cries an entire ocean

Angela Basset as Catherine in the episode “Thanksgiving” of Master of None…..I mean they should just mail her her the Emmy right now right?! She was flawless in every scene. As she is every time in everything.

And yet. And yet.  I was not prepared, I repeat I WAS NOT PREPARED for the  the moment when she says to Denise: “I like Michelle… I’m happy for you.”

Originally posted by igifmotionblog

Guys I had to press pause. Because trust me when I say I didn’t cry a river. I cried an entire ocean. Even though I’m already out to my sister and some other people, most of my family doesn’t know anything about me being bisexual. That includes my parents, and every now and then I wonder how they’ll react. And I worry.

Regardless of that this episode, was among  the best of the season and I’m so happy that Lena Waithe got to re-create her coming out story on screen. Watching black people who are part of the LGBTQ family, being able to tell their own stories is beyond amazing. And how great it is to see the stories of Lionel Higgins and Denise being told, with such humanity in the same year ? Obviously we need more of stories like these. Our representation is still incredibly small, when compared to the many many stories about white cis gay males. But this episode is still important. And it’s deserves to be celebrated. :)

Day 1: I cried so hard that it scared my father; he spent the night outside my bedroom door just to make sure I didn’t stop breathing like a newborn in her crib the first week

Day 2: I went to work and cried in the bathroom

Day 3: I believed I was cured, now I think my mind was playing a cruel joke on me

Day 4: I told you I missed you and you replied with “thank you”

Day 5: I saw a picture of you on Instagram and it lit my throat on fire so I burned your love letters over the flame

Day 6: I smoked weed with a boy on his back porch and he asked questions you were afraid of but still I couldn’t kiss him on his couch

Day7: I couldn’t sleep because I kept dreaming of you kissing other girls on your couch

Day 8: I gave you all of your stuff back and you thought I looked like a warrior but really I went home and cried an entire ocean into existence

Day 9: I laughed without you

Day 10: I kept finding excuses to text you and you kept ignoring me

Day 11: I cried until my stomach heaved itself up and I slept next to the toilet in case those nasty dreams came again

Day 12: since when is heartbreak so goddam romantic? There’s nothing pretty about losing feeling in my knuckles after squeezing my hands so tight to keep from texting you

Day 13: I could never squeeze them tight enough; I could never have imagined that you would be so good at letting me fade

Day 14: the doubt makes my spine feel less like vertebrae and more like a giant icicle (you never loved me)

Day 15: I found out you had replaced me and it flicked at my bruises but my ribs didn’t break

Day 16: I told everyone about you and they said you were stupid for leaving but I think you were stupid for staying the first time you sliced my heart on the side of the road

Day 17: I didn’t think about you for an entire night because I was drunk in bed with someone else

Day 18: what color are your eyes? How big are your hands? Where was that freckle on your face I used to look at while you slept?

Day 19: sometimes all I feel in my chest is my heart trying to break out of its cage I think it’s tired of everything I have put it through

Day 20: I’m sorry I couldn’t ignore your birthday; I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry

Day 21: this was a shitty poem about a shitty person but I don’t think of you so much anymore, I don’t think of you so much anymore

—  they say it takes 21 days to break a habit
BTS when you fall asleep next to them in the car


Have a very happy weekend everyone! I’m dying on the inside since we don’t know when Yoongi’s mixtape is going to be released ^-^ If Jungkookie cried while listening to it, I’m sure I’m going to cry an entire ocean :’)

Let’s support each other and BTS well! :* Al eonni sends you all her love <333

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Jin: “What do you mean that because you already slept in the car you are wide awake now? Oppa drove all the way and it’s past midnight already, let’s go to bed, please! [laughing but dying on the inside]”

Originally posted by hoseokayo

Suga: *God, Yoongi would love it so much like???? He’d lovingly steal glances at you sleeping in the passenger seat next to him and he’d smile to himsef like an idiot the whole ride home. He’d tell you how cute you are and if you answered him in your sleep, he’d loose his shit completely*

Originally posted by syubs

Rap Monster: *I don’t mean this in a mean way but I can see Namjoon just talking about something to you and not noticing for a while that you have already fallen asleep? And then as soon as he noticed, he would apologize to the sleeping you and say something like ‘You must be so exhausted from the trip, babygirl. Sleep tight~’*

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

J-Hope: *Hobi is so the type of guy to start massaging your thigh or stroking your hair if you are sitting in the passenger seat next to him. He’d continue to do so even after you fall asleep, all the while sweet talking to you~*

Originally posted by hobilu

Jimin: *It’s downright torture for him because he wants to look at you and hold you but he can’t because he needs to concentrate on the traffic*

Him: “Ahhh what is this? Concentrate on the road, Park Jimin. You need to get _______ home safely. You can cuddle her then”

Originally posted by jimins-bootae

V: *starts listening to his embarrassing trot music on low volume as soon as you have fallen asleep, turning it off and being serious again whenever you shift in your sleep*

Originally posted by pangguk

Jungkook: “Oh man holy shit, now I’m responsible for bringing _______ home safely completely on my own. Okay, you got this, Jeon Jungkook. Just pay extra attention to all the signs and speed limits and we should be fine”

Originally posted by sugutie

The signs according to every post on tumblr:
  • Aries: *is like 5ft tall* FITE ME RN BITCh
  • Taurus: *someone somewhere on the other side of the world mentions food* did someone just say food
  • Gemini: 2 faces. can't be trusted. sneaky ass bitches.
  • Cancer: *goes outside* *violently starts crying for no reason*
  • Leo: hahaha, I know I'm better than you hun (; *sassy hair flip* kourtney, mind grabbing my uggs for me?
  • Virgo: *takes out Febreeze spray gun* *violently starts shooting it at anything anyone touches*
  • Libra: "haha and then what ;)"
  • Scorpio: emo. probably listens to fall out boy. dark soul. will probably murder you.
  • Sagittarius: adveNTUROS1!!1!! NEVER SAd dO THEY EVEN HAVE EMOTIONs??2??2!
  • Capricorn: boring asf.
  • Aquarius: 12 year old going through their "iM A REbEl!1!" phase. never cried while reading tfios. aliens.
  • Pisces: one fish two fish red fish blue fish. probably cries enough to fill up an entire ocean (which they swim in:))