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I think one of my favourite things about redeemed!Kylo is the thought of him coming face-to-face with Hux.

Scruffy and feral Hux who’s still hurt from Kylo abandoning him, abandoning them.

Hux, who’s lost everything now that the First Order is in ruins, is almost growling as Kylo stands in front of him. He tries not to think of how his Ren has been replaced by this cowardly, false hero with Ren’s body, the body that Hux knows so well.

And Kylo is at peace with himself so he’s unnaturally calm in front of Hux, so opposite of what Hux’s Ren would be like, his eyes soft and his tone warm despite being able to sense the intense anger and hatred rolling off Hux in tsunami-like waves.

Hux calls him ‘Ben’, sneering at him as though the name is an insult and Kylo tries not to react, tries not to show how much Hux’s fury is hurting him.

Kylo promises Hux that he’ll be unharmed if he surrenders quietly, that he doesn’t want to cause Hux any more pain. And he means it.

But Hux won’t surrender, especially not to Ben Solo, the man who killed Kylo Ren and took everything from him.

This is Hux’s last stand.

And it’s against the man who he’s sold his heart and soul to.

Chris is NOT a serial killer.  Chris has killed two people.  The first one was a mercy kill.  He didn’t want to kill the guy on the airplane he wanted to save him.  He cried having to kill the guy and only did it because the guy begged and he knew it was the right thing to do to put him out of his pain.  The second person he killed was fueled by a mixture of emotions from rage and hurt.  Reed was most likely going to die with that wound but he was pushing Chris and picking and trolling him.  Chris should not have been left alone with Reed.  Yes he needs to start being treated like an adult but I wouldn’t leave an adult alone with someone like that either.  Chris is on edge.  He just lost his mom and his father was being held captive by Reed’s people.  Reed was planning on killing every single person on that boat.  He was not a good person.  When Chris said before Reed and co. boarded the boat, “Should I shoot him?” and Reed responds, “if you have to ask”.  So should he have killed him?  Maybe, maybe not but he is not a fucking serial killer.  He is a emotional teenager dealing with a lot of shit.  A mercy kill and a self defense kill don’t make a serial killer.  He isn’t doing it for pleasure.  Chris has been through a lot of traumatic experiences in a short period of time.  He has already started to grow more and he will begin to heal but it is going to take time.  Reed just kept digging at him and pushing his buttons, it’s as if he had an instinct or was able to read Chris and knew he was vulnerable.  Chris was on the edge and he fucking broke.  That doesn’t make him a serial killer that makes him emotionally comprised with a gun.  Not a good combination.