so many of my wips are unfinished because i have no idea how to properly use color and i get overly ambitious and then quickly frustrated and give up :| (or… courting S/A totally sneak off and vulcan make-out in the middle of a diplomatic function YOU GUYS BEHAVE)
You hate the 50th too? Oh good. What did you hate about it???
whenever I bring it up, I mostly refer to the terrible “plot twist” / “retroactive retcon” at the end-
but if I had to be comprehensive……… *cracks knuckles*:
!!! Billie Piper is back…..WOW! AWESOME!
except, haha. JK she is not here to play Rose Tyler.Because fuck you, fans. Instead Billie will just stand around…… speaking in posh-english…… and wearing a very ragged, un-Rose like sulking face the whole time.
And since Rose isn’t actually back, you don’t actually get any nice “Oh, Rose is back” things… there’s no Eleven x Rose angst, no flirty Clara x Rose interaction, no Ten x Rose cuteness.NOTHING. Billie is literally just a Sexy Lamp Prop for the crappy plot to hang on.
Then of course there’s the disservice done to………..
Paul Mcgann, after being the serving Doctor for longer than anyone, but having no TV appearances, finally had the chance to come back Him coming back would have done Justice to all those years when he was The Face Of The Wilderness Years, and would have truly connected Classic and New Who for reals…………
(and his charm combined with DT’s
would have brought the world to its knees)
…instead they cast a new person who had 0 connection to the FIFTY YEARS LONG world of Who (just because he has more screen “prestige”/”pedigree” i guess!!), and the actual guy who deserved the spotlight is given a 5 minute webisode.
Let that sink in, instead of giving Eight the screentime he deserved, because Moffat couldn’t deal with giving due to a character somebody else created, he had to create an entirely new Doctor-
A new doctor that doesn’t make any sense! The “War Doctor” is characterized as a “gritty war hero” yet the only thing he does is graffiti some walls. Ooh, so scary. Also he was destined to die in this (1) episode which just makes his the more pointless.
This is because the Time War itself is mis-characterized! The Cool Thing about the Time War is that it was this unimaginable, horrific conflict between two factions whose war technology was literally out of any comprehensible human scale. The reach of its destruction was so great it literally shattered the structure of time and left things like the monsters from Fathers Day to stabilize it.
None of this Coolness is reflected in the special. The images a “Time War” conjures up should have been like in this Nick Briggs quote illustrated by Tealin:
However if you just watched the 50th you would walk away thinking the Time War was a tiny skirmish on the surface of 1 planet (Gallifrey), where The Daleks raided the OH SO Poor, Defenseless, bb!Gallifreyans with their bad deadly lazerz.
Then, because the Gallifreyans were mis-represented, that leads us to the biggest offender: the retcon of the time war/genocide of the Time Lords. Honestly I could go on for 2 hours on why this plot point sucked but I have already written a lot so Ill keep it short: it sucks.
Of all the aggravating things in the 50th it is what aggravates me the most. It retroactively manages to ruin my favorite era of Doctor Who (the RTD era) since it basically said “haha jk, the doctor never actually had to make a sacrifice, AND he was WRONG to think she could make it in the first place
(never mind that Nine and Ten DID live their lives with that choice. never mind that we as an audience accepted it because it was presented as a complex, juicy moral dilemma, that was the crux of all the thematic themes of those stories. )
but it is all FIXED and now everything you knew and loved was a LIE! long live the Big Friendly Reset Buttom!!! fuck moral dilemmas”
LMAO AND AFTER DOING ALL THIS SHIT Gallifrey could come back in the main series- they did nothing worthy with it. This “I must find Gallifrey” plot went nowhere, and it took it years
before it could have any kind of pay off in Heave/Hell Bent (where
Gallifrey was pretty much just a white noise for all the Clara/Twelve
Sorry, I guess I didn’t really keep it short did I uhhh…..The whole other Zygon subplot is just a stupid set up for the (even more horrible) Zygon episodes later in the main series!!
But back to Gallifrey,
The episode makes the final point that The Doctor had to go through all those adventures so he could “return” to Gallifrey. And the way it is framed is just….ugh. Gross. At the time the final scene pissed me off so much because it goes against one of the core values of The Doctor as a character.
Let me elaborate: The Doctor as an archetype is that of a rebel, a non-comformist. He is the bohemian, counter-culture to the academical-obsessed Time Lords. This is one of the traits that has The Doctor so appealing to people. This is the reason he ran away from Gallifrey
…but the way the episode frames it, it comes across as this big moment of “maturity”.
It frames his decision to run away from Gallifrey as something not unlike “teenage rebel-dry” and his decision to come back as a sign of “adulthood” (tangent: I was hyper-aware of these themes because they were also the problems with the then-recent Amy Pond arc). And this is the philosophical cross-way where Moffat and I clearly disagree, because IMO, if there is a “mature” reason for The Doctor to come back to his homeland, it would be to improve it. Because he was right in running away from there, because Time Lord society was stagnant, and “ degenerate, and rotten to the core”.
A N Y W A Y
The root of it all is that I HATED the concept behind it.
idea we couldn’t “just” have a fun, silly get-together, with as many guest-stars
from the past as possible, with old companions drinking tea and hanging around in the TARDIS
(- The Five Doctors . I wanted The Five Doctors)
No, we needed to be Serious and Big because according to Steven Fucking
Moffat: “It cant be about looking to the past, it is about looking forward”.
Yes, celebrating the past In ananniversary!!!! episode!!! was unthinkable.
Oh yeah, and Tom Baker does get a little cameo but honestly it is so pointless and cringe-y that I always forget about it tbqh.
I haven’t seen it again since it aired years ago (#BLESSED) but Im sure there were other, minor grievances about it in the other 80% of the episode. Subscribers get more at my 50th tag.
Here it is, the last chapter! I loved writing this fic, I really love and respect these men and their families. Thanks to everyone who read and encouraged me. I hope you’ve enjoyed this as much as I did writing it!
Misha arrived back at the house in record time. He pulled off his running shoes and peeled his socks off, leaving them outside. He slipped in the backdoor and followed the smell of coffee to the kitchen. Jensen had his music playing throughout the house so he wouldn’t have heard Misha if he had called out. All the better for Misha as he quietly approached the doorway, seeing Jensen facing the stove, his back to Misha. Jensen was dancing, Coldplay’s “Hymn for the Weekend” playing over the speakers. Misha was thrilled that his love for the band had bled over to Jensen but he loved what he was looking at more; Jensen wearing those ridiculous boxer briefs with the bear on them, swivelling his hips to the beat, singing along to the song. As it came to an end, Misha crossed the kitchen, giving applause where it was due. He could have sworn Jensen jumped about five feet.
“Son of a bitch! Jesus Dimitri, you scared me. Warn a guy!”
“Sorry, little bunny. You were too cute to interrupt.”
“S’not cute Mish… those were my sexy moves.”
“Oh, my apologies Mr. Ackles. They were very sexy moves. I can hardly contain myself.”
Jensen grabbed him and wrapped Misha’s arms around his waist. He leaned in to nose at Misha’s neck, licking a long stripe across his collarbone. Misha tasted like cinnamon, sweat, and sunshine. Jensen was drunk on the taste and he was very displeased that he had to send Misha off to the shower.
“I really don’t want to let you go Mish but you need to shower. People are going to be here soon.”
Misha growled and ground his hips into Jensen’s. “Can’t I just fuck you against this countertop instead? That sounds like more fun.”
Jensen gritted his teeth. Misha was making this… hard. “Nope. No, you cannot.” He squeezed Misha’s perfect ass. “I think it would put a damper on things if our families walked in to you fucking me into the table they’re about to eat breakfast on.”
“Do you think it would be upsetting to them if they walked in on me blowing you?” Misha looked thoughtful as if he was seriously weighing the pros and cons.
“Misha, get in the fucking shower or you’re not getting any french toast.” Jensen spun him around and pushed him towards the back of the house. He smiled and started the eggs.