songs that defined me in 6th grade: love like woe by the ready set, i like it like that by hot chelle rae, check yes juliet by we the kings, shake it by metro station, good girls go bad by cobra starship feat leighton meester
Warnings- Phil is a player?? really long fic with a really basic plot line?
Request- “okay this is my first request but I knew no one could write my messy ideas better😂 I was wondering if I could get a Phillip or john imagine where the reader is being teased about sexual stuff and she’s uncomfortable because she’s never even been kissed and when Phillip/john finds out they teach her how to kiss… and you can take it on from there ;) THANKS BABE❤️”
A/N- (I didn’t mean for this to get so feelingsy and then…sorry)
Song- Originally it was going to be the first song but then the fic took on a bit of a different tone bc my brain doesn’t shut up so I guess the second matches the car bit and the first is for like everything else ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
The empty liquor bottle spun and spun around the circle. You felt a pit in your stomach, but you were far from peachy. It stalled, pointing to someone across the circle. The girl next to you giggled and leaned forward, meeting lips with the boy, Philip, you thought. You’d seen him around, always talking to a different girl. He smirked as he pulled away from the current one. She bit her lip and giggled, sitting back down.
You froze. She passed the bottle to you. It sat on the floor in front of you. glaring at you. You looked up at all the people at the party. None of them were someone you wanted to kiss. Your friend, Danielle, nudged you with her elbow.
“Spin the bottle.” she whispered aggressively.
You shrugged. “Uh…um… pass.” You quickly gave the bottle to her. There were several groans and eye rolls.
“Come on, Y/N! Don’t be like that!” someone shouted.
Your face heated up. “Like what?” you said angrily.
“God, you’re such a virgin!”
You didn’t know who said that, but the instant that word was heard, your mouth clamped shut. You wanted to run away. Hide in a bathroom and cry maybe. But that would just cause more of a scene. So you mumbled an off-hand “whatever” and kept your head down, hoping that no one could see how embarrassed and pissed you were.
That word always got to you. Yes, you were a virgin. Fuck, most of the people who said that to you were virgins themselves. But they always said it like it was disgusting. Like you should be ashamed for never having any intimate moments with anybody.
It wasn’t that you’d never had an opportunity. You’d dated a few people, but you always panicked before you even got so far as kissing. It felt too vulnerable, and it was too new for you.
“It’s fine.”Danielle said quietly. You hadn’t even been paying attention to the rest of the game, but now it was over and the crowd was dispersing and talking loudly. “Just ignore them.”
You shrugged and sipped some cheap beer from your cup.
“Why’d you pass though?” she said suddenly.
You gaped at her. “You know I’ve never kissed anyone. No one here is ‘first kiss’ material. Besides, why would I want something like that to happen for the first in a dingy basement with someone who’s half drunk?”
“You’ve never kissed anyone?” somebody said. You turned around quickly. Philip was standing with his arms crossed and an amused expression on his face.
You stood quickly off the floor and pushed your finger against his chest. “You won’t tell anyone what you just heard or I swear to-”
“Woah relax.” He held his hands up. You glared wordlessly. He dropped his head closer to you and raised his eyebrows. “You’ve really never been kissed?” he laughed quietly. You groaned in frustration and stomped away, dragging your friend with you to join the stoners outside.
“For the record, I’m not half-drunk” he called after you.
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah! You’re totally wasted!”
One hour of blissful silence later and most were gathered around a large fire outside, talking in small groups or burning anything they could find to see what color it would make.
“Hey.” a smooth voice spoke. You turned your head and saw Philip moving to sit on the cold ground next to you. You sighed and scooted closer to the fire, but he only followed you. “Y/N…right?” You gave him a thumbs up without sparing a glance his way. Philip looked around and then brought his lips right next to your ear. “Don’t worry I won’t tell anybody,” he whispered. You shivered. “Shit, are you cold?” Philip started to pull his sweatshirt off.
“I’m fine,” you said firmly. You nodded to the people you’d been talking to and stood up quickly. A little too quickly. You stumbled forward, towards the fire. Several people gasped and then there was a brace against your stomach. Or an arm? Philip quickly turned you around.
“Woah, how much have you had?”
You pushed him off of you and started to trek up the small hill of the yard. “I’m. Fine.” you repeated.
Philip followed you into the glow of the streetlights. “Do you need me to take you home? I wasn’t kidding when I said I’m not half-drunk. I haven’t had a drop tonight, and you-”
You spun around quickly. “Philip! How many times do I have to tell you I’m fine before you leave me alone?”
Your words didn’t phase him at all. He stood in the middle of the street a few feet away from you. His arms were crossed, and he was smiling at you. You noted how the orange tint of the street lamp made him look even tanner, and now that you looked closely he had a lot of freckles and his hair was so long. Your body started to sway.
Within seconds, Philip’s hands were steadying you. “Let me take you home.” he insisted.
You squinted. “I don’t trust you.”
Philip let out a breathy laugh. “Ouch…okay. Well, I don’t trust you to walk home like this, and I don’t trust anybody who might be hiding in the shadows on the way.” He started to lead you to a small black car.
“Yeah.” you agreed. “Creeps like you.”
Philip nodded and opened the passenger door. “Creeps like me.”
“Shit!” you cursed just as you were about to sit down. You quickly patted your butt and your chest. Philip furrowed his brow and stepped back. “My phone.” you explained.
Philip’s eyes widened in understanding. “Wait here.” He pushed you gently into the seat. “What’s does it look like?”
“It’s uh…” You tapped your forehead in an attempt to clear the fog in your head. “It’s got a screen with a-”
“I’ll figure it out,” Philip said quickly. “Just stay here.” You nodded, and he shut the door. You couldn’t help but laugh while you watched him jog awkwardly back to the party house.
You sighed and leaned against the headrest. Your eyes floated around the inside of Philip’s car. There was a small slip of paper stuck on the edge of one of the vents. You frowned and reached forward to pull it out, but your hands kept slipping. Finally, it sprang free and you fell back against the chair roughly.
You were straining to see the picture against all the darkness. You reached up and felt around on the roof of his car, pressing random buttons until one turned on the lights you needed.
There was a little boy, very little. He was sitting on a bench in front of an old piano with a huge grin on his face. He’d probably been laughing when it was taken. There was a woman smiling fondly down at him. She looked tired, but amused. You smiled at the little, freckled boy with big curly hair.
The car door opened suddenly. “Hey is this it?”
You quickly flung the picture onto the dashboard and looked at Philip.
“Yeah…thanks.” You took your phone from him and checked the time. 2:47 A.M.
Philip started the car and pulled away from the street. “You’re gonna have to tell me how to get to your house. I have no idea where you live.”
You nodded, but didn’t answer him.
“What? Sorry, just get on the highway.”
Philip nodded and took that direction. The two of you sat in silence for a long time. You stared out the window at all the passing lights.
“Y/N?” You turned to him. He glanced at you before looking back at the road. “Um…is something bothering you?”
You shrugged. Your tongue felt like it was covered with cotton.
“If it’s about what those guys were saying just ignore it. There’s nothing wrong with being a-”
“Oh my god Philip! Shut up!” You covered your face with your hands.
He laughed lightly. “Does it really bother you that much?”
“Yes!” you whined. “I’m in high school, I’ve had two boyfriends, and I still haven’t kissed anybody! Then there are people like you who have probably kissed everyone in school!”
Philip stared straight forward. “Oh.”
“Wait no.. I didn’t mean like… like I’m not judging you or anything, I just…I don’t know.” You looked back out the window.
“I get what you mean.” Philip said after a beat. You turned to him slowly. “But I haven’t made out with everyone in school. Yet.” He winked at you.
You rolled your eyes and held your palm up to him. “I’m not drunk enough to deal with your shit right now.”
Philip laughed. He laughed really hard. You smiled and checked your phone. 20 minutes had passed.
“Philip we’ve been driving for so long! My house isn’t that far!”
He shrugged. “You only gave me one direction so I’ve been stalling.”
You groaned and told him how to get to your house before relaxing against the seat again. Philip’s car was really warm, and it didn’t smell bad. Usually, guys’ cars smelled like Axe and weed, but Philip’s car was nice, like new car smell and mint gum.
“Y/N? Y/N, wake up.” Philip whispered. You opened your eyes and quickly sat straight up. You’d fallen asleep on his arm.
You wiped at your mouth. “Oh my god! Why didn’t you wake me up? What if I drooled on you?” you blurted. You clamped a hand over your mouth, embarrassed by what you’d just said.
Philip glanced down at his shoulder. “You didn’t. I wouldn’t have minded if you did.” You stared at him for a moment. “What?”
You fell into a fit of giggles. “That’s…really gross, dude.”
He thought for a bit, then laughed and leaned closer to you. “Yeah you’re right that is kinda gross. I have no idea why I said that.”
You gasped for air and nodded, covering your laughter with your hand.
“You have a really pretty smile,” Philip said. You stopped laughing immediately and looked blankly at him. He even looked a little surprised himself.
“I’m gonna go.” you said awkwardly and pushed the door open.
Philip nodded. “Yeah…yeah. This is the right house, right?” You nodded slowly, stepping out. Philip leaned over towards the open door. “Okay, well, be careful, Y/N. Drink some water before you go to bed.”
“Will do. Uh, thanks for the…thanks for toni….thanks, Philip.”
A smile slowly crept across his lips. “Goodnight, Y/N.”
You shut the door and walked cautiously up to your porch. Philip’s car only pulled away after you were in the door. You tip-toed up to your room and collapsed onto your bed, falling asleep instantly. You woke up painfully a few hours later when your phone chimed loudly. You squinted at the brightness, but the sun was already rising and your hangover hadn’t totally set in yet.
From: Philip aka the guy who drove your drunk ass home
You rolled your eyes. What a way to get a girl’s number, just take her phone.
are you alive?? did you drink water? make sure you charge your phone and come find me on Monday
You had to laugh at the rambly text. You were supposed to be the intoxicated one. You shrugged and typed out a simple reply before plugging your phone in and falling back asleep.
Philip surprised you at your locker Monday morning. Like really surprised.
“Jesus fucking Christ Philip!” You jumped away. Danielle blew out a slow breath and squeezed your arm before walking away. Philip laughed and moved to the other side of you, clearly ignoring your annoyance as much as you were trying to ignore him.
“Wow. Language.” He had a megawatt grin plastered on his face. You rolled your eyes. “You didn’t come find me,” he said with mock hurt.
“Oh I’m sorry.” you pouted. “I’m not one of your ‘beck and call’ girls.”
“Hey, Philip.” The girl who sat next to you during spin the bottle walked past your locker.
Philip smirked and raised his eyebrows, leaning against the lockers. “Hey.”
You scoffed and shut your locker, walking away.
“Y/N wait! I have a question!”
You sighed and stopped. “What?”
“Wow. Such venom towards the guy who took care of you.”
“Oh, my apologies, sir. Let me get your medal,” you said before you could stop yourself. Philip looked genuinely hurt, and you started to feel a little bad. You uncrossed your arms and looked to the side. “What is it?”
Philip looked around. “Can we talk? In…here?” He grabbed your wrist and pulled you into the empty Spanish classroom.
“Okay.” you stated. You pulled his hand off your arm. “What’s going on?”
“You know how you have your little problem?” Philip grinned excitedly and sat on top of one of the desks.
You furrowed your brow. “No?”
“You know…” he sang. You shook your head. “ ’I’m Y/N and I’ve never kissed any-’ ”
“Yes okay. I got it.” You held your hand up.
“I have a solution!”
“Just kiss me!” He held his hands up excitedly.
Your jaw dropped. “Philip no.”
“Are you crazy?”
He smirked. “A little.”
“No. Philip that’s ridiculous.” You turned to leave.
“Wait!” He stepped in front of you. “I didn’t mean to upset you. I just want to help.” You bit the inside of your cheek and sighed. The teacher walked into the classroom. He gave you both a strange look but said nothing. A few students starting to come in.
“Look,” You turned your attention back to Philip as he spoke. “It doesn’t have to be a big deal. Just…just meet me here, at lunch. I mean…if you want to.”
You nodded and left to your first-hour class.
You couldn’t believe you were doing this. Despite your best intuition, you were walking down the empty hallway to the Spanish classroom. He was already waiting inside when you got there.
“You’re here?” He furrowed his brow and put his phone away.
“I can leave.” you suggested.
Philip laughed. “No, no stay.”
You nodded and stepped closer to him. “So, are you just gonna kiss me then?”
“What? No, you don’t know what you’re doing.”
“I think I know how to kiss Philip.”
“How do you know? You’ve never done it.” he teased.
You glared at him. “You said this wouldn’t be a big deal.”
“It’s not!” He held his hands up. “Just…close your eyes.” You sighed and did as he said. “Now open your mouth a little bit… no not like- okay kind of.”
You felt his fingertips against your forearm. “Just relax,” he whispered. Your breath hitched in your throat. His hand was on the nape of your neck, and his thumb pressed in front of your ear. You could feel his breath tickle your nose, and then his lips met yours softly. You could feel the hesitancy at first, but then his confidence won out. He pulled you closer. Your hands went to his shoulders, then his neck, then wrapped in the curls at the back of his head.
Philip wasn’t that much taller than you, but just enough that you had to tilt your head to kiss him. Which was something that was happening. You were really kissing him. Your hands and legs started to tremble, but Philip’s caring yet firm grip on you helped you feel grounded. His lips moved against yours slowly, giving you butterflies in your stomach and your throat, but your lungs were burning. How long had you been kissing Philip? It didn’t feel long enough, yet you still pulled away gently.
When you opened your eyes, his were still closed. You sighed and patted him lightly on the shoulder, which startled him a bit. “You were right. Not a big deal.” He nodded, his mouth half open. “Now I can kiss anybody!”
Philip let out a puff of air. “Yeah. Yep exactly.” He plastered on his ‘Philip’ smile. “You got your first kiss out of the way, now anyone’s free game.”
You nodded and walked to the door. Before leaving, you turned and smiled at Philip. He was staring at the floor with a fist in his hair. “Thank you. Really.”
His head snapped up. “Yeah of course! Anytime!” You furrowed your brow. “Wait no,I mean…”
“Bye, Philip.” you laughed.
He smiled at you. Less ‘toothpaste ad’ and more…friendly. “Bye, Y/N.”
i. somebody to love - queen // ii. i’m into something good - the bird and the bee // iii. hey leonardo (she likes me for me) - blessid // iv. good girls go bad - cobra starship ft. leighton meester // v. foals - spanish sahara // vi. did i mention? - descendants // vii. strange love - halsey // viii. all of me - john legend // ix. walking on sunshine - katrina and the waves // x. beth - kiss // xi. sally’s song - the nightmare before christmas // xii. out of the woods - taylor swift // xiii. home - glee cover// xiv. just give me a reason - pink // xv. tiny dancer - elton john
sexybackjustin timberlake ● for your entertainment adam lambert ● you need me, i don’t need youed sheeran ● everybody (backstreets back) backstreet boys ● moves like jaggermaroon 5 feat. christina aguilera ● one in a milliondown with webster ● wonderwall oasis ● good girls go badcobra starship feat. leighton meester ● fuck youceelo green ● bye bye bye*nsync ● bo$$ fifth harmony ● blue (da ba dee)eiffel 65 ● 19 in 99nick carter ● worth it fifth harmony feat. kid ink ● party for your lifedown with webster ● die youngke$ha ● i like it like that hot chelle rae feat. new boyz ● touchlittle mix ● it’s gonna be me*nsync ● tik tokke$ha ● strutadam lambert ● irisgoo goo dolls ● saturday night’s alright for fightingelton john ● unwell matchbox twenty
Concept: Video for She’s My Collar but it’s pretty much the video for Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship. Murdoc runs an underground club and hustles for money in sandwiches. Everyone is gambling. It keeps zooming in on Kali Uchis’s phone. All the boys get arrested and Kali and Noodle exit the club kissing each other on the cheek
So in case yall didn’t know, Glee is a show where these kids join, well, Glee club which is basically show choir but since it’s in a work of fiction it’s 10x better
(Let’s just pretend everyone is close in age and they’re not fighting for once and they’re all gonna live happily ever after in high school 66666 years in the future and they also know American songs WOOOO)
wannabe - spice girls; barbie girl - aqua; hey ya - outkast; all star - smash mouth; drama queen (that girl) - lindsay lohan; baby one more time - britney spears; why not - hilary duff; that’s what girls do - no secrets; the hampster dance song - hampton the hampster; vacation - simple plan; dirty little secret - the all-american rejects; the sweet escape - gwen stefani ft. akon; he said she said - ashley tisdale; let’s get it started - black eyed peas; hips don’t lie - shakira; shake it - metro station; fergalicious - fergie; 4 minutes - madonna ft. justin timberlake; just dance - lady gaga; boom boom pow - black eyed peas; replay - sean kingston; i kissed a girl - katy perry; glamorous - fergie ft. ludacris; gives you hell - the all-american rejects; you belong with me - taylor swift; girlfriend - avril lavigne; 7 things - miley cyrus; hot n cold - katy perry; party in the usa - miley cyrus; down - jay sean ft. lil wayne; good girls go bad - cobra starship ft. leighton meester; i gotta feeling - black eyed peas; whatcha say - jason derulo; one time - justin bieber; tik tok - ke$ha; party rock anthem - lmfao
a collection of songs that make me go “OMG that used to be my jam!” nostalgia in a playlist basically