consumed with lust for a while

the next time i hear

“she’s gay”
“like ~fully gay or?”

i want a back massage, key lime pie, and 4 months of netflix paid for because i completely fully 100% like girls as a Bisexual the fuck. The implication that my attraction to women isn’t as whole is a bogus stale concept that can launch itself into the ocean for a lone giant squid to swallow and immediately puke because no living thing could actually consume that BS

Also while we’re on the subject, someone says someone is gay, don’t question it? Why is it women’s sexualities get put under a damn police interrogation whenever someone tries to say what they are. “I’m a lesbian” convo ends there. Don’t you dare try to imply they could possibly like men if they’re telling you they don’t because that is the same frame of mind that allows guys to think lusting after lesbians because they’re “a challenge” is ok like choke on an actual eggplant please

Unexpected | Zach Dempsey x Reader

Genre: Romance, Smut
POV: Second Person’s

WARNING: Contains sexual content and swearing!!!

A/N: You guys don’t even know how hard this was for me to write. I’m not used to this but I really hope you guys aren’t disappointed. I literally had to take a 5 minute break after writing every paragraph. But anyway, this was requested so I kinda had to lol. Enjoy!

Request 1: Do you by chance right smut because Zach smut is my guilty pleasure?? My friend, you wouldn’t disappoint me, I promise!! - Anon who requested Zach smut

Request 2:  Hey, I adore your writing! It’s sooo good❤. I was wondering if you could do like spending the weekend with Zach and he’s your first. Xx (I’m sorry I had to change your request up a bit!)

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It’s a Saturday night and you were supposed to go to Jessica’s party but you decided to stay home and finish a research paper which was due first thing next Monday. However, instead of actually doing the paper, you find yourself scrolling through Instagram, looking at pictures of your friends enjoying the party you were missing.

You let out a loud groan as you shut your laptop; to be honest you really couldn’t be bothered to finish the paper. You kick yourself thinking that you should’ve just gone to the party tonight, especially since you’re home alone because your parents are out of town for the weekend.

Finally, after procrastinating for so long, you pick up your phone and send a message to your boyfriend, Zach Dempsey. He was currently in the party with the rest of your friends.

You: I’m dying here.

A few seconds later and your phone buzzes.

Zach: Aw my poor baby. Well you’re not really missing out on much. This party’s boring without you. Wish you were here.

You smile at his reply before sending one yourself.

You: Well, I’m wishing you were here too.

Zach then sends out a sad emoji with a heart next to it and you pout as you place your phone down beside your laptop. You decided to open it up again as you stared at the page count. Great 2 pages out of 5, you think to yourself. You need 3 more pages to finish the paper.

You let out a loud sigh as you push your laptop to the foot of your bed. You then proceeded to shut your eyes momentarily. A few minutes later and the doorbell rings which causes you to suddenly sit up and wonder who that could be. You take your phone and your pepper spray as you slowly make your way down the staircase. You send a text to Zach while doing so.

You: There’s someone at the door.

You: Babe I’m scared.

Zach: Just open the door babe, make sure to have the pepper spray that I gave you ready okay?

You: If something happens to me, I love you Zachary okay?

Zach: Stop messing around Y/N and just open the door!

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Makeup Sex With The Members

Jimin

Originally posted by delightfullyfree95

Jimin would be completely in charge, pinning you up against a wall and getting up in your face to stare at you with a barely hidden hunger in his eyes. He would simply stand there in your personal space, making sure you could feel his body pressed up against yours when he finally leans in to practically ravage your mouth. It would be a bit of a blur after that, some moments seeming incredibly clear and intimate while others are completely hazy and even animalistic at times when the pair of you rip one another’s clothes off. You’d both be so consumed by the heated emotions caused by your argument, your anger towards one another fuelling the fiery lust boiling deep within you. When the two of you finally manage to get naked, Jimin would grip you by the thighs and pull you up so your legs are wrapped around his hips. Once he gets you pressed up against him, he’d immediately thrust into you and would draw you into a deep kiss to swallow your gasps at his sudden movement. The pace he’d set his thrusts in would be brutal, slamming his hips into yours as you cling to him. The two of you wouldn’t last long, the force of the emotions running through you both making everything more intense and hard to control. You’d come before Jimin, easily drawing him over the edge with you when you clutch him tightly against you.


Jin

Originally posted by sugasuite

Jin wouldn’t be too over the top, but he would definitely be a lot more firm and demanding than he normally would be. His tone is the thing that would make you listen to what he says, a thrill of fear and excitement coursing through you at the barely hidden threat in his voice. He’d tell you to strip and get on the bed, watching you like a hawk as you reluctantly do as he says. Once you’ve gotten all of your clothes off and settled down onto the edge of the bed, Jin would come and tug you towards him by your hips. His sudden dominating behaviour would make you melt against him, allowing him to simply take charge and pin you down onto the mattress with a deep kiss to your lips. He’d completely ravish you, leaving hickeys everywhere as you help him strip by tugging his pants down. Once he’s naked, he’d bury his face in your neck when he pushes into your core with a groan, caging you against the mattress with his body. The pair of your would build a steady, intense pace as you moan against his shoulder from the pleasure coursing through you. The pace would be so intense that you would be left unaware how much time had passed when you finally climaxed together, your foreheads pressed together as you pant out of exhaustion.


J-Hope

Originally posted by vexedmikxyla

Hobi probably would be the one being more submissive, considering the fact that he’s the one who pissed you off in the first place and made the pair of you argue as harshly as you did. You’d slam him down onto the ground, pinning him down with your hips as the two of you locked lips hungrily. You’d rock your hips back and forth, enjoying the whines that would rise up from deep within Hobi’s chest in his pleasure. The two of you would make quick work of your outer clothing, uncaring that you were still wearing your shirt and that Hobi hadn’t taken off his pants. You’d leave so many hickeys over his bare chest, even biting his pecs lightly as a way to take out your anger on him without hurting him too much while he grips your thighs and runs his hands over your ass to try and work you up even more. When you finally sink down onto his hard length, you immediately set up a punishing pace, bouncing up and down in his lap in such a harsh manner that Hobi can only sit back and take it with deep groans falling from his lips with each grind of your hips. You’d make sure to come first, using his body to bring you pleasure as a way to punish him for being bad.


Rapmon

Originally posted by wanna-be-korean-unicorn

Rapmon would go full on Daddy/Master mode, sitting himself down in a chair and ordering you to strip for him. The demanding tone he uses and the dark look in his eyes would make you respond accordingly, albeit reluctantly. If you act out by refusing to do as he asks, he wouldn’t hesitate to take matters into his own hands and give you a few spankings if he really needed to. Once he’s dealt with that, he’d make you sit on his lap and grind on his thigh while begging him to fuck you. In the end, he wouldn’t be able to resist you and would take you right there on the chair, groaning and praising you as you bounce in his lap. “That’s it jagiya.”


Jungkook

Originally posted by mrspreadinglegsjungkook

Jungkook, while inexperienced in sexual things, would definitely take charge. He’d toss you onto the bed, immediately pinning you down with a harsh, deep kiss and start tugging your clothes off rapidly as you work on his. Once he makes sure you’ve both stripped enough, he’d thrust into you without much warning and would start thrusting into you without abandon. The aggressive emotions between the two of you would definitely heat things up even more, making the two of you go at it like rabbits during mating season. Jungkook would most likely come first, but would definitely make sure to help you come as well. Well, at least if you haven’t really pissed him off too much.


Originally posted by bangtanofarmys

Taehyung would still take your needs into consideration, riling you up by running his hands all over your body after the pair of you practically slammed into each other in desperation. He’d make sure not to ignore any part of your body for too long, his right hand cupping your ass while the other is fondling your breasts as the pair of you intensely lock lips repeatedly. He’d set you down on the bed, pressing you into the blankets when he shuffles down your body and run his hands along your thighs. He’d probably eat you out but would make sure to leave you hanging on the edge as a way to get back at you for making him mad. Making sure he’s taking his time after slowly pressing into you, he’d draw out your pleasure for as long as he could by doing slow, dragging grinds of his hips. You’d end up having to beg him to go faster to even come close to climaxing, clinging onto him for dear life when he eventually succumbs to your cries.


Suga

Originally posted by scartic

Suga would be absolutely dominating and even more intense than he usually would be. He’d completely ravage you during the short foreplay the two of you would engage in, leaving hickeys everywhere he could on your skin to make sure people knew you were his. He’d definitely drive you insane with multiple deep kisses and grinds of his hips. After tearing your clothes from your body, he’d pin you down into the sheets and push into you after drawing you into a mind-numbing kiss. The two of you wouldn’t last long at all, the intensity and brutal nature of Suga’s pace and the rage coursing through you both would quickly pull you both over the edge in no time at all.


I really hope you guys enjoy this :) Sorry I took a while to get it sorted out~ Also, I fixed up the little error with Rapmon’s part :) My comp decided to delete it in a little fit it had.

Crepuscular

(adj.)  of, resembling, or relating to twilight.

Gif belongs to myloveseokjin

pt.1

Words: 3.3K

Genre: Vampire AU, smut, fluff, angst

Summary: Longing looks and stares can only suffice him so much, when will he take matters into his own hands?

A/N: My first actual fan fic ever :) I decided to switch this fan fic from my side blog to my main blog, for those who havent read this before I hope you enjoy :)


He watched you walk to school every day, he saw the way your hair swayed back and forth and feet quickened with every sound that broke out behind you. The cars rushing past you, the loud shouts of workers on the street and even the birds chirping up in the trees. Only then did he speed his way into an overcrowded hallway in the building on the University’s campus that was three miles away. It didn’t take longer than ten seconds to get there with his vampire speed and all.

You were maybe ten minutes away from campus, walking never bothered you, you’d rather walk than drive the simple three miles it helped you stay active throughout the day and you didn’t want to waste gas. You were running late as is and groaned upon stopping at another crosswalk, the big red hand telling you to stop and wait. Your hand came up to the button and you pressed it rapidly. “You know pressing it once would probably do the trick.” A tall boy who stood a few feet from you said. You turned from your rapid button pushing and saw him, he was a good amount of height taller than you, he had a very light blonde hair which went well with his pale skin and his eyes contrasting to his light skin and hair were very dark, almost black because you could barely see the sliver of brown in his eyes.

You had to catch yourself from staring at the boy because it must’ve looked like you were checking him out. You straightened your posture and tightened the three books you had in your arms to your chest. You just nodded and looked back at the cars passing in front of you. “Ah don’t like to talk, that’s alright.”

“I’m late, I have no-” The minute you turned your head back to the boy he was gone. Spinning around in all directions to see where he could’ve gone, but he was nowhere to be seen.

A loud beep brought your attention back towards the crosswalk, the little white symbol to walk appeared and you hustled your way across the street speed walking towards the campus.

Yoongi always wanted to be there before you got to school, making sure you got to class okay, not running into any of the snobby girls that liked to mumble comments just loud enough for you to hear and he just enjoyed watching you. You fascinated him, every little thing that you did interested him and he wanted nothing more than to actually get to know you, it was only a matter of perfect timing to do so.

He had classes with you, three to be exact. He didn’t bother going to his other two classes, he only cared about being near you, plus the material wasn’t anything he’s never seen before. He being a vampire does allow him to learn quite a few things. He’s learned that you like to read, you spend most of your time studying in the library and you walk from your apartment to school every day. He remembered first seeing you as well, that memory always plays back in the back of his head, though it was only a few weeks ago he still thought about it a lot.

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anonymous asked:

Hi! I was wondering if you could do a post about the parallels between the fire nation royal family and the SWT chief's family. Obviously I have some thoughts but I couldn't really formulate them well. I think it would be interesting to consider the similarities between the two families but also the contrasts

I understand completely why it’s difficult to articulate, because while all four family members have counterparts in the opposite nation, there are as many contrasts as there are comparisons, and subversions of what we might think is a parallel, but isn’t.

Ozai and Hakoda. Ozai rules over his family with an iron fist. He demands respect and longs for total control over everything and everyone in sight. His lust for power consumes him and leaves his family twisted and shattered.

Hakoda is the diametric opposite. Although Water Tribe culture could have led Hakoda to assert authority over his family as the head of his house, he didn’t; instead, he listens to and is proud of Sokka’s ideas, and lets Katara yell at him (quite disrespectfully, I might add) in order to release her pent-up emotions. While Ozai rules through fear, Hakoda commands his warriors through respect. Where Ozai is manipulative, Hakoda is cunning with inventions. And while his family quite easily could have been shattered by Kya’s death, Hakoda’s love for his children and their love for each other kept them united.

Ursa and Kya. These two are the most similar, and occupy virtually the same place in the story and their respective families. They are strong and determined mothers who sacrifice themselves to save their children from harm. After they’re gone, the children who look up to them the most have a difficult time dealing with their loss, and their families suffer greatly. It is important to note that this applies to the A:TLA TV show only, and not the comics. You can’t make the claim that Ursa “sacrificed” for Zuko if she spent all the intervening years in deliberate obliviousness to the suffering around her, living the life she’s always wanted to with the man of her dreams!

 Pardon me while I take a moment to let off some steam.

Anyway.

Azula and Sokka.

“But wait a minute, Araeph! Zuko is the older brother, so shouldn’t Zuko and Sokka be paralleled?”

Zuko and Sokka do have similar experiences throughout the show; however, they are not true parallels. Azula is the coldly logical (and yet creatively crafty) one of her family. Sokka is the strategist of the GAang, and the one who can see clearly past Azula’s strategic manipulation (if not her emotional one).  Sokka and Azula are also the ones with the most responsibility thrust on their shoulders, as Sokka feels pressure to be the “man of the house”, especially with his father away at war. Meanwhile, Azula faces so much stress for being the only child Ozai considers competent and the heir apparent to the Fire Nation that she develops an insidious strain of perfectionism that eventually tilts her world upside down. However, while Azula’s response to her father’s abuse is to regiment her firebending so that not even a hair gets out of place, Sokka absorbs his father’s ideas and praise like a sponge and gets the chance to stretch his creativity on pursuits other than warfare. As the privileged firstborn son, Sokka could have refused to listen to Katara and Suki or used his position in the tribe to try to gain more power, but he didn’t. He made a conscious choice to become a better person throughout the series, while Azula, despite her exceptional skills, never grew in such a way.

Zuko and Katara. Katara is the person who wields her emotions like a weapon, determined not to let anything stand in her way. Zuko is the same: he goes where his emotions tell him to, regardless of whether it’s the wisest course or whether it affects his personal safety. Both of them are very practical when the need arises but can be blown off course by an event that evokes their childhood trauma or their current state of cultural oppression (Katara) or abuse (Zuko). They are capable of enormous acts of kindness, but they also take their anger out on safe targets—not people with less power, but people who will see them at their worst and accept it (Sokka, Hakoda, Iroh, each other). Katara is the mighty bender of the SWT family, but her fighting style mirrors Zuko’s much more than it does Azula’s. Zuko’s bending is characterized by drive and determination, and one look at Katara trying to freeze the firebenders in Episode 2 alongside Zuko’s duel with Zhao in Episode 3 shows just how similar these two are. But since both of them began their journeys on opposite sides of the war, their challenges are different: Katara has to fight for the rights that she deserves, while Zuko needs to learn that he doesn’t have the right to be spoiled and have everyone bow to him just because of his lineage. Still, they’re alike in one more important way: they successfully learn to see the “enemy” as an ally, even a friend, and despite their childhood experiences or conditioning, they are both willing to embrace an element of change.

creep. pt.2

pairing: g-dragon/kwon jiyong x reader
rating: m (language, sexual content)
genre: angst, smut
pt.1, pt.2, pt.3, final

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Originally posted by shirochoi

…I wish i was special. You’re so very special

Jiyong had locked himself in his studio for hours now. And while you first deemed it a wise decision to leave him be for now and let him work on his music to distract himself, you gradually began to worry.

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The Valet and The Prince

Today is the amazing and talented @slashyrogue‘s birthday and so I was a little cheeky and stole a prompt from their @hannigramprompts blog for a forbidden love story between Prince Hannibal and his valet, Will (full prompt here). So without further ado, happy birthday, my dear slashy, I hope you enjoy <3<3<3

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“Hannibal, you can’t!”

“I am the prince, am I not? I can do exactly as I please.”

“That’s why you can’t, princes don’t kneel before their subjects. And they definitely don’t clean their boots for them!”

“You’re not my subject, Will, you’re my friend. I don’t care about what the rules say, I care about you.”

“I… alright, fine then, have it your way. Should be me down there cleaning your shoes, though. Good practice for when I’m somebody’s servant.”

“You could be so much more than that, Will. I could help you.”

“Nothing wrong with being a servant, your highness. We can’t all be the future king.”

“Perhaps I long for something different as well.”

“We all long for things we can’t have, Hannibal, that’s life.”

“Then life is unfair.”

“Yes. Hadn’t you figured that out yet?”

Will couldn’t help but remember that conversation, years past now, on the morning he was to begin his new employment. It wasn’t the first, or the last time the prince had offered to help him rise beyond his station but, looking back now, Will could see it was the beginning of the end for their friendship. He had known, by that point, that he wouldn’t be able to keep Hannibal, that his life would soon diverge from the prince’s in ways that would deny them the closeness they had enjoyed throughout their childhood. The child of the king, the future ruler, could not remain best friends with the child of a mere cook, and much as Will might have wanted to hold Hannibal close – closer even than friends, in his secret heart – he had done his best to accept this inevitability. Hannibal though, it seemed, had not realised, or at least not believed it, until that day and that conversation. After, he seemed to withdraw somewhat, as if he too had begun to build a wall around his heart against their upcoming separation, and gradually the two drifted apart, consumed by the quickly accruing duties of their different destinies. Hannibal learned how to govern, how to lead, how to rule. Will, how to serve, how to bow and scrape and obey.

Now they were both men grown, and it had been at least a year since they had been in each other’s company; longer still since they had exchanged a friendly word. So it had been a shock indeed for Will to receive news of his advancement to this new position, ahead of many other valets who were better qualified for the role. And it was downright unsettling to stand in this room, watching his new master survey him from top to toe.

“Hello, Will.”

“Good morning, your highness.” Will kept his eyes trained on the fireplace, as Hannibal prowled round him in a slow circle, clearly having no wish to put him at his ease. He felt stiff and awkward in his new uniform, provided for him by the prince’s household, and Hannibal’s scrutiny was not helping. It was all Will could do not to squirm under his gaze, only the distinct desire not to give Hannibal such satisfaction holding him in place.

Finally, the prince had apparently looked his fill and came to stand before Will, smiling affably. “You have grown up well, Will, as I always imagined you would.”

Will did his best not to roll his eyes at this. Hannibal was barely two years older than him, yet he spoke as though Will was a child in comparison. He always had been given to patronising everybody around him; when they were younger, Will would simply have smacked him and told him to stop being so annoying. Now though…

“Thank you, your highness, you are very kind. Would you like me to begin my duties?”

Hannibal raised an eyebrow at this, and sought out Will’s eyes, forcing eye contact that he had no choice but to return. “So eager to begin you have no time to catch up, Will?” Hannibal asked, and Will could swear there was something like disappointment in the prince’s eyes. It was gone again a second later though, and while Will usually trusted himself to read people accurately, with Hannibal he’d never found it quite so easy, and so told himself he’d imagined it. “Very well, Mr Graham, you may proceed.”

The title caught Will by surprise. It was, really, exactly as any valet should be addressed by his master, but from Hannibal… Still, Will did not let it faze him, and he moved calmly towards the shaving set to take up his position. The head of the prince’s household had informed him that Hannibal preferred to shave himself, as well as to pick out his own clothing (a fact which Will was greatly relieved by, having little sartorial sense of his own), and so he stood by as Hannibal approached the washstand, ready to hand him the implements as required. He was therefore in the perfect spot to observe as Hannibal dropped his fine, flowing gown to the floor, and could barely contain his gasp.

The prince was utterly, unashamedly naked.

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Fetish [Pt. 9]

Originally posted by miewmiew

Part 9 of Fetish

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4  Part 5  Part 6  Part 7  Part 8


He told you he would wait for your call but he lied. He hid in his car outside your building, hoping you’d change your mind and ask him to come back.

While sat he couldn’t help but cry, wondering how he lost sight of you. You used to be the center of his world. You still were, things just got a little hazy for a while.

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All My Friends Are Heathens, Pt.1

Summary: In an alternate universe where monsters roam freely among humans, eight of these creatures group together under one roof. Their newest member, a dark vampire, comes to meet their reoccurring house guest who may be more than what she seems.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader
Word Count: 1998
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mentions of blood
A/N: This is my first attempt at an AU and my second at a series! Celebrating Halloweenie time with monster fics all this month. 🎃💀👻
I really hope you guys like it. Feedback is always appreciated.

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| Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 Prequel | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 |

Title Inspiration: Heathens by Twenty One Pilots
Also, this honestly all started because of this damn picture. (Credit not mine)

Thankfully, the rain had let up significantly by the time you parked your car at the bottom of the long walkway, reaching your destination. Warm hues of orange and purple cascaded in the sky as the sun set in the distance, casting a soft glow over the large residence ahead.

Grabbing only your umbrella and travel backpack, you walked for the remainder of your journey. Raindrops continued to pelt gently against your umbrella as you smiled warmly up at the towering manor ahead of you. It had been almost 3 months since the last time you were here and that familiar sense of security had crept up on you again. As unconventional as this place and it’s inhabitants were, this would always be your home.

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Black Honey: Pt. 1

Summary: Starfire and Robin are officially an item, but what does that mean when the resident empath is stuck living between their respective bedrooms? Finding a new bunk buddy in Beast Boy was certainly not her first choice, and when she engages in a strange, night time activity, how long before the changeling notices what she’s up to? 


The Titans were happy for Robin and Starfire.

Genuinely happy.

It had been a long, long time coming, after all. The couple had been dancing around one another for as long as anyone could remember, neither ever bold enough to act on their genuine feelings for each other. Robin had been too thick headed, and Starfire apparently too subtle and unsure. So, when they had finally established their new, romantic relationship, every other Titan had been thrilled with the news.

That is, until their incessant romping sessions.

No one could blame them; something vague about teenagers, hormones, and pent up sexual frustration while living in close quarters. Not to mention, the bubbling sexual tension that had finally culminated into one hot, passionate affair after all those years. It was well earned, well deserved, and perfectly understandable that both the Titans leader and the alien beauty couldn’t keep their hands off each other. Once they’d tasted that forbidden fruit, it was near impossible to go back to anything else.

When the ‘sleepovers’ grew in frequency, and often throughout the wee hours of the early morning, the other Titans put up with it. They dealt with the lust filled cries, the sound of the creaking bedframe, of the steady banging against the thin walls while the mattress springs squeaked beneath their weight. It was all sweet in the beginning, and it was always nice to see the usually tense boy wonder unwind and relax after spending a relaxing evening with his girlfriend.

However, eventually, it became grating.

Most especially for Raven.

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Part One: I Could Just Eat You Up. (My Bloody Valentine S05E14)

Episode Summary: Castiel helps Sam, Dean and the reader hunt down Cupid on Valentine’s Day after people begin killing each other for love. But things become worse when each of them starts to be consumed with their own lust for hunger.
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader
Word Count: 4,605.

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Originally posted by everlastingstarlight

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Tutor (M) - Zhang Yixing

A/N: I loved this request so much! It was so much fun to write this. Hope everyone likes it! -Admin Grace


Genre: Smut, fluff

Length: 1.7k

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To You | Pt.1

Ship: reader x Jungkook

Genre: romance, fantasy, school-life, smut, angst, fluff

Word Count: 5,428


You’re the new girl in town. With a grieving past and uncertain future, your days repeat and trail on into the unknown. Love. Lust. Betrayal? You’re soon to discover the city holds more than you imagined.


A/N: hello : ) I’m so excited to be sharing my first fanfic with you guys. it is a working process so I can’t exactly say how many parts are to come, though I am planning to drag this one out so sit tight andijustwanttoapologiseinadvanceforanyemotionaldistressthiscausesyoubyenow ^^


Hey. It’s me. It’s been a while… I messed up huh?

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It’s mid-June, the train doors finally opened after what felt like a journey that would never end, the summer breeze instantly consuming me, but it wasn’t the type I was used it. It wasn’t like back home, in the countryside where the air was fresh and untainted. Here, it was thick and humid, filled with the scent of newly embedded cement and some other smell that screamed pollution, that’s the city for you; Seoul city.

The past few weeks, months, had been tough on me. At age 17 I was forced to bury my own parents, all by myself. “Huh,” I thought to myself. Almost a year has gone by, yet I’m still stuck in that moment. The pain in my chest as the nurse told me I was left alone in this world, that the only people in my life were now gone, forever. “Huh” I laughed out loud this time. It’s funny how 214 days can feel like a single moment that I’m still lingering in. I feel people shoving past me as they hurry off the train and I realized I’d been standing in everyone’s’ way, wallowing in my own feelings again.

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Twenty-One (M)

Jimin X Reader (feat. Taehyung)

Description: The day finally came; you turned the prime age of 21! In celebration, your work friends and fellow employees insisted on bringing you to the newest, hottest bar in town: Lucky Buzz. As the party dies down and everyone goes home, you’re left in your drunken state, alone, at the bar. Park Jimin, your closest friend in the office, thankfully helps you home.

Warnings: Language, Smut, Clothed Sex, mentions of alcohol

Word Count: 1.2k

Originally posted by mochiipjm

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Happy New Years!

Author’s favorites.
Not safe for work.

               Another day, perhaps another year, spent by his side and in his arms.
         The two of you spent the holidays with just one another and a crackling warm fireplace. While the two of you celebrated with your own pleasurable fireworks as the both of you converged as one.

Laito

             Trapped underneath Laito, the both of you lay by the crackling fire which popped as it ate away at the logs, on layers of soft blankets. As Laito held your wrists above your head with his hips pressed against yours as he lead down and moaned in your ear,
    “How about we celebrate the New Years by becoming one?” He blushed as the fantasy of you panting and moaning his name passionately as he played mercilessly with your body. As Laito groaned your name in your ear, as a blush of warmth blossomed throughout your body and pooled between your legs. With Laito’s thick harden length pressing against your center, as a soft whimpered slipped past your lips. While your eyes grew hazy with lust,
   "Ah~ what an erotic face little bitch, for that I’ll give you more pleasure.“ Laito cooed as he teasingly thrusted his hips against yours, grinding your hips as he watched the blush grow heavier on your cheeks. As he let go of your wrists and grabbed your hips holding them more as his movements grew rougher,
   "Beg for me to love you all over.” He groaned as he sunk his fangs deep into your skin, ripping through it painfully as you let out a meek whimper that excited Laito even farther. As you begged for him, while you wrapped your legs around his waist. When Laito let go of your wrists and ran his hands down your sides before running them up your shirt.
   Panting, “Ngh, little bitch I’ll ravish your body to the point of exhaustion.” He cooed as he watched your crimson blood flow from the deep mark, as he ripped your bra down freeing your breasts.
   "So feel my love deeply little bitch.“ Laito growled playfully in your ear.

Kanato

             Gently kissing you, Kanato slipped a small half of a warm chocolate coated strawberry past your lips. As you groaned into Kanato’s mouth at the creamy and juicy flavor of the two mixed together. When Kanato pulled back with a soft smile and his lavender eyes dancing with delight,
    "Ne~ delicious is it not?” Kanato questioned as he watch you savor it’s flavor before agreeing with him with a grin. When Kanato’s smile twisted into a predatory smirk as he pushed you down onto the fluffy blankets.
    “But wouldn’t the chocolate and strawberries taste better if I ate them off your nude body?” He mused with a soft cooed as his eyes began flicker with desire as he picked up the knife. Which gleamed from the glowing light castes by the fire. As Kanato swiftly ripped through your shirt and bra as the tip grazed your skin, splitting it as blood began to well up along the cut.
    Sharply yelping Kanato’s name as his eyes lowered to the cut that was in the dip between your breasts,
    “Perhaps the strawberries and chocolate will taste even better mixed wth such sweet blood.” Kanato cooed as he dropped the knife next to you and picked up the hot bowl of melted chocolate drizzling into yours breasts. As it makes sure to coat your nipples, before taking strawberries and placing them on your soft buds.
    Panting softly with your cheeks a soft pink flush as you whimpered Kanato’s name, he drunk in the sight greedily as he groaned,
    “Ah, my little doll looks so cute coated in sweets while wearing such a naughty face.” Reaching down Kanato ran his slender fingers through your hair as he promised with a deep and husky voice that made your eyes widen as your heart fluttered.
       "I’ll make sure to devour you painfully as I claim all that you are.“  Kanato leaned down and ate a strawberries

Ayato

               Running your hands through its soft red hair making it messy as Ayato rested with his head on your chest. As he watched the fire crackle and leap as it danced on the log it burned. When he suddenly pulled away and looked down at you where you laid underneath,
       "Nn,” Ayato grunted with a smirk as his yellow green eyes sparkled with desire as he admitted, “listening to your heart pumping blood is making me excited, all I want to do is mark you all over, but first,” Ayato ripped off your shirt, reducing it shreds as he threw it on the floor. Before leading down, his breath hitting your skin softly as he snapped your bra with his fangs.
   Letting out a startled whimper as you eyes went wide with shock and you exclaimed Ayato’s name. As he grabbed your breasts roughly as pain flickered in your eyes at the abuse.
     Growled possessively,
    “These are mine, you are mine, everything you are belongs to me.” As he sunk his fangs deep into your skin just above your nipple, as he groaned at the taste of your blood as it began to rapidly pour into his mouth.
     "Only give your blood to me!“ He ordered as he moved between your breasts and ripped your skin open with his fangs,
     "Allow ‘this pain and everything am into you. As I teach your body over and over who it belongs to.” He groaned as your blood dripped from his lips and onto your skin,
     "Never show this cute face to another person ever.“ Ayato commanded as he ran his hands down yours sides and to your hips,
     "I’ll make you addicted to me, so that you only ever crave my touch and yearn for my fangs.” Ayato proclaimed as he ripped off the rest of your clothing, leaving you bare as he said softly, the pride in his eyes fading to show his unsure vulnerability,
     "Because it’s more than enough to stay by my side as we cross into another year, isn’t it?“

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Extra
Prey
Safe for work
Sakamaki’s Eldest Three
Worked on by two friends and myself, but one seemed to vanish from online. So in their honor and the permission of the other I will post what we have created together.

He will never allow you to escape, now that he finally has you cornered.

Ayato

           Wrapping your legs around Ayato’s waist, and your arms were draped around his neck, with the tips of your fingers nuzzled into his red hair. As you arched into Ayato, with your head held back by Ayato as he held your hair in a firm grasp.
   "Tell me. That I’m the best and all you need is to remain by my side.” Ayato’s voice started off rough as it slowly began softer and vulnerable as he leaned down to kiss you. His lips cold and soft against yours as his arm that held you by your waist tightened. While his fangs softly grasped your bottom lip before he shallowly pierced it.
   Making you yelp against Ayato’s mouth as blood began to filled his mouth while he groaned loudly. As he pulled away,
   "I’ll mark you over and over, so be proud and display them with pride.“ He commanded with a smirk as he lightly kissed your jaw while scrapping the tips of his fangs against your flesh.
    "The blood closest to your heart will taste the best, I bet.” Ayato commented as he let go of your hair and removed the red bow, dropping the flimsy fabric onto the floor.
     "Do you wish for Ayato-sama to mark your breasts and claim for my own?“ He questioned with a purr as a flush burned in your cheeks as your breath hitched. While Ayato slowly unbuttoned your shirt, exposing more and more of your skin to the cold classroom air. As the possibly of someone walking in on the both of you began to dawned on you as you voiced your cornered.
     "Let them, everyone should know the best prey belongs to me!” Ayato smirked as he suddenly ripped your shirt as you loudly gasped and questioned why.
     "So now you’ll be forced to wear my jacket to cover yourself. It will be clear to everyone whose you are now.“ He explained as he leaned down and pulled your bra down so that it pushed your breasts up. As he dug his fangs into your flesh just above your heart. While pain coursed through your body at his harsh bite as his hand began to run up your backsides before running down your sides.
      "Your blood, I can feel it coursing through my vines. I need more.” Ayato growled when he pulled away as your blood stained his lips and dripped onto your flesh. As it ran down the curve of your pushed up breast while Ayato groaned and a possessive desire flickered in his eyes.
    “Everything, I’ll take everything and consume you completely. Your mine.”

Reiji

         "Need I even questioned what you desire? When lust and greed tell me such a honest story as they dance in your eyes and dominant your body.“ Reiji purred as he told you in taunting amusement,
      "What lustful prey you are, hot and receptive to my simplest touches, I believe I need not ask, only act.” Smirking Reiji added,
       "So quickly are you reduced to nothing but basic desire.“  You blushed with embarrassment at Reiji teasing words, as you looked away sheepishly and softly denied it.Causing Reiji growled dangerously, his eyes narrowing while Reiji stopped with his hands placed on your hips, while his grasp become harsh, as you whimpered out in agony,.
     "How deplorable you are, denying me so boldly.When I so graciously decided to pleasure you in ways that are unimaginable. Perhaps my affections where misplaced?” His words were cold and clipped as your eyes widened with a different type of fear and you yelped out a distressed protest. As Reiji smirked in amusement and bloodlust flickered in his sharp, cool, eyes.
    “Then I’ll strip you of everything. Your humanity, pride, peace of mind, dignity, everything. As I train you, whip you into perfection.” Your heart stopped at his words before it began to pounded painful, as your breathe caught and your eyes filled with uncertainty.
    “Is that what you hoped for when you picked me? To lacking any flaws and be my treasured prey?” He questioned with a soft coo, as he ran his hands gently up your sides, his eyes softening only slightly. When you whispered Reiji’s name and told him with a gentle yet determined voice that you would endure anything he sought fit to remain by his side.
    “Such willful prey.” Reiji praised you before,musing with a dangerous smirk, “I wonder how much pleasure your mortal body withstand in a single night?” As he lowered his head, his breath hitting in shallow dip just above your collarbone only for a moment before the tips of his fangs teasing grazed the soft skin as he moved below your collarbone.
    Sinking his fangs in deep, ripping through your skin with ease as pain and pleasure laced throughout your body in an intoxicating manner that had you mewling his name desperately. While Reiji lightly groaned and pulled away, taking pleasure at the sight of your blood rapidly trickling from his bite mark as it started to pool, while Reiji rhetorically questioned,
      “How long before you give into unconsciousness?”

Shuu

      Shuu’s lips were cold against your warm skin as he lazily trailed kisses down from behind your ear, along your jaw and to your neck. While you melted in his arms, which were wrapped loosely around your waist, with your back pressed against his chest. As your cheeks began to burn with a deep scarlet blush that slowly spread throughout your body became warm with a soft lust.
    Shuu drawled, “Heh, your such a lewd woman, becoming excited from such simple actions.”, his chest lightly rumbling as he spoke, while your heart began to race as you feebly protested.
     "You say as such yet your blood is calling to me, begging for my drink it slowly.“, smirking as he taunted you, Shuu scrapping the tips of his fangs painfully on your skin and over an fresh and healing bite mark as you let out a sharp gasp.
     "I haven’t event bitten into you and your already making such erotic music.” He purred as you whimpered out a weak denial, that he chuckled in amusement at, continuing with more taunting words designed to fluster you more.
     "Even your body pleased for me to pierce it with my fangs.“ Shuu’s baby blue eyes began to dance with bloodlust tempted by the idea of bitting into you.
      Shuu voice grew husky, as his throat began to burn and while his thirst grew, and the sound of your heart rapidly pumping your sweet blood nearly tormented him.
     Such a troublesome and scary woman, tempting me in such a way.” He hummed as he lightly licked the healing bite mark which has been torn open slightly by the tips of his fangs causing your hot crimson blood to slowly trickle out. While you squirmed, moaning at his feeling of his cold touch on your now burning wounds.
    “I’ll satisfy you till you pass out from exhaustion. All you have to do is surrender and offer up yourself as easy prey.” Shuu groaned before sinking his fangs in deep, reopening the bite mark allowing the blood to spill out and flood his mouth. As gave a low and pleasured moan, while his addiction to your own personal flavor grew.
         The sharpness of the pain and the sweetness of pleasure swirled through into a thought consuming sensation that you gave yourself to as you closed your eyes and whimpered out a soft moan of Shuu’s name.

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Affection in Public Headcannons
Safe for work

Shuu

Deep and longing kiss on your lips to leave you breathless.

        These kisses of Shuu’s always attracts attention to the both of you and never fails to leave you flustered with embarrassment and panting. To which he teases you about being lewd getting excited from a simple action in such a place. As Shuu takes great pleasure in the display he creates with you, also more important it shows others you have already been claimed.

Sneaking off to drink your blood.

        Your flustered face often makes him thirsty as Shuu yearns to to see more of your lewd face. As he takes you to a less populated area or even into an alleyway where your fear of being caught excites him to do more to you. As he slowly undresses you and creates more and more mark. Which sometimes leads to you making sounds loud enough to catch someone’s attention to which Shuu teases you about the lewd music you make.

Holding your hand, almost always.

       Having no desire to lead where the both of you go, most of the time. Shuu just holds your hand and allows you to take him wherever you please. This is always a way from keeping Shuu from wondering off, or prevent him from being left behind, since he normally ends up in trouble if left alone.

Wrapping an arm around you, or holding you from behind.

      This public display of affection also shows his claim on you. It also keeps him warm, since he is unable to create his own body heat he just steals yours. Though this mainly occurs while the both of you are checking out to which he clings to you from behind, with his head resting in on your shoulder. But when the two of you are sitting down he wraps an arm around you so he can kiss you or you can feed him if the two of you are eating.

           "I think someone else heard the lewd music you were making. What a naughty woman you are wanting everyone to watch.“ Shuu purred as he pinned you into the wall in the alleyway between the building. With his arms wrapped around you while you quickly protested Shuu’s claims,
   "Then why are you moaning so loudly?” He taunted, “Do my fangs pleasure you so much?” He mused as you soft whimpered his name, as his words burned you and made your breath hitched,
     "Should I do more than? To satisfy your lewd desires?“ He questioned his voice husky as he slipped your shirt down and off your shoulder exposing another mark, but Shuu didn’t stop there as he pulled your shirt lower still. While your breast began to press against the cold bricks as Shuu exposed them,
     "I don’t care how loud you get, either way I’ll do what I like to you even if countless come to observe us.”

Subaru

Possessive and rough kisses on your lips, that leave them tingling.

          Out of desire, embarrassment and possessiveness Subaru will randomly kiss you either to get you to shut up, because he wants to or jealousy. Either way Subaru is jus as rough in a way that nearly bruises your lips but always leaves them tingling as it lingers from the roughness that he can’t always control.

Gentle kisses.

        Subaru always rather be gentle with you since he does treasure you, so you never know if Subaru’s kiss will be tender or rough. But these kisses leave you just as dizzy and surprised.

Forcing you to leave with him so he can satisfy his thirst.

          The thought of anyone else seeing or hearing the way you act when he pierces you with his fangs is unacceptable and angering. Because that’s a sight for Subaru alone as he will force you to leave with him, but he does attempt to restraint himself until you do something that drives him mad.

Wrapping his arm around your waist.

          Even though Subaru denies it he enjoys holding you close and feeling your warmth, it’s comforting. Even though he claims that it’s to keep you from being bothersome and getting lost. It also sends a clear sign that you belong to him.

              Wrapping an arm around your waist, Subaru held you close to his side as he glared at the male who had been stare at you from behind the counter of the ice cream shop. As ice cold dread sapped away at their coloring leaving them paler as they looked away causing Subaru to smirk with amusement.
   Focusing on you Subaru watched as you took a bite of ice cream, as he suddenly grabbed your chin and made you look up at him. As he leaned down to lightly kiss you, parting your lips with his own. Subaru slipped his tongue instead your mouth tasting the ice cream as a blush began to color his when he suddenly pulled away as you swallowed with a blush that matched his.
    “Let’s go right now, I can’t control myself much longer.” Subaru growled in a raspy voice as your eyes widen and he stood up, pulling you with him.
   "It appears my claim on your isn’t good enough, I’ll have to make more when we get home, so prepare yourself.“ He whispered in your ear as he smirked and warned,
    "Once I start I won’t stop till I satisfy my hunger with your body and blood.”

(NSFW) First Night - Saizo Kirigakure

The reader is a virgin in this. Here you go, @lovespot12​.

The follow up to this, Seventh Night - here

‘Don’t sleep on me, little lady.’ 

‘Mmm, I’m awake…’ You said drowsily, your head propped on your elbow. 

‘What did we hear so far, then? Get it wrong and you pay for wasting my time.’ 

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