I’m watching the Zero Hour Columbine documentary with my mom and when Brooks Brown was explaining how Eric had told him to “get out of there and go home” my mom was just like “are you fucking kidding me?? I would’ve fucking flew out of there like a black ass flying squirrel if I saw those two fuckers in trench coats walking in there looking all crazy and shit” OMFG

i just got done reading dylan klebold's diary


and i am definitely going to be crying myself to sleep tonight..

ive never read anything i could relate to so much in my life before

i wish he was alive so i could tell him l I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE FUCKING ABANDONED BY LITERALLY EVERYONE YOU LOVE MOST, HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN THE PEOPLE YOU INVEST TRUST IN THROW THAT TRUST IN YOUR FACE, TO WAIT AROUND FOR A TRUE LOVE, TO BE IN A COLD ROOM ALONE, TO STARVE LIKE HELL FOR AFFECTION, TO CUT DEEPLY INTO YOUR WRISTS, TRYING SO HARD TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN INSIDE

i wish i could have been his friend… i wish could have been there for him and saved him…

I was tagged by pierced-off and nbk-rebvodka

Rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better


Name: Jennifer

Nickname: Jen

Birthday: January 21st

Star sign: Aquarius 

Gender: Female

Height: 5′7

Sexual orientation: Bisexual

Favorite color: Red

Current time: 5:24 pm

Average hours of sleep: Between like 3 and 8 hours sleep 

Lucky number: Ehh i guess 6 

Last thing I googled: The 1975

Happy place: Somewhere in the woods or with cats

I’m tagging killedtheinnocentpeople columbine-princess eriction-harris teenage–terror lastrhodesiann dylannstorms richard-ramirez-is-sexy-af dylannstormroof bloodyserialkillers

i mentioned making this and people seemed to like the idea.

i kinda like how dylan snaps his fingers and eric points and it hits the beat idk i tried 

also there is a surprise fuckboy at the end ;)))) he looks so awkward fml

//like my other videos,i know this is super problematic and offensive but so am i so whatever i guess. also, I do not condone.THIS ONE IS ESPECIALLY PROBLEMATIC//

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Some facts on Dylan Klebold

  • Born on September 11th, 1981
  • He was born and raised in Colorado
  • He has an older brother, Byron
  • He had two cats
  • He loved baseball
  • His childhood best friend was Brooks Brown
  • He met Eric in school during 7th or 8th grade
  • His favorite baseball team was the Boston Red Sox
  • Dylan developed a bit of a drinking problem the last few years of his life
  • His medical records have never been released
  • Dylan was extremely intelligent, but didn’t apply himself
  • He got accepted into the University of Arizona and went to visit the campus with his parents.
  • He was extremely shy and easily embarrassed
  • He was in the gifted program in elementary school
  • NBK was actually Dylan’s idea. He had the idea as far back as 1997
  • He was in love with a girl at school and wrote about her often. It was never revealed who she was, although many have their guesses.
  • Dylan had a Dr Pepper addiction
  • He had a nervous habit of running his hands through his hair
  • He was NOT a follower, and did not take orders from Eric, no matter what Daven Cullen says. Cullen just has a crush, don’t mind him.
  • Dylan had a stuffed koala bear that he sought comfort with