I missed you. Every second, every breath. Not just this,” he said, shifting his hips for emphasis and dragging a groan from deep in my throat, “but … talking to you. Laughing with you. I missed having you in my bed, but missed having you as my friend even more.
a good and healthy relationship, a summary by Sarah J. Mass (A Court of Wings)
“And in those last moments, when his power had been ripped from him by that spell… Kallias had flung out the remnants to warn her. To tell Viviane he loved her. And then he begged her to protect their people.
So she had.
The day he’d returned home, he’d winnowed right to her.
She’d kissed him before he could speak a word. He’d then knelt down and asked her to be his wife”
Finished ACOWAR and the only real thought I have right now is that Azriel, the infamous spymaster, the badass shadowsinger, my sweet lil’ bby bat, better find the love and happiness he deserves in one of the spinoffs because Azriel ‘Be careful how you speak about my High Lady’ is the real fucking mvp of Prythian
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I had this idea of matt crusing on kandreil. here me out:
so i imagine matt being a bit on the sidelines of kandreil (not knowing kevin is in on andreil) always looking out for neil to be safe and protected even tho he has the other two dudes
he’s not super obvious abt it and it takes him some time when the 4 of them get drunk together over a movie or game to realize that kandreil is a thing that he finds oddly fascinating and attractive
cue the next morning when he wakes up on the couch with kevin cradling him that he has a near meltdown from the cute
wondering if he blacked out the night before
but all that happened was that kevin was too drunk to move to his dorm room, and used matt as a pillow so matt wasnt heartless enough to move him
after that morning, matt is not the same anymore
whenever he sees anyone of the 3 he images what its like being with them. at first it’s kevin cuz kevin seems to be more cool abt affection than the other 2. he talks openly abt thea (in this case as an ex) w/o shame, and a lot abt sex as matt found out that drunk night before
so matt goes to think he has a crush on kevin
but then he finds neil also attractive and his protectiveness over him is more fierce than before and he has wild thoughts and images that he cant stop whenever they are close
like when they study, and neil shows him something on a paper, matt wants to grab his hand and never let go and maybe put it to his face??
he’s so lost
he see’s affection between andrew and kevin, and andrew and neil and he kinda learns the way andrew shows affection and cares and is blown by how much it makes him want to show affection to andrew - the dude nothing and no one gets close to or moves
and he cant help himself but think he must be going crazy
and he even thinks would andrew care at all. he knows that kevin and neil are somehow able to with him
and he remembers the unconventional way andrew made sure matt got sober. and even tho he knows that andrew did that for aaron, it still matters to him that andrew saw him struggle, and was the only one to do something about it.
sorry, i have no idea where I’m going with this but it’s my new jam
Her eyes went wide as she saw us—Azriel and me— I shifted my face back into my own, raising a hand to my lips as Azriel knelt before her. I kept up my litany of praying, beseeching the Cauldron to make my womb fruitful, on and on— Azriel gently removed the gag from her mouth. “Are you hurt?” She shook her head, devouring the sight of him as if not quite believing it. “You came for me.” The shadowsinger only inclined his head.