“It’s interesting, when I’m in my human form, knowing I’m going to die. Everything has a touch of triviality to it. Like how none of this calculus shit matters. The way it shouldn’t. the truth. In 26.4 hours, I’ll be dead, & in happiness. The little zombie human fags will know their errors, & be forever suffering and mournful”
“When I go NBK and people say things like, “oh, it was so tragic,” or “oh he is crazy!” or “It was so bloody.” I think, so the fuck what you think that’s a bad thing? Just because your mumsy and dadsy told you blood and violence is bad, you think it’s a fucking law of nature? Wrong. Only science and math are true, everything, and I mean everyfuckingthing else is Man made. My doctor wants to put me on medication to stop thinking about so many things and to stop getting angry. Well, I think that anyone who doesn’t think like me is just bullshitting themselves.”
Now that’s what I like to call friendship it’s really a beautiful tragedy !! They felt so alone but they still always had each other making it Almost okay because they had “friendship” kill together die together they kept it one hundred
Today is April 20th, 2017.
18 years ago today you two showed the world how you really felt. You took 13 innocent lives, followed by taking your own. There’s a lot I wish I could say, there’s a lot I wish i could express but I’m simply still speechless. I’m so sorry you boys suffered so much, I’m so sorry that you were filled with so much hate and anger. I just hope you boys are no longer suffering and I hope you are finally happy. I hope you’re Listening to your favorite songs and eating your favorite snacks in peace.
“Goodbye, sorry to everyone … I just can’t take it … all the thoughts … too many … make my head twist … I must have happiness, love, peace. Goodbye”
“no emotions, not caring, yet another stage in this shit life. suicide.”
“Society is tightening its grip on me, & soon I & will snap. We will have our revenge on society, & then be free, to exist in a timeless spaceless place of pure happiness. The purpose of life is to be happy & be with your love who is equally happy. Not much more to say. Goodbye.”
“This is prob. my last entry. I love myself a close second to [redacted] my everlasting love. goodbye.”
“The happiness is close, visible ending, end of the beginning of the halcyons.”
“Time to die, time to be free, time to love.”
“Today is the day I die!” Woooo!“
April 20, 1999 - April 20, 2014
15 years later on the earth plane, and on this day, we hope you have found that reprieve, Dylan. That ‘PEACE’ that you so craved to end your earthly infinite struggle. Here is hoping that your resurrection into the Halycons and beyond, into your next Existence (whichever door that may be in the Great Hall) is filled with everlasting love, peace and happiness. Absolution from your own self tormentations and forgiveness from the 13 victims of whom you projected your earthly pain and suffering on to. This day falling upon a date of resurrection is in many ways a bit like a phoenix rising from the ashes - for all fifteen, for their families and extended families and everyone else who have been affected by this tragedy in their own ways, like a multitude of ripples on a unfathomably large body of water. Peace out.