conffesion

I wrote an essay to convince my teacher to let us watch Lilo and Stitch in class.

A few weeks ago in my math class everyone was really tired. So someone suggested we watched a movie instead of doing work that day. Then I immediately said that we should watch Lilo and Stitch (because why not). For the most part everyone in class agreed with me. But my teacher wasn’t buying that I was being dead serious about wanting to watch it. So he said as a joke that if came to school the next day and had written an essay on how Lilo and Stitch relates to math he would consider letting us watch it in class. I told him that if he wanted a paper, a paper he was going to get. But he still didn’t believe me. The next day I walk into class with this paper.

It didn’t work. We still haven’t watched Lilo and Stitch. I’m still salty.

I literally hate this generation so fucking much. Is so fucking retarded and fucked up. 12 years old be losing their virginity, 6 years old having and iphone 7+ and 4 years old wearing makeup like its normal. Girls being such a gold diggers or boys not caring how their girlfriends personality is but wanting them only for their body. People talking shit about you on and off and acting like angels in your face. I hate how some people be bullying and making others feel bad about them self and treating them like a piece of shit and think they’re cool LIKE NO BOO UR NOT BITCH STOP and than leading them to suicide and than “feeling bad”. All this generation cares is money money money. People getting more worried for Kylie Hoe Jenner being pregnant and not for the people in Mexico… like that’s completely disgusting or how some girls cry over the most littlest thing ever or 13 years old smoking weed and than be like “my body needs it” or how girls say tumblr for everything. It really disgusts me how people judge others just by their appearance and make jokes about you. If you are fat they will make jokes about you and some really disgusting ones but like anyway I’ll stop here but theres more but this generation is retarded in every single way.

VesaTufa

Ella comenzó dejando de hablar, de decir como se sentía. Comenzó a encerrarse en su habitación por horas, incluso días; se volvió adicta a la soledad. Su celular era mas interesante que su vida. Sus padres comenzaron a juzgarla, su familia decía que ella era una mala agradecida por no buscarlos. Su mente comenzó a cambiar, se encerró en ella misma, dejó de confiar en la gente, perdió amigos. Nadie le pregunto el porque y es que ella tampoco respondería. Su vida era una porqueria una vez que se quitó los vendajes de los ojos y pudo ver las verdaderas caras que la rodeaban, pudo ver la cara de cada demonio en cada persona cercana a ella, y se asustó. Así que si, se encerró en si misma y fue la mejor decisión que tomó en su vida.

Wow.

March 1st, 1947

Prussia– no, that’s not right anymore… Gilbert Beilschmidt enters the almost completely empty cathedral, moving with direction and without thought. One lone priest is moving around the alter, what he’s doing, Pruss–Gilbert, doesn’t notice. He stops walking when he’s noticed, and he casts his eyes down. 

It is very evident that he is recognized, for what he was

“What do you need?” The young man asks. 

When did priests become so young? When did Gilbert start feeling so old…

“Confession.” 

It’s been years. 

The priest says nothing, only nods and leads the former nation back to the confessionals. 

“Recite the act of contrition.” 

Gilbert does so mechanically. He’s thinking about what he’s going to say. How he could possibly phrase it. How he could possibly justify everything that has happened between his first swing of a sword to the desperation fueling those furnaces. 

“You can begin whenever you’re ready.”

Gilbert sits there for a long time in the silence. There are no justifications. There is no forgiveness expansive enough, no amount of prayer and regret… Was he here because he lost?  

“I…” 

He chokes. 

“I’m going to die…”

Was he only here because he lost….

How Johnny Depp helped me.

So, I just want to share it with you, you’ll do with it whatever you want.

Lately I was feeling really down. My anxiety and social awkwardness reached the level way too high. University, job, private life- it was too much, I wanted to do something but my brain was off, it responded only to problems and bad shit, without ideas and my weird creativity I felt bad. Of course my boyfriend was and still is very supportive (thank you my Sun and Stars) but I needed something to do with my brain, cure it or something, you know. We watched together Pirates of the Caribbean. Then I thought ‘hey rewatch movies with Johnny’ and I did. You’ll probably ask in which way it helped me, sooooo… I am older now and I understand a lot more things than I did. This pure human being showed me how to cope with difficulties and being different than others. His creations were so outstanding that I was speechless. Edward, Cry Baby, Gilbert, Raoul, Ichabod, Frederick, Captain Jack Sparrow, Rochester, James and many more- his creativity and even sometimes madness pushed me to do something, to end that sluggishness. And I did. I am still sad but only sometimes, it is better now. It is okay to be a little different.

So thank you.

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When I feel depressed I always listen to that song. I light my cigarette on, close my eyes and clear my head. Things I am experiencing, that pure state of my mind, steady beat of my heart and that smoke - it feels nearly erotic. I am in a haze, but when the song ends I am like a brand new person, more motivated and without sorrow. Thank you Marilyn. Thank you Johnny.

Buoni propositi per il 2018 che andranno a farsi fottere…

-studiare di più

-avere bei voti

-non avere debiti a fine anno

-mangiare sano

-fare più sport

-dimagrire

-dimagrire

-dimagrire

-dimagrire

-dimagrire

-assere accettata dalla società

-dimagrire

-prendermi cura di me stessa

-trovare qualcuno che mi ami davvero

-accettarmi

-chiudere per sempre col passato

-tornare in America

-viaggiare

-dedicarmi alle mie passioni

-finire le serietv arretrate

-leggere qualche libro

-avere una vita sociale

-socializzare col mondo reale

-non essere sempre acida e polemica

-avere dei veri amici

-non trascurare chi mi ama

-essere fiera di me stessa

-DIMAGRIRE.

@anime-ribelli

BTS Reaction: Their crush (you) getting drunk and accidently confessing your love

@purplepokemons said: 

Bts reaction to their crush getting drunk and conffesing their love the the member thinking they’re talking to someone else


*gifs aren’t mine unless I say so*

*requests are open*


Jin:

“Y/N you really shouldn’t drink that much!” Jin scolded you and tried to take the drink from you. You looked at who you thought was Jimin and started to vent to him.

“I need to drink Jimin, I want to get my mind off of Jin with that other girl he was with earlier. I really like Jin and it hurts to see him with someone else. I’ve falled for Jin, I honestly have-”

“Y/N, come on you should get some sleep.” He would giggle at your drunken confession and lead you to your room so you could rest. Then in the morning he would ask you about it, and end up confessing to you as well.

Originally posted by jjilljj


Suga:

Suga would be a little drunk aswell, but not as drunk as you. You walked up to who you thought was Tae, and just started talking.

“Oh my god, have you seen Yoongi? Oh my gosh he’s so attractive, and I love how laid back he is. It honestly kind of turns me on. I really want to get to know him. He seems really cool.”

“Well you could start by realizing I’m not Taehyung.” He laughed a little. You looked up and realized it was Yoongi.

“Ohmygod” you said fastly.

“I’d like to get to know you to.” He said.

Originally posted by kuromel


Rap Monster:

“Y/N you should really go to bed, it’s really late. And you are extremely wasted.” Namjoon said.

“I don’t want to Yoongi, Namjoon is still here, I want to see him.” 

He furrowed his eyebrows as you said “yoongi” but he decided to play around with the situation.

“Why do you want to see him?”

“Because I really like him, he’s so nice to me and makes me feel happy when  I’m around him. I just wish he felt the same though.”

“Don’t worry, I think he like you too. Come on let’s sleep.” Namjoon said with a smile across his face.

Originally posted by bangthebae


J-Hope:

You were home alone, and completly drunk. Without thinking, you called you best friend-or who you thought was your best friend- and started talking about Hoseok.

“Y/F/N, you have no idea how crazy he makes me, he’s honestly the greatest person in the world. Wow, I really love him-”

“Y/N.”

“Are you sick? Your voice sounds really low?” You asked.

“Look at your contact name.” He laughed. You looked and it said Hoseok’s contact name. You froze as you heard him laugh.

“Ah you’re so cute Y/N!”

Originally posted by hoseokwhy


Jimin:

“Jin! Hi!” You said as you facetimes “Jin”. Jimin looked at you in confusion.

“Are you ok Y/N? You looked a little, you know, drunk.” Jimin said.

“Yeah Jin, I’m fine. Is Jimin around?” You asked. Jimin finally realized you thought he was Jin, but he was curious about what you had to say about him. So Jimin continued to be “Jin”.

“No, he’s not here right now.” He smirked.

“Good, do you know how Jimin feels about me? I really like him, but I want to know he feels the same before I tell him.

“He really likes you Y/N, he never shuts up about you.” Jimin laughed. “You’re talking to Jimin by the way.”

Originally posted by yoonmin


V:

It was your 20th birthday, so you could now legally drink in Korea. Taehyung took you to a bar along with some of yours and his friends.  You might have went a little overboard with the drinking and got completly wasted. You were sitting alone, and someone sat next to you.

“You look like someone I know.” You said while looking at him. He look at you with a puzzled expression.

“He’s someone I really love, he knows how to make me happy, and he’s just so perfect. I wish he felt the same.” You started to talk about him. 

“What’s his name?” Taehyung asked, with a bit of jealousy.

“Kim Taehyung.”  You smiled and sipped on your drink. He smiled and laughed a little.

“You really are drunk, Y/N I am Taehyung.”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas


Jungkook:

Jungkook told you he was going to be home late from practice today, so you invited your best friend over. Little did you know, she brought achohol and you couldn’t turn down the opportunity. 

A few hours later you both were wasted, and Y/F/N was in the bathroom probably throwing up. You heard footsteps, and you automatically assumed it was Y/F/N.

“I should have never drank that! If Jungkook finds out I drank underage, he’ll never love me back!” You cried.

“You love me?” You heard Jungkook’s voice.

“Oh my gosh, Kookie forgive me!” You ran to him and hugged. He hugged you back and patted the back you your head.

“Don’t worry, I’m not mad. But I do love you back.” He smiled.

Originally posted by donewithjeon


I hope you liked it! I tried my best :) Requests are open!

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BTS reaction when they see their gf is self-harming

anon: we got the BTS Reaction of when they found out that their GF struggling with self harm but can we get one when they walk in a room and see them cutting themselves           

Trigger warning: mention of self harm

BTS reaction to conffesion about struggling with self-harm

Tbh I’ve never do things like cutting myself or something similiar so requests like this are somehow hard for me. I don’t want any one to be hurt because of things which I write. So please don’t take it too deeply and if someone have any contraindications let me know. I hope that people who are struggling with self-harming will find happines in their lifes and stop doing this. ;-;

Jin

Originally posted by syubbie

He saw your scars on your wirst 2 weeks ago but when he asked you about this you told him that you stopped huring yourself. Still he was worried and thinking about you all day. When he backed from shopping, he saw that scissors are missing. Black thoughts show up in his mind. He started to looking for you to find his love in bath looking at this scissors. He came in time before you did something to yourself. When you saw him you started to crying. Jin came to you, kissed your forehead and hug you tight. He gave you to cry in his shoulders how much you want. Single tear fall from his eyes too. He would try to convince you how special you’re and give you some self-confidence

“I love you jagi. You’re the most precious, beautiful and kind-hearted person that I know. You don’t deserve to do this to you. Next time please come to me”

Yoongi

Originally posted by myloveseokjin

View of blood in kitchen made his heart stopped. He would find you in the corner of your room, making more cuts on your wirts. Yoongi would yell your name and come to you to take from you   knife and take you to bathroom to take care of your cuts. He wouldn’t say anything which make you even more crying, you wanted him to yell at you or make a big deal of this. The truth is that he was lost in his mind. He felt frustrated, hurt, angry, shattered in same time. The only thing that he was sure then its that he need to help you and watch you carefuly.

“If you will feel like doing this again, please at first call to me. Don’t do this again, Y/n. I’m begging you.”

Hoseok

Originally posted by jhopingforhoseok

When you don’t pick up the phone and you don’t answer to his messages he started to have bad minds. He knew that you used to self-harm. Hobi rush to your apartament. When he walk into bathroom seeing you with knife, he would quickly take it from you and started to crying. JHope would hug you to comfort you and him at the same time. His tears don’t want to stop. He would stay like this with you till both of you will be more calm. After that you two will have long and full of tears conversation. Hobi would take everything deeply to his heart and still thinking that it’s his fault that he doesn’t notice how much pain  you are hiding.

“Why are you doing this to me? And to you? What did I do wrong? How can I help you? Please, say something to me! Y/n, I love you so much.”

Namjoon

Originally posted by bangtanboys-official

Problems in shool, with parents, fans, friends. It was enought for you. You wanted to de-stress. After school you took your razor and go to the bathroom with tears slowly falling from your eyes. Namjoon was in your apartment and you didn’t notice him. He take your wirst before you even get to bathroom. Pain was painted on his face. He took you to bedroom and start a serious talk with you. Tears don’t want to stop falling so he hug you, trying to wipe your eyes and comforts you. He was talking with the most soft voice ever. He wanted to know why you didn’t tell him about your problems and minds. Jonnie want you to know that you don’t have to deal with everything alone.

“I know that sometimes life is giving us a lot of pain. But around you are people who loves you and want to help you. You have me. You’re not alone, Y/n”.

Jimin

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

You were receiving hate messages from Jimins’ “fans”.  Jimin thought that he dump every letter before you can notice. His bad. You saw some of them and it depressed you. “Why he choose you? You’re nothing. He deserve someone better. You should die!” It was enough. In past you had a problem with self harming and now you feel like you need this. Jimin come back home earlier to make a surprise for you. But when he hear that you’re crying and letters on the table, he quickly reach to the bathroom and took razor blade from you. Fear in his eyes and the worst scenarios in his head.  He don’t want to lose you. He would assure you in this and would make steps to stop your self harmig once and forever. Jimin would also try to do everything to his fans stop hating you and sending you this hate letters.


“I can’t lose you okay? You are important. You’re mine, Y/n. We’ll go through this together. You’re strong and I know that you can stop yourself from self-harming.”

Taehyung

Originally posted by donewithjeon

Weirdo Tae would disappear and serious Taehyung will show. Seeing your wirst all in blood and you with a razor would make him in daze. Quickly taking razor from you, take charge of you and your new sores. You were crying the whole time. When Tae finished and turn to you, you could see how worried he is and dissapointed. He was dissapointed but in him. He didn’t notice anything and when he was all happy and bubbly, you suffered with problems. He wanted to make sure that you’ll talk to him next time and give you small talk about how you can lean on him and that he is always here for you.

“What’ll you do if you’ll see me in the same situantion? Maybe you want me to do this with you? I know that you don’t want to. So please don’t do this to yourslef anymore. I’m here for you.”

Jungkook

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

He would feel lost. First of all like everyone would take sharp thing away from you. Second-take care of your cuts. He wanted to talk with you about this but not knowing how to begin this. Jungkookie would kiss your old scars and new cuts maybe wondering that they’ll disappear. When you felt asleep he would go to the salon and give his feelings to get out. He may be softly cry but not to much. Like sobbing.  It would be take him a while to pick up the pieces of his broken heart. Next day in your kitchen, bathroom-anywhere, won’t be anything sharp for your safety. He would try to talk with you the best how he can and comforts you.

“Why do you do this to yourself? It hurts me when I see you in pain and yesterday I felt like dying from worring about you.I love you, Y/n. Please don’t do this to yourself  anymore.”

The thing I love most about WoW is no matter who you are, where you come from, what you believe, you are able to come onto an equal ground and express yourself whether it be trolling in trade chat or tearing up raids all the way to pretending to be a totally different person. The only limit is our imaginations.