Hello! Here’s a list of my bootlegs. They are all video, the ones which are audio are specified. If there’s only the title of the show then I don’t know which cast it is (sorry). I’m willing to gift these but trading is appreciated! If we are trading send me your list and I would appreciate it if you sent your bootleg first. If you want any of these MESSAGE ME, also be nice, i won’t give you anything if you are rude so please keep that in mind. I might not always be able to answer, so just wait, if more than 2 days pass write again. PLEASE be specific about the bootlegs you want. *All shows starting with “the” are under the letter T* Thank you :)
[TITLE OF SHOW] unknown cast
A NEW BRAIN 2015 cast 1998 cast
A VERY POTTER MUSICAL
A VERY POTTER SEQUEL
A VERY POTTER SENIOR YEAR
AMADEUS National Theatre Live (2016) PROSHOT
AMERICAN IDIOT AMERICAN IDIOT | Los Angeles | Full Show PROSHOT
AMERICAN PSYCHO unknown cast
ANASTASIA Anastasia OBC (Hartford Stage, off Broadway)
ANGLES IN AMERICA National Theatre Proshot version
AVENUE Q OBC
BANDSTAND On Broadway, unknown cast
BE MORE CHILL AUDIO bootleg The play (Chicago at the Griffin theater), THIS IS NOT A BOOTLEG OF THE MUSICAL VERSION Be More Chill UNCG Workshop (NOT OBC AND NOT COMPLETE) INCOMPLETE bootleg of the musical (first 35 minutes) AUDIO revival (11.10.17)
BILLY ELLIOT Billy Elliot (Chicago 2010) Tommy Batchelor Billy Elliot the Musical Live PROSHOT
CABARET alan cumming 1998
CARRIE THE MUSICAL Carrie the Musical- 2012 Off-Broadway Revival
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY Broadway OBC Charlie Mezzanine OBC charlie broadway Audio First Preview
COME FROM AWAY OBC
DEAR EVAN HANSEN Broadway OBC OBC HD version (ACT ONE ONLY) AUDIO with MLB as Evan Hansen (7-12-17) AUDIO Colton Ryan as Evan Hansen AUDIO 7.19.17 (MLB as Evan, Colton as Jared, Garrett as Heidi) AUDIO 7-30.17 MLB DEH AUDIO, DEH PREVIEWS WASHINGTON DC (slight changes to songs, should be OBC) AUDIO, MLB AS CONNOR (first act cuts off after Sincerely Me, second act complete) AUDIO, MLB as Evan, Olivia as Zoe, and Garrett as Heidi AUDIO, second stage audio
FALSETTOS Proshot version (with audio fixed) Frontal view Side/up view Falsettoland - Original Off Broadway Cast Falsettos LA1993OBC(Jason played by Sivan Cotel) AUDIO Falsettos Oct 1, 2016 (Today4uTomorrow4Netflix’s Master) AUDIO 08 January 2017 - Closing night (putawaythefairytales ‘s Master) AUDIO 1/6/17 (Peyton Lusk u/s Jason from Making a Home)
FROZEN Live at the Hyperion (FIRST SHOWING) [THIS IS NOT A BROADWAY PRODUCTION] AUDIO: Frozen (Denver) First Preview (August 17 2017)
FUNNY GIRL Funny Girl with Stephanie J.Block
GROUNDHOG DAY OBC first preview (set breaks)
HAIRSPRAY Hairspray with Andrew Rannells
HAMILTON Hamilton OBC (I also have a version eng subbed, and one with ita sub) Hamilton OBC filmed from stalls Hamildoc Drunk History full episode with Lin Hamilton Chicago AUDIO Hamilton with Jon Rua (for cast details message me) Hamilton with Andrew Rannells (FIRST ACT ONLY) AUDIO 08/16/2017 - Los Angeles - Michael Luwoye (Alexander Hamilton), Solea Pfeiffer (Eliza Schuyler), Joshua Henry (Aaron Burr), Emmy Raver-Lampman (Angelica Schuyler), Isaiah Johnson (George Washington), Jordan Donica (Lafayette/Jefferson), Mathenee Treco (Mulligan/Madison), Rubén J. Carbajal (Laurens/Philip Hamilton), Amber Iman (Peggy Schuyler/Maria Reynolds), Rory O'Malley (King George) AUDIO ANDREW RANNELLS (What Comes Next and I Know Him)
HEATHERS Heathers the Musical (New Version-proshoot) I also have another version found on youtube heathers oobc
HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH Andrew Rannells Andrew Rannells (better quality) Neil Patrick Harris Lena Hall Off-Broadway Anthony Rapp Darren Criss Hedwig Lena Hall (25-11-16) AUDIO: Andrew Rannell’s birthday show AUDIO: Hedwig Andrew’s closing night 10-12-14
HOW TO SUCCEED IN BUSINESS WITHOUT REALLY TRYING Daniel Radcliffe
IF/THEN If-Then (Broadway preview performance)
IN THE HEIGHTS low quality prophet obc
IN TROUSERS IN TROUSERS TRINITY COLLEGE PRODUCTION 1992
INTO THE WOODS Into The Woods(OBC PROSHOT)
JERSEY BOYS Andrew Rannells 12/22/07, FIRST 15 MINUTES ARE MISSING
JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAMCOAT The film
KINKY BOOTS Kinky boots (unidentified cast) Kinky Boots 2017 with Brendon Urie (starts at Sex is in the heel) AUDIO, with Brendon Urie as Charlie (Opening Night) AUDIO, with Todrick Hall as Lola Stark Sands (Charlie Price), Billy Porter (Lola), Annaleigh Ashford (Lauren), Lena Hall (Nicola), Andy Kelso (Harry), Stephen Berger (Mr. Price), Eugene Barry-Hill (Simon Sr.), Daniel Sherman (Don), Marcus Neville (George), Tory Ross (Pat), Jennifer Perry (Trish), John Jeffrey Martin (Richard Bailey), Adinah Alexander (Milan Stage Manager), Caroline Bowman (Maggie), Sebastian Hedges Thomas (Young Charlie), Marquise Neal (Young Lola).
LEGALLY BLONDE Legally Blonde The Musical -MTV (Christian Borle) proshot Legally Blonde - February 24th 2007 - San Francisco, CA (it should be OBC, it features Christian Borle)
LES MIS Les Miserables (2014 Broadway Revival) AUDIO BOOTLEG, current west end cast (summer 2017) les mis BRASIL CAST les mis london cast 2010-11 (Samantha Barks as Eponine) Les mis with Carrie Hope Fletcher (London 19th September 2013)
MATILDA Matilda Broadway (Queen Lesli)
MEDEA National Theatre Live 2014 PROSHOT
MISS SAIGON - Miss Saigon.25th Anniversary.2016 (proshot)
MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING Proshot with David Tennant and Catherine Tate
NEWSIES Proshot version AUDIO BOOTLEG (pretty good quality, unknown cast) Newsies (OBC, MIKE FAIST) corey and kara (-finale)| MIKE FAIST, better quality AUDIO Mike Faist as Jack Kelly AUDIO Newsies Italia Audio (November 7, 2015) - (Note: This is all in Italian!) Cast: Flavio Gismondi (Jack Kelly), Roberto Tarsi (David Baum), Giula Fabbri (Katherine), Simone Leonardi (Joseph Pulitzer), Simona Patitucci (Edda Esposito), Andrea Fazio (Gruccia)
NEXT TO NORMAL Next to Normal Broadway - last performance of Alice Ripley, Jennifer Damiano, and Brian d'Arcy James Next to Normal US Tour - Original Tour Cast (Los Angeles)
NINE 2003 Broadway revival [Antonio Banderas, Chita Rivera, Laura Benanti, Mary Stuart Masterson, Jane Krakowski]
PETER AND THE STARCATCHER Peter and the Starcatcher (Christian Borle)
PETER PAN 1998/1999 broadway cast [-peter pan: cathy rigby -captain hook/mr darling: paul schoeffler -mrs darling: barbara McCulloh -wendy darling: elisa sagardia -tiger lily: dana solimando -michael darling: drake english -john darling: barry cavanagh -smee: michael nostrand]
PETER PAN GOES WRONG
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA - May 17, 2014 Cast: Norm Lewis, Sierra Boggess, Jeremy Hays, Laird Mackintosh, Tim Jerome, Ellen Harvey, Heather Hill, Christian Sebek, Deanna Doyle - The Phantom of the Opera at the Royal Albert Hall
POKÉMON LIVE with the wonderful Andrew Rannells
RENT Rent (2008 Live on Broadway), PROSHOT Rent (OBC Opening Night) Rent (OBC 5th anniversary reuninion) RENT 08-06-10 (Aaron Tveit) No Day But Today - The Story of Rent (documentary) Rent opening night documentary AUDIO, 20th anniversary Rent (Bruce Haasl, Mike Spee) AUDIO, Rent 10/25/97 Ahmanson Theater, Los Angeles (NPH as Mark) 10th anniversary reunion OBC 20th anniversary tour FIRST ACT ONLY (12/9/2016) Rent Tour, LA, 1998-01-09 (NEIL PATRICK HARRIS AS MARK) AUDIO Rent - 1997-06-10 - BWY
ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW Rocky Horror 04-20-01
ROSENCRANTZ AND GUILDENSTERN ARE DEAD National Theatre Live 2017 PROSHOT
SALOME National Theatre Live 2017 PROSHOT
SOMETHING ROTTEN! OBC (BROADWAY PREVIEW) OBC PREVIEW March 28, 2015 Something Rotten - 2016-06-20 (Rob McClure) Something Rotten Tour Cincinnati - 2017 AUDIO Something Rotten 3/22/16 - Andre Ward (Minstrel), David Beach (Brother Jeremiah), Kate Reinders (Portia), Christian Borle (William Shakespeare), Brian d'Arcy James (Nick Bottom), Eric Sciotto (u/s Nigel Bottom), Edward Hibbert (Lord Clapham/Master of Justice), Gerry Vichi (Shylock), Marisha Wallace (u/s Bea), David Hibbard, Brad Oscar (Nostradamus) Will Chase, Rob McClure
SPAMALOT Spamalot 2005 Full Show Original Production (with Christian Borle)
SPAMILTON Off broadway (12.31.16)
SPONGEBOB THE MUSICAL Chicago
SPRING AWAKENING OBC sa may 18 2008 (should be the last show with OBC) Deaf West Presents Spring Awakening
THE BOOK OF MORMON OBC (I also have it with subtitles) OBC from balcony Ben Platt London Workshop Kj Hippensteel as Elder Price (first part is missing, starts at their arrival in Africa) Book of Mormon Jumamosi (2nd national tour, Cody Jamison Strand) Cody J Strand, David Larson AUDIO: Kj Hippensteel as Elder Price on Broadway AUDIO: West End (Kj Hippensteel, Cody Jamison Strand) AUDIO: The Book of Mormon (London 10-19-16e) AUDIO: West end (KJ HIPPENSTEEL, CODY JAMISON STRAND, STEVEN WEBB) BOM AUSTRALIA (not complete bootleg, just clips) BOM US TOUR (Gavin Creel and Jared Gertner) BOM AUDIO 15.04.2015 (NIC ROULEAU, BRIAN SEARS, DENÉE BENTON) BOM AUDIO WESTEND Book of Mormon (KJ Hippensteel/Cody Jamison Strand) (6th Oct 2017) BOM AUDIO west end September 9 2017 (the u/s for Cunningham is on, message me for cast info)
THE COLOR PURPLE Revival cast
THE CURIOUS INCIDENT OF THE DOG IN THE NIGHTIME proshot OBC
THE LIGHTNING THIEF TLT off-broadway 2017 cast Lightning Thief - August 20, 2014 Off-Broadway - Percy Jackson: Eric Meyers, Grover: Jordan Stanley, Annabeth: Kristin Stokes, Mr Brunner/Chiron/Poseidon/Hades: Graham Stevens, Sally/Clarisse/Thalia/Mrs Dodds: Zakiya Young, Luke/Ares/Mr D/Charon/Gabe: Parker Drown
THE MYSTERY OF EDWIN DROOD revival
TICK, TICK…BOOM! Tick Tick BOOM 09-18-01
URINETOWN Urinetown The Musical - Entire Show - Studio Players
WAITRESS OBC (not sure though) Betsy Wolfe Jessie Mueller AUDIO June 21, 2017 Matinee show Cast: Betsy Wolfe (Jenna), Charity Angél Dawson (Becky), Caitlin Houlahan (Dawn), Eric Anderson (Cal), Dakin Matthews (Joe), Joe Tippett (Earl), Molly Hager (Mother), Matt DeAngelis (Father), Dayna Jarae Dantzler (s/b Nurse Norma), Chris Diamantopoulos (Dr. Pomatter), Christopher Fitzgerald (Ogie), Stephanie Torns (Francine), Ella Dane Morgan (Lulu), Ensemble: Kayla Davion, Matt DeAngelis, Thay Floyd, Molly Hager, Dayna Jarae Dantzler, Jeremy Morse, Stephanie Torns AUDIO Betsy Wolfe, Jason Mraz
WE WILL ROCK YOU 2003 proshot (?) version
WEST SIDE STORY West Side Story starring Matt Smith
WICKED OBC Wicked OBC pre bway 10 11 03 Wicked OBC (Idina Menzel last show) WICKED OBC (Idina gets injured, comes up in the end in a red tracksuit) Donna Vivino 04.09.2010, NYC, Mandy Gonzalez, Katie Rose Clarke Aaron Tveit Eden Espinosa, Megan HIlty (megan’s last show) Wicked (Laurel Harris, Kara Lindsay) Stephanie J.Block Wicked Annaleigh Ashford Teal Wicks, Adam Lambert
YERMA proshot with Billie Piper
WANTS: Any BOM bootleg I don’t have, especially anything with Kj Hippensteel as Price, Cody Jamison Strand as Cunningham and Steven Webb as Mckinley.
Wicked with Alice Fearn as Elphaba and Sophie Evans as Glinda
Any recent Charlie And The Chocolate Factory bootlegs with Christian Borle
This probably already exists but I spent two hours doing this instead of sleeping. Tell me which song you’re most like.
Welcome to the Black Parade: has a flair for the dramatic, doesn’t know
how to do a smoky eye, was in the marching band in high school, daddy issues.
Sleep: has insomnia, PTSD, nightmares, is self deprecating, just wants to go the fuck to sleep
Destroya: probably gay, moans like a bitch during sex, pretty fucking hardcore, shit immune system though, lives for anarchy
House of Wolves: will burn in hell (or believes they will), is a bad
mother fucker, has a sister who should be scared, pyromaniac, “Catholic”
Vampire Money: all over the place, drinks a lot but parties like a
beast, has a Bowie obsession, likes driving fast and loud music
Na Na Na: really artistic, pansexual, likes to scream lyrics, rebel at
heart, probably still wears bandanas, sunglasses and boots all day every
day, fuck the government
Cancer: is dying, will die, all of your friends will die, actually doesn’t have any friends, really depressed, in pain, martyr
S.I.N.G: activist, owns jeggins, would join an underground gang if they
had the balls, likes neon things for some unknown reason
Sunsets Over Monroeville: loves zombies, probably owns a Hawaiian
shirt, really quiet and doesn’t talk much, hangs out in shopping
centres/malls but never buys anything
Demolition Lovers: is
probably part of an underground gang, has to go away for “work” a lot,
has a shotgun in the trunk of their car, teal, unrequited love
Helena: recent death in the family, super fucking dramatic, lots of makeup, always wears black (maybe some red), nail polish is always chipped, imagines/fantasises things that will never happen all the time
Teenagers: super punk, goes to concerts all the time, will break shit
just for fun, has authority issues, probably friends with a lot of
delinquents, is a delinquent, doesn’t read books, drinks a lot
Famous Last Words: is constantly having an existential crisis, really
committed when it comes to relationships, cowboy boots, goes outside at
midnight for no reason
I Don’t Love You: always heartbroken,
never cuts hair, plays guitar, goes on road trips when things get
difficult, super emotional, cries a lot I’m Not Okay: is still
in high school, I don’t care if they’re 39 they’re still in high
school, hates high school, does stupid shit all the time because fuck
it, high school, is not okay, is friends with weird people, high school
Mama: PTSD, self deprecating, mama’s boy/girl/person, has a sick sense of humour, laughs manically for no reason, cutthroat
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison: probably gay, went to
prison, had a fuck tonne of bitches (I’m kidding, they were actually
the bitch to a fuck tonne of other people), can’t adjust, has issues
Headfirst for Halos: epic, is not okay, always
trying to think positively but is screaming inside, thinks about doing
stupid shit all the time (i.e. Putting a gun to their head)
Vampires Will Never Hurt You: screams a lot, has a vampire fettish, hates Twilight with a passion, has never gone outside, wouldn’t mind dying if I was a wooden stake to the heart, sucks dick The Ghost
of You: fought in WWII, had a pretty girlfriend, wears round glasses
with gold rims, is tall and lanky, has a brother, gets shot in the
chest, screams, dies
The Light Behind Your Eyes: is finding ways
to deal with severe depression, cries a bit but quietly, reads a lot
of books, all their friends are dead, trying to stay strong despite the
fact they’re dying inside, sings like an angel
Give ‘em Hell
Kid: lives life fast, probably has killed someone, wears red and like
khaki green, shouts a lot, belongs in a 2005 MTV short, lives life on
the edge, fatalistic
To The End: has read Dante’s Inferno, is a
mafioso, fatalistic, has probably organised the death of many people,
likes to drink cyanide, sleeps a lot, owns diamond jewellery, likes
The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You: has no faith in
life, likes western movies, will yell at you, has applied for a license
to kill, likes to sleep with people (like nap I mean)
You For The Venom: likes snakes, has probably almost OD’d, hates the
doctors, is stubborn, death obsessed, has probably stabbed someone, wears striped long sleeve t-shirts, hates running, hopes to be shot one
Hang 'Em High: is death obsessed, clinically insane,
screams a lot, always makes a lot of aesthetic statements about things
with black and white connotations, Catholic, fuck off
It’s Not a
Fashion Statement It’s a Fucking Death Wish: swears in front of their
parents, wears their mum’s clothes, is obsessed with killing enemies,
is always predicting their death to be soon.
Cemetery Drive: all
too real, has a girlfriend, likes to hang out in cemeteries,
girlfriend has issues and ended her life, now has issues because of it,
drinks a lot, really fucking depressed
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living: is 100% a serial killer, sociopath, also has OCD, scary as shit
The End: is dying, but isn’t too sad, wishes to attend their own
funeral as a ghost, has no self confidence, can’t be fucking bothered
growing up, doesn’t give a shit, is very chill, wears yellow
Dead!: Is dead, is having a party about being dead,
wondering if all the assholes in their life are in hell, no one
actually likes them, laughs at inappropriate moments, is a great dancer
This Is How I Disappear: really fucking dramatic, will be upset and
disappear if you break up with them, dramatic, is a part time satanist,
will make a voodoo doll of you if you fuck with them, candles
The Sharpest Lives: goes out late at night, never showers, drinks
heavily, would probably go cannibal if it was legal, always in pain,
lives life on the fucking edge, will burn large objects, has sinus
Disenchanted: is constantly torn, never actually cries,
writes books, likes to take chances, likes birds, got in trouble with
the police for some stupid but really fun shit, friends need to get
their shit together and learn a lesson
Gravity doesn’t mean to much to them, has self confidence but not
enough to stop running away, runs away a lot, wears really funky
colourful clothing, is very kind but misunderstood
GO!: goes to a lot of cool night clubs, knows how to fucking party, is
still very punk on the inside, sweats a lot (bc they dance a lot),
jumps up and down for no fucking reason
The Only Hope For Me Is
You: is obsessed with being remembered, only has one friend, is kinda
depressed and really needs someone to hold onto, but is also really
questioning life and society, wants to run away to a more aesthetic
Party Poison: speaks fluent Japanese (cough I mean
Weeaboo), watches a lot of anime, loves Kpop and Jpop fashion, will
party but goes to the weirdest parties, dyes their hair, fuck the
bullshit meaning of life they do what they want
I’ll Hold Them Back: is a badass, known for being a badass, stole your
mum’s car and took you on the best date ever, wears a lot of leather,
ready for a fight, probably gets into a lot of fights anyway, probably
once looked like Danny from Greece
SCARECROW: is probably on
LSD, smokes a lot of weed, is really chill, too fucking chill, wears
psychedelic t-shirts, is actually a philosophical genius, reads a lot
Summertime: they might go outside if it’s summer,
listens to music with headphones on full blast, goes on the train a
lot, likes to walk around listening to music and pretends they’re
making the aesthetic parts of the music video they’re listening to,
The Kids From Yesterday: is constantly nostalgic,
loves Star Wars and Queen, always having flashbacks, wears yellow and
read things, feels misunderstood, trying to figure out the meaning of
Honey, This Mirror Isn’t Big Enough For The Two Of Us:
likes Fall Out Boy when they had long song titles, has issues, a lot of
issues, ugly screams a lot, doesn’t care, wears dark denim jackets,
hates this girl who fucked their brother
Drowning Lessons: has a
lot of anxiety, constantly worried, always running away from problems
and situations, can’t swim, always has regrets, has pink things
Our Lady Of Sorrows: was in a gang once, loves to get into switchblade
fights, is really scary and bloodthirsty, believes in pagan gods, but
will protect you, blood blood blood.
Skylines and Turnstiles:
saw 9/11 happen, life was changed because of it, decided that they
wanted to be in a band, made a band with brother and his fren, got some
dreadlocked weed smoking fanboy to join, the drummer is an asshole x3,
breaks up after 12 years, deems it to be a good idea, scared of butane
This Is The Best Day Ever: this is the worst day ever, has no rhythm,
is really confused with what is going in, went to hospital a lot and
hated it, screams a bit, is a bit scared of needles, studded belts,
Cubicles: will die alone (or at least they think),
hates their job, the only thing that entertains them at work is people
gossiping at the water cooler, is actually having a severe existential
Boy Division: is friends with people who would have a
fucking rocking funeral, stalks school girls, looks dead but only
dresses that way, likes to sing about California, paranoid all the time
Tomorrow’s Money: fell in love with a vampire, slightly aggressive, can
surf, stopped screaming three years ago, wants to be a doctor, hates
people who are thought of as heroes, ruined converses
screams in an aesthetically pleasing way, thinks you know nothing,
super weird, goes out after dark, likes to drive big cars, wouldn’t
mind driving, is super reliable even when they let you down
Gun.: was probably conscripted into the military, actually hates
violence and guns, wants to stay at home all the time, likes to call the
shots, owns an old uniform that they’ll never throw out
World Is Ugly: likes Blade Runner and fairy lights, thinks weird people
are very beautiful, insanely observant of other people’s behaviours,
wears knee high socks and converses, hates the world because it’s
Kiss The Ring: belongs in an alternate universe where
it’s still the medieval time but rock bands exist, is probably a
contract killer, likes to overthrow the king every five years, has
really fucked up logic about why it’s okay to kill a lot of people,
Make Rooom!!!!: probably goes to discos, does not
panic at them, actually has some self confidence but always gets into
stupid situations and flails, wears the tightest pants in the world,
wears earrings with crosses on them
Surrender the Night:
constantly lonely, likes to drive long distances to think, lost a loved
one, has cool patches on their jacket, has been to hospital twice,
likes to listen to you, always keeps secrets unless you fuck with them
Burn Bright: likes going to the city just to look at all the lights,
walks around and thinks that certain things would look nice on Tumblr,
unstable, can be aggressive, very in tune with their surroundings, kind
of a Buddhist
Common People: your average person, always
struggling financially, wears a lot of blue, always falls in love with
shallow rich girls for no reason, really just wants to live however the
fuck they want
Every Snowflake Is Different: loves children’s
TV shows, goes to the snow every year, loves winter and hot chocolate,
will cry if you take their toys away, will be a good parent, too busy
having fun to give a fuck
Desolation Row: got beat up at
school, is now in a cutthroat gang, spits a lot, wears a lot of
eyeliner, likes Grease but is also super punk rock, hates wearing
underwear, likes to break shit all the time
Desert Song: is
recovering from a drug addiction, is still in a really dark place,
trying to stay strong, is questioning the meaning of life, probably had
teal roots at some stage
Black Dragon Fighting Society: drinks
juice when they’re killing because it’s fucking delicious, really likes
dragons, reads too much, hates society, would run away but that would
mean no books and no juice so no fucking way, likes hot pink and black
Zero Percent: hates everyone, would kill everyone, really hates people,
does whatever the fuck they want, will kill everybody, will put zero
effort into school or work, does their own thing.
Ravenkroft: worried about growing old, has no self confidence, will
only have sex if the lights are turned off, feels very old at a very
young age because of shitty bones, also has no fucking chill
F.T.W.W.W.: fuck society, is super digital, but also really retro,
always tells people to kiss their ass, lives in a futuristic society,
likes robots, has a licking fettish, likes to destroy shit, will
probably spit randomly
We Don’t Need Another Song About
California: Summertime’s long lost twin, really doesn’t give a shit
about California, but likes the sun, probably lives in Florida, hates
magazines, probably has a fake name, thinks that nothing matters
All The Angels: is dying, has minutes left, girlfriend has issues
because she’s a little risky, everything has gone wrong, everyone is
upset, probably died three years ago, never went to heaven, likes pretty
flowers and dead things Romance: a complete and utter 1800s
Romantic, has probably ready Frankenstein, wants to go on epic
journeys, never showers, likes spices, old fashioned, would probably
get into the steampunk fashion thing
Blood: is forever in the
1920s, was a war hero but hates themself, laughs manically sometimes,
has a thing for blood but hates vampires, 90% human wreckage, 23% awful
fuck, 8% bad at math, 14% clueless
This was another thing I thought of after I saw the comic. Genji’s proud, of course - Hanzo is finding his aesthetic and Genji thinks this is adorable as heck - but that won’t stop him from making fun of Hanzo about it.
(he needs to warn McCree before he goes in for a sudden glomp though)
Note: hi, darlin! I’m glad you love my writing! thank you so much for the request! I really hope you like it! .c
Request: Hii can you do a Bucky imagine where the reader is part of the avengers but they all ignore her all the time and they kind of hate her and to actually talk to them she has to follow them around. She has always been like that and one night they are really rude to her and she kind of breaks down and yeah…. You can make up the ending. By the way love your writing :) - @mariamaymanessam
Becoming an Avenger was not what you expected. Instead of a warm welcome, you had no welcome at all. Instead of making new friendships, you seem to have made…enemies? You weren’t exactly sure what they were. The team didn’t take a liking to you and you had no idea what you did to deserve such a rough time with them. You were on their team, you helped them during missions, and dare you say it: you picked up their slack and even saved their lives a few times.
So why do they hate you? Why do they ignore you?
You were getting ready for a mission, slipping your boots on. Your zipped up your suit afterwards and took a deep breath as you looked in the mirror. It was much like Natasha’s, just with more weapon holsters and secret pockets for knives. You sighed as you left your room, almost dreading having to leave.
You tried all morning to find out what the mission was about. Every time you asked someone, they’d brush you off or just completely ignore you. It was frustrating, but you knew they couldn’t let you go out there and not know what to do. Sure, kill enemies and protect your team members, but you didn’t know if there was something you had to do specifically.
The tower was pretty quiet as you searched for the team. Taking the elevator up to the common room, you didn’t find them there either. It was ten minutes till take off and you had no clue where they were.
“Friday, where’s the team?” You asked, tapping your fingers against your thigh nervously. “They are about to leave, Miss Y/L/N.” You gasped and the elevator doors slid open just as you were about to ask Friday to tell them to wait on you.
You opened the door to the roof and saw Steve walking onto the strip, securing his shield on his back. You ran as fast as you could, yelling for Steve to wait on you.
“I’m coming! Wait! Please!” Your combat boots hit the ground hard and fast as you watched the landing strip start to close. Your heart was beating fast and you swore he almost turned around to look at you but acted like he didn’t hear you.
Grunting, you pushed yourself to run faster and you just barely made it as the strip started to lift off the ground. You fell onto the strip and crawled up into the quinjet, your lungs burning.
The team was sitting around the table, going over the mission plans again, not seeming to care that you were gasping for air on the floor.
“You couldn’t have waited for me?” You asked breathlessly, standing to your feet. Nobody turned to look at you and you sighed heavily through your nose. “Guess not.” You muttered, walking over to the table. You stood near Sam and he cleared his throat, slightly turning his body away from you.
You peeked over the table to look at the manila file folder Steve was reading from. “It’s a HYDRA base. It holds information on a new experiment and we cannot leave without it. You know what to do.” His eyebrow quirked as he looked up from the file to glance around the team, skipping you.
“Who’s supposed to get the information?” You asked, looking around at the team. Their expressions were cold and they stayed silent, moving away to sit in their seats. You sighed and you reached for the file until a hand yanked it off the table. You looked over to see Clint whistling to himself, holding the file in front of his face, pretending to read it.
The team chuckled quietly and you frowned. “I wanted to read that.” You said, waiting for Clint to put the file down to respond to you. When he didn’t, you sighed. “Forget it.” You turned to sit in your rightful seat, only to see a large black duffel bag sitting in it.
Wanda was smirking as she hummed, keeping a hand on the bag so you couldn’t pull it away. Not bothering to say anything, you sat against the wall, a little ways away from the team.
You were used to them treating you like this, so it didn’t bother you too much to not have a seat or know what the mission was entirely about. You’d do what you always do. Go in, take down any enemy you see, and make sure the team was safe.
And that’s what you were doing. Your guns were firing bullet after bullet as you fought alongside Nat, Wanda, and Clint.
“On your left!” You shouted to Nat as she snapped a guards neck. Another one was charging at her and he pulled out a gun just as you hopped off the back of another guard.
Nat, of course, didn’t listen to you. So instead of letting her get shot, you ran into her and you both fell to the ground before either of you got shot. You quickly shot him down and Nat grunted, more so in annoyance than pain. “Get off of me!” She yelled, pushing you onto your back.
You scoffed and shook your head at her. “You’re welcome for saving your ass!” You yelled back, watching her kick open a door, leading into another room. Clint followed silently behind Nat, his bow aimed in front of him. You stomped after them and swallowed your anger. All you needed to do was get through this mission alive. Being angry would only make you lose focus.
You walked into the room Nat and Clint were in and you listened to Nat and Steve talk to each other in your comms. “The room is empty. Do you see anything?” Steve asked, you could hear him grunting and fighting alongside Bucky and Sam.
Wanda and Tony had been searching the far end of the base. A sense of familiarity set into your bones as you looked around the room. You knew exactly where they would keep such information. “I know where it is!” You exclaimed, listening to the team go quiet. “Great.” Clint said sarcastically.
You looked at Clint and Nat let out a laugh. “Of course she does. She was one of them.” Nat laughed harder and soon the others joined her. Your heart sank in your chest and you gripped your gun in your hand, holding onto the last ounce of composure you had.
Your past with Hydra wasn’t what they wanted to accept. They thought you were one of the bad guys, but you weren’t. You never were. You were kidnapped and experimented on but they didn’t care to look at it that way.
You sighed and left the room, making your way to the hidden vault on the left wing of the base. A few guards cut down the hallway, yelling in Russian. Before you could do anything , you had to take them out. And it was more than you expected. “Shit.” You muttered, readying your gun and a throwing knife.
You shot down any guard you could and even had to do hand-to-hand combat to get through some of them.
You took down the last guard with a choke hold and pride filled your chest. You ran towards the end of the hallway and saw a door with a passcode button. If you remembered correctly, you’d be able to get in without tripping an alarm. You had to do this before and it was nothing new to you. You knew all of their codes, having been in a base for five years.
The team had gone quiet in your comm and you figured all the guards left were dead. You suddenly heard footsteps approaching behind you. “What is she doing?” You heard Sam ask behind you. You turned around and let out a breath as you saw who it was. “I’m getting what you all couldn’t find.” You shrugged, turning back to the door.
You punched in a code and heard it beep two times, then the metal door slid open to reveal a large vault. You pumped your fist and exclaimed happily. “Unbelievable.” Wanda groaned, shaking her head. The others were upset and angry, but you were happy to had found what was needed.
You typed in the same code into the vault and pulled the door open, a file folder and two tubes of red liquid were set on display. You took them all and walked over to Steve, holding them out for him with a smile. He stared down at you with an unreadable expression before turning and walking away.
The team followed behind him and you sighed, following after them. Nobody was grateful for you finding it. Though, after a successful mission, you were worn out and ready to clean yourself of the dirt and blood.
So when you got back to the tower, you went straight to your bedroom to clean up. Thoughts filled your head, swirling around and nearly making you dizzy, as you slipped out of your boots and your suit. Your chest felt heavier the more you thought about everything.
You stepped into your bathroom and turned on your shower, stepping in and letting the hot water loosen your tense muscles and wash away the sadness. Only by a little. It wasn’t enough to let you feel peaceful. The way the team treated you everyday, it hurt. It was confusing and you were tired of it.
Getting out, you quickly dried your hair and slipped on a pair of shorts and a tank top, deciding to wear a thin cardigan. It gave you a sense of comfort. Your mind raced with questions and possible reasons as to why the team didn’t like you. You’d even say they hated you at this point.
Your stomach growling kept your thoughts at bay, you were more than ready to eat dinner. You’d rather avoid the team, but you had a right to eat just as much as they did. As the elevator to the kitchen opened, you could hear the team talking among themselves, the sound of their laughter echoing through the hallway.
You stopped before you reached the door, keeping out of sight as you heard your name.
“Come on, Nat! Y/N saved you.” You heard Wanda say, teasing the redhead. You could just picture the smirk on her face, you even heard the venom laced in her tone as she spoke. Nat scoffed and a few laughs covered up the beginning of her sentence.
“-but I had it under control. It’s not my fault the bitch won’t stick to her job.” You frowned and leaned against the wall, your stomach sinking as you listened to everyone agree. “I mean, she acts like she’s the best on the team!” The sound of a fork dropping onto a plate made you jump and you were suddenly aware of the tears falling down your cheeks.
You sniffled lightly and wiped at your nose with the sleeve of your cardigan. “I mean, we don’t even need her here.” Sam said just loud enough for you to hear. You felt sick to your stomach, feeling like a terrible burden to everyone.
Clint chuckled and you could hear him loudly chewing his food before he joined in. “She knew the passcode. Only a fucked up person would remember Hydra’s passcodes.” He mumbled the last part lowly. You heard Bucky clear his throat, his chair sliding against the floor. “Excuse me!?” He asked, shock evident in his voice.
You covered your mouth as a sob threatened to escape and you turned on your heel, running down the hallway and back to the elevator.
You couldn’t listen to this anymore. All they did was ignore you when you needed them or even wanted to hang out, and they were always talking about you and how they don’t like you. If they didn’t want you here, all they had to do was say so.
You stepped into the elevator and took it up to your bedroom. You tried your best to hold it in and when you slammed your door shut, you let everything go.
Everything that you held in came crashing down on top of you. Your sobs echoed through your room and it felt like your heart was going to split in two. You couldn’t understand what you did wrong.
A few minutes passed and a knock on your door startled you. Quickly scrambling to your feet, you took a few deep breaths before you opened your door, only to see Bucky standing there. His hair framed his face as he looked down at you, his eyes taking in your appearance.
You wiped at your cheeks and put on a fake smile, as if he couldn’t see that you were crying right in front of him. “H-hey, James.” Your voice came out shaky and you winced at the sound of it. Bucky stuffed his hands in his pockets, his head hanging low, guilt bubbling in his stomach.
He felt bad for how the team treated you. He would always take up for you, always tell the team to give you a break. He knew you were good for the team, whether they wanted you here or not. But he was too scared to approach you about it.
It was no excuse, but he was still new to opening up and talking about feelings. He hoped he was strong enough to finally put an end to how the team treated you.
“Did…Did you want to join us?” Bucky asked softly, kicking himself in his mind at what he just asked you. Why on earth would you want to join them after hearing what they said about you? After how they’ve treated you ever since you arrived? You were taken aback and you wanted to scoff at Bucky, but you held it in. He was making an effort.
You shook your head, “Sounds like you’re all having the time of your lives. I don’t want to intrude.” You walked away to sit on your bed and you sniffled, staring down at your knees.
Bucky walked into your room and sat down on your bed beside you. You held your head in your hands and let out another sob. “I need to leave.” You spoke through your sobs and Bucky felt his heart clench in his chest. “Please, don’t.” He whispered, and you almost missed it over your crying.
You let out a shaky laugh and you looked up at Bucky. “You guys hate me! I can’t do this anymore. A-all I’ve ever done, all I’ve e-ever tried to do was be apart of the team!” You inhaled deeply before another sob shook your body.
Bucky’s right hand rested on the small of your back, his metal hand moving to your cheek to wipe away your tears. “Y/N, when I first got here, they, aside from Steve, treated me nearly the same way. And…what happened to you, they don’t understand it. But I do.” Bucky saw your lip tremble and that did it for him.
“Come with me.” He stood to his feet and held his hand out for you. You stared at it as if it were a foreign object, your eyebrows creasing. “What?” You asked, sniffling as you wiped at your cheeks.
He gently wiggled his fingers after a few seconds. “Come on.” Bucky quietly urged you to take his hand and you gently slid yours into his, letting him pull you along to wherever it was he was taking you.
Taking the elevator back down, Bucky brought you into the kitchen and you felt small beside him. But you felt even smaller when the team looked up at spotted you with him. He stood there, his chest rising and falling heavily as his anger tried to break through his ribcage.
“She’s apart of the team. I don’t care who doesn’t like it. She has saved you-,” He pointed to Nat with a hard stare and she slowly sank in her seat, casting her eyes down to her lap, “-and you, and you.” He pointed at Wanda and then Clint.
They all sat there, seemingly full of shock and surprisingly, guilt.
Bucky’s hand dropped from yours and he walked over to the table, moving his plate of food to an empty seat beside him so that you could eat it.
"Y/N, eat with us.” He said with a small smile. You stood there, unsure of what to do, just like the others as they watched. Bucky sighed and walked over to you again and pulled you to the seat, gently sitting you down.
“If anyone says anything about her again, I won’t be so nice.” Bucky threatened, taking the seat beside you. You kept your eyes on the plate and bit your lip nervously. Bucky gently nudged your arm and you looked up at him. He smiled at you and motioned towards the plate.
You sighed and slid it back to him. “It’s yours.” You whispered, ignoring the stares from the team. “I want you to eat first. You worked hard today.” Bucky shrugged.
Nat took a deep breath and Bucky tensed in his seat. He shot her a warning glare and she held her hands up in defense. “I was just gonna tell her thank you.” She said softly, her eyes flickering to your face before looking at Bucky again.
Steve straightened his back in his seat, “Y/N, I want to apologize. And I-I want to say thank you, as well.” Steve said, his cheeks tinted red. Your eyes widened and soon enough the whole team was apologizing.
“We weren’t sure if we could trust you. Hydra has…Hydra has a way with weaving people in and destroying things.” Tony explained after a few minutes, setting down his drink.
You nodded gently. Bucky let his arm rest on your chair, his thumb brushing against your shoulder. A warm feeling spread throughout your body at the small action. “I’m sorry if I haven’t proved myself.” You whispered softly, keeping your eyes on the food.
Sam cleared his throat and looked over at you. “You’ve proved that we could trust you many times and I’m sorry for everything. We need you on the team. I was too cocky to admit it.” Sam mumbled the last part bashfully. Bucky snorted and covered his mouth with his hand. Soon enough, you were laughing along with the team.
“Do you want to say something?” Bucky asked softly, watching as you took a bite of your food. You looked around at everyone and sighed.
It wasn’t entirely wrong to accept their apologies. They did have a good reason to resent you at first, with the whole new recruit with a Hydra backstory situation, but it would take you a little while to fully become their friend after everything.
You shook your head and looked up at Bucky. He simply nodded at you, completely understanding, and let you get back to eating. He kept his arm over your chair and scooted just a tad closer to you.
Not too long after, the team started talking again, only this time: they didn’t ignore you.
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Heart pounding. Head throbbing. Legs wobbly. Sight blurry. Body tired. And a fire burning inside your lungs, or at least that’s what it feels like.
The sun is about to reach it’s peak, in the middle of the sky, like the star on top of the christmas tree. It’s starting to get really warm as well, at least that’s what you think as you try to push forward, try to complete the task.
You have no idea where you are. You’re completely encircled by trees, that look exactly the same to you, except for ’the road’ that just never seemed to end. You briefly wondered if you even took the right direction, but you quickly concluded that it was unlikely that you didn’t, and that the thought was too scary to think of right now.
okay so tl;dr? i cried. i frickin sat there with two teardrops rolling down my face and chin and neck and i couldn’t frickin wipe it away because i was so invested (and also i didn’t want to ruin my makeup) and it was just. it was so good guys. so good.