come back gig

I always have this thought in my head of having been with Cal from a young age, like you’re both 19 now and you’ve been together for like 5 or 6 years and you were like the definition of young love. I feel like he’s just a reserved person anyways so even though he’s known all around the world,  you’re still his little secret kind of. Like, he’s open about the fact that he’s in a relationship but he doesn’t make you do a bunch of public appearances of anything because he knows that it makes you uncomfortable. He’s more than happy to just have you in private all to himself when he comes back from a gig or an award show or a day of press. The boys look at you like a sister, and you see them as your brothers and all of them, Calum included, are so fucking protective of you. And maybe people have accumulated the knowledge over the years that he always just seems a bit off when you aren’t with him. If you had to go back home for family stuff or whatever, he would be quieter in interviews, not seem as excited or into concerts as before, and all of the fans picked up on it and made sure to tweet him lots reminding him how great and loved he is. And then you come back and he’s right back to his normal, sunshiney self and it’s something that the fans, and even the boys, admire so much that you make him that happy. But then on your sixth anniversary he just kind of gets really flustered and rants while pacing around the hotel room you’d both been locked in for the past few days, going on and on about how he wants to take you out on a proper date because “it’s our fucking anniversary for fuck’s sake”, so he gets determined to take you out that night. You sneak out of the hotel through the back without telling the boys or the security team, and you get into a car and the fans waiting outside the front of the hotel don’t suspect a thing when a black SUV drives past them, and Cal drives out of the city and takes you out to the middle of nowhere, and by the time you get there it’s almost 10 PM so there’s not many places open. But he sees a cute little pub so he stops there and there’s a little patio on the back of it so he decides this will have to be good enough, and you both order sloppy pub food but it doesn’t matter because your heart feels so light in your chest just because he went through all of this trouble for you so you pull your phone out and take a picture of him and you make it your lock screen and have it printed and framed and on your wedding day, it’s sitting out on a table that’s covered in pictures the both of you had chosen as your favorite memories you’d ever had together.

I COME BACK FROM A FUCKING GIG AND DAN HOWELL HAS GOTTEN JENNIFER FUCKING LAWRENCE TO DO THE SEVEN SECOND CHALLENGE AND HAS MET LIAM HEMSWORTH AND JOSH HUTCHERSON

this is why I don’t go outside because when I do STUFF HAPPENS