cookie shine

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.






Philip Hamilton





Maria Reynolds




SHINee reaction - Their girlfriend jumping into the shower with them

I hope you like it! None of the gifs are mine Sorry if none of the gifs fit the reaction

~ Brooklyn


He’d be surprised at first but then I feel like he’d be really chill about it. Like honestly, if you had already had sex he probably wouldn’t care. He’d pull you closer into his arms and help you wash up. 

“Hey, jagiya, stressful day at work? Lemme help you”

I highly doubt that you would say no, so he’d massage your shoulders and neck under the hot water. Showers with Jinki are very calming and relaxing and sometimes leads to sex. Not always though.


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He’d be shocked, but then a smirk would form on his face. He’d help you wash your body, and your hair even though he’s not the very best at it. It’s very sensual and mostly turns into sexual stuff. He’d be very open about what he thinks of you and your body, which will make you shy af:

“Don’t hide jagiya, your too beautiful to hide”

Again, sensual to sexual really quick. First, it’s brushing your wet hair off your neck, next thing you know you’re having sex. Afterward, though he would make sure everything is okay, that your all clean, and he’d take care of you. Sitting on the couch relaxing as he does your hair into a braid.

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He’s also like Jjong when it is sensual. It’s not always sexual though. He’ll help you wash your body and hair while unwinding you from any stress you have. He’s very relaxed and will praise you for your body. But he won’t take anything if you tried to hide anything:

“Sweetheart, you think you can hide? Ha! I’ve seen every part of you more than once, I won’t mind seeing it one more time”

Also, like Jjong, he’d relax with you afterward. He’d grab out wine and you’d sit in bed together wearing bathrobes and just talk. It’s always very relaxing and he’s always up for anything that you need or want.

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He’d be so awkward at first. Like I can see him being so flustered until you let him know that you’re okay with it if he is. He would be and after a little bit of getting used to you, he’d wash up with you. He’d wash your hair, running his hands through to untangle it as you let conditioner set in your hair. He’d stare at you in amazement like it was the first time he’s seeing you naked.

“Jagi your so beautiful”

You would blush every time he said something. Originally it would start out innocent and shy, but then it would escalate. Quickly. Like an exponential equation kind of quickly. He’d take care of you thoroughly and snuggle after your shower.

Originally posted by shineetho


Honestly, I feel like he’d just be as chill as Onew. Mostly because he seems like he won’t care if it’s someone he’s already had sex with, multiple times. It would sensual at times, and goofy and dorky at other times:

“Jagiya, important question. How is my bubble beard?”

“Lee Taemin I thought you were gonna kiss me”

It is full of love and fun, although it may not be as intense as some of the other members. It’d be very calming and it’ll get rid of all your stress fast and make you feel happy and bubbly inside. Afterward it’d be cuddles and anime with cookies.

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An Appreciation Post for Estelle

So you all know this gorgeous lady, right? This is Estelle Fanta Swaray, better known by her stage name, Estelle. She’s commonly known as the voice actress of Garnet from Steven Universe.

On top of that, she’s also known for performing the We Bare Bears theme song, and her hit songs “Freak”,”Conqueror”, and “American Boy”.

Her song “American Boy” has won multiple musical awards, including a grammy!

And…if you want a day to celebrate on this first month of 2017, her 37th birthday is on January 18th!

So, I wanted to make this post to bring some attention to some of Estelle’s lesser known songs. Are “Freak”,”Conqueror”, and “American Boy” good songs? Absolutely! Without a doubt!

However, this post is for some of her more underrated gems that I haven’t seen anyone talk about.

First, did anyone know that Estelle’s first album was released in 2004?

Yup, that’s right! The 18th Day was released in 2004.

It features golden songs such as “1980“, “Don’t Talk”, “Maybe”, “Dance With Me”, and “Freedom”. It also features rap solos from UK rapper Baby Blue, John Legend, and Talib Kweli.

My personal favorite song from the album is “Maybe”!

If you’d like to listen to the whole album, then I believe it is available for free listening on Youtube! You can also buy it on iTunes, if I am not mistaken.

Now, in 2008…

We got Shine. This album from her is particularly popular because it’s cover was featured in a small scene from the Steven Universe episode “Steven’s Birthday”. It’s also the album which features “American Boy”, her most famous song.

This album features songs such as “Wait a Minute (Just a Touch)”, “No Substitute Love”, “More Than Friends”, “In The Rain”, “Back in Love”, and “Shine”. The album features solos from rappers John Legend, Kanye West, and Kardinal Offishall.

My personal favorite song from this album is “In The Rain”! It’s also my favorite song from Estelle in general.

This album is available to listen to for free on Youtube and Spotify, as well as available to buy on iTunes.

In 2012, Estelle released an album titled All of Me.

This album features songs like “Do My Thing”, “Back To Love”, “Thank You”, “Wonderful Life”, “Cold Crush”, and “Love The Way We Used To”.

My personal favorite song from the album “Cold Crush”!

The full album is available for listen on Youtube and Spotify, and available to buy on iTunes!

And now, here’s Estelle’s most recent album…

True Romance, released in 2015, with a special cover drawn by Rebecca Sugar!

True Romance feature songs like “All That Matters”, “Make Her Say (Beat It Up)”, “Silly Girls”, “Gotcha Love”, and “The Same”.

My personal favorite song from the album is “All That Matters”!

The full album is available on Youtube and Spotify, and available to buy on iTunes. 

Sorry for the super long post!!! I just love Estelle’s music a lot, and think it deserves more recognition than it gets.

Anyway, if you can find the time, listen to some of these songs, please! They’re truly amazing. And if RnB, Hip-Hop, and Rap aren’t really your favorite things, recommend these songs to people who like those genres!