complicate yourself

Melting Magnets (M)

Requested by anon (thank you for your patience) ♥

→ Reader x Kai 

→ College AU; in which you and Kai don’t get along at all- or do you?

→ Warnings: Smut: rough sex.

Word count: 1,8K


Your relationship was complicated. 

“Hey there snow sock.” 

Very complicated. 

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anonymous asked:

Killian, I know this will be hard, but you and Emma have overcomed a lot of things already. Maybe she will need some time. Maybe David will be angry a bit more. But I promisse that all be fine. You have done a lot of things for her and her family. You're not that man anymore. You're a hero, Emma loves you. You have to forgive yourself Killian :(

I know that she loves me,  but this… it complicates things. 

I’ve hurt David,  and I never wanted Emma to have to choose between me and her father. 

This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.
—  His Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama.
I miss him, i hate myself for it but i miss him. It’s driving me crazy. I can’t stop thinking about him. I feel so sick.
—  Posted by Anonymous
Paperback (Pt2)

Sebastian Stan X Reader

Location: New York, New York (Bookstore)

Year: 2016

Warnings: Language


“….. the way your lips touched felt like a choreographed dance. You grab his hair, pulling his face closer to yours because the taste is intoxicating. You can feel the speed of your own heartbeat racing as his hands move up under the sides of your shirt. You wonder to yourself how far you should let things go, until you realize his hands are headed to uncharted territory….”


Having a blank expression on your face you wonder if you’re actually sick in bed having hallucinations. You are left with so many questions swirling inside of your mind. You consider the fact that it’s just a book and you can find it anywhere. This was something that can easily become solved. Definitely nothing to over complicate.

Yet you find yourself in a situation where you wonder was this simply a coincidence? “So you want to share custody of a book?” You ask Sebastian repeating the words slowly.

“More or less you owe me half.” He said scratching the back of his head.

“This is really stupid you know that? We don’t even know each other!” You say looking around the bookstore to see that you have caught the attention of onlookers.

“I do know you.” Sebastian said with such confidence.

“Really?”

“Yes, really.” He retorted

“Then who am I?” You say to him. Silence passes between you both as he squints his eyes waiting for the right answer to come to him.

“You are-” He paused. “Someone who is gonna take the damn book.” He beamed.

You wanted to contemplate it longer, but you then realize you don’t want to resist the offer.

“I’m a pretty fast reader.” You try and juggle the books in your hand and reach in your purse so you can find your wallet. Pulling out a ten dollar bill you hand it to Sebastian.

“You’re over paying for it.” Sebastian said holding up his hands to stop you. “Well I want my change.” You tell him. He laughs at your blunt sense of humor.

As you watch him pull out a debit card you can’t help but let your mind wonder about things. Like for instance who does this type of stuff? This has been the most bizarre encounter of your life. Granted you live the life of a bookworm, moments like this happens only in the novels that you read. Secondly, he was so unequivocally trusting of you. Lastly you wanted nothing more than to leave here with a sign of seeing him again.

“How will you know when I’m done?” You asked him as he is handed a brown paper bag that held the book inside of it.

He reached his hands inside his pocket pulling out an ink pen"Good question.“ He then begins scribbling down on a piece of paper that was the receipt to the book. Once he’s done, Sebastian then passes it over to you.

“I’ll see you then.” He says deeply under his breath, before leaving out the door. Smiling at you one last time.

You watch him as he leave still perplexed as to what the fuck just took place. He never even got your name and you wonder did he even care. Looking back in front of you, you see that now an audience of people are watching your every move. Their whispers mixing the room becoming a loud sound. Placing your books on the counter you proceed to read what he wrote.

{Part 2 out of 10}

When practicing mindfulness, it is important to recognize this judging quality of mind when it appears and to intentionally assume the stance of an impartial witness by reminding yourself to just observe it. When you find the mind judging, you don’t have to stop it from doing that. All that is required is to be aware of it happening. No need to judge the judging and make matters even more complicated for yourself.
—  Jon Kabat-Zinn
The chicken helped solving it

(Lucifer x Reader)

Being a police officer was hard. Harder than you thought it would be. You had been given your first real case. You were determined to solve it without any complications and prove yourself. That was however easier said than done.Your main suspect had stubbornly refused to tell you anything.
Deciding you needed some help you went to your friend Chloe for help. When you spotted her at the police station she was talking to a man in a black suit. The new consultant your boss had hired.
“Hey Chloe can I talk to you for a moment? It’s about my case.” You said to her.
“Sure what’s wrong?” Chloe answered.
You told her the details of your investigation, how the police found the crime scene and about your only suspect.
“I’ll help,” The man suddenly said, “It sounds way more interesting than your boring case, Chloe. I’m Lucifer by the way.” Holding his hand out to you.
“Uuuh sure why not? At this point I take any help I can get.” You said still a little unsure if this guy could really help you. He certainly was a weird one but maybe that wasn’t a bad thing and actually helped.

With your new companion by your side you made your way over to the uncooperative asshole from before. To your complete astonishment he actually talked. Not thanks to you though. You didn’t know how Lucifer had done it but, the guy had given you an adress and a name to continue your investigation.
It was a location in some backwater town, hours away from the city. Lucifer had demanded to accompany you. Probably because the adress belonged to a bar and he was hoping to have some fun.


You woke up in a large bed, sunrays coming through the curtains. Your head was hurting like crazy. Looking around you noticed that this place didn’t look like your little apartment at all. What was even stranger was the fact that you were naked. Naked on the couch of some place you had never seen before. Naked on the couch of some stranger, not knowing what the hell happened and what you had done.
“I see you’re finally awake.” You heard someone say behind you. Pulling the blanket closer to you, you turned around and saw Lucifer. Bloody Hell. How did this happen.
“W-What…did we? I mean…Why am I here…and…oooh please no…what did we do!?” You stuttered.
“You don’t remember anything, detective?”
“Noo that’s why I’m asking. We didn’t you know…”
“Sleep together? No. Not that I wouldn’t be up for it, of course.”
“Ok let me stop you right there…But then what the fuck happened?”
“Tha’s quite a funny story actually.” Lucifer said and put a cup of coffee on the table in front of you.
“Can’t wait to hear it…”

“The guy we were looking for didn’t show. I was getting extremly bored so I suggested we drink something which you at first declined. But given my brilliant persuasion skills you came around. You had quite a lot, I was really impressed how such a little person can drink so much. You didn’t let it show at first but you were really drunk….” He was going on until you interrupted him visibly startled.
“Is that a chicken walking around over there …?!
"Oh yes, it’s yours by the way but I’m coming to that part. Just couldn’t let the little thing behind. She has grown on me last night.”
“I’m really scared to hear where this is going to but please go on..”
“The bar had a picture of the current drinking champion on the wall. His name was Robert Chicken or something. So..into your seventh drink or so you started to scream ‘bring me the chicken, bring him to me!’. I tried to stop you. Actually that is a lie I didn’t. It was hilarious. Someone must have thought it would be a funny idea when they brought over this little one. She was a gift kind of so i took her when we left.”
“Ok..that explains the chicken but not why I’m naked on your couch.”
“Aah yes, we were just leaving when someone yelled the name of the guy we were looking for. We walked over I flashed him your nice badge there. He wasn’t in a talking mood to say the least. We followed him into the woods when he tried to run away. You fell into a stream but don’t worry I got him. Together with Emma that’s the chickens name in case you’re wondering. She was quite brutal. Attacked him when I tackled him to the ground.”
“So you took me back here and undressed me?” Saying while watching him suspiciously.
“Yes. I couldn’t let you sleep all wet like that, could I?”
“Know what else you shouldn’t do? Undressing unconscious girls!…Wait..so the guy you caught, did he do it. Did we close the case?”
“Yes, it was the gardener.” Lucifer said with a straight face.
“Your joking right?”
“Yeah, just wanted to say that once. The guy confessed, he’s back at the station. All you have to do is get to work take his statement and your case is closed, dear Y/N.”

Well this was awkward, how where you going to explain all this. Moreover what should you write into your report? The chicken helped solving it?

I will never understand why people feel the need to make posts bashing people’s ships. Everyone on this god forsaken site is just trying to enjoy something without having it bashed by people. There are ships I definitely don’t like, some of which I want to just rant about how much I dislike them. But you know what? I put myself in the shipper’s shoes; those shippers, just like me, are just trying to enjoy a ship peacefully. The ship makes them happy and no one has the right to take that away from them. That’s it. It’s not that complicated. Just put yourself in the other person’s shoes and realise that posting negativity about a ship is POINTLESS and MEAN. It accomplishes nothing other than hurting other’s feelings and cause unnecessary friction in fandoms.

Friends with Benefits (ft. Bobby)

Part 2 of 3 [one] [two] [three]

Genre; Drama (???) 15+

Summary; Continuation to this


After complicating with yourself for hours, you finally decided to go with your heart. You had to talk to Bobby- privately. After what you saw last night, you needed to know where your relationship stood. But before you called him- he called you.
“Hello?” You answered, not moving from the couch.
“Hey, um, this is Bobby.”
“Yeah, I know.” Your voice came out quietly, you didn’t know what to say.
“I’m sorry about last night. I was a total jerk, let me make it up to you. Can we meet up somewhere?”
“Yeah- you have a lot of making up to do.”
“I do, so come over. I’ll have my surprise ready by the times you get here.”
“Okay, I’ll be ready in twenty.”


    It was awfully hard to be mad at Bobby, he could sweet talk like no one else and his words always sounded so sincere. You didn’t have much of a reason to be mad at him in the first place anyways. It’s not like you dating or anything. He could fuck whoever he wanted. You didn’t like that thought though- he could fuck whoever he wanted. You wanted him to be yours- then no others could touch him in sexual ways. But telling him that would be risky, you could lose him as a friend and it wasn’t worth it to tell him. If he had any feelings for you at all he’d have to confess first.


The moment you entered his apartment you realized how much it had changed. The clothes that once were in the closet were now on the floor. The table that was once clear had papers spread out over it covering every inch. Bobby must really have been having a hard time.
“You look great. I’m glad you came.”
“Honestly, at first, I wasn’t sure I wanted to.”
“Well, I’m happy you decided to.” He stood above you nervously, not knowing what to say. “Um, would you like water or tea?”
“I’m okay right now.”
Bobby sat down beside you and cleared his throat.
“Look, Bobby, I’d like it if we just skip the introductions and talk about us. We were friends with benefits, yeah? We used to spend almost every day together. What happened to our agreements? We haven’t talked in like a month, then I go to a club and see girls crawling all over you.”
“I”m really sorry. I needed a way to release stress, and you were busy with school- I figured it’d be best not to bother you.” He spoke softly, “I didn’t know you’d be there.”
“Actually,” you paused deciding whether to tell him or not, “I was looking for you. I texted Jinhwan to see where you were.”
“Really? I should have just gone to you.” It was you I wanted anyway.


A/N; I lost inspiration towards the end so I decided to end it here- I wanted to get this posted since people have been asking. If I gain inspiration for it I’ll create another chapter but right now I’m just going to let it have an open ending. 

Tips on how to be happy:

-Write out a short list of the things that bring you pleasure in life. It can be riding your bike, going to the beach, traveling, reading a book, or just hanging out with friends or family.

-Physical activities. It can be any type of sports, dance or yoga classes. Being active has helped me a lot with my confidence and being over all happier tbh (and energy).

-Eat healthily. Cut out unhealthy foods from your diet, it provide you with much more energy, and overall you will just be healthier.

-Take a cold shower. It helps improve your circulation, keeps skin and hair healthy, increases testosterone, energy and well-being.

-Talk less, and just listen to what others have to say. When you hangout with your friends or loved ones, listen more to their tone as they share fun anecdotes. And you will probably love the intimacy of your relationships as you increase presence and freeing yourself from complications.

-Get ten minutes of sun a day. Rather than watching tv, go for a walk at the park or around your neighborhood, hangout with your friends, go to the park for a picnic, lay down in the grass and look at the clouds.

-Enjoy nature. For me it has helped me appreciate health, growth and inner beauty.

-Know the simple truth. You should know that everyone has their highs and lows. Try to surround yourself with positive, energetic people that will bring you comfort and happiness into your life. We all make mistakes, don’t let anyone bring you down because of them. Learn from them, and move on.

Hope this helped, love.

-Pauly

I’m proud to say that I’m at a point in my culinary life where I willfully ignore instructions on a recipe because I know better than whoever wrote the thing

One does not remove bacon grease from a soup recipe. 

One clove garlic is clearly a mistype of as much garlic as you please

I know you tell me to brush the fish with olive oil, but hear me out, what if it were butter or ranch dressing?

If I were to add sour cream to this cake batter it would taste better.

No one actually measures chocolate chips.

Cayenne pepper goes in (almost, but practically) everything.

All around me, things that don’t need to be measured.

You tell me to boil the pasta in water, but what if I just use half as much milk and boil it off?

Measuring, that’s hilarious.