cries because he's perfect


Richard Madden as Peter Leigh in Oasis

i have too many feelings about michelle jones so here have headcanons and peter x michelle

this was obnoxiously long because i have no control so lots of stuff is under the cut and it became very fic-like at the end there, whoops. 

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  • so michelle moved with her family to new york when she started high school
  • and mj was actually pretty sad to leave her friends back in chicago because it had taken a long time to make those friends and she always feels awkward around new people
  • so she isn’t very happy about The Move
  • she comes from a loving family
  • like, she gets kissed every night before she goes to bed, her parents read her bedtime stories until she was ten, she used to wear matching outfits with her mother, family movie nights were every friday
  • her parents were really good to her for the most part and just loved and supported her
  • they’re also pretty smart and since mj has pretty much always been inspired by them so intelligence and the acquisition of knowledge is really important to her
  • hence reading and academic decathlon, but she’s also into math and science too because she’s very driven and doesn’t have that many friends in new york so what else is she gonna do?
  • and her parents are an interracial couple and they’ve encountered a lot of hate and mj was always so sad when she walked out with her mother and people would give them weird looks
  • so she’s tried to end hate whenever she can and fights to give a voice to those who are silenced
  • but now cue mj going to high school in new york
  • she joins academic decathlon ofc because who do you think she is she lives for this shit
  • and then! there is this little shithead on the team PETER PARKER
  • like who the fuck does this kid think he is
  • answering all these questions, acting like he’s sooo smart just because he happens to know a lot of facts and is really good at physics and speaks spanish really well and also happens to be really dorky and adorable and okay maybe he’s kind of attractive too and maybe mj starts throwing herself more into academic decathlon and possible CONSIDERS joining band but that’s ONLY BECAUSE PETER IS A SHITHEAD AND SHE NEEDS TO SHOW HIM HE ISN’T THE ONLY TALENTED ONE OKAY
  • anyway

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No offence but imagine Bill being rlly confident and cocky about the fact he’s gonna get married but when he sees Stan stood at the alter he nearly cries because Stan is the epitome of perfection and Bill realises how lucky he is to have Stan and not to add to injury or anything but imagine Stan like letting go at the after party, like he’s dancing with Bev and his shirts all messy and untucked and his ties wonky and Bill heaty drops bc he realises that the only time Stan doesn’t care with ordilenss is when he’s happy and rn es happy bc he just married the love of his life !!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

okay so reece king aka real life nursery posted some pics on Instagram of him in nothing but tights and CAN YOU PLEASE JUST IMAGINE DEX GETTING SNAPCHATS OF DEREK IN JUST FISHNETS AND JUST DYING PLEASE

There are reasons that Nursey and Ransom aren’t allowed to get drunk together unsupervised.

Very good reasons.

Very logical reasons.

Reasons that they both forgot two hours ago, when Ransom walked into his dorm room with a handle of Jack Daniels and a liter of Coke.

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anonymous asked:

Headcanon's on Lloyd and his dad or just family in general?

hi yh sorry I haven’t posted any headcanons in a while I think you sent me this like 34 years ago I’m so sorry ajdjsj

  • Lloyd: dad can I go fight the serpentine by myself
    Garmadon: what did Misako say?
    Lloyd: mom said no
    Garmadon: then why should I say yes?
    Lloyd: because she’s not the boss of you
    Garmadon: this is a trap this is a trap this is a trap this is a t
  • literally so many dad jokes Lloyd is like what did I do to deserve this
    • “hi green ninja, I’m dad.”
    • “what’s the best time to go to the dentist? tooth-hurty”
    • “you were in the serpentine war, did you ever get shot in the army?” “no, I got shot in the leggy”
    • he’s probably the one that taught Zane “dab me outside” *unauthentic air horn*
    • he does it to all the ninja so here’s exclusive footage of them recounting their experiences
    • Lloyd gives in eventually and this is the result, Garmadon is the one with the violin
  • Lloyd: hey noah fence but what the f
    Garmadon: LLOYD
    Lloyd: …….. frozen yogurt. fart. fork. frog. what the frog.
  • Garmadon is like “I know the perfect way to make it up to Lloyd and bond with him” and he’s like “I know he loves video games” so he comes home with a step dance mat for them to have dance battles and Lloyd cries because it’s perfect and he loves it
  • Misako: I love my son I would never let anything harm him or leave him for anything in the world
    Lloyd: *looks into the camera like he’s on the office*
  • when Misako isn’t home
  • Misako: *answers phone* hello?
    Lloyd: mom where are you
    Misako: I just got back from the store but I think I forgot something
    Lloyd: yeah you forgot me
  • when Lloyd was little he was a brat bc he was tryna be evil, so every time Misako cooked dinner he’d be like “I hate this I’m not eating it your cooking is gross” so she’d be like “fine but you’re not allowed anything else for the rest of the day >://” but when Lloyd goes to bed garmadon sneaks in with a McDonald’s for him and Lloyd is like >:3c
  • Garmadon: Lloyd, lemme see what you have
    Lloyd, running: a knife!!
    Garmadon: n O
  • “so dad you love me right? and you know how like. there’s been lots of stress over the past while and. I love you so much and you also love me right we’re a forever happy father and son who never get mad at each other. not that I’m trying to manipulate any feelings here!! haha who would do that. anyway so, theoretically, say for whatever reason I had blown up the microwave-”
    • Garmadon just goes “I’ll be honest with you Lloyd I blew up the microwave 3 weeks ago please don’t tell your mother”
  • Garmadon: Lloyd you’ve been hiding in there for hours, come out of the closet!
    Lloyd, from inside his closet: I’M GAY!!
    Garmadon: that’s not what I meant but I support you!!
  • Lloyd has like 7 years of piggybacks to cash in so he gets piggybacks everywhere
  • *when Lloyd was born*
    Garmadon: I want to see my little boy
    Misako: here he comes!!
  • “dad I am 3 years old I don’t know how to do taxes” “I’m like 200 years old and I still don’t know how to do taxes it doesn’t get any easier”
  • some villain: you’re an awful leader Lloyd you’ll never be anything
    Garmadon: Lloyd it’s not worth the energy, just ignore it
    some villain: yeah, listen to the old man haha!
  • hide and seek from Misako except she doesn’t know they’re playing hide and seek so they’re just hiding from her for hours and she eventually finds them in the store room eating three (3) tubs of ice cream
  • real talk Lloyd is stressed 24/7/365 so garmadon has to make him chill
  • Lloyd thinks Garmadon is the oracle of wisdom and he is in a lot of ways but I’ll be honest 30% of it is bs
    • like team wise and powers and emotional support garmadon is sorted he can give Lloyd everything he needs, but when it comes to life advice he has no idea what he’s doing so he’s just like ah,,,, yes,,,,,,,, well I’ll let your mother tell you what she thinks and then I’ll give you my take on what she says
  • *in battle*
    Garmadon: prepare for trouble, make it double!
    Lloyd: dad that's… what the bad guys say
    Garmadon: can you really blame me Lloyd
  • they’re sparring and garmadon is like “don’t go easy on me I can take it ;))” so Lloyd is like “aight” and roundhouse kicks him straight in the jaw
  • someone: how come you both have grey hair when your son is so young
    *Lloyd comes running past screaming with an armful of sweets and his sword as the entire kitchen sets on fire*
    Garmadon & Misako: haha no idea :’’’’’)
  • if you think that Lloyd is gonna prank his dad and almost give him a heart attack every time then you are correct
  • Lloyd: hey dad I’m leaving the room for 3 seconds please don’t embarrass me in front of all my friends ok
    Garmadon: got it no problem
    Also garmadon: *gets out all of Lloyd’s baby videos including one of him singing the “gotta go my own way” duet from hsm to himself in the mirror, trying to do both parts on his own*
  • Garmadon gave him his gi, right? nice sentiment, right? WRONG Lloyd is like “why am I perpetually cursed to always be expected to fight in clothes that are too big for me Zane didn’t die for this"
  • Kai is Garmadon’s favourite ninja don’t tell anyone but it’s bc he was a big brother to Lloyd when he really needed him and he’ll never be able to thank him enough for that. also it was really funny when Kai tried to fight him and it still makes him laugh
  • Lloyd has no life experience and Garmadon teaching Lloyd to drive was one of my favourite fandom jokes ever and I can’t do it justice so I won’t talk abt that one
    • however Garmadon does make a list of things he feels is necessary for him to learn:
    • flossing
    • how to cook blindfolded just in case you are temporarily visually impaired after battle
    • where he keeps the recipe for his cookies
    • be careful who you trust with a secret handshake
    • how to cut your hair 101: don’t. go to a hairdresser or ask Misako.
    • what to do if you accidentally iron a hole in your gi
    • how to knock someone out using only a cotton bud
    • how to tie your shoes bc Lloyd you can’t live in velcro shoes for your whole life they’re not very stealthy
    • why it’s bad to join a cult and get a tattoo
    • how to not go bald and make wu jealous
    • the perfect Intense voice for dire situations
    • dramatic monologues

Ask me ninjago headcanons!


Their father’s dead… my husband — is dead. And they don’t know yet because if I tell them now then Christmas will always be what took their father away from them, and no one should have to live like that.

I swear to god if you bash Raoul de Chagny I will punch your face and so will Christine Daaé.

Bts Reaction To Their S/O hearing for the first time

A/N: Maybe this could be triggering for some but I thought this was truly a beautiful request and I hope you like reading it !! credits to gif owners


You were impaired of hearing since you were a child, through all these years you faced challenges of your lost of hearing but you were a strong fighter and managed to get through it all. Now here you are in the hospital room with your boyfriend Jin waiting for the doctor to put on your hearing aid. You were nervous once the doc came and started to put on your hearing aid, you felt Jin grab ahold of your hand and give it a squeeze. The doctor finally turned on the device.

“Hi beautiful, I love you so much and now I hope you’re ready to hear me say that all the time,” said your boyfriend

Instantly your eyes watered up and you went up to Jin embracing him. You cried and cried on his chest because he sounded so perfect. In the 2 years you’ve been dating you finally heard his voice and it was symphonies to your ears.


You lost your hearing when you were three years old after an accident you had. After so many years or battling through this, today was the day your ears would be good as new. Accompanied by your boyfriend of four years Namjoon, you went to finally get your hearing aid. The process of getting it put on was brief, now the doctor was announcing that he would turn on the device. 

“Hi baby,” you heard 

You choked on a sobb, you grabbed both of his cheeks and lured Namjoon into the most precious kiss you’ve shared. In the mixture of your lips touching and the saltiness of your tears, you felt butterflies cluster all over your body. Namjoon’s voice was indescribable, the moment you heard it, you fell in love with him all over again. 


All your life you couldn’t hear, it was difficult growing up and not being able to hear the voice of your family and friends. That all was about to change, the doctor was finishing the touches of your hearing aid. All you did was stare intently at the face of your handsome boyfriend and wonder how will his voice sound. The doctor turned on your hearing aid, now you were about to hear the love of your life. 

“I love you so much,” you heard

“Yoongi your voice is beautiful, I-i-i love you-u-u,” you managed to say through your cries

Quickly, your boyfriend pulled you into a  hug and he silently cried into your hair. He felt his heart ram into his chest, finally !! you could hear him and he couldn’t be happier. On the other hand there you were pressed against his chest dampening his shirt with your tears.This moment you guys shared was one of a kind, you couldn’t be more thankful to have Yoongi by your side.


Due to his schedule, Hoseok was aboard touring for his group’s new comeback so he couldn’t attend the doctor appointment in which you were getting your hearing aid. Once the doctor put and turned on the hearing aid you immediately called Hoseok through facetime. After one ring he answered and you were greeted with his glowing smile.

“Hi Hobi,” you said 

“Hello my angel,” you heard him sing

That was all it took for you to unleash a waterfall of tears. With your hand over your mouth as you cried. 

“Hobi I can hear you now, I can hear you,” you said while continuously crying

Hoseok is a very emotional guy so instantly you heard a muffled cry through your phone. You can see the tears rolling down his face as he realized that you can finally hear.

“I love you more than you can ever imagine,” he hiccuped

It was a gift hearing his cheerful voice, he made you melt with just one word.


Jimin was waiting anxiously for you to get back from your appointment. He was in your shared apartment ready with a bouquet of the most luxurious and expensive flowers. He was so happy knowing that your worries and fear were about to be put at ease. You have been impaired of hearing for the last ten years after suffering an extreme injury. He heard the jingle of your keys indicating that you have arrived. The door opened and there he was with beautiful flowers and the biggest smile on his face. You put your belongings down and took the flowers from him. You wrapped your arms around his torso and he instinct to wrap his arms around you. Jimin swayed you and for the first time ever you heard him sing. Jimin ignited your living room with you in his arms while signing his song “Butterfly.”

He could feel your back tremble as you let your cries be silenced by his shirt. Jimin couldn’t keep it together as he finished singing, he too let his eyes spill the locked tears. There you two were in the middle of the room holding each other as if one of you may fade away.

Jimin,my love, you have such an angelic voice,” you said

“Thank you y/n, it makes me happy knowing you chose my voice to be the first one to hear,” he said while kissing you lips


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Here you are in front of Taehyung, with your new hearing aid in. Before you met him you had lost all of your hearing. That never got in the way of Tae loving you to the moo and back. You were anticipating each second as you were about to hear his voice for the very first time.He hasn’t said a word to you since you came to his dorm, you only watched as he pull out his phone and hit play and your ears were filled with a soft tune. As the song began you hearing a husky voice sing and you could tell it was none other than your boyfriend. You took his phone and pressed the speaker up to your ear. Tae’s voice had hypnotized as you felt the tears sprinkle out of your eyes, you look over to him and you can see hims struggle to keep his eyes dry. Through the course of the song you cried like a baby, you were lost for words. There’s not enough ways to describe the perfection of your boyfriend’s voice. 

After the song ended you rushed to him and tackled him into such a passionate kiss. You kissed him until you lost your breathe.

“How did you like the song, babe,”

“It was abosultly beautiful but what’s the name,” you said

“It’s called 4 O’clock,” he said as he pecked your cheek

After not being able to hear him for so long, you couldn’t seaze the amount of love you have gained for him. His voice was deep, intoxicating, and so attractive. You cuddled into him and he began taking about everything, yup you’ll never get tired of his voice.


You had known Jungkook for years prior to becoming his official girlfriend. He was there for you the tragic day you had lost all your hearing due to a very unfortunate event. You shamelessly thought that after you have became hearing impaired that your friend would just abandon you but you were dead wrong. Now years later here you both are in the hospital, fingers intertwined as the doctor finished up your hearing aid. The doctor gave Jungkook a thumbs up signifying that you were all done. 

“It’s been a while y/n, but you made it baby!” he said while kiss your hands

“Kookie, I can hear you again,” you said

“And now that you can I want to say that I love you, more than you can begin to comprehend”

You pulled him into your small arms and repeatedly peppered his face with kisses which tickled him. Jungkook’s laugh was seriously the most precious sound you have ever heard. Howe can someone let out a loud laugh and sound so cute.

“Gosh, I love you too Kookie,” you said

With that he gave you a shy peck on the lips and made sure the whole day to speak and sing in celebration of his girl finally getting back what she has been waiting for. 


Victor Nikiforov absolutely HATES the fact that his birthday is on Christmas Day. Even though he knows that he shouldn’t be bothered by it, he still is. People always tell him, “You can get double presents!!!” Or “Just celebrate birthday month! (Even though December basically gets celebrated as Christmas month, so)” and it gets him feeling really down and Scrooge-like.

Until he meets Yuuri, who notices this, and throws Victor a surprise “Victor in July” party (read as Christmas in July) on July 25th. To which, Victor sobs and cries and hugs and kisses his fiancé, because he is just SO PERFECT.

From then on, Victor is no longer a Scrooge, and loves stupid ugly sweaters and decorations, and will even wear them on his birthday AND on July 25th.


         It’s dark and there are bricks tearing at Dex’s fingertips, scraping them raw. It’s late, Dex is feeling fuzzy from exhaustion and the two beers he had before he left the Haus, wanting sleep more than he wanted to party. For some reason, Nursey followed him. For some reason, they started fighting because fighting is easy, it’s comfortable, it’s safe. For some reason, the safety disappeared when Nursey decided that he might as well kiss Dex because that would end well. For some reason, Dex let it happen, let himself push Nursey into the brick wall and scrape his fingertips against the roughness because pain is something Dex craves at all times, unconsciously or not.

         “No,” someone says. Dex thinks it’s him, but he’s not sure, so he pulls back, his wounded fingers stinging from the cold air. Air so cold it’s freezing as he pulls it into his lungs, but at least he’s breathing, however heavily, at least he isn’t having a panic attack. This wasn’t supposed to happen tonight, he was supposed to fall asleep and wake up halfway through the night to finish the essay that isn’t due for another week. He wasn’t supposed to be kissed by Nursey, definitely wasn’t supposed to kiss back, and he doesn’t like when things happen that weren’t supposed to.

         “No,” someone says again and this time Dex knows it’s him. “We can’t,” he says next, though he doesn’t remember telling his mouth to move. Maybe he isn’t in control anymore. Maybe a higher being has descended down from wherever the hell it was before to commandeer Dex’s body and prevent this thing from going any farther. Maybe this is Dex’s reward for going to church every Sunday for most of his life. Maybe it’s his punishment for wanting this in the first place.

         “We can,” Nursey says because he’s Dex’s biggest challenge. His worst temptation, the only thing that tests Dex’s will. Nursey is standing there, still slumped against the stupid brick wall, panting but still ready to continue what they were doing. He’s so beautiful, Dex thinks, I don’t deserve it. I’ll hurt him, I’ll ruin him.

         No, he can’t, he knows he can’t. He knows why, too, but if he told Nursey, Nursey wouldn’t believe him because Nursey is the opposite of everything Dex is. He wouldn’t listen if Dex told him about how he wasn’t worthy of Nursey’s affection, his love. He wouldn’t listen if Dex listed reason after reason of why they would end in an explosion. He wouldn’t listen if Dex screamed and yelled and cried. He wouldn’t listen because he is perfect and Dex shatters perfection between his bloody fingertips like it’s glass.

anonymous asked:

PLEASE tell us about the time mags and lup found barry's dildo

omg ok so first off bless the five of you that asked because i’ve been wanting to make this post since i asked ssd about it and she hated every second of it despite her saying she loved it but like

lup goes into barry’s room to get some notes that he had on like the atmospheric ratio or whatever and it’s like relatively early cycle before anything and she just, sees it out of the corner of her eye, and there it is, blue, shiny, and perfect and she nearly fucking cries because he forgot to put it away and so she calls mags in to see this legendary day 

but magnus, bless him, just fucking picks it up because he’s nasty and lup screams at him but they go wash it off and obviously they have. to do something to prank barry but like, they just can’t think of anything so they’re just trying to think of something in the kitchen and like barry, taak, and luc all walk in from the lab and see the blue dildo on the counter and barry goes fucking red so quick (luc too because she knows whose that is) 

and mags, godbless his soul, just immediately puts it in his mouth and taak kills him on the spot, no joke

anyway the next night everyone comes to dinner and there’s a total of 11 various dildos and vibes and lup just says, “take bets and figure out whose is whose” andd it literally breaks the bond engine (luc gets it on first try) 

sweetknife55  asked:

Yay ask box is open~ So I'm going to go to my senior prom in a couple of weeks and I was wondering if you can write how the Kaijou boys plan on asking their S/O to a formal dance? Please and thank you~

AH! My babies!! Of course I can! (I went with headcanons, because I couldn’t help myself !!)


  • He’ll be running around the school, trying to find the perfect spot to ask you.
  • He won’t be doing it quietly either. (having earned several reminders from not only teachers, but from his senpais to be quiet!)

  • Of course, when he does ask you, he ends up stuttering, hugging you to his chest and almost cries because he wanted the moment to be perfect. (He almost faints when you kiss him and accept his invitation to the prom.)


  • He’s so busy with school and basketball, he FORGETS to ask you. 
  • He gets angry upon learning Moriyama is your ‘date’, that he ends up beating him in a one-on-one, dragging you away from the gym.

  • After his victory,  he’ll drag you over to his house, where he plays his guitar and ‘officially’ asks you to be his date to the prom.


  • He’ll have posted it all over social media about how he’s going to ask you to prom.
  • He’ll have Moriyama recording it as he runs up to you, with roses in his hands, and asks you to attend prom with him.

  • He’s quick to pick you up, twirling you in his arms until you’re ready to puke, and he’ll get a picture of him kissing your cheek to post on his instagram captioned ‘_____-CCHI SAID YES!!’


  • He’s more casual about prom than the rest of Kaijou.
  • He doesn’t really plan anything special, because to him, it’s ‘just a dance’ and he’s lucky to have you at all.

  • Of course he goes with you, and even wears a matching tux just for the event. But he hardly touches the dance floor,  and keeps you close. (You share a kiss when a slow song plays, not only making him fluster, but you get the moment on camera because of Kise)


  • He watches LOTS of romantic movies and watches dozens of couples around the city to get ideas.
  • He doesn’t care how corny it is, he asks you to prom in front of the school, giving you that beautiful smile and holding a box of chocolates.

  • He’s the happiest  man alive when you say yes, even though it’s just a dance, and he doesn’t let you go for several hours, (Until he’s kicked by Kasamatsu for making a scene)


  • He’s a mix of Kobori and Hayakawa, in that he stuttered a lot when he asked you out.
  • He was irritated at Kise’s suggestions, consisting of making a big scene in front of everyone. (Which he disagreed with, and let Kasamatsu handle the punishment)
  • But when he asks you over a small picnic in a park near his house, he feels so elated, like a weight had been removed from his shoulders, and he can’t help but smile at your affection.

“Albert, listen. Don’t ever hate anyone. You know, I think that both hate and love stem from how deeply we care for someone.”

3/5 Favorite Anime: Gankutsuou

anonymous asked:

Rusame wedding?

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you…

  • who proposed: Probably Alfred?
  • how they proposed: He probably did something really big and cheesy and stupid, and Ivan would have just gotten really freaking flustered and sat in silence with half his face in his scarf before saying yes.
  • who stressed more over wedding planning: Ivan stressed a lot more, Alfred’s response was “Come on, it’ll be absolutely fine.” followed by a whole bunch of kisses or something. Because dork.
  • who had the wildest bachelor(ette) party: Alfred, I’m assuming. But that’s not really all too surprising, is it?
  • who freaked out before the wedding: Neither of them really freaked out, per say, but let’s just say Yekaterina was comforting her brother and Alfred probably had a few shots for nerves.
  • best man/maid of honor: Ivan’s best man would have been Yao or something? But Alfred’s would have definitely been Mathew.
  • where they got married: Somewhere outside and big and beautiful, obviously in the states, it was probably really warm too.
  • if/what they wrote in their vows: They both wrote them, Ivan after way too much thought because he wanted perfection. As for what idk
  • who cried at the wedding: I kinda wanna say Alfred.
  • which song they had their first dance to: Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men
  • where they went on their honeymoon: One of Alfred’s country homes, probably one in Kansas on the cusp of summer, so it’s still just warm enough for the sunflowers, but cold enough to not boil alive.
  • what they did on their honeymoon: You wish you could know. Jk. They were huge nerds and just had a good time being together. Probably some drinking involved.
Perfect (Barry Allen x Reader)

A/N: For the lovely anon! Hope you’ll feel better!!!

Request:  Can I get a Barry Allen imagine where reader is really sick and in a lot of pain because she’s on her period too and he takes care of her? I’m in bed like dying right now and this could do some good.

Pairing: Barry Allen x Reader

Warnings: swear words

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             I was dying. I knew I was dying, and I was prepared for the end. Millions upon millions of small knives were constantly digging into my abdomen. I was prepared to welcome the darkness that was slowly edging on my vision. I was so tired, my head was pounding and I was pretty sure I was slowly bleeding out. That was how I died. Not because of some rogue metahuman, not because of car crush, not even because of failed bank robbery. My own body was failing me, the sickness overwhelming any reasonable thought that could appear. Not only I got my period earlier this month and didn’t really have time to psychologically prepare myself for the pain, but also my piece of shit body, decided to get sick. Well done. Fucking perfect.

‘Barrryyyy… I’m dyyying’ I whined into the phone.

             Not five minutes later my boyfriend was standing over my dying body, looking really, genuinely worried.

‘Are you kidding me, Y/N?’ he asked, kneeling by my side ‘I was really worried…’

‘You should be. I am literally dying.’ I said, showing him my belly.

             Fresh tears sprinkled on my cheeks and I knew that wasn’t going to help with my runny nose. I might have been a little over dramatic, but since my hormones were all over the place I couldn’t bring myself to care.

             New wave of crumps hit me and I moaned in pain. That was it. That was what was going to kill me.

‘Cut it out, Barry, I BEG you cut it out!’ I screamed.

             His worried expression really didn’t help. I knew he couldn’t imagine the pain I was in, nobody really could, but he tried so hard. He tried so hard to understand me in the times of pain and I was grateful for that.

             I felt the wind in my face and my boyfriend was gone. Great. He left me. He left me to rot in my own pain and I really couldn’t blame him. I was over dramatic, I was sad and I was angry at the same time. Who would put up with that mess? Nobody would. And though Barry was the kindest person I knew, he also had his limits. And I was so worried I crossed his long time ago.

             Few minutes later Barry stood before me, his hands full of groceries.

‘Please don’t leave me’ I whispered, feeling suddenly sad.

‘I would never leave you, silly’ he said laying a kiss on my forehead ‘There was a queue at the registers.’

             My eyes widened and I saw him taking out all my favourite things. Favourite flavoured ice cream, crisps, chocolate bars and few kinds of pain killers. It was so nice I couldn’t stop the tears. I knew all of that were hormones, but I felt so touched that he would do that for me I couldn’t stop. Sobs rocked my body and I couldn’t stop them from escaping my lips.

‘Y/N… Is everything alright? Did I do something wrong?’ he asked, his expression worried.

             I wailed harder, not really comprehending how he could think that he did something wrong. He was so perfect and I cried partly because of that.

‘You didn’t do anything wrong, Barry’ I said, looking into his eyes ‘You did everything right. And I love you so much, how can you be so perfect?!’

             He chuckled quietly, running to get hot water bottle and laying it down on my belly. In few seconds I was a blanket burrito, with warmth spreading towards my pain and enveloped into his strong arms.

‘I love you, Y/N’ he said, laying a kiss on my cheek ‘I would do anything to make you feel better’

             He switched the TV on, putting on my favourite show and I knew that I could never let him go. He was perfect and I knew that he loved me. Him putting up with all my dramatics during my period, was a clear sign of his love. The best thing was, he not only put up with them, he found them adorable and tried to do anything to keep me comfortable. If that wasn’t a perfect boyfriend, I didn’t know who was.

‘You are adorable; you know that?’ he asked looking into my eyes.

‘Let’s get one thing straight, I am over dramatic and sad and I don’t understand why you haven’t dumped my messed up ass’ I said quietly.

             He laughed shaking his head, like he couldn’t believe that I would actually say anything like that. But that was the truth. He was kind, handsome and smart, plus he was a superhero, so that was like plus infinity in hot guy terms. And somehow he ended up with me, simple, normal Y/N. That didn’t add up in my head, my anxiety telling me that there was something big I was missing.

‘For such a smart person, you can be silly sometimes’ he whispered ‘You are wonderful, you are smart, funny and beautiful and it pains me that you can’t see it. I love you with all my heart and I hope that one day you’ll see yourself the way I see you.’

             I couldn’t speak. I didn’t want to cry again but his words were filled with so much love that I felt warmth. I didn’t feel bad anymore, his words and pain killers finally working.

             He got up and in few minutes came back, chicken soup in my hands. He was taking care of me and I couldn’t ask for a better boyfriend.


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