Hc/scenario (I dunno the difference in this case :v) about MC breaking up with the RFA + V, Saeran and Vanderwood for a stupid reason and because of that they cross the street not paying too much attention and almost get hit by a car, but MC runs and pushes them out of the street and get hit instead. (Your choice if MC survives or not)(Sorry about the angst or if its too specific) ~ Cookie
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!**Trigger Warning**! Contains stuff that may trigger depressive episodes and over thinking. Mentions alcohol and extreme recklessness. Contains implied suicide.
- He was devastated. His world crumbled into pieces when the doctor told him that you almost didn’t make it. You were in a coma and no one knows when you’ll wake up.
- This boy knew how it felt to lose a loved one and he can’t bear to lose you. You are his first love. You are his world.
- He had no one to blame but himself. He breaks down everyday. Every.Fucking.Day.
- He would swap places with you if he can.
- He holds your hand the whole time.
- “MC? I’m so sorry. I’m sorry, please come back. Please.” he’ll tell you everyday while sobbing.
- He’s so scared to face you when you woke up, thinking that you’ll hate him coz it’s all his fault.
- “M-Mc? I’m so sorry.” He was a crying mess. He lost it all when you slightly lifted your arms to hug him.
Yes. He’s now crying like a baby in your arms.
- “I thought I’m gonna lose you. Oh god. I don’t know what to do. I could’ve lost you. I could’ve lost you forever MC, I’m so sorry. Please don’t leave me.”
(mod fluffy is crying because she loves Yoosung so much <3)
- “You’re kidding right?! She’s okay! Please tell me she’s okay!” The only words he managed to say as he fell on his knees. You were gone.
- He’s fallen into denial stage for too long. He spends his days drinking to numb the pain.
- RFA members got worried when he haven’t logged in the messenger for three days straight. They went to his apartment only to find him on the kitchen counter. He was too drunk to notice them. he was crying and slamming his fists on the counter table.
- “MC? Where are you? You’re just mad right? You’ll come back right? Please come back. i’ll do everything. Haha, they kept on telling me that you’re gone! Why is that? That can’t be true. You love me, right? You’ll come back.”He looks really wasted. They can do nothing but try to calm him.
- He stopped acting for a month. Staying at his apartment and blaming himself for losing you.
- Knowing his condition, a director offered him a lead role - a suicidal man who lost his wife on a car crash. He reluctantly accepted the role which garnered tons of awards for his acting. Which he is not. It’s all real. Every single tear that he shed, every painful line that he said, the strong desire to end his own life, the struggle to keep going- all of it were real.
- The only roles he accepted since then are portrayals of someone hopeless,depressed or struggling because of losing someone .
- The moment she lost you is the moment she lost it all. She promised her self to never love anyone again for she loses everyone she love no matter how hard she tries to keep them.
- Puts on a strong facade to hide how she’s broken inside.
- RFA is really worried as she drowns herself in too much work, rarely stopping to rest or to eat.
- Jumin offered her a holiday which she refused, saying that she needs to work.
- that’s true.
- She needs to work so that she can somehow forget about you. She needs to distract herself from the thought that she’ll never see you again, she’ll never be able to touch you again nor hear your voice. It hurts. It destroys her. The thought of you is enough to destroy her whole being, that’s why she needs to work. No- to drown herself with work, hoping that it’ll literally drown her and take her to you.
- “No! I’m willing to pay any amount! Please, J- just save her! Please save my princess.” This is the first time Jumin Han let his emotions get to him. He’s vulnerable and he knew it, but it doesn’t matter anymore. You’re gone. Your smile. Your laughter. Your touch. Your voice. Everything is gone. And he’s fucking miserable.
- “Please make her come back. I- I need my princess here, just please.”
- It almost felt like a slap on his face. Yeah, money and power can’t do everything. It can’t bring you back.
- He’s back to being the stone cold Jumin.
- He drowns himself on work but later on resigns.
- He spends his days at home, watching your videos and listening to your voice recordings while tears are streaming down his face.
- Doesn’t show himself in the messenger for a whole week.
- He’s trying to make a time machine, seriously.
- “MC, please wait, okay? I- I’ll make this work” he keeps on telling himself as his tears started to cloud his vision while he’s working on it.
- RFA were shocked when he logged in again for the first time. He was joking and telling about all sorts of stuff.
- He told them that he was working on something for you.
- He waited until no one was online before he left a message.
- “The time machine was broken. I don’t know if i can fix it, but I can’t wait any longer. I’ll go meet MC tonight. ;) I miss her so much. Please take care,everyone. Seven-oh-Seven signing off.”
- “It was all my fault.” he was back to zero and he’s taking all the blame.AGAIN.
- The doctor told him that it’s not sure when or if you’ll wake up again.
- He was struck by the thought that it was his fault. He was always seen sitting beside your bed, silently watching you.
- He never fails to bring you flowers every single day. It’s been 4 fucking months.
- He never cried but it all came crushing down on him one night. He was scared. Scared that he may never see you open your eyes again, that he might not be able to hear your voice again.
- He touched your cheeks and gently placed a soft kiss on your forehead. He didn’t noticed that he was already crying.
- “MC? Can You hear me? I miss you already. Please wake up soon.” he sweetly said in between his sobs.
- He lightly placed his head into your chest, listening to your faint heartbeat. He was shocked when he suddenly felt your arm move. You reached out to wipe his tears even though you can still barely move.
- “MC. Y- You… You came back to me. Oh God. Thank you for coming back to me.” he sobbed even more. Too happy to stop his tears from falling.
- Losing you will be his death. He’s loved no one but his brother and you his whole life. You. Of all people, why does he have to lose you? You were the only one who accepted him even though he has done a lot of bad things in the past.
- His world will instantly fall apart. As soon as he hears it, he’s down on his knees- breaking, insanity ripping it’s way to his being.
- He knew well that you took his sanity with you when you left this world. He’s nothing. nothing but an empty body wandering trying to find you- you who is already gone.
- His nightmares were back again, but it’s not about Mint Eye. It’s you. Your face. Your Voice. Your touch. It’s you that makes him wake up and cry in the middle of the night.
- Time came when he can’t take it anymore, he left a note for his twin and disappeared.
- “Saeyoung, take care of yourself. MC is being naughty and went to paradise ahead of me. It’s okay though, I’m not mad at her. I’m going there too. I’ll be with her soon, no need to be sad.”
- He doesn’t know how to deal with it. God. All he knows is that it hurts. It fucking hurts. Even just hearing your name is like taking a bullet straight to his chest.
- He’s been living alone for too long until he had you. You became his world and now you’re gone.
- It took him a week to find himself again. He needs to regain his composition because of his fucking job. He took the most dangerous and deadly missions that there is, not caring if he’ll die. He might meet you then, but he’s not sure if you’ll like to see him, afterall it was his fault.
- “I miss you. I wonder if i’ll get to meet you again. I want to see you again, but I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve someone like you. The only thing i deserve is this filthy job and this misery I’m feeling right now. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry, MC.”