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young & beautiful: a playlist inspired by the incredible work by archive of our own’s velvetoscar

  1. oxford comma - vampire weekend
  2. a world alone - lorde
  3. don’t - ed sheeran
  4. high by the beach - lana del rey
  5. bright - zayn
  6. stockholm syndrome - one direction
  7. glory and gore - lorde
  8. seven devils - florence + the machine
  9. without the lights - elliot moss
  10. foreigner’s god - hozier
  11. r.i.p. 2 my youth - the neighbourhood
  12. cruel world - lana del rey
  13. long & lost - florence + the machine
  14. take me to church - hozier
  15. it’s you - zayn
  16. young and beautiful - lana del rey (dh orchestral version)

front cover photographed by reggia di caserta. back cover photographed by willy vanderperre. edited by myself.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.