Dude sometimes I don’t like myself when I drink. I’m fine when I have a few or even more than a few, it’s when I pass the “turn off switch” that I don’t like.
I used to have a better grasp on that switch before. I didn’t really do stupid shit or say stupid things. I mean Yeah I’d make a bad choice now and then as far as bringing a random home or something. But now I find more often that I end up doing something stupid or saying something dumb.
Last weekend I drank too much and politics were brought up. I don’t even know if it was me that brought it up. Anyways I said some mean shit to a friend who voted for trump. Honestly I don’t even remember exactly what I said I just remeber that she acted like a codled white women and told her so. At some point in the conversation I was just being argumentative to be argumentative cause she was saying dumb stuff too.
Anyway shit went south. She flew off the deep end and we left.
I apologized the next day for attacking her. There was a better way to have this discussion and being super drunk was a bad move on my part.
I don’t agree with her views but in the end she has been a long time friend and I was being a drunk asshole.
I have a problem when I drink too much. I never thought I would be that person and here I am…being that person.