So there’s a little over two days before I head over to Rhode Island. I feel quite close to speechless when I try to express how this makes me feel. I suppose I could say that I feel this is my life really starting, I suppose I could say that this is the moment and the love I have been waiting to embrace my whole life, I suppose there’s a lot of things I could say…but none of them quite amount to how grandiose the feeling inside my chest is. None of these things can describe how my skin feels like it’s tingling or how my eyes will see the world in new colours upon greeting her face. None of these things explain how it feels as though the moment I step off that bus that I will be breathing and alive for the first time.
Meeting her and loving her is something I did absolutely right and I am dizzy with anticipation.