creative calling

They call me a cynic

But I’m a daughter of a failed life,

enlightened by the piteous mistakes and tedious downfalls of others

Pulled up by my courage I had to produce myself

I’ll not go aginst my instincts again for the sake of learned optimism

It’s a mute piont, and an obvious array that love is a concept of sexual attraction and personalities that puzzle together, only reaching limits through sacrifice of self and friendship

A waste.

I declare this from a method of exploration through the endurance of behavior

Not by a damaged heart or frayed emotion

I only wish to learn and never stop, experience life in all of it’s shades

Exploring lands and expanding my horizons is the only mistress I want for

The only lover I need is the universe, her devine secrets, art that removes breath from my body, and the foreign cultures I’ve yet to witness

And I shan’t be afraid to journey on my own


someone asked me about if Amy was kinda like.. the female version of Warfstache, and y’know what ?? ?

I’m super in love with that idea tbh

there he is, that space defending dude keith

im not here to make friends, which is good because historically my friends are all idiots

Things I didn’t know Desmond could do 1/? - Mah boi pulling some John Wick style right here

“The most regretful people on earth are those who felt the call to creative work, who felt their own creative power restive and uprising, and gave to it neither power nor time.” - Mary Oliver

I found this quote very striking. I often fear I’ll never find the courage to pursue my personal projects, and end up regretting all this lost time… it is a paralyzing thought.

I want to make meaningful things, not just pretty drawings.

Have I ever told you
how much I adore
your smile?

Most of all that little goofy smile,
accompanied by reddened cheeks
you have going on
when you are embarrassed,

when you look away,
smiling, secretly,
with your eyes
I adore watching you then.

Especially those times,
when you get this way,
because I teased the living hell
out of you.

I love to know,
that I put that smile
upon your lips,
lightning up,
your whole

Don’t know how I managed to keep this project a secret for this long, but-


Now you can see my custom-designed SQUIP in action, YAYYY! 
The Squip Enters was a perfect practice opportunity for me because it’s under a minute (49 secs,to be exact) and it calls for creative visual effects as well as a wide range of emotions in order to the scene to play-out properly.
I hope I did it justice! Let me know what you guys think.


five years ago today you were introduced as exo’s last member, our main rapper, exo’s voice, and happy virus. in these past years, you’ve grown and accomplished so much, always striving for the best. with every passing day you work harder to improve your skills and become the best you, you can be, to deliver to us, your fans. in these five years, you’ve starred in your own movie and drama, receiving awards for both, released several collaborations, that topped the charts, went from being one of the worst dancers in exo to a much improved one, and began composing your own music, showing your passion to the world.

thank you chanyeol for always smiling like an idiot and being my entire world.

five years ago today, you started your journey as an artist, let’s continue for five more and so on ♡

I want to publish dynamic, impactful LGBTQ stories. And I need your help.
So, I recently became the editor in chief of Grindr and was tasked with leading our new digital magazine called INTO. Yes, that Grindr.
By Zach Stafford