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Set Up || Min Yoongi

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Word Count: 1.3k

Genre: Fluff

“It’s getting ridiculous Yoongi.” You said, dropping your bag onto the chair and walking over to the couch, plopping yourself down and resting your head against the back of the cushion. The two of you had just returned from spending the evening together walking around town doing nothing.

Of course Yoongi had been wearing a mask so as not to get recognized, and the two of you had just been walking around, occasionally stopping at stores to take a look around and browse. The night had slowly come to an end when you had gotten a phone call from one of the other members asking your what you were up to. You had to lie to Jungkook and tell him that you were out alone, looking for something for a friend.

The conversation between the two of you had started off nice and polite, as it usually did, but then it turned on to the topic of your boyfriend. Jungkook was talking about setting you up on a date with him again and you couldn’t help but feel the annoyance rise up inside you.

None of the other members knew about your relationship yet because of the fact that you had wanted to keep it a secret between the two of you before exposing it to everyone else. It was yours, and you didn’t feel the need to share it with anybody else.

“I know Y/N. I’m sorry that they keep bugging you like this.” Yoongi said, coming over and sitting on the couch with you. He pulled you close and you found yourself sliding into his lap like you normally would. When it was just the two of you, you couldn’t keep your hands of of each other, always wanting to be close to each other. But in front of others you two barely gave each other a second glance.

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triggers apply. mentions of death, murder and crime and offensive terms.

❛  You can’t have organized crime without law and order.
❛ You make a life of crime sound very noble.
❛ I love this city, and I see it going to hell. 
❛ You want me to keep quiet about all this?
❛ You want to say that a little louder? Not everybody heard.
❛ You’re just a little sinner like the rest of us.
❛ You can’t go around killing priests. At least not in public.
❛ The city’s sick. Sick in a way I hadn’t realized.
❛ I should put a bullet in your head right now.
❛ They will always hide the truth from you, but not me! 
❛ Gotham’s golden rule, no heroes.
❛ When you know what a man loves, you know what can kill him.
❛ So what is your play? I mean, you got one, right?
❛ We’re gonna be dead in the streets in time for the evening edition.
❛ We have unfinished business.
❛ Hit me, and I’ll let you kiss me.
❛ You know I’d bring you back here in a second…if I could.
❛ That’s my name. I’m not sure about “famous.”
❛ A simple phone call would resolve things, I’m sure.
❛ Only a man from a lunatic asylum would say that. 
❛ You’re like a human roller coaster, except you only go down.
❛ It’s a cupcake with a live bullet sticking out of it.
❛ I don’t got a thing for nobody. My thing is for me.
❛ The more you cut me, the bigger I grow. What am I?
❛ You notice I don’t ask you about your love life.
❛ I figured better here than sleeping on the street.
❛ Get your things. I’m taking you someplace safe.
❛ Is this… are you asking me a riddle?
❛ The poor have it, the rich need it, and if you eat it you’ll die.
❛ We’re all standing on the abyss, paralyzed by fear.
❛ Three dates, and I still haven’t been to your apartment.
❛ Perhaps it’s not our friends but… our enemies that define us.
❛ I’m just like the phoenix. I’ll just rise again and again and again.
❛ What can I say? You had me at homicide.
❛ Why would you do that? Why’d you even say that?
❛ I do like that you think of me as a loved one.
❛ Still looking for clues, sir? Or just breaking stuff?
❛ I’m trying to protect you. I’m trying to keep you safe.
❛ What have you done? Chop up your mommy?
❛ There’s nothing more contagious than laughter!
❛ That was strangely pleasant. Do it again.
❛ Hey, you’re psychic. So, tell me, do I kill?
  ❛ Your legacy will be death and madness.
❛ Every evil bastard in the world was “just a kid” once.
❛ Crime unpunished is a crime in itself.
❛ Anyone who doesn’t wanna get shot, raise your hands!
❛ What good’s family if you’re a slave?
❛ Who cares if you’re free? What good’s freedom if you’re alone?
❛ You don’t have the stomach to kill me yourself? 
❛ I don’t like this any more than you, but it is the only way.
❛ What sickness? I’m not sick.
❛ Oh, please, that is such a ridiculous cliché…
❛ I’m not a criminal, you know. I’m just…insane.
❛ Come on, pull the damn trigger!
❛ I’m going out there, with or without you.
❛ That’s exactly what an insane person would say!
❛ I could tell you, but then I would have to lobotomize you.
❛ Why didn’t you kill me? I would’ve killed you in an instant. 
❛ I think maybe you’re not cut out for this after all.
❛ There’s something between us. You have to see that.
❛ Well, how would you ever know if you don’t give it a try?
❛ You don’t have any whiskey, do you?
❛ We’ll contact you when the time is right. Enjoy your evening.
❛ Focus on the good you can do, that’s what counts.
❛ The badge holds expectations. People want a hero, and I’m not.
❛ The only question is, where do you stand?
❛ Oh my God, you guys are a couple?
❛ If I’m right, we can have way more than vengeance. 
❛ This is just a classic case of wrong place, wrong time. 
❛ Damn you for telling me this now!
❛ You seep into people’s lives until you destroy them.
❛ I know I’ve been dead, but doesn’t that sound a little crazy to you?
❛ And when morning comes, you too shall be reborn.
❛ Leave it to death to give you a whole new perspective on life. 
❛ Don’t ever touch me again or tell me what to do.
❛ You won’t see me coming, and you won’t feel a thing.
❛ I got plenty of darkness inside me, I just don’t dwell on it.
❛ I destroy everything and everyone around me.
❛ You want revenge, kill yourself.

Cause You're My Favorite Hue: Alternate Ending

The world was black and white and that couldn’t be helped. Every waking day was viewed in various shades of grey, black, and white. And though it seemed rather boring, Alexander dealt with it. He had a loving wife, beautiful children, and a great job as a CFO for a world renowned publishing company. Things seemed great.

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Lance: I just- it just feels like I’m never gonna get home you know? [holding back tears] What if we never find Shiro? What if we’re never able to defeat Zarkon and he destroys the universe?? I’m so useless to the team already, and now I feel more helpless than ever…

Keith: [doesn’t know how to comfort him]

Keith, singing softly but with emotion: [hugs Lance] 
at the end of the world, or the last thing I see
You are never coming home never coming home

  • oh my goddddd that sneak peek y’all I am dying
  • “Yes…do that.”
  • three words and I’m completely destroyed even before the hug god damn it
  • that hug tho
  • I love how Clarke is like ‘WOAH’ and then like ‘yeah…ok I guess this is nice’ BLESS
  • she deserves to be hugged more often
  • and you know Marcus Kane gives the best hugs
  • ALSO
  • the whole ‘I’ll send her your love’ thing
  • like…it’s so very nearly a question???
  • and Kane answers it like a question
  • it’s like Clarke is low-key asking for confirmation of how he feels without actually coming out and asking because she sorta already knows
  • and his immediate response is ‘yes’
  • like…not a trace of embarrassment or uncertainty
  • his instinctive reaction to the word ‘love’ is total, unabashed affirmation
  • goodbye friends I am dead

anonymous asked:

I'm surprised ppl haven't brought up Yuuri's gaming hobby. Imagine him and Yurio playing Smash Bros with Yuuri coming out super savage on cat son. Also imagine the trio doing a let's play of Resident Evil 7 with Yuuri playing with stone, cold eyes while Yurio and Victor are scared out of their wits. Lastly, imagine Phichit and Yuuri doing LPs in off seasons during their Detroit days

(Referring to Yuuri’s Japanese Skating Federation online bio. I added the arrow and box to point where it says ゲーム“game” - gaming/video gaming)

Thinking about it…I’ve only seen maybe one or two fanfiction/Tumblr drabbles early EARLY in the season that touched on Yuuri with gaming and I think I’ve seen a couple of fanart here and there. There might be more now, but I don’t watch AO3 every hour, so I do miss some stories (if anyone knows some good fics on this, please rec them!).

I may not be as avid a player as I used to be, but that doesn’t mean I can’t talk a decent amount about video games~ I’m putting a majority of this post behind a cut because it got a bit long with musing on what game genre and platforms he might play, along with some headcanons.

I’m pretty sure Yuuri’s athlete+student lifestyle would mean the depth of his gaming hobby is going to be similar to Yuzuru’s gaming hobby - perhaps a little more since gaming is Yuuri’s only major hobby, or perhaps a little less now that Victor is spending time with him. Regarding Yuzu, he trains hard on and off the ice, balances university work, is a serious audiophile, and has other obligations (advertisements, ice shows, publicity, etc.). But when he plays games, he’s a completionist. His beloved series is Monster Hunter (check out those links for the commercials). When Yuzu has his foot in a cast, or gets out from surgery and is on bed rest, he says that he catches up on schoolwork and plays videogames.

So I imagine that Yuuri also has little time to be a hardcore gamer, but if that’s his single notable hobby, he’ll probably sink time into games that can be done on the go, or games that don’t require lots of planning and forethought (unlike, say Fire Emblem or 9 hours 9 persons 9 doors). Basically, the ideal games would be the kind that he can drop back into, see what the next quest/next dungeon is, and can get back on track. Games that feature lots of grinding, such as RPGs/MMORPGs, are good because they’re pretty straightforward, have repetitive actions/tasks, and offer a range of options and sideplots to keep them interesting for a long time.

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We all know about Sarah J. Maas’ beloved fae character whose alternate form is a wolf. But Sarah is always so good at sneaking some sort of mythology into her writing, and Fenrys is yet another example of such.

Fenrys– Fenrir in Norse mythology– is the son of Loki and Angerboda, making him the sibling to Jormungand (Destined to kill Thor during Ragnarök) and Hel (goddess of the Norse underworld). He is known as the father of wolves, and is destined to kill Odin during Ragnarök.

In order to prevent Fenrir– also sometimes knows as Fenris– from killing Odin, they raised the pup in Asgard, though only Tyr, the upholder of law and honor, dared to approach him to feed him. Fenrir grew at such an alarming rate that the gods decided the stay in Asgard would be temporary. However, letting him loose would cause too much destruction, so they attempted to bind him and pretended it was a test of his strength– cheering and clapping every time he broke free.

The third attempt was the final, as the gods went to dwarves to build the strongest of chains.

Here’s where the biggest similarities come in: the gods once again tricked Fenrir into being chained, and now is forever bound– at least until Ragnarök. Much like Fenrys, who was bound by Maeve in order to save his brother. (There’s so many more similarities between these two but I can’t find anything super definite about Fenrir’s capture to be sure.)

This leads to my theory: Ragnarök– AKA end of the world– is likely going to come in the last Throne of Glass novel. With Erawan and his Vlag demons coming to destroy the world, it’s gonna be chaos, and I have a feeling that Maeve is gonna team up with Erawan. When she does, something is gonna happen that gives Fenrys a chance to escape the oath, and he’s gonna take it. He might kill Erawan, but I think he’s gonna turn on Maeve and kill her instead.

Just think: Fenrys, who doesn’t seem to be a super big character right now (I mean, yeah, he’s awesome as hell, but he doesn’t have a huuuuggggeeee role yet), ends up being the one to obliterate Maeve and possibly be a huge part in saving Aelin as a result.

I don’t know, maybe I’m stretching it too far. But that’s my theory, so…


mommybrown1nsfw  asked:

Do you ever get people saying your art sucks? If so how do you deal with it?Sorry if you've been asked this question before

Hmmm … Actually it’s been kinda calm and nice for me since I joined this fandom :O (if you ignore some of the Youtube comments ahahaha)
But I had some people say it to me waaay before on another platform, and also while in College ~3~
You know what? If it wasn’t proper critique, I ignored it and kept going.
It is my own choice if I accept what they say, or not.
If you love what you do, why let someone destroy it for you?

If you’ve fallen, stand up. Even if you have again. Every fall will hurt. Maybe even more then the previous one. But everytime you get back up, you will feel better and stronger.
Art takes time. A looooong time. You probably will never stop improving, because there is always something new you learn while arting. You just have to keep an open mind and work hard for it :)!
Sadly nothing comes easy. But you can proof that you can work hard enough to earn what you like!!!

I … hope this makes sense :’D ….
I got talked down so often. But I got better with time and I don’t care about those people talking me down, because I improved for myself, because I love what I do! This is … hm …. It’s mine? My choice, my passion, my thing that let’s me come back home after a rough day at work and make me feel good.
I don’t share everything I draw, because a few things are just .. my things :D Only for me, whatever it is ^3^!

Mega Man X: The Novel Chapter 1

Aaaaaallllright, it’s been a while, but the first chapter is finally done!! Many thanks to my translator @melonjaywalk and my editors moidang, Lambency and tjerrian! If you’d like to follow the group’s progress on the novel, check out this Google Doc! Without further ado, here’s Chapter 1: Day of Sigma!


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Emily Fields: the rundown

Season 1: 

Emily is characterized as a young talented athlete with a promising future in swimming all the while questioning her sexuality who turned into a confident strong woman who sometimes faces slumps but bounces back and trusts her heart. Always the loyal one. In this season we see her begin to question followed by confirming her sexuality and being more confident in it. I’ll always be an Emaya fan, got to respect a first love with so much chemistry. Although I did feel in the beginning that Maya sort of pressured her into coming out at certain points, I feel like when that moment came it was great. I’m glad she told her dad first, I love how she always had the daddy’s little girl dynamic. Even though Pam is my favorite PLL mom, I was irked when she didn’t initially accept her daughter but I was like yaaaas when she stood up for her against Paige’s dad. Which brings me to Paige in the first Paily encounter. I’ve disliked Paige from the beginning I can’t like someone who attempts to drown someone I like so much. Emily I’ll chalk that little fling to being young and naive. Worst season for Emily fashion wise but character wise, fantastic.

Season 2:

Emily decided to give Samara a chance which I think would have been a good relationship had it not been for A ruining things prematurely. ANYWHO, how creeptastic was the fashion show. Other than that, A really worked hard to not only keep her in Rosewood, but ruin her future as well. I’ve said from the beginning that Emily and Hanna get physically hurt worse, hate it or love it its my opinion and thats how I feel(Ali excluded, only speaking of the core four). Once Emily got the all clear from her mother to stay in Rosewood, A decides to replace her muscle rub with HGH leading to an ulcer. That was wild. Bravo for Maya coming back, I think they would still be together had she not got killed. I’m glad that at the end of the day they knew how they felt about each other, regardless of the tragedy that would soon follow, more cool dad points for Wayne Fields for helping her search when Maya went missing. Again I hate that at a point in this season the parents took Dr. Sullivan’s crap advice and made them split up for a short time but all the girls played up a great set up to catch A. Granted, once again, Emily was physically harmed. Then the whole almost died due to being locked in the barn thing, if it wasn’t for Ali she would’ve been done-zo at 16. Mona was def off her rocker at that point.

Season 3:

The summer they spent apart doing their own thing seemed to work the least in her favor, due to her not knowing how to grieve properly. I find it odd that the new A came for her first by the whole drugging and placing her at Ali’s grave. This is the season where Paily officially kicked off and although I’m not a fan, they had their share of good moments. When Nate came to town I knew something was fishy. I still to this day don’t know why Maya’s family didn’t give her information about funeral arrangements etc considering they were together but I digress. I wasn’t entirely surprised when he came unhinged and almost killed her but damn “the lady killer” episode was one of my favorite summer finales.

Season 4:

Only thing that really happened to her individually was her taking her mom’s pills and ‘’someone’’ calling social services. Emision had a nice little reunion though. Mama Fields struggled by almost getting ran over in her own living room, it broke my heart watching her break down in the hotel.

Season 5:

I knew she’d be too quick to welcome Alison back and then she was lashing out at everyone else who thought otherwise. Then Ali started disappointing her and then she started accusing her of being A. I feel like most of this season everything she did was Ali related. Paige punked out and left. Then when Ali was found innocent via the liars, she felt like she owed her an apology. I think Ali could chop her arm off and shed still forgive her. 

Season 6:

Once out of the dollhouse, she fell right back into the whole dating anyone who walks past her by starting something with Sara Harvey, even though she was a complete stranger that you invite to live with you. I think she should’ve focused less on helping her and more on helping the other girls then she wouldn’t have felt so blindsided by Cece revealing that Sara was red coat(she deserved to be hit btw). Five years forward she comes out the least successful with practically nothing going for herself and the worst of it all is that Wayne Fields is dead. Out of all the PLL dad and they kill Emily’s dad, not Hanna’s piece of shit dad who doesn’t support her or Byron who cheats but somehow manages to divorce and get his wife back or Peter who has secret kids, they kill WAYNE. damn them. I wasn’t going to touch on the whole eggs thing because I knew AD would find a way to f that up. If my eggs were destroyed I’d have plenty more things to say.

Season 7:

I dont hate the whole Sabrina thing and if Emison wasn’t endgame I’d want them to work it out. I don’t know why she feels so compelled to let Paige know everything but whatevs. Although it’s kind of rude of me to say but I’m glad she hit Noel when he was coming at her and Hanna, even though he ended up falling and getting his head chopped off. Emily is once again there for Ali, and regardless of if the baby is Emily’s, I have the sneaking suspicion that she’s going to help her raise the baby.

Fave moments so far:

Her coming out


“You don’t have a monopoly on pain, Spencer”

“So Meredith is our alibi? see you in jail”


When she found out about her dad’s heart condition after he saved her at the school.

Her showdown with Sydney

Season 4 when her highlights were poppin’

What I want for her in the final 10 episodes:

Her to finally be happy with one person as opposed to bouncing from girl to girl,  how emission evolves, the aftermath of AD and the liars friendship afterwards.

Sometimes you don’t get what you want

Thomas Jefferson knew he’d die one day, he wasn’t immortal, no one was. He sighed, looking towards the wooden box. “Patsy… I must ask a favor of you.” He pale but still dark hand reached for her weakly as he smiled weakly.

“Yes, anything for you, Papa…” She clutched his hand, her eyes frantic as his weakened state.

“I must plead of you to deliver the box. Deliver it to Alexander Hamilton.” He whispered out softly. He had spent so much time in those, he couldn’t bare to dispose of them, “He must know of the truth of my feelings.” He breathed out, pain coursing through his body.

“Papa…” She looked down at him worried, he wasn’t supposed to pass so soon. She looked at the date and sighed.

“What is the date, my dearest?” Thomas asked softly.

“December 3rd… 1800.” Patsy replied, looking down at her feet, tears slid down her face as she knew she was going to her lose her other parent.

“It’s alright, child. Promise me- Promise me you’ll give it to him. He must know of the truth of my feelings. Feelings I have been hiding for too long.” He smiled before his eyes closed.

Patsy froze, slumping over his body as she let out a wail and cried, “Papa… Please no! God, I plead of you… Not Papa…” She wailed loudly, clutching onto him.

It had been days since then, Patsy dressed in black, knocked on the door of the Hamilton residence.

Alexander Hamilton himself had opened the door, blinking down curiously at the woman dressed in black, “Yes, how can I help you, Miss-?”

“Martha. Martha Jefferson. You may call me Patsy, I am the daughter of Thomas Jefferson. I have come with news.” She spoke, trying to hide her pain.

“What has that bastard gotten himself into this time.” He scowled.

Patsy scowled at him, “The bastard you refer to is my father. And he has passed, so I’d appreciate it if you didn’t refer to him as such.” She snapped. She shoved the wooden box into his arms. “He has instructed to delver this to you. Good day to you, Sir.” She turned on her heel and walked away.

Hamilton wanted to reach out, plead for forgiveness to a Jefferson for the first time in his life, but his full attention was on the box. Why would Jefferson ever leave him anything?

He carried it inside, locking himself in is office as he carefully opened it. Letters upon letters flew out, finally free. They looked old but there was one of top that looked fresh.

He carefully grabbed the newest one, opening it.

‘Dear, Alexander Hamilton.

If you’re reading this then your wishes have come true. I have finally passed from this life. I never imagined I would die before you. Ironic, isn’t it? I guess it’s for the best. I don’t think I would have been able to express my feelings to you (more like for you) while being alive.

I tried to stop myself, I tried to stop my feelings. I tried to hate you. For a while it worked. I hate you, so much. And it was horrible because hating you hurt more than loving you. Someone once told me ‘Loving someone is to give them the power to destroy you.’ And I have let down my guard, I would have let you destroy my heart and crush my soul if it meant that you would have been mine.

But let us admit the matter of the fact, you would have never been mine, not in this lifetime and not in the next. You might not believe in reincarnation but I very much do.

It is with the greatest pleasure that I bid you adieu and pray to see you in my next life.

With my sincerest love and Apologies,

Your Obedient Servant,

Thomas Jefferson.’

Alex hadn’t even realized he had started crying until his tear drops hit the paper, crinkling it as he let a sob tear from his throat.

Alexander liked to think he was observant… but he realized this a little too late.

Now, Thomas was gone but he was still there.

Daphne Blake Syndrome.

Trigger Warning: Alcoholism + Domestic Abuse + Violence
This will contain spoilers for the movie so you’ve been warned

Leigh’s House

“Did the boys say when they were getting here?” Leigh questioned Kimberly as she watched her press the ‘end call’ button on her phone and placing it down on the coffee table in front of the television. “Jason said they’re on their way, Zack wanted to stop for a couple of new books” Both girls looked at each other for a minute and burst into laughter knowing her boyfriend was in fact lying through his teeth. “So, they’re getting take-out and not willing to share.” Leigh concluded while rummaging through the kitchen cabinets for the container of instant coffee.

“Oh absolutely. We’ll be lucky to get the leftovers.” Kimberly called to her stilling giggling as she let herself flop onto Leigh’s maroon leather couch that looked like it could fall apart in a matter of seconds.

“What about Trini? She coming tonight? I managed to pick up her favourite ice-cream this morning.” Leigh asked as she shifted around the large selection of mugs, mostly ones that had yet to be cleaned since her mother didn’t bother to do it, she was too busy drinking straight from the bottle. “Oh, Trini won’t be here, said something about her mother dragging her to a family bowling night.” Kimberly answered picking up the television remote and attempting to turn it on with no avail.

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So today I ended up working on this Kylux Daughter AU draft and then watched the end of About Time (ugh) and then all of Hungry Hearts (D:) and since I won’t post this story for months and I’m an impatient bastard I feel like posting a little preview now, so here it is. The story alternates between their daughter’s POV in the present and Hux’s POV in the past. The whole pregnancy premise is dubcon but neither of them carries the baby, she’s a Force/science miracle who grows in an incubator.


Her earliest memories are of waking up between them, either because she’d crawled into their bed after a bad dream or because one of them had fallen asleep beside her and the other had joined them in the middle of an off-cycle. Her father’s chest had seemed like an impenetrable wall back then, the kind of fortress that could protect her from anything. And she felt no fear when the ship was rocked by enemy fire, because her dad was in command, in control, and therefore everything would of course be fine. In her imagination Hux had built their ship by hand just as he’d made her. She understood that Ren had something to do with her creation, too, and imagined that a final, magical touch from him had brought everything Hux had carefully laid in place together.

The Force, and responsible science. That was where Hux said she came from.

From us, Ren said. Blood and soul.


Snoke wasted no time; he abhorred waste of all kinds. Hux knew this, and it was the only reason he had to hope that he would not be promptly executed following the loss of Starkiller. He could surely still be of some use, in Snoke’s view.

“You shall both be replaced,” Snoke said when Hux stood beside Kylo Ren, before Snoke’s holo projection.

Ren was cowed, cut up and unmasked, his head bent as if he’d expected to hear this. Hux was left wondering if this replacement would involve their deaths. He didn’t dare ask, kept his posture perfect and his face expressionless, his arms clasped behind his back.

“As punishment for disappointing me,” Snoke continued, “You shall each play a role in creating your joint replacement.”

“Sir?” Hux said, unable to hold this in. Even Ren had looked up in apparent confusion.

“I desire a child,” Snoke said. “Strong in the Force but collected in continence. I will raise this child myself, after it is old enough to feed and clothe itself, so that no mistakes will be made in the crafting of my ideal apprentice.”

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thoughts on episode 45. (heavy spoilers)

I don’t normally post anything on tumblr, but I felt the need to say a few things about the latest Gundam IBO episode - especially about Shino and Yamagi. 

So Shino died. We all saw it coming, but we all had the faintest hope that he wouldn’t. Shino was one of the brightest characters in Tekkadan. Without him, the crew, and even the show, definitely lost a light. That alone, is fucking devastating for anyone.

But what i think that absolutely destroyed me, was the whole Shino and Yamagi thing. I legit watched the episode before I went to bed. Couldnt sleep for another 2 hours wallowing in my despair. Woke up and wallowed some more.

 It absolutely pained me to think that Yamagi, who clearly had super strong romantic feelings for Shino, had to send him off on a one-man mission to his highly probable death. All the beautifully hinted moments throughout the series led up to this episode, where we were bathed in even more touching moments, before Shino fucking died. Yamagi never had a chance to tell Shino how he felt before he died. And to me, that’s probably one of the most painful things about this episode and in the series.

I keep imagining what it would have been if Shino survived. When he comes back (hopefully incapacitated so he wouldn’t be able to fight anymore, and thus CANNOT DIE), lays in medical, bandaged up, Yamagi by his side. And when he wakes up, everything goes gooey cheesy. 


”I promised, didn’t I?” with that goofy smile. 

And Yamagi smiles and cries and smiles and cries. 

After the war, they go drinking. No girls. Just the two of them. They sit at the bar. Yamagi has his first sips of alcohol. Shino encourages him to drink more. Shino is surprised that Yamagi has a better tolerance than he thought. They talk about everything thats happened. The war. The friends that died. They drink until morning. 

After everything, Shino starts working at Biscuits farm and Yamagi stays with him as the resident mechanic. Two years pass, and Yamagi finally tells Shino his feelings. Shino laughs at Yamagi’s nervousness and brings him into a hug. Two years allowed Yamagi to grow into a man. Broader shoulders, bigger build. He reaches up to Shino’s nose now, and Shino loves the smell of his hair.

“I’ve known for a while now,” chuckles Shino. 

“And you didn’t tell me?” asks Yamagi with mild annoyance.

“Well, it was hard for me too.”

“How so?”

“It’s hard to-,” Shino blushes and laughs and looks away. “To tell you my feelings.”

Yamagi notes the irony.

And they laugh and laugh.

(totally didn’t mean to actually almost write a short-fanfic.) But i think that’s how i would have imagined it if they didn’t live in the Gundam-universe. That’s what i would have imagined their future in an alternate universe where death only came to you when you were old and happy and ready. 

Last thoughts, (promise).:

 it’s so fucking rare to find a heavily implied (one could say canon after this episode) gay romance in a ‘mainstream’ shounen anime that isn’t played up as fanservice (soz Free! and Yuri on Ice. I love you guys, but man, play it cool dudes. chill). There needs to be more anime that include these types of relationships. Gay/lesbian relationships, that aren’t played up as fanservice, or marketing gimmicks. Real characters that just happen to be gay/lesbian.

Their friendship/relationship was natural to the story and the characters. It felt genuine and that’s what made it all the more heartbreaking when Shino died. It’s probably the first anime/tvshow where two (potentially) gay characters were close to be canon, and it wasn’t forced down my throat, or felt like it was all for the ratings. It was just there. It just existed in the story. 

I really wanted Shino and Yamagi to have a happy ending. I really did. 

RIP Norba Shino, you beautiful shining boy. 

P.S  There’s some apparent hope that Shino is still alive since we don’t see his body. I secretly hope he is, but i feel like that would wreck the authenticity of the episode and the show as a whole. (But i REALLY FUCKING WANT HIM TO BE ALIVE AND HAPPY WITH YAMAGI).

Duckverse stuff

I’ve been thinking about potential headcanons that would make sense and i found some, sometimes more developped.

First, @lostmyplanet and i assumed Donald was quite young when he adopted HDL, and even now they’ve grown up a little. In my humanized version of him, although he has the traces of fatigue on his face, we can see he’s not really old like Uncle Scrooge. In fact, i have some explanations to this : in a panel i recently found, we can see that Uncle Scrooge is pretty old to just be Donald’s uncle, he almost seems to be his grandfather (even though he’s the big brother of Hortense). Maybe Hortense had her twins a bit late, and on the contrary, Della had her triplets really soon (with a guy who was older than her). She was really helpless, and not ready at all to support three children. Maybe she wanted to continue her studies to become a real astronaut, so she gave them to Donald. But he’s the same age. Yes he hasn’t made big studies. Yes he’s always living simply, with little jobs. But he could live simply because he was still young and alone. The fact that he had to grow up so fast while being so young is heartbreaking. He could be their older brother or cousin.

This is why always draw him looking so tired. He loves Huey, Dewey and Louie with all his heart, but sometimes it’s really difficult to play a fatherly role, with his hot-tempered mind and his depression always threatening to come back. We could compare him to Nani, you know, Nani from Lilo and Stitch… She was 19 (only 19!) when she was forced to abandon studies to work and be an adult to her sister Lilo. The “broken-family” theme is here, as well… But they hold still together and form their own kind of family. Plus it will become easier for Donald when the triplets will become more mature, maybe by realizing they’re putting too much pressure on him sometimes (yes i’m thinking about you, first part of Mickey’s once upon a christmas. You destroyed my feelings). Or him having an accident, perhaps ? This would make the boys realize that he’s the only relative that can take care of them, on an emotional, physical and even financial plan. Life with Fethry, Gladstone or Scrooge would be great for a little time, but not too much. However, with Donald, they can have some stability (because he will always be struggling to ensure their futures), a firm but fair education, a father-uncle that will do anything for them, even hurting himself. He’s also the closest they have, and the only one that can actually feel what they went through (broken family, separation, etc) : he can listen to them and know exactly what to say because he felt it also when he was younger. Without him, they would certainly be in a foster home, with a more miserable life. And that brings them to reevaluating the way they see Donald, the way they take all of this for granted. They grow up a bit and make it easier for Donald. (plus i want a sweet family reunion)

Now little worthless headcanons that will make you go awww

- the triplets LOVE to wear Donald’s béret (his hat, dunno what it’s called in english) even though it’s too big for them and blinds them

- same thing for scrooge’s hat

- grandma duck is absolutely badass

- donald’s skills in cooking are incredibly good. When you have to cook for triplets…

- scrooge’s biggest dream is to teach donald how to play bagpipes

- donald’s not enchanted but will do it anyway and discover he’s talented

- when they want to play tricks on donald, the boys exchange their clothes. But Donald always finds out with a single glance who’s who (cf. An Eye for Detail, a comic where you learn Donald can distinguish each triplet without their colors

- scrooge is confused when they play the same trick on him (he’s like ???? why)

- donald knew the caballeros when he was even younger than the time he adopted the boys (so i assume he was a young adult) and sometimes he yells at the triplets in other languages (he only knows some words) and they’re just : wtf unca donald why are you talking in brazilian

- the best part of a long day of tiring work for donald is when he comes home and puts the money earned in the special jar of all the money he keeps for the boy’s studies / when the triplets welcome him home with great news (Huey being first in class, Dewey winning a competition, Louie’s drawing being displayed on the wall of the classroom) and he’s just a proud father / when the triplets hug the heck of him


Overwatch Theory: Uprising, Blackwatch, Reyes, Jack, and the Swiss base explosion.

I don’t care if this is what happened or not, it is 100% my current head canon for how things played out. A LOT more under the Read More. 

I was watching Hammeh and Tyrodin talk about the Uprising event and Overwatch Lore and they started talking about Reyes and how he seems to come across in this update as still being for Overwatch. He didn’t really come across as being a traitor, or hating Jack, or moving towards destroying Overwatch. The way he came across, and the way he leads Blackwatch, just seems like a guy who very much wants to help and do what is right, or what he feels is right, and is willing to do whatever it takes to do that. 

Hammeh’s video here:

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Why you should read falling kingdoms

Like fantasy novels?

Like fantasy novels with really good mythology? 

Like having a cast of different characters and different pov’s?

Do you like pain and suffering?

Well you should read Falling kingdoms by Morgan Rhodes

You got your warring kingdoms, Limeros, Paelisa, and Auranos. 

You got your murder from within the first 30 pages. 

There’s magic. Like witches, magical stones, and plus magical people who can turn into birds. 

Magical bird people. 

The Main characters - 

Cleo, a badass princess from Auranos who goes through some really bad shit at the end of the book. 

Magnus - an angsty prince, problematic fave. Has a weird obsession with his sister (not really his sister though) 

Lucia - Pure, too good for this world, (at least in the first book). Magical badass. Magnus’s sister. (not really though b/c incest is gross)

Jonas - simple wine seller, until tragic backstory hits and his brother is murdered. Starts a rebellion, fite the power.

There sereveral problems with the world. One of them being magic is leaving the world. Due to the magical stones being stolen from the magical bird people. 

Also Magnus and Lucia’s father has a god complex and want to rule all of Mytica. 

By the bad magical bird people. 

Also you got the prequel story/spinoff that you can read without reading the falling kingdoms. 

Find what really happened 1,000 years ago and how the evil magical bird people stole the magical stones. 

Find out how the land of Mytica is connected to our world. More specifically modern day Canada. 

Also find out how the countries how their names, well that’s in book 2. 

Main Characters -

Crystal Hatcher -  Art student, badass older sister, smarter than she looks, ex-bookworm. “Mom I accidentally sent my sister to another world.” Sass master

Farrell Grayson - Problematic fave round 2/ sinnamon roll. Rich boy, part of a cult. Anti-hero. Older brother. “I came out here to have a good time and I feel so attacked right now.” 

Becca Hatcher - to pure for this world or Mytica. Ghost girl. Makes references no one understands in Mytica. Got a one way ticket to Mytica do to a book.  

Maddox Corso - to good, to pure, must protect. Has a shitty life, con artist extraordinaire  when it comes to ghosts. Can really see ghosts. Bad necromancer.  

Problem, Evil magical bird people are now goddess and need to be destroyed. 

Evil cult is killing people. Leader just wants a book. Also has a god complex. 

If my great summary skills aren’t enough go, read more about both series, here and here

So go read this series, it’s really good. 

He was originally a warrior whose goal was to destroy the wall, but somehow while leading a soldier’s life, he lost track of who he was. Or maybe he couldn’t stand the knowledge of what he had done…Even with your overly sincere personality, you became like this…“

……Seriously guys, his character just tears my feelings to shreds

Took me long enough to finish right? XD Ah well, it was enjoyable and fun experimenting some more :)

WIP 1, WIP 2, WIP 3, WIP 4, WIP 5

No, you know what? I’m going to calm down and I’ll write this with tears streaming down my face:
- We just saw Brennan loosing the only family she had besides Booth and the kids, her dad. Can you imagine that? Plus, can you imagine the regret she’s feeling for not forgiving him sooner? For loosing so many years without her father? Brennan has a really sheltered heart, yet she feels everything deeply, so, can you imagine how broken she must be? I’m in pain.
Also, throughout the episode we got to see Booth and Brennan almost loosing their kids, can you imagine that level of fear? The family that took them YEARS to built.. destroyed in a matter of seconds…?

In other hand I want to say a huge THANK YOU, to David Boreanaz and to Emily Deschanel, their acting… their acting is unbelievable! Every move, expression, word… comes out with feeling and emotion, they stop being themselves and are just… Booth and Brennan!! I don’t understand how aren’t they holding an award right now, because, god dammit, what more do they have to do???

I’m so proud of this show, of my show, of our show, Bones, and I don’t want to imagine how’s life going to be when it ends.