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I miss you so much, cute boy. I miss your hugs. I miss your kisses. And it’s only been two days. How am I supposed to survive the rest of the (roughly) 730 days, give or take a few? I miss how you would hold me whenever I would cry and you wouldn’t let go until I stopped. How you would crack stupid jokes just to make me smile because you knew that I could never truly stay sad or mad whenever you were around. I miss how you would hold my hand and kiss me until everything that was wrong in the world would go away. I just….I really miss you. This is so hard, seriously. The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But if I know anything, it’s that you’re worth every single second.

Today Is A Good Day.

After not getting a written letter in a month, I finally got one today. I told myself as I was walking to the mailbox not to get my hopes up. I literally gasped when I opened the mailbox and the letter was sitting there. Plus, it was a pretty long letter too AND he answered all of the questions that I sent him (I’ll explain that later). 

And this is all after the wonderful conversation via e-mail that we had this morning where we decided that we’re going to live in Idaho and we’re gonna have a Husky named Luna. 

I feel so spoiled today. I love Elder Evans soooo much!

We’ve been dating for 5 months as of today. First month-aversary without him, so yes…I miss him a lot today. 

Our friends would tease us because we were that couple. You know…the one where it seems that they’ve been together forever just because they fit so well? Yeah…that’s us. I can’t wait until I really do get to have him forever.