straight and shit and I didn’t want him to hurt you in any way so I obliged. He took my phone and my laptop away so I couldn’t talk to you online.”

“So you don’t hate me?”

“I could never hate you Evan. I love you so much, words can’t describe it. I’m sorry I had to break up with you.”

“Why couldn’t you just tell me though? We could have figured it out together, and neither of us would have to go through this.”

“I was just so mad at my dad I couldn’t think straight. I’m sorry I was irrational please forgive me.”

“It’s ok, I forgive you.” Evan moved closer to Connor, grabbing his hands, and putting their foreheads together.

“So what do we do now?”

“Well, we can move past this together, and remember that we’re graduating in a couple weeks and we’re both going to UCLA and you don’t have to listen to your dad anymore.”

“What about until we leave?”

“We can hide it as much as I hate hiding my love for you, I’ll do it so you don’t get hurt and I don’t get hurt. We also can work out this whole weed relapse thing. We can do this. You can do this. You can do anything.”

“I love you Evan, I love you so much.”

“I love you too, baby, I love you too.” Evan said and connected their lips together.

bf!Chenle

•IM SORRY FOR THE LACK OF POSTS
•AJDNENFJWJFJRFJ I HATE COMMON TESTS
•ANYWAYS THIS TIME ITS FOR OUR DOLPHIN BOI :))
•okay so im about to get rlly soft
•his teaser is my wallpaper oops
at this rate im biasing the whole dream team ahahahahhahahahahahahaha
•ANYWAYS
•our boi here wld be that rlly enthu boyfie
•hypes you up 25/8
•"GO ________ KICK CHEMISTRY’S ASS"
•"YES DID YOU HEAR HER VOCALS??? THATS MY BAOBEI RIGHT THERE"
•i need me a boyfriend who hypes me up heh
•you’d prolly get second-hand embarrassment but you still appreciate him for always coming to your events even if you told him not to because of his schedule and practices
• *cries*
•he’d love it you come to practice and surprise him
• *dolphin screams intensify*
•like the moment he gets the news that you’re within the building’s space his mood wld be boosted by 28378283283773x and mark wld prolly have to calm his ass down
•but its Zhong Chenle guys you dont just stop him, you let him be
•i think he wld not be a vryclingy bf? hed just be subtle and lowkey
•i mean backhugs are a MUST and prolly nose kisses too
•and if you’re at the dorm i doubt haechan wld dare to disturb yall
•i mean he wldnt want to risk hurting his eardrums so heheh
•prolly some silences together when its just the two of you together only
•and at those moments he wld just stare at you in his arm on the couch
•he’d try to hoax you to sleep cuz tbh the only times he wld be quiet with you is when ur tired and he knows you cant keep them eyes open any longer
•takes 2747284838 photos of you
•"its for scientific research"
•i mean hes pretty young i dun think he wld want to get into fights
•wld message you every morning, recess break, lunch break, dinner time to remind you to take care of yourself
•no doubt if you guys ever skype/facetime/call when youre overseas you might wanna put the phone away from your ears the first twenty seconds
•"MY BAOBEI HOW HAVE YOU BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN?“
•"HAVE YOU EATEN? ARE YOU HAVING A GREAT TIME? HOWS THE WEATHER THERE?”
•dfnejfjsirfj that wld be so cute not relevant but i want a relationship like that :“)
•also eommas dotae
•doyoung the one that nags at you non-stop abt getting ur hw done
•and tae the one that makes sure you have food when youre over and that youre comfortable and that everything is just nice and cozy and buys you gifts liek every other week
•i mena they’d consider you their child as well from the day you dated Chenle
•just a heads up i guess?
•Chenle prolly the one to ask you what sound does an ant make when they communicate at three am
oops that might be me too
•oversized sweaters and checked cardigans wld be ur thing
•hes prolly the one who wld invest into this constantly
•makes sure u wear the same one with him to events
•ahhh but overall chenle wld be that hyped and soft and playful boyfie that i wish to have
•i hope youve all survived my horrible writing
and have not swerved yet

Originally posted by fullsunhaechan

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Lance is clingy when he sleeps and Keith likes to bury his face in Lance’s hair cause its so soft??? And smells so nice??? Like seriously Lance what’s your secret???

Hold Me Tight (Part 2)

For Part 1, Click HERE. Enjoy! :)

Member: Taehyung (BTS)
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 1,163

Why is it you? Why did it have to be you? Why can’t I leave you? 

43 missed calls from: Jagiya <3

Please don’t leave me - 3:23 a.m

You’re my everything - 3:25 a.m

I’m sorry- 3: 26 a.m

I love you - 3:27 a.m

Please forgive me - 3:28 a.m

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Dead - Newt

Your name: submit What is this?

Your Last Name: submit What is this?


I was finally here, the place where I wanted to be, where I was meant to be. In my white gown and my hair down with a white veil and holding a bouquet of tangerine roses being held together with a white ribbon. I stood beside my soon-to-be husband at the altar, in front of a minister and he stared at me. Smiling.

We were finally happy. After hell, after torment, torture death and tragedy, here we were, finally happy.

He leaned in, close to my ear.

“I love you.” He whispered, meaning every word.

“I love you.” I whispered back before the minister spoke again.

“Do you, Isaac Newton, take Y/N Y/L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?” The minister asked.

“I do.” He looked at me, smiling. I grinned.

“And do you, Y/N Y/L/N, take Isaac Newton to be your lawfully wedded husband, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?” The minister looked at me. I looked at Newt, still grinning. I nodded.

“I do.” My voice shook and tears began forming in my eyes.

“With the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband,” I looked at Newt. “And wife,” Newt looked at me. “You may now kiss the bride.” Newt lifted my veil and leaned in. I closed my eyes.


And I woke up.

I sat up quickly, taking a breath of air as if I had just gotten out of the water. I looked beside me, looking at an empty space beside me. It took me a moment to realise that it was all just a dream. I sighed. I looked at the picture on his end table. I remember that moment. We were at the beach with the rest of the crew and Teresa had brought a polaroid. Newt had a moustache, drawn on by myself.

I stood up, grabbing the urn that had Newt’s ashes in them and went out.


I went to that same beach. It was late and there was nobody there considering it was 2 AM. The plankton glowed in the night. I used a kayak that we had bought prior to his death. Actually, he bought it. And it was an absolute dump when he did, but we rebuilt it together and it was the kayak he proposed on. I got to the place where he proposed to me and sighed. 

“You couldn’t wait to die until we were married, could you?” I said aloud, looking at the urn. “You had to die two weeks before the wedding.” I shrugged. “That’s fine, but if you didn’t want to marry me, you really could have just said so.” I joked, making myself chuckle while tears began to fall. “But I guess it doesn’t matter now that you’re dead.” I sobbed. “But if you had just waited those two weeks before going to work… if you had just waited…” I cried. “At least I’d know who I was because now I don’t.” My voice cracked. “I’m not a widow because we weren’t married, but we’re not exactly together, are we?” I asked. “So what am I? Your ex?” I asked. “That’s it? That’s all I have?” I cried.

And I must have been going insane at that moment because I swear that I saw him, sitting in front of me.

“But I guess it doesn’t matter, right? Because it’s all just labels and that’s all they are! That’s what they were to you anyways! But to me? It all matters!” I cried. “Because then I’d at least know what I am! And not knowing? It hurts! It all hurts so much!” I admitted. “It hurts to breathe and get out of bed in the morning and cooking breakfast for two out of habit because a part of me just believes that it’s all just some sort of sick prank! That you’ll be back and when you do, you’ll want to drink the latte I made with the heart and the pancakes with blueberries and raspberries with your favourite brand of maple syrup and a little square of butter that’s cold enough to keep itself together, but warm enough that you could spread it evenly easily.” I cried and I clutched my chest. “It all hurts so much, Newt. Waking up and having to remember that you’re not coming back because you’re dead!”

It felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest, straight through my sternum and torn in two. It felt like someone was using their fingers to snap the bands of my heart. I wanted to hate him, but I couldn’t. I gave him my heart, my mind, my everything. And him dying felt like he was the one tearing me apart, but I still loved him.

“I’m not a widow.” I sobbed. “But I’m not just an ex.” I cried. “I’m something stuck in the middle that nobody bothered to label because the chances of you dying in that space between you being my boyfriend and you being my husband was just so small.” I sniffled. I looked away. “It’s funny to think that I cried in this very spot, not because of sadness, but of joy because we were finally going to have our happy ending.” I shrugged. “It all hurts too much, Newt and I’m trying to keep going, but I can’t.” I sobbed. I picked up the urn and the image of my Newt stood up and I managed to, too. “That’s why I have to let go.” I opened the urn, scattering his ashes and with that, the image of him slowly, but surely, began to dissipate. When I was finished, I hugged his urn before throwing it away. Just like that, everything felt a little bit more lighter. A little bit more durable.

“I love you, Newt,” I saw down, looking at the stars. “But I have to move on.” I shrugged. “That way, I’m not a widow, I’m not your ex, I’m just me. Y/N, whoever she might be, I’ll be her, but better. I’ll find her be me.”