Ive crief myself to sleep the past two nights and i want to end it. I want to hang myself from the ceiling fan in my room. It would never work because my bed is there right under it. I want to die. I cant do anything. All anyone does is tell me to do things but no one really helps. They just say “find one, call them, you have to do it” but no one is really helping. No one cares about me anymore. I want to kill myself. I want to die i want to die i want to die. I am worth nothing to this world. It feels like getting a job wont even make me happy now. Nothing will ever make me happy again. I want to kill myself.