prompt: (a/n: okay so i don’t wanna give the prompt bc i feel like it’s too heavy to put in a couple of sentences but, this is going to be a two parter, the next part will be a smut lol so,,, this is just a lemon i guess… ok anyways) jason is going to be giving y/n a lesson about virginity and such and such but y/n and jason are just best friends so uh i guess that’s what the prompt is idk
I sit on the couch waiting for Jason. I have absolutely no idea why he is taking so long because we planned this a week ago. I mean, I guess since he doesn’t know what this “just a talk, Jay please just come,” is, he doesn’t know how important it is and how nervous I am for the talk.
Ugh, we are both adults and I shouldn’t feel like this. Both, mature, adults.
This is wei–
*my apartment door opens abruptly and shuts quite loudly*
“Sorry baby doll, Roy needed something for this weekend and I–”
“Jason, can you just come over, this is important.”
Jason sets down his keys on my kitchen counter and strides to sit across from me on the couch. He’s wearing those black jeans and his gray t shirt that almost matches what I’m wearing. We’ve known each other for a while and I guess we just grew into each other haha. I’m wearing my black allbirds, leggings and an oversized gray crew neck. Both of our hair is slightly messy but I’ve got mine in a pony tail.
“Is something going on? You said that this was just a talk.”
I don’t know how to start this off so I am just silent and looking out the window in front of us.
*after a little pause of absolute silence*
Jason moves over right next to me on the couch and hugs me.
“Bad news, anything. You can tell me anything y/n. I won’t judge or get upset just tell me whatever okay?”
“Jay, it’s not bad news it’s just kinda embarrassing and I don’t know how you will react.”
I lean my head into the crevice of his neck. God why am I doing this again?
Let’s start from the beginning. A couple months ago, I was dating this guy from a different college and we got really close and we were about to do the do, but then I realized I didn’t want to do it with him? I just wasn’t comfortable with him and I didn’t trust him and all these different factors just made me not want to lose my virginity with him. Virginity is really just a concept designed by men to conform women but yadayada I just didn’t want to give it to some guy I wasn’t going to prosper with etc. I ended up breaking up with him because he had needs that I didn’t want to fulfill.
I knew that I could just get one of my good friends could just have a friends with benefits kinda relationship. I had so many good hot guys to choose from, Dick, Jason, Roy, Conner, Peter, etc. But the real questions are
Who would be open to this?
Who do I trust?
Who has /experience/ ?
I mean, everyone like Dick and I can be caught fawning over him, but he’s like a big brother to me and things would get awkward after. I can sense that shit.
Peter is a little inexperienced to be honest, Conner is debatable. I mean, he’s a little of a goody goody so I don’t know what to expect from him. I do know that he is experienced though um, we can keep him as the last option.
Roy or Jason. I’ve been thinking about this for weeks. Roy has been starting a thing with Kori so I don’t really know if it’s a good time to ask him…
Jason seems like the perfect candidate. We’ve been friends since before his death. We’ve always had a close relationship that is judgement free and open and endlessly supporting. He definitely fills the /experienced/ part.
Gosh I’ve heard stories from even when I attend Bruce’s galas about Jason.
“Take your time cupcake, I won’t judge you, nothing you say can change us okay? You’re my best friend.”
I take a deep breath.
“You know Marcus? Well I-”
My head falls off of Jason almost immediately as he jumps up.
“What Did He Do? God, If he hurt you I swear I’ll–”
I grab Jason’s forearm and pull him back onto the couch.
God I love her so much. If Marcus did anything to her I’d beat him. She’s too pure for him. Too good. Always been too good for all her partners.
Ugh now would be a good time to tell her about my feelings? I can’t keep dragging this out. But she’s *talking* to me. Now isn’t the right time. But it’s never the right time. Cmon big boy just ask her out it’s not that hard. She’s my best friend. I could lose so much if this goes wrong.
I snap and pay attention to y/n.
This is so nerve-wracking ugh.
“Okay, let me finish. Don’t interrupt me, just listen. It’s really embarrassing and I have to ask you something and I just don’t want you to freak out or anything.”
Jason nods and puts his hand on my knee.
“Ok so long story short, Marcus made me realize that I didn’t want to have sex with him or just anyone and I didn’t want to give my virginity to anyone that I didn’t really trust. I thought that I could ask one of my guy friends to take it and you are my best guy friend so I was wondering if you wanted it?”
I say all of this in a rushed voice and I hope he understood what I said.
Jason is silent.
“Okay, that didn’t sound right? Uh I want to give it to you? I mean if you want it? I just want someone to take my virginity so that I can have sex with other people later and be okay? That wasn’t right either. Uh, my virginity, I’m going to give it to you? I don’t really know what to say–”
“You’re still a virgin?”
He starts to snicker.
“I’m only 25 Jay, I just haven’t wanted to do it yet, I don’t know.”
He hugs me and starts laughing.
“Jason, don’t laugh you’re making me feel bad.”
“Sorry pumpkin, haha I just, hahaha, I’ve never had this happen to me. Usually girls just throw themselves at me and you’re asking me to catch you hahah.”
“Yea, I’ve heard.”
I push him off me and punch his firm chest. No effect, not surprising. He catches my hands and stops laughing.
“Okay, okay, I’ll help you out. If-”
My face mutes.
“If What.” I say, very unimpressed.
“Hey, no attitude. You’re the one asking for favors. If, you tell me why you’re asking me instead of your other friends. What is it about me that caught your eye, huh? My ass? My biceps? My meaty thighs?.”
I get up and walk over to the door. Jason is watching me from the couch slightly confused. I put on my jacket and take my pony tail out. Give my hair a little scrunch and flip and put on some lipstick. Giving my self a once over I look back at Jason.
“Ok so I am going to go ask Roy now? (and to irritate Jason I swing low and say) or Dick? We’ll see who I run into first. Or I’ll a–”
Jason jumps off the couch and runs towards me. He blocks the door and picks me up and throws me over his shoulder.
“Hey! Put me down! You lost this privilege Jay.”
He chuckles and drops me back into the couch. I am laying down while he sits on the edge of the couch, caging me with those strong arms.
“Finish what you were going to say doll face. Who else were you going to ask?”
I try my hardest to look emotionless but I can feel myself pout.
He pulls out his cellphone.
My eyes widen.
I try my very hardest to take it but it’s not working.
“Ah ah ah, no touching, just talking haha. You gonna tell me why you asked me first hm?”
I pout full on.
“Fine. I asked you because you are my bestest best friend and I know that you have a lot of experience and I thought I could trust you. I just thought that I could give my virginity to someone I cared about, before I have to tie myself down. I don’t know I just thought you’d be the best. We’ve already seen each other naked so,”
“Nah, you’ve seen me in my underwear and I barely saw you in a swim suit.”
“How different could we look when we are fully naked? I bet you can imaging what I look like, wait, don’t.”
“Oh, when all the clothes come off, it really does look different. Alright when do you wanna have sex with me?”
“Jason, don’t say it like that. Can we do it this Friday? Before the charity ball? We are going together anyways so…Actually let’s do it after… That makes more sense.”
“Oh, y/n, I’ll never forget this haha. I’m picking you up for the ball too so be ready.”
Jason kisses my forehead and then boops my nose and chuckles while he makes his way to the door.
“Alrighty then, Friday after the ball. See ya later cupcake.”
What did I get myself into?
Maybe something great can come out of this. At least she trusts me enough to do this. Or is this an ultimate friendzoning thing?? Dude you’re having sex with your best friend this is good!! I don’t know what to do know.. I’ll ask Dick…
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