i…..can’t believe it…this has been the best weekend of my entire life……i can’t believe this is real i just…thank u shinee, for showing us more love than i ever felt possible, thank u los angeles, for giving me such a warm welcome on my first trip alone, but most of all thank u @sluthyun@jjongeyed@jong-fetti and @rawpotaeto for making this day about so much more than a concert ;n; i can never express just how thankful i am for every single bit of magic that made this weekend so beautiful…..just..wow.
we all know the “clearly they hate me” thing with bpd but can we talk about “clearly they’re dead” thing because it’s such a horrible feeling when you’re sat there, heart racing, already starting to grieve because you fully believe that they might have died and then they respond and you have to pretend like you weren’t just mentally attending their funeral
The question kind of stops you. Because you’re okay. Your world is still spinning and you’re still smiling and you’re okay.
But then sometimes you’re not okay. Not even one little bit. And you don’t really sleep at nights because your bed is as empty as your arms. And there’s a space on your wall where his photo used to hang. And sometimes you can’t even eat because he’s gone and the sick feeling in your stomach just becomes a permanent part of you. And when you kiss someone new their lips are wrong and their hands don’t tug your hair and their body doesn’t feel quite right beneath your wandering hands. And sometimes you cry and you don’t think you’ll ever stop.
But you don’t say that. They don’t want to hear that. You just smile and say, “I’m okay I guess.”
hunk is obviously that One Friend™ that everyone lowkey(highkey) has a crush on
so the paladins have two different groupchats
one is the Spade Squad™ and has all five of them
and the other is the Hunk Appreciation Squad™ and it doesn’t include hunk and that’s where they all talk about the cute/attractive things that hunk does
ONE TIME ONE OF THE THE OTHER PALADINS ACCIDENTLY SEND A TEXT TO THE SPACE SQUAD™ THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE HUNK APPRECIATION SQUAD™
lance: you gUYs you will not beLiEVE what hunk did today
lance: he put his hair in a ponytail while we were training
lance: A PONYTAIL
lance: I’M SO GEY
a minute later:
💛💛Hunk Appreciation Squad™💛💛
pidge: LANCE YOU FUKCING IDIOT YOU SENT THOSE TEXTS TO THE WRONG GROUP CHAT
hunk: ummm… thank you?
hunk asks them about it later
“soo.. do you guys like, talk about how hot you think i am behind my back?”
everyone else: UmMm *sweats*