Sebastian Stan x Reader
Word count: 1541
Author’s note: when the letter is in cursive and black is because there is a flashback.
She was sitting on the hallway, seeing the people walking, some sad,some happy. In wich group did she belong to? The sad ones, maybe worse, she was feeling like The World was collapsing. She needed somebody by her side, she needed him, but he was lying on the hospital bed in the room in front of her.
The only person that could make her feel better and support her, was the reason why she was empty, scared, worried, sad, angry with the world.
Y/N’s phone started ringing, Chris was calling, he left less than an hour ago, he spent almost as much time in the hospital as Y/N.
“Hey Chris” she tried to sound fine, but that was something impossible.
“Hi, how’s he?” she could hear the sound of drawers opening and closing in the background, he was probably looking for some clothes.
“Asleep, like the last hours, God Chris I need him to wake up,if…if he doesn’t…” she couldn’t make herself to continue.
“Everything is going to be ok, Y/N, don’t worry, Sebastian will wake up, just give it time” not even him could believe his own lie.
“He doesn’t have time Chris, he’s barerly alive, I honestly don’t know if he’s gonna make it.The doctors…they said that he should have woken up three hours after the surgery,it’s been two hours since that.” Chris tried to calm her, to not make her say thoose things “I just…I just want him by my side again,you know?”
“Yeah, I know, we all want him by our side again, no more than you, that’s for sure, because after all you are his wife.”
“I’m going inside, when will you be back?” it was better with someone with her, even if that someone was not Sebastian.
“Two hours tops”
“Ok, bye” she hunged up befour Chris could speak.
She got up from the floor, with slow steps she got into the room. There he was, her husband, weaker than ever, tubs all over him, asleep, in critical state. She breathed heavily and sat on the chair beside the bed.
“Hi…” surprisingly her voice was calm “I…I don’t know if you can hear me, maybe you can and maybe you can’t and then I’m just talking to myself, to fill this room. But if you can then this words would mean something, it’s not like I’m talking about something important, I’ts just…I don’t know I just want to talk to you”
Despite being in so bad conditions, he looked paceful, more than she could ever remember.
“Look at you, you still can look handsome even at your worst” she smiled while she was talking, she wasn’t happy, it was a sad smile, the only one she could pull out at those moments.
“I don’t know if these are going to be our last moments, In case they are, I want to remember our life together, so I’m gonna tell to you our little fairy tale…”
By the time they met, Sebastian just finnished filming “Captain America: The First Avenger” and she just got her fisrt job as a graphic designer after finnishing the university.
Y/N was more than happy to leave her job at that coffe shop for the new one, she finally could work at what se most loved.
It had been a week since Sebastian was back in New York, it was 8 a.m, when he entered the coffe shop near his apartment, he was never there befour, he would usually go to Sarbucks, but that day he fancied that place, with no reason.
The place was practically empty, only a few persons inside, at the bar was just a girl attending that had the back turned to him. He aproached her.
“Sorry, miss?” she turned at the hearing of his voice, a wide smile was on her face, she usually smiled at costumers but today even more because it was her last day.
“Good morning, what yould you like, sir?” that man was an amazing view for her eyes.
“Sebatian please, I’m not used to people calling me sir” he smiled back.
“So…Sebastian, what would you like?”
“I came here for a coffe, but I changed my mind the moment I saw you…” he looked at her badge “Y/N”.
She started to worry, did she do something wrong?, she always tried to make her costumers happy. Her face turned into a worried one.
“Calm down Y/N” he laughed “I do want a coffe with milk,please, but It’s also true that I changed my mind when I saw you…because you have the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen” she smiled at that coment, it wasn’t the fisrt time that a costumer told her she had a beautiful smile, but it wast the first time that her cheeks started to burn at the hearing of it and also no one ever told her that she had the most beautiful smile they have ever seen.
“There it is” Sebastian said.
“I could say the same thing about yours” she could not believe what she just said.
“I think I’m gonna start comming more to this place”
“For coffe?” Y/N asked, she knew it was a stupid question.
“No…for you” Sebastian answered.
“Well… it’s my last day, so I don’t think you are gonna get much of me after today.”
“In that case, would you do me the favour of giving me your number with that coffe?” she looked at his beautiful eyes, looking to see if he was joking, but not sign of it.
“Next thing I know I’m in love with a dork, my dork” she took Sebastian’s hand in hers “You made my last day at work the best one, it was the first time I felt so lucky in years…and then, then you proposed to me. I never would have expected it”.
“I haven’t been here for years” Sebastian told you, they were together for three years already, and that day would be the day he proposed to her.
“Why?It’s such a beautiful place” but she didn’t got an answer.
They were in Romania, they first went to Constanza, were Sebastian was from, then to Bucarest and now they were in Caras-Severing, heading to Bigar, there was such a beautiful cascade, wich Sebastian and Y/N have only seen in pictures.
“ I have a feelig that this place is going to be my favorite” she could already hear the water fall, they were close.
“Me too” he whispered, but not for the wonderful cascade.
A little bit more of walking and they arrived to the destination, they were not the only turists.
“This is even better than the pictures” she looked around her, people taking photos, kids laughing and playing, mothers calling their attention, some looked at Sebastian and she could hear they calling him Bucky,Sebastian was keeping her in his strong arms.
“Would you believe me if I told you, that you are more beautiful than this?”
“No way” she answered smiling.
She wanted to rest her head on his chest, but he got away from her suddenly. She turned and saw him on his knees with a little velvet box on his hands. Everyone was looking at them,some taking pictures.
“Are you doing what I think you are doing?” she could not believe it, and would not believe it untill the words come out of his lips.
“Y/N Y/L, the day I met you, I dind’t know why but I wanted to go to that coffe shop, a place I never had been befour that day, and I saw you there, callig me sir, with your beautiful smile, the most beaustiful smile I’ve had ever seen, the one I know you got right now even though I can’t see it because of your hands” you laughed at his coment, and tried not to cry, of happiness of course. “ So me, going there so randomly, I know now that it was destiny. I love you more than my life Y/N, you are the only one that I want and love, the only one that I want to start a family with…Sweetheart, would you marry me?” now he was more nervious than ever, the answer, what if she said no?
“Yes, a million times yes, I will marry you Sebastian Stan” he put the beautiful ring on her finger and kissed her like if he wanted it the most. The people around them startet applauding.
“ That place is definetly my favorite one” she was crying “God Sebastian, you have made me the happier woman ever, I love you with all my soul, you can’t even imagine how much I love you. If I could I would take your place right now without giving it a second tought” her hands went to his hair, then to his face, carresing it.
“I know you loved…love, me too, I never doubted it, and I never will. My heart belongs to you Sebastian, I belong to you, I’m yours forever” and with that she gave him the last kiss.
Chris went running in the hospital , Sebastian’s room was empty, he looked for Y/N, and found her in the room’s bathroom, craying on the floor.
“Y/N” Chris said softly. She just stared at him with hopless eyes , her face was palid, she just denied. Chris ran and sit beside her, keeping her in his arms, traying to give her comfort. “ How long?” he asked.
“No…no more than twenty minutes ago” she could barerly speak, and he could not stop the tears from falling.