i just said outloud that im gay for the first time and it was to my cat and my house was empty but i was so fucking scared that anyone couldve heard it and it was terrible cuz i was starting to think i was completely fine w my sexuality but i guess im not and its so scary i hate to feel this way cause being a lesbian is one of the parts that i love the most abt me and i just feel such a coward for not being able to tell anyone
honestly ive done the same thing, it’s therapeutic and also awkward and scary to say it out loud, even if you’re alone :/
you aren’t at fault here though, okay? it’s not your fault you live in a homophobic society that makes you think being gay is something to be ashamed of. take your time and work through this – you are allowed to be scared, it’s a natural feeling given the circumstances we live in.
2 years.. wow. I still cant get over the fact that youre gone. I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that you dont cross my mind. I still feel awful about not spending so much time with you during those last couple years, and i really hope you forgive me. You were such an amazing women, sure, you had faults, but who doesnt? I miss joking around with you, and being able to have weird ass conversations with you and laughing so hard about stupid things, and playing board games (while you would try to sneakily cheat, but we knew) i miss playing uno with you. It was never a dull game. Gosh, i miss you so fucking much and i would do anything to have you back. You were crazy, but i love you so much and i want you back, grandma. I wish you couldve seen me graduate high school, and see me graduate college in the spring. Ugh, i miss you. Its been a rough two years. But i know ill see you again someday. I love you gram, i hope youre in paradise.
Do you think that the bambi term applied to all queer people? Were there bambi gays? Bambi polys?
im not sure, its possible that the term couldve extended for other sexualities but i think their should be research into it to make sure. when i looked it up it showed ’ the bambi effect’ for gay men but it has a completely different meaning - l
I agree with Lochte losing his sponsors but I will never understand why Michael didn't lose all of his sponsors after his DUI. I mean he could've killed someone and no one even batted an eye. Wtf.
That’s what I hate most, this double standard. If Michael had lost them all, I’d be like okay Ryan losing them all was bound to happen. But that everyone kept Michael and dumped Ryan, when like you said HE COULDVE KILLED SOMEONE… That’s not right.
IN THE ORIGINAL STORYBOARD FOR XMDOFP ERIK IS HURT REALLY BAD BY THE SENTINELS AND HURTLES THROUGH THE DOORS OF THE MONASTERY AND FALLS TO THE GROUND AND GOES “IM OUT OF METAL” AND CHARLES LITERALLY SLIDES OUT OF HIS GODDAMN HOVER CHAIR ONTO THE GROUND BESIDE HIM. ERIK THROWS THE CHAIR AT THE DOOR SO THE METAL PARTS CREATE AN X. HE THEN REMOVES HIS HELMET AND THROWS THAT TOO. AND THEN ROGUE AND KITTY “SHARE A LOOK.” BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHATS UP.
I don’t know if we can get him back, but we’re very glad you don’t know if he’s dead or alive at the end of the season finale. We could easily bring him back, we never see him leave on a stretcher, no one ever states if he’s dead or alive. We haven’t necessarily figured out his track yet, but we would love for him to be alive.