constant headache

Shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t look like they belong on the street style blogs, shout-out to girls with hijab that are not fashionistas, shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t have strong eyeliner game, shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t wear any makeup, shout-out to plus sized girls with hijab that feels like no hijab suits your face shape, shout-out to girls with hijab that gets catcalled on the street despite the coverings, shout-out to girls with hijab that have to remove so many pins when they’re shopping for clothes, shout-out to girls with hijab that are having a bad hijab day where everything is wrong and you feel like you just look plain messy, y'all look beautiful today. Thanks.

and then you finally found me
pretending to sleep
you said such nice things about me
i felt guilty and cheap
you took two steps to the kitchen
and just stared at the sink
i couldn’t hold back a smile
i still wish i could have seen;
you having sex in the morning
your love was foreign to me
it made me think maybe
human’s not such a bad thing to be
but I just laid there in protest
entirely fucked
it’s such a stubborn reminder
one perfect night’s not enough