Joe x Reader (Including Caspar, Jack, Conor, Josh,Oli and Mickey)
It has been three weeks since Y/N walked away from Joe. Three really long weeks for both of them. Well for them all actually.
The weird thing is that no only did Joe and Y/N suffer because of this but each and every member of their crew. And Y/N knew that. She hated herself for making the boys argue and fight. She hated herself for making these sweet boys sad and disappointed. It tore her apart. She knew that there was only one thing she could do to make things better. She had to go away.
The first person who she visited was Caspar. As she walked up to his door she could hear him talking to someone. “Hey there.” She said when he opened the door. “I’ll call you back.” Caspar said and hang up the phone. Hugging her was so natural and normal thing for them. He’s aware that she is Joe’s ex girlfriend but she was Caspar’s best friend. She was someone who he could talk to no matter what. He knew that would never change. “I missed you.” He said. “I’ve missed you too.” She said and took a seat on the couch. “I need to tell you something.” “Is everything okay?” He asked while sitting down. “I’m leaving. I’m going back home.” “But you are home.” He said holding back the tears. “This is your home. It has been for years. You will work this out. You can’t leave.” He said and hugged her. “I’m not sure about that Cas. But I know that I can’t stay there, not in this town. Not now. You have to understand.” She said hugging him tighter. He just nodded.
The next day she went to Maynard’s house. She knew that Jack, Conor and Josh were there, it was only noon. So they were either sleeping or having breakfast. When she knocked on the door Josh opened it. He had surprise written all over his face yet he greeted her with a smile. “It’s been a while.” he said and hugged her. “I surely has.”
“Y/N!” Conor and Jack said when she walked in the kitchen. “You two need a shower.” She said us she hugged them. “We’re not planning on going out today so that’s not going to happen.” Said Conor and they all laughed. Y/N missed this. She was aware that it has only been few weeks since they all hanged out like this but she truly missed it. “So what brings you here?” Jack asked as they ate. “I came to say goodbye.” She said without looking up. “What for? You going somewhere?” Josh asked as he took a seat next to her. “Actually I am. I’m going home.” “For how long?” Conor asked without that happy note in his voice. For once he didn’t show any emotions. “I don’t know. I just need a break from this town and this life.” She said and Jack hugged her. “We understand.” He said. Even though she knew that they didn’t understand. it was clear, they weren’t that good actors. And how could they understand? How could anyone understand this. She didn’t understand it herself, so why would any of them. “’Ello, ‘ello!” Yelled Mikey when he walked in the apartment. Changing his expression when he saw Y/N. “Hey!!” Yelled Oli when he walked behind him. “Y/N?” He simply looked at his best mate’s ex girlfriend. “Hey guys.” Y/N said. “What are you doing here?” Mikey asked. “She came to say goodbye, she’s leaving London.” Conor said. “Oh.. Have you told Joe?” Oli asked which made her smile. She found it cute that he care about Joe that much. She knew that Joe would be fine with these guys in his life. “I’m going to tell him tonight.” “When are you leaving?” Josh asked. “Tomorrow. I came to say goodbyes so we don’t have to do this at the train station. It’s easier this way.” She said and took a deep breath. “Take care of each other and please don’t fight because of me or anyone else.” She said and left.
It took him few seconds to open the door for her. He stood there in his sweatpants and t-shirt, looking as handsome as ever. Walking into his apartment all kinds of emotions took over her body. Sadness, happiness, jealousy.. “It’s good to see you.” “You too.” she said and took a seat by the kitchen counter. “It’s been a while.” “I’m sorry about that.. I’ve been busy.” Joe said sill not looking at her. “Do you want something to drink?” He asked. “No thanks I won’t stay long.” “Oh.” Was all he manged to say. “I’m leaving tomorrow. “ Hearing these words Joe looked at her. “I came here to say goodbye.” She looked at him. He didn’t make a move. He just looked at her without saying a word. “You don’t have to leave because of me.. of us..” He said and took a sip of drink he was holding in his hands. “You know that’s not true.. this thing.. we’re affecting everyone around us.. I am affecting everyone around me.. and I can’t handle that. I can’t… I won’t be responsible for wrecking your group..” “For fuck sake you’re not responsible for anything! It’s not your fault any of this happened…” “Maybe. But I can’t deal with this.” She said and look his hand. Taking long and deep breath she looked at the eyes he once loved. She saw sadness and hurt in them, and as he looked at her they filled up with tears. “Goodbye Joe.” She said and walked away from the kitchen. Taking a last look at the place she once considered home. Looking at the man she loved for the last time. Even though she never said it she hoped he would tell her to say. She hoped he would tell her that he loves her and that he can’t imagine his life without her. Yet he never did any of those things. He wanted her to stay but he never said it.