Chris, it’s okay. I’m not mad, so stop feeling that way.“ She chuckled as I explained to her why I’m feeling some type of way. I didn’t think she’d take it so lightly.
"No it’s not, B.” I stressed, as I ran my hands over my face. I didn’t know that it was going to be this hard moving on. It’s almost bout a year later and a nigga still feeling some type of way.
“Chris, I already told you to not stress over this. I told you not to spend a damn decade thinking about me. Move on, Chris. I can’t control your feelings for ole girl. Maybe it wasn’t meant to be for us..” She said as my heart dropped. It was meant to be, nobody could tell me shit.
“It was meant to be. Everything was going good.. I was gonna marry you when you had the baby and everything. You don’t understand how much I love you and that shit ain’t gone never change.”
“Yes I do. You love me as much as a fat kid loves cake.” She chuckled, remembering one of my corny jokes. Damn I wish she could be here.
“How’s Ri?” She asked as her face lit up. It made me sad because she couldn’t be here to watch her grow up. She loved her.
“She’s doing good actually.. making good grades, trying to get into cheer..” I answered her chuckling as I put my head down.
“You better not start crying, punk.” She warned me as she lifted my head up while I chuckled. She ain’t have to call me a punk. Typical Bliss, she ain’t changed one bit.
“Alright, I’m not.” I said, trying my hardest to hold back my tears. A nigga’s eyes were burning.
“I gotta go Chris, kiss Ri for me. I love you.” She said as she gave me a quick peck on the lips and stood up.
“I love you t-” I tried to say but she had already left causing me to sigh. I was about to start crying again, but I decided to let her win this time. Every time I talk to her and she leaves, I always start crying. I feel like a pussy but oh well. I guess I feel better now that she told me she didn’t mind and to follow my heart.
“Daddy, can you help me?” Ri asked as she leaned against the doorframe. Her hair was wrapped up in a towel so I’m guessing that Raye just washed it.
“Did you apologize to your mama and August?” I asked as she roughly sighed before nodding. Motioning for her to come sit in my lap, she had a paper in her hand.
Raye had a long talk with me about how I should stop babying her all the time cause she’s gonna start thinking that she can do whatever she wants and she doesn’t want her disrespecting people. It was kind of wrong for her to say that to August, but me being the cool dad I am, it was funny as fuck because nobody was expecting that. I gotta stop cursing around her.
“Is this homework? Why you wait til the last minute to do this?” I asked sternly as she pulled out her iPad to show me something.
“Daddy, I kept loosing this game and I had to beat it.” She said, showing me some game on her phone. Chuckling, I just grabbed the paper from her to look at it. Ok, it was just math. I loved math.
“Ok, I just bought you four new pairs of shoes. Two were too big so I had to take them back. How many do you have now?” I said as I demonstrated everything on my fingers. The paper didn’t have any word problems so I had to make up my own lil version.
“Two?” She asked as I smirked at her while she laughed and wrote it down on the paper.
“Hey y'all.” Raye greeted us as she came in with only a towel on. “Hey big booty.” I said, slapping her on the butt only for her to jump.
“Hey big booty.” Ri and Raye said as Ri attempted to do me the same way but we were both sitting down. “Something else big and it ain’t my booty.” I said, talking to Raye.
“Alright, alright my bad.” I chuckled, putting my hands up in defense.
“Daddy is this one 11?” Ri asked as she pointed to a problem that said 4+7. She catches on fast. “Yea baby.” I smiled as I gave her a high five.
“Why you been so distant?” Raye asked me as she dropped her towel and walked around to find her lotion. I didn’t even wanna talk about this any more the moment I started staring at her ass. I just wanted to fuck the shit out of her, but I couldn’t run away from my problems.
“I was feeling guilty..” I sighed as she grabbed some lotion and sat down on the bed behind me. “For what? You haven’t done anything, have you?” She asked, side eyeing me.
“Because… For a min I felt like I was betraying Bliss.” I finally said as I felt like some weight was lifted off my shoulders. When she heard Bliss’ name, she paused. I know it must be hard for her to hear me talk about bliss so much. I don’t try to.
“Oh… Well we don’t have to do anything anymore if you don’t feel comfortable with it. I don’t wanna make you feel like that.” She said, as I noticed the disappointment in her voice.
“Nah, I was talking to her and she told me that I needed to move on and stop thinking about her so much and that if I wanna work on us again then go for it.” I explained as I turned around to face her. She looked kind of confused. I’m guessing because I said I talked to her.
“So what you gonna do?”
“Work on us again.” I said as she smiled. “I know it may seem kind of fake since I’m all up on you since Bliss died, but I was actually starting to develop feelings for you before. I guess I didn’t know what I was missing. Hanging around you these past months felt like the old times and honestly I missed it. I forgot all about how much fun we used to have besides the arguing. I guess we need to just work on our communication skills.” I explained as she smiled.
“You really feel that way?” She asked as I nodded my head like a thousand times so that she could understand that I was serious.
“Wow..” She mumbled, shocked as I smiled. I knew she was all happy and shit on the inside.
Putting my phone in my pocket, I went back to watching the game as Raye started stripping out her clothes.
“Chris I’m horny.” Raye whined as she straddled my lap. “Move on trying to watch the game.” I sucked my teeth, lightly pushing her to the side. Huffing and rolling her eyes, “Fine I’m just gonna go to this shoot.” She shrugged as she put her clothes back on. Grabbing her keys, she didn’t even tell me bye before she left. Damn, did she wanna fuck that bad? I give her dick almost everyday. Ungrateful ass.
Since the TV was on commercial now I searched for my phone. Grabbing it out my pocket, I clicked the Instagram app and scrolled down my tl for a little while. Liking a few pics and following a couple of people back, I got bored so I decided to see what Miss Greedy was doing.
“Daddy, look.” She said as she stood in front of me with Raye’s big ass bra on. She’s always in Raye’s stuff when Raye’s gone. “Ri that’s way too big.” I chuckled, shaking my head. I started clapping when Ri was acting like she was a model.
“I know daddy. Mommy’s tatas are like this.” Ri laughed as she made a big space with her arms to demonstrate how big Raye’s titties were.
“What you wanna do today?” I asked as my laughter died down. “IHOP.” She cheesed as I put on some slides and grabbed the keys.
“IHOP it is then, come on.” I said as she started getting happy.
We bout to turn up at IHOP.
“That’s why you gotta eat yo veggies, Ri.” I heard Chris say to Ri while I was doing a little yoga. It’s very relaxing if you don’t think about anything so much.
“Then I’m gonna look like mommy?” I heard Ri ask as I chuckled. I don’t eat veggies often at all. She blessed me and I just work out a lot. But hey, if that’s what’s gonna make Ri eat her veggies then so be it. I want her to be as healthy as possible.
“Hey bab- goddamn cover yo eyes Ri.” Chris said as he came into the room.
“Raye, you know there’s children in this house?” Chris asked before covering his hands over Ri’s eyes. He’s acting like I’m naked, and even if I was so what.
“What I do?”
“You over here bussing it open and all I see is ass. Don’t got on no type of bra either.” He said as Ri started giggling causing me to suck my teeth. He wonders why she’s cursing now. He’s so blunt around her.
“Why you always talking so reckless in front of my baby? Keep playing with me Chris.” I warned him as he put his hands up in defense. The last time he cursed in front of her I got on his ass but then I felt bad afterwards so that’s why I’m warning him now.
“Alright, Ima stop.” He said, getting serious.
“Daddy, I’m sleepy.” Ri mumbled as she started rubbing her eyes. “You want me to tuck you in?” Chris asked as she shook her head no and left to go in her room. That kind of made me sad. My baby’s growing up.
“I love you, I love you, I love you.” Chris said in between the kisses that he was giving me all over my face. He’s been real clingy ever since our talk yesterday. It’s cute though.
“Why you being so nice? What happened to asshole Chris?”
“That’s what the pussy do to a nigga.” He smirked as he picked me up and lead us up to my room. “We should take a bubble bath.” I suggested as he shrugged.
Making it to the bathroom, Chris went to do something in the bedroom while I ran us a nice hot bubble bath in the jacuzzi tub, put on some slow 90’s jams, lit a few candles and hand two wine glasses along with a bottle of Gold Passion Alizé. Stripping out of my clothes, I sat down into the warm water and poured me a glass of the Alizé, relaxing back in the tub waiting for Chris. What the fuck is he even doing?
I heard him cleared his throat which made my eyes popped opened and straighten up in the water. “You just gonna stand there and look at me all night or you are you gonna get it in?”
“I can’t just stand here and admire how beautiful you look?” He responded with a slightly smile on his face.
Rolling my eyes I replied, “You so corny… but thank you baby daddy.”
He stripped off his clothes and snatched the bottle of Alizé from the floor before getting in the tub. We were enjoying each other’s presence in silence until Chris yelled out, “Oh shit, that’s that bump. Let me sing to you girl.” He held the bottle up to his lips and started singing perfect in key. My favorite song was playing.
“There’s something in your eyes baby.. It’s telling me you want me baby.. Tonight is your night.” Chris sang.
“Aaaaah, sing it baby!” I cheered him on as I threw my panties at him like a fan thirsting for the singer on the stage. “Give me that Honey Looooooooove.” I sung along with R Kelly as I brought my face closer to Chris’.
“Give me that sweet sweet love.” He sung back to me while gripping my face into his hand.
“It kinda sounds like you requesting something?”
He laughed. “Don’t start nothing you know you can’t finish. ‘Cause once I’m once done you won’t be able to walk for a couple of days.”
“Yes really, lemme show you.” He leaned forward and tongue kissed me all sloppy like as he repositioned my body on his lap so that I was straddling him. He placed his hands on my ass, gripping it hard as hell. My hands wrapped around his neck as the kiss got more intense. I felt his fingers slightly rubbing my clit. “Tell me how bad you want it.” He commanded, added pressure my clit making me jump a little.
I moaned in response, “I want you inside me so badly… I want you to fuck me until I can’t cum no more.” His hand instantly gripped my throat as he nibbled on my neck. I moaned with the affect he had on my body. Chris slowly slid me down onto his dick and the ride began. Instantly my muscles gripped him tightly.
“Shit,” He groaned, digging his fingertips into my thigh. “So fucking tight baby…”
“C-Chris…” I moaned as I bounced on his dick like a pogo stick. Water was going everywhere as we increased our movement. All of sudden Chris lifted us from the water and carried us over to the bathroom wall. Pulling out he turning me around – with the side of my face to wall and him hitting it from the back.
I hissed at the pain but moaned at the pleasure. His body slammed into mine sending the sounds of flesh on flesh through the bathroom. It was like it was echoing off the walls and I loved the sound.
“Oh my… r-right there.” I moaned as my nails scratched the wall.
Chris gripped my neck and roughly spoke in my ear, “Shut the fuck up, Royalty sleep.” He started to hit me with the fast, deep strokes bit helping my moans. I can’t handle this. If we stayed in this position I would cum all over myself.
“Right there huh?” It felt so good that all I could do was moan and drool. I felt his free hand in my hair. He pulled it hard. “Move that ass and work for this nut.” I pushed my ass against him, bouncing my pussy up and down his dick.
“That’s right work that shit.” He pulled my hair so that my neck was back as I bounced on his dick.
“Oh fuck daddy… make your pussy squirt.” He let go of my hair but kept his hand around my throat before pumping into me hard and fast once again. I tried to keep up with his strokes but all of the blood was rushing toward my orgasm and his hand on my throat was slightly cutting off my air supply. I wasn’t only going to cum, I was going squirt.
“Give me that nut Raye.” Three more strokes and I was spraying like a faucet. I screamed in pleasure and pain as Chris fucked my pussy from behind with no remorse. I had to cover my mouth to muffle my screams while squeezing my pussy and throwing my ass back on him.
“Yeah baby… Squeeze it… Squeeze it with your pussy just like that.” He grunted lowly. He was deep in my stomach and in the position we was in, I couldn’t do anything about it.
“Just like this baby?” I taunted squeezing even tighter as I rotated my hips in a circle.
“Fuuuuuuck.” I squealed trying my hardest to get away from him but there was no use. He held me down while deep stroking, until I was spraying again. “I’m done Chris.”
“Too bad, 'cause I’m not done with you yet.” He flipped me over so that we were facing each other, he lifted me up and wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed deeply into me. Then start to pound into me as if this nigga done lost his mind.
“Fuck, baby, you’re fucking my pussy so good! I love you C-Chris!” I screamed.
“I love you too, girl.” He groaned in response.
“Gahdamn… this pussy so fuckin’ good.” This nigga was deep as hell and is giving cervix a workout, I’m going to be in so much pain in the morning.
“Daddy I can’t take it, it’s too much.” Chris rubbed furiously over my clít as he continued to fuck my brains out. “Chris… uhhh, God…” I móaned loudly, reaching out to grab his side, feeling like my knees might buckle beneath me.
“Shut dat shit up and take this díck…like a G.” He spoke harshly. The thick veins in his dick pulsed hard against my tight walls, as my pussy spasmed around his thrusting shaft. I could feel both the heavy beating of our hearts, pounding loudly in our chests. His arm draped over my chest and his hand locked around mine to keep my body from running away from him.
I screamed as he hit some unknown spot that felt like the beginning of the ending. I wasn’t sure if the feeling was pleasure or torturous pain but I felt that if it didn’t stop soon I would explode. I felt my stomach tighten up, and I knew I was about to cum for the third time tonight. I squeezed my walls tightly against his huge shaft as his penis became fatter inside me. “Shit daddy. You 'bout to make me c–” I was cut off by the powerful orgasm, that flowed throughout my body sending me on a ultimate high for the night. He fucked me harder.
“Fuck yeah… I’m 'bout to bust.” He grunted as exploded inside of me. He laid his head on my chest, with me still in his arms and he rested against the wall, breathing hard.
"Daddy love you Raye.“ He said, kissing my shoulder making me chuckle.
"I love you too.” I smiled as I ran some more bath water so we could get back in the tub. Once the water was done, we both got back in admiring how warm the water was while we caught our breaths.
“Raye.. I got a question.” Chris finally spoke as I sat up to look at him. It must be important, because if it wasn’t he would’ve just flat out asked me.
“Ok…” I mumbled, a little nervous waiting to see what he was gonna ask me. I didn’t do anything so I don’t know why I’m nervous.
“We fuck without a condom everyday. And we be getting it IN, like all the way. How come you ain’t pregnant yet?” He asked as he looked me in the eyes. My heart dropped as soon as he said pregnant. When he said that, I couldn’t help but break down crying. I knew this day would come.
“Shit, I’m sorry Raye I didn’t mean to make you cry.” He apologized as he pulled me into him. “No.. it’s okay it’s not your fault. I just..” I started to say but my words got choked up.
“I can’t have kids because of him, Chris..” I mumbled as I wiped a few tears away.
Instantly, Chris’ breathing got heavier so I could tell he was mad. “I’m sorry, if you don’t wanna be with me anymore than that’s fine.” I sniffled, putting my head down. I know how much he really liked kids and he wanted plenty of them.
“Raye chill out, that ain’t gonna stop me from loving you. All we can do is pray, alright?” He assured me as I nodded. “Where that pretty smile at?” Chris asked as he smiled at me which caused me to smile.
“There it is.” He said before we started bathing each other. We stayed in there and talked for a few minutes then it was time to get out. I was getting sleepy as hell.
“You bout to take a nap?” Chris asked me as I slid under the covers and got comfortable. Nodding he sucked his teeth and grabbed his keys before sliding into his Givenchy slides.
“I’ll be back, I gotta go pick up a package.”
“Be careful, and I love you.”
“Love you too.”
“Really Ri? They got you messed up.” Chris said as if Amarie were really talking about something. She was talking in her classmates, that’s what made it funny. “You finally up?” Chris asked me as he noticed me laughing.
Nodding, I started to raise the covers up but he put it back down and pointed to the bathroom. “Wait til Keeis come out.” He said because I didn’t have on any clothes.
“I’m just getting a robe.” I said as I got up out of bed. As soon as my feet touched the floor, Keeis had came out of the bathroom. “Aw shit, the fuck Raye?” He said, covering his eyes.
“Sorry Keeis you were taking too long.” I said as I went to grab my robe and put it on. “I told her to wait, bruh.” Chris chuckled. Keeis had shook his head and left.
“It’s raining? Why today? Our plans are ruined.” I sighed as Chris told me to calm down. I had this day all planned out. We were supposed to go to Disney Land and have a bomb ass day but now we gotta sit in the house.
“Who did her hair?” I asked, playing with her curls. I know Chris didn’t do this, this is too cute to be done by him. “Me duh.” He said.
“Really? How Chris.” I said clearly not believing him. He took out his phone and clicked the YouTube app showing me his history. There was about 3 hair tutorials. This nigga.
“Whatever Chris, you did good I guess.”
“We bout to go outside with yo hating ass.” He mugged me as told Ri he was going outside. She was too busy watching tv.
“Ri, you don’t wanna go outside?”
“No mommy, too many bugs.” She scrunched up her face as I chuckled. She sounded just like me when I complained about going outside.
“Alright baby, I’ll be outside if you need me.” I assured her as she nodded and waved me off so she could finish watching her cartoons.
Chris had tripped over something and fell which broke me out of my thoughts. “Ah fuck.” He cursed to himself as I rushed over to him. “You okay baby?” I asked Chris as he groaned in pain.
“Nothing, I just busted my lip.” Chris said as he got up and I followed him into the house.
“I’ll clean it hold up.” I told him. “Nah I got it, it’s okay.” He said as he went around the corner to the bathroom. “Well okay..”
“Daddy can I have some of this cake?!” Ri asked.
“Yea don’t eat too much though!” He warned her from the bathroom as she nodded and within seconds they both got cake every where.
“Really Ri? All on the new couch?” I asked as she continued to stuff her face.
“Sorry mommy.” Ri attempted to say while cake was still in her mouth, going everywhere. It was lowkey really cute so I’ll let her slide. “It’s okay baby, I’ll just clean it up. Hurry up and finish.” I chuckled.
“Look at daddy’s favorite two girls.” Chris cheesed as he replaced Ri seat on the couch with his lap. “Gimme sum’.” Chris said in his thick country accent, holding his mouth open.
Ri put some cake and his mouth and he ended up looking just like her. I guess I have to clean up after Chris too.
After cleaning up the whole house, which took hours… It was suddenly peaceful and quiet. Usually Chris would be entertaining Ri.
When I was about to go upstairs, I heard Chris’ snores so I turned around and there he was with Ri asleep on the couch.
“Chris, go get in the bed.” I said lowly in his ear so that I wouldn’t wake up Ri. She gets a little fussy when you wake her up.
“You coming too?” He whispered, carefully standing up with Ri. Nodding, I made sure everything was off before quietly walking into my room because Ri was sleep too. We try to sleep as a family at least every week.
Taking Ri for Chris so that he could get undressed, I did the same to her and surprisingly she didn’t wake up. Since Chris was so stingy with her, he took her as soon as I was done with her. I think he likes being around her so much because he wasn’t there for the first few years in her life.
“Goodnight babies.” I said as I kissed everyone on the cheek.
“I love you, now shut up and go to sleep.” Chris mumbled in a deep, raspy voice.
“Finally.” Ri mumbled as both Chris and I laughed before Chris started talking again.
“Girl I’ll make you go in yo room.” Chris teased Ri as she mumbled stuff under her breath. A few minutes later the room grew silent and I heard Ri and Chris’ light snores so I guess that was my que to go to bed too.