I was doing great. I was doing just fine. I even started thinking that maybe this was just really a silly, little crush. That maybe I was looking at you, the wrong person. But then I saw you with them, and it broke my heart because I realized that I want you to be the right person for me so badly. I thought I was over you but it still hurts every time you get a little closer with another person.

Also, posting this video I forgot that I made. But my mom found it on my phone and gave me a look, as if to say “why do you keep disappointing me?”