conor maynard

Made For Loving You || Conor Maynard Imagine

A/N – Heey! This is so bad!!! I’m so so sorry, this is really late too but I’ve been procrastinating so bad because of college too and wow I’m so sorry guys. Let me know what you think anyway x

- Blue x


— Conor’s POV —

A dangerous plan, just this time, A strangers hand clutched in mine.

They didn’t know - all my fans - they had no idea we were together. That was part of the thrill though I guess; that was what got our hearts racing, chills running down our spines. And then, all in a split second, that was over. The thrill, the nervousness, everything. But instead we had relief, the happiness that we didn’t have to hide anything from them anymore. It was nice, knowing I didn’t have that hanging over me. That I didn’t have to be careful anymore or make sure no one took pictures of us. I could go out, smiling and being happy and holding her hand and not have a care in the world.

Walking out into the street was always something I was too scared to do when it all started. All I wanted to do was hold her hand, show them that she was mine - no one else’s. I wanted to intertwine my fingers with her, feel the warmth from her hands emit from her to me. To feel her squeeze my hand when I needed the reassurance she was there. I needed her to feel how much I wanted her to be with me.

I’ll take this chance, so call me blind, I’ve been waiting all my life,

But then I woke up one day, and she said to me - ‘Conor, I can’t do this. I can’t hide anymore. I love you, but I’m not going to hide it anymore’ - and that’s when I realised. That’s when I realised that I needed to tell them; I realised that I needed to let them know that I had her and that’s all I needed. My heart was taken, totally. I was blinded by how much love I held for her and it was slowly taking me down - but she was down there with me.

I felt like I needed someone before her. Like without someone, i was totally alone in the world - but just before I met her - I gave up. 'I don’t deserve anyone’ I thought, 'I’m too hard to love’. But then along she came, with a smile that could light up my whole world and the most wonderful personality that I had ever encountered. My heart immediately knew, that was it. She made me see love under a different light and I’ll never look back.

Please don’t scar this young heart, Just take my hand.

'Don’t hurt me’ I’d said to her in bed one night, as we lay down in the dark. Her head that was before placed gently on my chest lifted up to look to me. 'What are you talking about?’ She asked me, clearly concerned. After Victoria, I couldn’t get hurt again. I didn’t want to have to sit and question whether I could be loved again like I did, whether I was good enough. I didn’t want to lose her; I wouldn’t lose her.

'I would never hurt you, you know that. I love you.’ She says, the confusion written in her voice. 'I know, and I love you too, I’m just saying. Can I hold your hand? Makes me sleep better.’ I ask her, voice gentle and full of love. Her fingers intertwine with mine as her head lays back down where it was before, listening to my heartbeat as slowly - both bodies are engulfed by sleep.

Masterlist.

MY MASTERLIST!
I Hate you || Jack Maynard
Steal my girl || Joe Sugg 
Player || Jack Maynard 
Welcome || Jack Maynard
Why’d You Leave? || Jack Maynard
Loving Eyes || Jack Maynard 
Cuddles now? || Jack Maynard 
Loving Eyes || Jack Maynard
Can’t Hurt You anymore || Jack Maynard 
Announced || Jack Maynard
You Don’t Love Me || Joe Sugg 
You’re single || Jack Maynard
Kisses and Roses || Jack Maynard 
Concert || Conor Maynard 
Hate || Conor Maynard 
Meeting Zalfie || Joe Sugg
Come to Bed || Joe Sugg 
Pregnant || Jack Maynard 
You Are My Entire Life || Joe Sugg
I Need to Tell You Something || Jack Maynard
Always and Forever || Jack Maynard
Wow || Jack Maynard
Who are you, part one || Joe Sugg
Who are you, Part two || Joe Sugg 
Normal Relationship || Jack Maynard
Hitchhiker part 1 || Joe Sugg 
Hitchhiker part 2 || Joe Sugg
Naked And Afraid || Josh Pieters 
Just a Label || Conor Maynard 
I Promise || Conor Maynard Imagine
Boyfriend Tag || Joe Sugg 
Bad Dreams || Jack Maynard 
Deeper in love || Jack Maynard
Interviews || Joe Sugg 
Sleepy Suprise || Jack Maynard
Deuteranopia || Joe Sugg
Stars || Conor Maynard
Whipped || Conor Maynard 
Chapstick Challenge || Conor Maynard
Concussion || Joe Sugg 
Touchy Feely || Joe Sugg
Pranks || Joe Sugg 
Going Home, Part 1 || Jack Maynard 
Going Home Part 2 || Jack Maynard 
Inadequate || Conor Maynard 
Libary || Caspar Lee 
Aggressive || Joe Sugg 
We’re a Family || Caspar Lee 
Embrace || Conor Maynard 
Risk It All || Jack Maynard 
interrupted || Jack Maynard 
I Hate Me Too || Conor Maynard
Family || Joe Sugg 
You’re Different || Buttercream Squad 
You Need Help || Joe Sugg
Little Bird || Jack Maynard
Jealous || Joe Sugg
Good Job Anna || Jack Maynard 
Panic Attacks || Caspar Lee 

Interrupted : Joe Sugg Smut

(requested) - changed it a little oops

“Oh my god, I frickin love this one!” Zoe said excitedly as Harry Potter and the goblet of fire began to play on the TV.

You and your boyfriend Joe were staying with Zoe and Alfie for a few nights at their house. It had been a while since you had seen them so it was quite nice to catch up and spend some time with them.

However, Alfie was out late with Sean and Dave as they were working on a van, turning it into a campervan or something. So you and Zoe had decided to have a girly night and watch some films, of course you both had popped out to M&S beforehand to get some snacks. Joe left you both to it as he had some editing to do, so Zoe had run him a bath and he was upstairs editing in the spare room – where you and Joe were staying.

“I always found this one really scary though.” You said to Zoe, pulling the blanket closer to your body.

“Yeah, if you think about it these films are actually quite scary.” Zoe pointed out.

“I mean… If I get scared watching them then I can imagine lots of other people do.”

Time went by as you and Zoe watched the film. Nala was asleep next to Zoe on the sofa and Alfie still wasn’t back yet. You checked the time.

“How is it half 11 already?” You said, not quite believing how fast the time has gone.

When there was no reply, you looked over at Zoe to find her fast asleep on the sofa. Typical.

You watched about 15 minutes more of the Harry Potter film before your phone buzzed. It was Joe.

‘What you doing? X’

You didn’t reply, the film was almost over so you would go up and see him soon. About 2 minutes later your phone buzzed again.

‘Y/N xx’

Joe hardly ever put kisses in texts unless he was missing you or in a loving mood.

‘Yes?’

‘Come to bed x’

This made you smile. You were feeling quite tired and would love nothing more right now than to go and see your boyfriend. The film was almost over so you decided to head up. You thought about waking Zoe, but decided against it as she’d probably wake up soon or Alfie will wake her when he gets home.

You folded the blanket you were using and placed it on the edge of the sofa. You silently walked out of the living and through the kitchen. You got up the first flight of stairs and opened the door to the spare room, revealing a half naked Joe in his boxers laying beside his laptop on the bed.

“Finally!” He smiled up at you, placing his laptop on the floor and stretching his arms out to you.

“How’s editing going?” You asked, shutting the door and moving over to him.

“Fine, but I missed you.” He pouted and pulled you by your wrists so you got onto the bed next to him.

“Aw babe. I missed you.” You replied, even though you were only apart for 2 hours or so and you were just downstairs.

He wrapped his arms around your shoulders and pulled you into his body, you wrapped your arms around his exposed waist.

“Joe!” You laughed when you felt something hard poke into your leg.

“I know, I really need you right now.” He told you truthfully.

“Well we’re in your sisters house so I don’t think so babe.” You laughed, getting up off the bed and into the en suite bathroom to brush your teeth.

“Fuck sake.” You heard Joe sigh as you walked away from him.

However, when you were almost done brushing your teeth you heard a light moan. Was he really doing this right now?

“Y/N.” You heard your boyfriend moan out. Even though you had just told him you wouldn’t do this with him here, you couldn’t help but feel very aroused at the thought of Joe touching himself to the thought of you.

You walked back into the bedroom and switched off the bathroom light. Joe was sat up, leaning against the head board with a hand wrapped around himself. His boxers were now on the floor. Even though this was the last situation that you would like to be in, you couldn’t deny that the sight in front of you made you weak at the knees. Joe’s eyes were drooping from the pleasure he was giving himself. His eyes never left you as he pumped his length at a steady pace.

“Please.” He whimpered.

That was all it took for you slip off your pyjamas and leave them on the floor at the end of the bed. Joe watched you the whole time you were getting undressed, and when you were finally fully naked, he picked up the pace of his hand movements.

“Can you honestly not wait?” You laughed, climbing onto the bed once again.

“I’m so fucking horny.” He groaned, finally moving from his position so that he could lean forward and press his lips against yours.

Lips still attached, Joe flipped you around so now your back was against the mattress and he was hovering over your exposed body.

Your hands went to Joe’s chest, feeling up and down his toned stomach. This was one of your favourite things about Joe – his abs were so defined and you loved it. One of his hands went next to your head to hold himself up, and the other went to the head board of the bed.

You broke the kiss and stared up at Joe with a smirk. He sent you a confused look.

“What?” He asked.

“I just really love you.”

“Well, Y/N, I love you so much more,” He smiled, kissing you again. “But we’ve got to be quiet.”

Without warning, Joe pushed himself into you. You had to hold yourself back from letting out a moan. You were so used to having sex with Joe at home and making as much nose as you wanted, when you had sex somewhere like this you always struggled to keep quiet.

It’s because Joe knew exactly how to make you feel good. Considering you’ve been together for around 2 years now, Joe knew your body. He loved to make you shake so hard when you cum and to scream out his name. Sex with him was always and intense and you loved it.

He rocked in and out of you, each thrust getting harder. The feeling of Joe’s bare skin on your own was such an intimate feeling which is why you were on the pill. It was such a nice feeling to have Joe completely inside you without a condom, it made the pleasure even more enjoyable and it made you feel closer to him.

“Babyyyy…” Joe moaned into your shoulder before nipping at the bare skin.

You took Joe’s hand that was holding onto on the head board and laced your fingers together. He gave your hand a squeezed and let out a gentle moan, trying his hardest not to make too much noise. Joe’s moans were the most angelic thing you’ve ever heard and you would do anything right now to hear his moans and groans echo throughout the room.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door, making Joe stop his actions immediately. When the handle went down, he pulled out of you as quickly as he could and pulled the covers over you both, making it look casual. Thankfully, he was quick enough.

“Y/N?” Zoe opened up the door as she rubbed her tired eyes. “I can’t believe I fell asleep on the sofa!”

“I know! I mean… can’t say I was surprised!” You laughed.

You could hear Joe panting next to you, trying to catch his breath. His cheeks were red but Zoe didn’t suspect anything.

“We’ll have to have another girly night again soon, and I promise I won’t fall asleep.”

“Ok,  Zoe, I’ll believe it when I see it.” You laughed.

“I won’t!” She defended.

“Is Alfie still not back?” You asked.

“No, I’m think I’m going to ring him in a minute though. What are they doing? Surely they can’t get much done in the dark.” As Zoe spoke, you felt Joe’s hand trail up your thigh.

You didn’t think anything of it until he kept on getting closer and closer to your centre.

“Yeah, he’ll probably be back soon though.” You said to Zoe.

Joe’s fingers went to your clit, gently rubbing his fingertips against the sensitive area. You sucked in a breath, feeling uncomfortable with the situation but also still very horny.

“How many days has he been doing it for?” Joe piped up. You squeezed the duvet in your hand as Joe slid his middle finger into you.

“This is the third, I think they’re planning on finishing it on Saturday.” Zoe told her brother and he nodded.

“It’s quite cool that they’re doing this though,” He replied, sliding his finger in and out of you as you bit your bottom lip, trying your absolute hardest to refrain from moaning.

“I think it’s amazing! I can’t wait to see what it looks like when they’ve finished it,” Zoe said. “Well, I’m going to bed now so night you two.”

“Night, Zo.” Joe said, using her nickname.

“G-goodnight.” You literally almost face palmed yourself as you stuttered over your words.

“You alright Y/N?” As Zoe asked this, Joe added another finger.

“I’m fine.” You quickly said as Joe finger fucked you.

“Ok,” Zoe sent you an odd look. “Night!”

“I fucking hate you, Sugg.” You said to Joe as soon as Zoe shut the door.

“You hate me?” He repeated. “Looks like you don’t want me to finish you off then.”

Joe’s fingers left you and you whined at the loss of contact.

“Shut up and fuck me.” You groaned.

“Of course, m’lady.” Joe chuckled, hovering over you and finishing you both off.

5

This guy deserves the whole world in my opinion. He’s there every day to make us laugh, feel better or just for us to have someone. This guy spends so much just for us. And I’m not just talking about money. In a way he even gave up his freedom and I know that that’s his own choice but let me tell you HE DOESN’T DESERVE THIS.

I don’t really know what we can do to help him but please everyone SHOW HIM YOUR SUPPORT! He needs it now more than ever and I don’t care if it’s a dm, a comment on a picture, a comment on a video, a tweet or whatever. Just let him know that we are there for him and that we will do anything to support him and to make sure that he can keep making videos. Please just make sure that he notices how much his fans love and adore him and can’t live without him. Because honestly guys CALLUX IS AN AMAZING PERSON