(A/N): I’m in an angsty mood so here ya go
You fall down the clock tower and to Peter’s horror he was too late to save you.
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disclaimer: based off a scene in the amazing spider-man
The moment the web that had been holding you up cut in half Peter felt his heart drop down into his stomach, he screamed your name and swiftly kicked his former friend Harry off of him sending him flying into a wall where an explosion soon erupted.
And as soon as the flames started nearing him Peter jumped down and towards you.
He watched a tear slide down your cheek as you let your eyes close preparing for the impact your body would soon feel. You raised one hand up towards him feeling the wind move your hair in every direction as you accepted what was soon too come.
So, in desperation Peter raised his arm and shot a web out at you hoping it would catch you in time. And as soon as it wrapped around your stomach Peter grabbed a railing with his free arm and stopped himself and you from falling any further.
But the loud noise when your head hit the ground echoed throughout the entire tower Peter felt a sickening feeling take over his body as he watched your limp figure hang from the web he had shot at you.
He quickly stuck the web to the railing and jumped down to you hesitantly removing his mask, feeling hot tears blur his vision at the sight off his girlfriend laying there lifeless. “Y/N?” He asked his voice failing him as he slowly moved his body towards yours.
He knelt down next to you cutting the web that had been holding you up causing your body to fall into his arms as he tightly wrapped his right arm around your waist while the other one held your head up.
He let his body fall to the floor as he slowly laid you down in his lap.
“Hey. Hey!” He cried as he moved a strand off hair out off your face and put it back behind your ear hoping you would open your eyes and smile up at him, the smile he had grown to love ever so much which now he feared he would never see again.
“Breathe” He mumbled in desperation as he cupped your cheek with his gloved hand feeling himself start to lose hope as you showed no sign of doing so.
“You’re okay” he tried to reassure himself “Stay with me” He cried, frantically shaking you hoping you would at least stir at the action or start breathing again.
“Come on Y/N wake up” Peter said in desperation grazing his gloved thumb over your cheek that was now flushed red.
But as nothing happened Peter soon begun to realize you weren’t coming back. He felt tears roll down his cheeks as he sobbed loudly cradling your body in his arms hoping you would magically come back to him.
“I can’t do this without you” He sobbed letting his head fall down to your neck as he hugged you closer to him and the way your limps gave out and your head was tilted back Peter realized he had lost the most important person in his life.
And as he felt your life slowly slip away from you while you rested in his arms he looked back over at your time together.
He remembered when he first met you freshman year and how he had accidentally bumped into you causing you to drop all the things you had been holding having him apologize over and over again only too have you smile up at him and assure him that it was okay.
He remembered when he first asked you out and how nervous he felt whilst doing so, stuttering over his own words as he fumbled with the hem off his jacket finally managing too get the words ‘will you go on a date with me?’ out.
And he remembered how happy you were when he did so and how you had wrapped your arms around his neck screaming a ‘yes’ as he hugged you back burying his head deep into your neck.
He remembered your first kiss and how it had been the most magical kiss he had ever had, your lips slowly moving against each other fitting like they were made for one another.
He remembered when he had told you that he was Spider-Man and how you had yelled at him worrying sick for his life like any girlfriend would in that situation, but he had managed to calm you down by promising you he would be fine and nothing would happen to him.
He remembered when he had first came too your window in desperate need of medical attention and how you had freaked out as you patched him up scolding him for being so stupid and irresponsible.
He remembered the first ‘I love you’ and how he had accidentally blurbed it out whilst you two were studying at his house. You had just looked so perfect in that moment, your glasses slowly slipping down your nose and your hair falling down to your face every once in a while, and he just couldn’t help the words that escaped his mouth that night.
And he remembered asking you too Homecoming and how you had almost broke down sobbing at the sight off him holding two roses and a box of chocolate that said ‘Will you go too homecoming with me?’
And now as you laid in his arms he couldn’t help but feel lucky at the time he had got too share with you and the amazing memories you two had created.
He leaned his forehead against yours letting his tears fall down onto your face as he bit his lower lip preparing for his final goodbye.
“I love you so much Y/N Y/L/N thank you for everything” and with that he let his lips linger on your forehead before slowly putting you down, carefully laying your head on the cold metal floor.
He slowly stood up taking one last glance at you. You looked so peaceful and he couldn’t help the strangled yell he let out feeling his body fill with guilt and regret.
He should have had never told Harry about you and he couldn’t help but feel almost empty as he now had no one and his world came crashing down around him in one night that night being the night he lost you.