…Your heart and mind baby follow it Smile, happiness you could model it And when you feel opposite I just want you to know Your whole being is beautiful Imma do the best I can do Cause i’m my best when i’m with you…
My golden tongue entails non existence.
Every morning I wake to a reminiscent competition.
Combustions of the animal spirit
that I revisit.
An abduction i lust for,
and a compelling prison.
A serpent in eden,
forcing atoms to eat apples that grow stale in the evening.
An angry heathen that’s frizzy red.
My sanity ails under this ginger head.
Fantasies of god striking me
with his dragon head.
oh how i climax on a needless bed.
Do not force me out of the garden.
Until you climb my mountain and taste the dew.
Uncover these leaves you bestowed unto me.
Pleasure places are embedded
in the hue of good and evil.
Is this innocence illegal
like the life thats fetal.
Is it popular to be at a standstill?
Are we black beetles?
Can i hope that this hidden world
will soon reign over my blue skys.
I know what im feeling is common
Come close to heaven,
the kingdom is sweet.
My third eye’s covered in chocolate
so I see the joy like its on repeat.
I feel the moisture soaking my sheets
like i sweat in my sleep.
It’s tough to pick favorites because I have so many honestly. What I will share are the ones I can immediately access from memory. It’s a mixed bag but here are some. I cycle through favorites based on my writing. So I have multiple playlists.
Brenda’s Got a Baby
Can U Get Away
Life Goes On
(and basically every song with a message and story. * Sidenote Thugz Mansion acoustic version and remix with Nas and the one with Anthony Hamilton are in my favorites list)
Artist: Ghetto Boys
Mind Playing Tricks on Me
U Black, Maybe
If I Ruled the World ft Lauryn Hill
Black Girl Lost
Artist: T.I. (a lot of his music)
Artist: Eminem (a lot of his music)
Artist: Queen Latifah
Love is Blind
Heaven Only Knows
Artist: Lauryn Hill (everything)
Artist: India Arie (everything)
Artist: Christina Aguilera (everything)
Artist: Mary J Blige (most of everything)
Artist: Ms. Dynamite
Watch Over Them
Seed Will Grow
Artist: Guns N’ Roses
Knocking on Heavens Door
Aywy - Frankie’s Fucking Around MDMay - Come Close (Common Cover) Chance The Rapper & The Social Experiment - i am very very lonely Redline Graffiti - Junior June Taylor McFerrin - Stepps (Donnie Most Edit) Ta-ku - What I Said abhi - Twelve Mick Jenkins - Fresh Water (Whoarei/Knxwledge Rework) Dubxanne - Roxanne Electric Wire - Look To The Sky Majid Jordan - A Place Like This French Fries - Reality System Spooky Black - Remember Me Somi - Shine Your Eye Jesse Boykins III - Cat Rider-Mine (Beyoncé / Little Dragon Refix) ZHU - Faded (Lido Remix) Tommy Jacob - I Want You (ft. Imaneurope) Gabriel Garzon-Montana - Everything is Everything Like - Which Hazel